115:Even if we meet and part, we will part from each other [Grand Chapter]
After I finished speaking, we were all silent with each other.
After a long time, Lin Jingshen walked towards me, he reached out to hold my hand, I shook it off vigorously, and said coldly: "Don't touch me." β
"If you refuse to eat with me at noon, you are meeting Yu Shuqing?" Lin Jing asked indifferently
"What's the matter? You still don't want me to know? Lin Jingshen, don't be so selfish, okay?"
"What did she tell you?" Lin Jingshen didn't answer me, but continued to ask me about today's conversation with Yu Shuqing.
I frowned, staring at the man in front of me, for some reason, a wave of sadness welled up in my heart, what did he mean?
I gritted my teeth hard, and I said, "Everything that should be said has been said, Lin Jingshen, don't hide it anymore, and I'll tell you good news, your fiancΓ©e is pregnant." β
Lin Jingshen frowned, it seemed that he didn't know yet.
I smiled, "Congratulations." β
"What did you say?"
"Didn't you hear me clearly? I said that your fiancΓ©e, Yu Shuqing, is pregnant. "My whole body was on the verge of a breakdown.
Lin Jingshen's face showed coldness, and he said, "Tang Yan, no matter what happens, you don't want to believe it, can you?"
"Why? Lin Jingshen, why did you order me?" Lin Jingshen's words made me feel that he was so shameless and extremely selfish, I looked at him with a sneer, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, that night, you really ...... with her"
I don't want to face it, and I don't want to admit it, but the reality is in front of me, and everything is so bloody, which makes people feel disheartened.
Lin Jingshen didn't answer me directly, but said to me: "Tang Yan, if you believe me, then you shouldn't ......"
"Lin Jingshen, I said I would believe you, but the truth is right in front of you, how do you tell me to believe you?" I interrupted Lin Jingshen's words, and I roared, "You go! β
"Okay, I'll go. Lin Jingshen picked up the coat on the sofa, looked at me with deep eyes, and said, "Tang Yan, we are married, no matter what happens, you are my wife." β
I ignored Lin Jingshen's words, but passed him back to the bedroom, and he said that no matter what happened, I was his wife?
If it's just a wife's title, what's the difference between wanting it and not wanting it?
Lin Jingshen left, I was like a puppet, sitting on the edge of the bed motionless, this night was destined to be a sleepless night.
.......
The next day, I went to work at Lin's as always, because Lin Jingshen was not there, so I could calmly pretend that nothing had happened.
I disguised my emotions so well that I was deceived by myself.
When I was immersed in work, Xiao Yang suddenly said in my ear: "Secretary Tang, Dong Lin is waiting for you in Mr. Lin's office, and I will call you in." β
I looked up at Xiao Yang, and I asked, "Lin Chen is looking for me?"
Xiao Yang nodded, I was at a loss, I don't know what Lin Chen is looking for me at this time?
I was silent for a while, stood up and walked towards Lin Jingshen's office, as soon as I entered the door, I saw Lin Chen standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and when I came in, he waved to me, I ignored it, Lin Chen smiled and said: "Secretary Tang, come here to enjoy the scenery!"
"Lin Dong, I'm just a part-time worker, it's my working time, I don't have such a good blessing as Lin Dong to enjoy the scenery. I said lightly, but still had to walk towards him.
I stood side by side with Lin Chen, he turned his head to look at me, and he asked, "Jing Shen left the company, you don't seem to have any reaction?"
"What does Lin Dong want me to do?" I asked rhetorically, looking sideways at him.
"Tang Yan, you have now moved into Jingshen's villa, right? And the servants in the villa call you Mrs., but don't be too complacent, the old man will not agree to you being together. β
Lin Chen's words made a flash of surprise flash in my eyes, how did he know this?
I clasped my hands tightly, and an unrealistic idea popped up in my mind, there must be someone in the villa arranged by Lin Chen.
Who could it be?
I do not know.
After Lin Chen's words were finished, seeing that I didn't say anything for a long time, he said again: "However, if you want to marry into the Lin family, it is not impossible, I can help you, but you have to agree to my request." β
"Lin Dong, I'm just a secretary, what can I help you?"
"This is up to you. The corners of Lin Chen's mouth flashed with a triumphant smile, which made people look very unpleasant.
