Gao Zixiu is gone, Su Yuqing is still on the roof of the building, she looks at the night sky, starry, she thinks of the days when she and Gao Zixiu watched the stars together, and also thinks of Shi Zenan.

It is said that a woman's first man will not forget.

Maybe that's really the case.

I can't forget Shi Zenan. It doesn't matter how bad a man he is.

"Perhaps, he has a hard ......"

I don't know why, Su Yuqing still wants to find some reasons for Shi Zenan. Five years ago, because he felt betrayed by Shi Zenan, he would leave, but thinking about it later, Shi Zenan was really difficult to do.

But what about five years later.

Is there really something wrong with what he's doing?

"Is Shi Zenan still the same Shi Zenan as before? Is he still the same Zenan brother?" asked Su Yuqing.

Then he shook his head.

Now Shi Zenan, she doesn't know her anymore.

Maybe it was what he did that stimulated him too much, but even so, you could indulge yourself like this? If you continue like this, what will you do in the future? People like you must not give him happiness. If the child follows such a father, I am afraid that the whole life will be over.

Thinking of this, Su Yuqing couldn't tell Shi Zenan about the relationship between him and the child.

The wind was blowing, and it was a little cold. I don't know when, the clouds drifted over, obscuring a star in the sky.

"Alas. ”

Someone not far away sighed.

Su Yuqing turned her head to look, Gao Zixiu didn't know when he would come back.

"Why are you back?"

"I thought the stars were beautiful today, so I thought I'd come and see them. ”

"Not mad at me anymore?"

"How dare you?" Gao Zixiu turned his face to look at Su Yuqing, "Actually, what you said is right. You mentioned Shi Zeli, I-I admit, I don't like her. And I despise her for the things she did to me. ”

"That's because she loves you. ”

"Is it okay to love me? Can't you love her? At least, she gave you a baby, you ......"

"Hmph. Gao Zixiu snorted coldly, "If any woman slept with me once and had another child." I'm going to be responsible for her for the rest of my life, hehe, this love is too cheap. ”

Su Yuqing lowered her head and said in a low voice: "Do you know what it means to have a child for the first time for a woman? These are not cheap, these ...... How to say it. You have to know that these are important to women, even more important than life. ”

Gao Zixiu smiled contemptuously: "It's this era, and you still talk about these ......"

Su Yuqing said with a straight face: "No matter what era, it's the same. Don't let down the girl's infatuation......"

"I didn't take the initiative. Why am I responsible? ”

Gao Zixiu brushed down a sentence and walked away without looking back.

Su Yuqing stood on the rooftop alone, she thought that Gao Zixiu would come back, with a slight smell of smoke on her body.

However, Gao Zixiu did not return, just as the dark clouds in the sky that covered the starry sky never moved away.

Su Yuqing sighed, waited for a while, the wind blew, and she felt a little cold, but she still didn't leave, still staring at the night sky where she couldn't see the stars.

It's just like that.

At that moment, she felt that she was the only one between heaven and earth. No other people or things exist.

Thinking of this, she smiled.

Is this the precursor to enlightenment and seeing through everything?

Forget it, absolutely not.

Slowly the raindrops fell.

The weather forecast says that it is strong convective weather in the summer.

Su Yuqing turned around and went downstairs, and before going back to the room, she went to the happy room to have a look. Happy has already slept, he has been running around with Professor Qin for a while, and he has seen too many things at a young age. But he is also a child after all, and these are really unbearable for him.

However, Su Yuqing felt that she still couldn't be soft-hearted. At this time, the heart is soft, not good for the child, but harmful to the child.

Let him develop this kind of resolute character since he was a child, and in the future, he will definitely have great achievements.

He kissed the sleeping child's sleeping face, stood up, turned and walked out.

Just as she was about to go out, her happy mouth moved and she muttered a slurred dream word.

Su Yuqing didn't need to listen carefully to know that the child was calling his mother.

Because in the child's memory, the father has never appeared.

She lay on the bed and slowly closed her eyes.

But, no matter what, she couldn't sleep. As long as you close your eyes, you will be Shi Zenan's appearance.

"Shi Zenan, you bastard!Why can't I forget you?!" Su Yuqing gritted her teeth and scolded.

Perhaps, there is another reason why Su Yuqing can't forget this guy, that is, Gong Yuxin.

There is an element of jealousy in this, but not all, Su Yuqing has always had a suspicion of Gong Yuxin, because she looks too much like the child lost by Teacher Ni Xin.

However, the teacher said that Gong Yuxin was not, and she looked very determined. What made her so sure that Gong Yuxin was not.

When Teacher Ni Xin left, she said that Gong Yuxin's parents were alive and well, and they had nothing to do with the teacher's ex-husband's family.

Could it be that the teacher was wrong? Alas, perhaps, but, now, it cannot be easily denied.

Who can know the details of Gong Yuxin?

Su Yuqing's eyes lit up, thinking of someone, but soon her eyes dimmed again.

That person is none other than Shi Zenan, who else knows Gong Yuxin's situation better than Shi Zenan.

However, Su Yuqing didn't want to go to him. Not at all.

Lie on the bed and turn to the side. I can't sleep.

No way, Su Yuqing stood up, pushed open the door, and walked downstairs. She wanted to go to the kitchen to find some milk to drink, and she had heard that drinking some hot milk would help her sleep.

She hadn't even reached the kitchen, but as soon as she reached the living room, she saw a little light shining in the hall, and it was a cigarette butt, because the smell of cigarettes wafted in the air.

Su Yuqing didn't need to walk in to know who that person was.

Gao Zixiu.

"Zixiu, is that you?"

Although I know, I still have to ask, just in case.

The cigarette butt flickered, and was casually pressed into the ashtray and extinguished.

"Qingqing, why don't you sleep, don't you have to go to work tomorrow?"

"Yes, I'm going to work tomorrow, but I can't sleep for a while. ”

Gao Zixiu sighed: "Alas. Me too, can't sleep. ”

Su Yuqing said that she couldn't sleep because she was thinking about Shi Zenan, but what about Gao Zixiu, what was he thinking?

Actually, the answer is obvious.

"Zixiu, you're thinking about the child. You were thinking about the child that Zeli gave you, right?"

Gao Zixiu didn't speak, lowered his head, raised his hand, and grabbed a bottle of beer, with great force, and there was a clicking sound on the beer can.

"Qingqing, actually, I lied to you just now. I still miss children, although I don't like Shi Zeli very much, but I miss children. I want to know everything about this kid. I want to know what she looks like, I want to hear it, she calls her mom and dad. ”

It is human nature for Gao Zixiu to have such thoughts.

Su Yuqing smiled and said, "Okay, then I'll help you ask." See how much more I can help. ”