118. So you are so anxious

I pursed my lips, endured the bitterness in my heart, and showed a smile of understanding, "Mom, I understand, we concealed it first, no wonder you are not at ease...... I will do my best to ...... children's affairs" in the latter sentence, the voice is as low as the sound of mosquitoes.

My mother-in-law didn't say anything more, turned around and walked towards the kitchen, I bit my lip, endured the sourness that somehow welled up in my eyes, and tried to take a few deep breaths, and then quickly followed.

When Lu Xudong came over, a gunpowder smoke had disappeared invisibly.

He was very relieved to see that I was cooking dinner for my mother-in-law, obviously Lu Xi had already passed his anger with him, and he just had to see it with his own eyes to really rest assured.

The three of them solved the dinner with their own thoughts, and I put down the chopsticks here, and the mother-in-law over there wiped her mouth with a tissue, and then said to Lu Xudong: "You come with me to the living room to sit for a while!"

Needless to say, I also know that it must be my mother-in-law who wants to teach him that he is not serious about marriage and so on...... In short, no matter what, this little turmoil is estimated to be a temporary end.

But I didn't feel relieved, I just felt even more depressed in my chest.

I automatically and spontaneously packed up the dishes and chopsticks to wash, and I was in a daze while washing by the sound of water.

I used to think that my mother-in-law was really good to me, but it wasn't until today that I realized that my mother-in-law was really not a mother, and her kindness to me was completely based on her love for her son. This kind of realization makes me feel very uncomfortable.

In fact, I am not excluded from having children, getting married and starting a family, but I don't need a child to make the family more complete.

It's just that my relationship with Lu Xudong has just been determined, and I also think that the child's affairs should go with the flow, quietly follow fate, my mother-in-law asked for this, this matter suddenly seemed to become a burden, and it pressed heavily on my chest, what if I couldn't conceive a child within half a year?

Alas!

This heavy mood was not relaxed until he got in the car with Lu Xudong and went home.

Lu Xudong turned his head to look at me several times, but he stopped talking, obviously worried, and seemed to not know how to comfort him.

Finally, while waiting for the red light, he finally couldn't help but reach out and hold my hand and said, "Don't worry, it's not okay anymore!"

I was still very frustrated, and blamed myself: "It's all my fault, I had to be stubborn to write that agreement, and I forced you to sign it...... "If the agreement hadn't repeatedly emphasized not to have children, maybe my mother-in-law wouldn't have been so tough, right?"

"Don't be stupid, if you really want to be held accountable for this matter, or did I mislead you first......" Lu Xudong held my hand tightly, and smiled at me gently, "Besides, you never knew that I just wanted to fake a marriage with you from the beginning...... Don't get into the nitty-gritty, it's not your fault!"

"I know ......" but I know that I know, the mood is very low, I glanced at Lu Xudong, the red light in front of me has turned to a green light, he started the car and moved forward, holding my hand but not letting go.

I stared at Lu Xudong holding my palm for a while, and my heart warmed up inexplicably, I raised my eyes to look at his side face, and couldn't help but ask him out loud: "If you didn't like me, would you divorce now?"

Lu Xudong almost didn't hesitate, and responded to me very calmly: "I don't want to answer hypothetical questions!"

"......" knows how to gag me with my words to gag him!

I was choked by him and was unhappy, in fact, I also knew in my heart that if he hadn't been moved by me, and his mother-in-law had uncovered the cloak of this marriage at the moment, he might have intensified his efforts to turn the emotionless marriage directly into reality, and then carry out the loveless marriage to the end. Although it seems that the relationship between husband and wife is solid, it is very different from the current situation.

But facts are facts, he coaxed me a few words!

was depressed in his heart, and he couldn't understand how much he loved his ex-girlfriend, so he could be so determined to gamble with his father-in-law on his lifelong happiness.

Or are women like this? When you fall in love, you can't help but wonder if there is anyone else in the other party's heart, and you can't help but wonder, is the past more profound, or the current happiness is more real?

When I was with Lian Jincheng back then, there didn't seem to be such a problem, at that time I was a little ignorant about feelings, I only knew how much I coveted him for being good to me, and I never thought about investigating how many girlfriends he had talked about before, whether he loved his ex-girlfriends more or loved me more......

Perhaps, it was just because Lian Jincheng didn't fall out with his family for any girlfriend, so I didn't have a sense of crisis at that time?

There was a mess in my head, but I have to admit that even if Lu Xudong is by my side now, I still have a lot of uneasiness in my heart!

I let out a long sigh at the slightly blurred reflection of myself in the car window.

Lu Xudong pinched my palm, thinking that I was still struggling with my mother-in-law's affairs, and comforted me again: "Okay, hasn't my mother already promised not to pursue it?

