After Lei Lei's words, I felt a very headache, my brain was like an explosion, Lei Lei was right, when everyone was thinking about how to go to Beijing with Brother Liang, I was still thinking about whether it was right to go to Beijing, I am a person who is used to being pushed forward by time, and now I suddenly let me choose the trajectory of life, but I feel very confused, I know that this matter is wrong, but I have to choose.

In fact, I know that no matter whether I choose to leave with Brother Liang or not, he will eventually leave with the girl, I can't change anything, the only choice I can make is that when Brother Liang forces those girls to sit on the stage and come out, am I by his side, in fact, I am quite reluctant to give up the hard-won life in front of me, I know that I can't change Brother Liang's choice, but I just can't get over the hurdle in my heart, I don't want to let myself become a humanless beast like Wanpeng.

'Bang!'

I sat on the edge of the bed, feeling helpless, banging my head against the wall constantly, trying to clear my mind with the pain.

"Oh,, what kind of kung fu are you practicing, iron head skills?" Leng Xin said, and entered my room with a smile: "I saw you hitting the wall here from the corridor, what do you mean, chisel the wall to steal the light?"

After seeing Leng Xin, I was silent for a long time, and looked up at him: "Leng Xin, there is something I want to ask you ......."

"You mean, go to Beijing. Leng Xin didn't even ask, she knew what I was going to say.

"Hmm!" Hearing Leng Xin say this, I was also sure in my heart, Yu Nan and Wu Dong must have known about it.

"What do you mean, you don't want to go. Leng Xin glanced at me, saw that I didn't speak, smiled and continued, "I think you should go." ”

"Why?"

"What do you think, when you came to find Lei Lei, crying and shouting that you had to mix with society, how I persuaded you at the time, you didn't listen, and now your society is also mixed, and the people who should be offended are also offended, if you don't follow Zhang Zongliang, you are in Anyang, how can you stay? Lei Lei If they leave, Dai Zheng, Wang Yi, Ming Jun, and even Zhou Kun's people, if they meet you by chance, who can give you good fruits to eat?" Leng Xin smiled: " To be honest, I think you have changed a lot recently, at least, you are already much stronger than when you were by Hu Wei's side, if you give up now, not only will you not only give up your previous efforts, but you may also be completely dead in the future......"

"I always feel that the road I am walking now is different from what I chose at the beginning, although when I was with Hu Wei, it was more dangerous than now, and I was scared every day, but at least I had a conscience, but since I followed Brother Liang, I always felt that what he did made me feel uneasy, I chose to mix with society, just to be able to protect the women and brothers around me, but now I have to face the fight for a position with my brothers, and I also have to point to women to make money, I always feel uncomfortable, like, I can never control the rhythm of life。 ”

"You remember, although everyone is messing with Zhang Zongliang, there is no word for brother between Yu Nan and you...... And it's not that you haven't adapted to life, it's that you haven't seen through the essence of this society at all, in the eyes of others, society is all about people eating people, and the society in your eyes is a little too naïve, and now it's not that you can't control life, but you don't have the strength to control life, so what you have to do now is to grit your teeth and move forward, in fact, compared with many people, Lei Lei you are lucky, since you entered the society, there are Hu Wei, There is also Zhang Zongliang, I have met a good big brother who is willing to take you, and you look at the big fool, he has been mixed up for three or four years, but now, isn't he with a big brother!" Leng Xin stretched out his hand and pointed out the door: "Two months ago, you were still working as a waiter in this broken bath, and now you are facing only two paths, first, or still turn back, be your waiter, sweep and mop the floor every day, hand slippers to people, and take five yuan, A tip of ten yuan, eating cabbage and stewed potatoes, and occasionally seeing a piece of fat in the vegetable pot, are all considered to be the New Year, but such days make you feel comfortable in your heart, and secondly, it is to leave Zhang Zongliang in a beautiful manner, although it goes against your original intention, but it has a future. ”

"You're not going to go?" I listened to Leng Xin's words, and suddenly felt a little strange, because Leng Xin had been crying and shouting to be a chicken head for the past few days.

"Me?" Leng Xin stretched out his finger and pointed to his nose and shook his head: "I just joined in the fun, I didn't plan to go there at all, Zhang Zongliang went to Beijing to make money, do you think he can rest assured that a pair of brothers will follow him? Not to mention that I have no interest in mixed society...... I didn't graduate from elementary school and went to break into society, I have seen the fall of too many big gangsters, I have seen it overnight, I have seen it overnight, I have seen it overnight, after they fell, it was like disappearing in this city, those people who played with me at the beginning, many of them were also very famous at that time, but you look at the present, they have everything, selling vegetables in the market, digging pits on the construction site, There are big cars in the mine, there are people from all walks of life, when these people are famous, everyone gives them face, but if you look at them again, who still knows them, Han Fei, don't think that taking Miss is ruining someone else's life, I tell you the truth, if you don't get involved, even Miss will look down on you!"

"I'm not afraid of the choice, I'm afraid that if I make this decision, I won't be me......" Leng Xin said the truth, in fact, I understand it, but the reason why I can't make a choice for a long time is because of the faint sense of justice in my heart.

"You haven't been you anymore, half a year ago, I asked you to take a knife to cut people, do you dare?" Leng Xin stood up and patted me on the shoulder: "Zhang Zongliang has a brain, he won't be a chicken head for the rest of his life, when he makes enough money, he will definitely stop, listen to me, go! Lei Lei is still waiting for you downstairs!"

After Leng Xin said this, I nodded, stood up and walked away, there are many things I haven't figured out yet, but I know that the first thing I have to do now is to let Brother Liang take me into account, among the candidates for the second place, follow Brother Liang, I can have a lot of time to think about these issues, if I am left behind by Brother Liang, I really can't live.

After going downstairs, Lei Lei didn't say much, the two of us took a taxi, went directly to an Internet café, after entering the door, Lei Lei led me to a box on the second floor.

'Whoa!'

After Lei Lei opened the door of the box, a girl turned her head to look at Lei Lei, and then turned her head back angrily, I also took the opportunity to look at the girl, she is very beautiful, big eyes, short Sassoon short hair, a little fat, but looks very temperamental, her age is older than Huang Yue and Wang Weina, it should be about the same as us, the first time I saw this girl, I felt that this girl has a very proud temperament, with this temperament, she will definitely not be a young lady.

"Daughter-in-law, don't think I have!" Lei Lei grinned, sat down beside the girl, and put his hand on the girl's shoulder.

"Get out, who is your daughter-in-law!" The girl didn't even look at Lei Lei, but played the dance troupe, the girl's game was very good, dancing a five-star tune with one hand, and the other hand could even go to get a cigarette.

"Oh, don't be angry, I've been a little busy lately, so I haven't contacted you, I promise, I won't do it again in the future, okay!" Lei Lei coaxed the girl and lit a cigarette for her.

'Bang!'

The girl reached out and pushed away the keyboard, turned to look at Lei Lei: "Leng Lei, let me ask you, what's going on with Wang Weina?"

"Wang Weina, who is Wang Weina?" After Lei Lei heard this name, he didn't hesitate at all and began to pretend to be stupid.

"Okay, then you just continue to lie, and when you think clearly, talk to me again!" Seeing that Lei Lei was not telling the truth, the girl turned her head back again.

"Don't be angry! I said!" Lei Lei grinned: "After the two of us had a conflict last time, you ignored me, so I went to drink with my friends, and I met Wang Weina at the wine table, but now that we have broken up, it has nothing to do with it at all, really, I swear to you!"

"Leng Lei, what are you doing with me Xia Xiaoxuan? A rotten thing who comes and goes at a moment's notice? It's been two months, and you haven't heard from me at all, and you haven't contacted me, what do you mean?" After the girl finished speaking, I realized that her name was Xia Xiaoxuan.

"Oh, didn't I come looking for you, it's almost done!" Lei Lei replied to Xia Xiaoxuan, and then stretched out his hand and pointed at me: "My brother, Han Fei!"

"Hello, hello!" I stood aside and greeted Xia Xiaoxuan with a smile.

"A nest of snakes and rats, nothing special or good!" Xia Xiaoxuan looked at me for a while, and then looked at Lei Lei: "Say, what are you looking for me?"

Lei Lei froze for a moment: "It's okay, I just miss you, I want to see you!"

"Okay, I'm done now, goodbye!" After Xia Xiaoxuan finished speaking, she pulled the keyboard back and continued to play the game.

"!" Lei Lei saw Xia Xiaoxuan's actions, and suddenly became anxious, and stood up suddenly: "Xiaofei, go!" After finishing speaking, he dragged me around and left.

"Leng Lei, you give me back the death!"

Xia Xiaoxuan saw that Lei Lei was really leaving, and still called Lei Lei, I can see that this Xia Xiaoxuan should like Lei Lei very much, but Lei Lei's footsteps didn't stop at all, and he walked out with me.

After leaving the door of the Internet café, I looked at the puffed Lei Lei, and then at the Internet café: "Really not going back?"

"Don't go back! Xiaofei, let me tell you, women must not get used to it, especially this kind of nose kicking in the face, I have put down my body to find her, and I have apologized to her, but look at her, have you given me a little face? If it weren't for you today, I would definitely do it!!"

"But if you don't take her back, how can you explain to Brother Liang?" I hesitated a little and asked again.

"I don't have anything else, it's just that there are many girls, and it's definitely not worse than her Xia Xiaoxuan! Okay, let's go! I made an appointment with the three girls in the evening, and we have to eat together!"

[This chapter is a plus, and the chapter at five o'clock will be issued as usual]