His tone was so gentle that I unconsciously expressed my apprehension: "What if I still haven't conceived a child in half a year?"

"Don't be stupid, I told my mother, unless we can't get by, no one wants to force us to divorce!" Lu Xudong looked dumbfounded, and then turned his head to look at me with an ambiguous expression: "Moreover, are you questioning your husband's ability?"

I was stunned for two seconds to understand the meaning of his next sentence, my face was hot, and I immediately pretended to look up at the road in front of me, and then I wanted to say perfunctorily: "What nonsense, hurry up and drive seriously!"

As a result, I realized that the car had long been parked in the familiar underground garage.

It's unavoidable!

I blushed and hurriedly broke away from his hand, unbuckled my seat belt and prepared to get out of the car.

Lu Xudong didn't tease me anymore, he took care of his own seat belt, and then pulled me over in time before I was ready to push the door......

Before I could protest, my eyes went dark, and the burning kiss easily took my breath!

A kiss on Fang Xiu, I was dizzy by the kiss, but Lu Xudong was proud, "Wife, do you really have no confidence in me?"

His voice was slightly hoarse from the kiss just now, and there was an indescribable charm. I was even disrupted from breathing, my breath burned uncontrollably, and while trying to push him away, I said with a red face: "Confidence in your head, get off the car and go home......"

The words fell, but Lu Xudong said even more evilly: "It turns out that you are so anxious......"

He let go of me as he wished, and the meaningful look on his face really made me almost die of shyness, where is there any hypocrisy at this time, and I am full of thoughts about how this man is so bad!

My face was burning like a fire, but Lu Xudong calmly got out of the car, I stared at the car door that was closed by him, and only after a while biting my lip and pushing the door to get out of the car.

Before he stood firmly, he met Lu Xu Dong again, with playful and smiling eyes, he leaned on the car body, looking very happy.

Thinking of his sentence just now, "So you are so anxious", I am not going to go, my heart is like a drum, and I look at him dumbfounded.

In the end, he stretched out his long arms, accurately held my hand, and led me to the elevator, without forgetting to laugh at me: "Why is your skin getting thinner and thinner!"

Not to be outdone, I immediately pushed back: "Just your cheek that is thicker than the corner of the city wall, see who is not thin-skinned!"

It's a pity that it only got Lu Xudong a more smug smile......

I can't even figure out what he's proud of, but it seems that after making such a fuss, his depressed mood is indeed much better.

He tried so hard to amuse me, I really shouldn't be so worried, half a year is still so long anyway......

After figuring it out, I breathed a long sigh of relief, and when there was no one in the elevator, I couldn't help but pick up my toes and quickly peck Lu Xudong's cheek.

He didn't expect me to take the initiative to kiss him, so he was stunned in surprise, and then he turned around and looked like he was going to "correct the Fa on the spot", "You really can't wait so much?"

The elevator was just on the fifteenth floor, and I quickly ran away a second before he carried him, and he laughed very quickly behind me, I was really ...... I really want to dig a pit and bury myself.

You can't help it!

Quickly took out the key to open the door and entered the house, and when he changed his shoes, he could still hear Lu Xudong's slow footsteps, and his heart was beating wildly, I didn't understand why I was so shy, anyway, I just felt that he was embarrassed like that.

When I changed my shoes, Lu Xudong just entered the door, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles, which made me even more red-faced, and I got up and ran to the room.

When I closed the door and leaned against the door panel, my little heart slowly calmed down, but in the next second, when I saw the two-meter-two big bed in the room, some images that were inappropriate for children in my mind quickly flashed......

I almost wanted to hide my face and wail: "Why are you getting more and more colored!" ≠" ≠,

Fortunately, Lu Xudong didn't come to knock on the door, I covered my eyes and stood there for a while, and then I thought nervously, will I be too incomprehensible if I am like this?

I really hate the way I look at myself and the way I see what I have gained and lost!

I bit my lip and looked at the wedding photos hanging on the bedside, and after a while, my heart became sweet little by little...... If there is another child, the relationship between me and Lu Xudong will be considered complete, right?

I walked over to the dresser and sat down, put down my crossbody bag, and smirked in the mirror for a moment before I remembered to look for the bad "agreement".

But I couldn't find it when I rummaged through the drawers, did my mother-in-law take it away?

I was stunned for a moment, and before I knew it, I thought about how my mother-in-law could suddenly come to check on our room.

When I had a cold war with Lu Xudong for the first time, my mother-in-law was specially invited home by Lu Xudong, if she wanted to come and turn over the room, she should have known that my son and I didn't sleep together at all, why was it so sudden this time?