I didn't ask him, but he said it himself, he said: "You persuade Jing Shen to let him give up the shares of the Lin family, and I will give him a subsidiary under my control, as long as he has the ability, he can still thrive in Yucheng, if he is unwilling, then I, the elder brother, will not be merciful." β
"If you don't say yes, then everything is just the beginning!"
"My current power in the Lin family is greater than him, pinching him to death is like pinching an ant to death, Tang Yan, you can tell him my words completely, I think he should know how to choose very well in his heart." β
Lin Chen's words were so big.
But I also understand that he has this power at the moment.
Lin Jingshen's departure was caused by him, what else could he not do?
Just like Lin Jingshen said, if you have to choose one of the two of them, then the old man's choice must be Lin Chen instead of Lin Jingshen.
I sighed, turned to face Lin Chen, I smiled lightly and said to him: "Lin Dong, I also want to help you, but I'm sorry, Lin Jingshen and I don't get along with each other at the moment, and I am happiest for him to leave the Lin family, so you should call him in person and tell him!"
"If Lin Dong has nothing to do, I'll go out first. β
"Are you all right? Do you think I'll believe it? He was so bold that he took you away in front of the old man, and said that you were his person, and now you say that you have nothing to do with me, and you treat me as a three-year-old child?" Lin Chen sneered, his appearance was somewhat similar to Lin Jingshen, but his appearance made people fear from the bottom of his heart.
I stopped talking, and Lin Chen sneered: "Say that the power is in your hands." After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, and just after taking two steps, he stopped again, and said, "Tang Yan, since you are with Lin Jingshen, then you shouldn't provoke my son and stay away from him." β
I closed my eyes and didn't respond to Lin Chen's words.
After he left, I squatted on the ground, feeling weak and helpless.
Let me tell Lin Jingshen this, I naturally won't, now I can't take the initiative to find him, I don't know if what Lin Chen said is true or not? So I have to let Lin Jing be mentally prepared.
So I contacted Fu Yuandong.
.......
I asked Fu Yuandong to have lunch together, and as soon as I arrived, he asked me, "Why did you suddenly remember to ask me for dinner?"
"Thank you for cultivating Wu Yan. I smiled.
"Wu Yan's ability to work is his talent, and it has nothing to do with cultivation. Fu Yuandong glanced at me and said, "If you have anything, just say it!"
I pursed my lips and hesitated, but finally told him what Lin Chen told me today, and I said to him: "You and Lin Jingshen should be awakened!"
"Why didn't you tell him yourself?"
"I think this credit will be of great benefit to you. β
"Oh, so I have to thank you?"
"Thank you, you can be nice to Wu Yan and Cen Xi, who made us friends!" I followed his words, and what I said was as if it were true.
Fu Yuandong also smiled, and I sighed and said, "Mr. Fu, how have you been with Cen Xi recently?"
"Very good. β
"Really?" Cen Xi told me, I naturally didn't believe it, I asked: "Mr. Fu, I won't beat around the bush with you, Cen Xi told me all about you, I think it! You should deal with this matter well, you know Cen Xi's character, she still loves at present, if she doesn't love it, she will leave, and even if you come hard, you won't be able to return to the sky." β
The last sentence, I don't know if it's for myself or Fu Yuandong?
Fu Yuandong also told me frankly that his ex-wife wanted to remarry, but he had no intention of remarrying, since he had already chosen Cen Xi, then he would continue to walk with Cen Xi and would not let go easily.
He also said that a man of his age is no longer the time to fall in love, he doesn't want romance and feelings, he wants the same soul, he and Cen Xi complement each other, the two of them have endless topics to talk about, what is in each other's hearts, even if they don't say it, the other party understands.
And these are not with his ex-wife.
After eating with Fu Yuandong, we drove away.
His words have been lingering in my mind, and I asked myself, what is the best match between me and Lin Jingshen, and what is the most tacit understanding?
After thinking about it, all I got was two words.
Body.
Lin Jingshen also said that our bodies are the most compatible, and it only takes one move to let each other know what the other person wants, but this makes me feel very funny, how can only one person be suitable for the fit of the body?
I have thought more than once, is my marriage to Lin Jingshen a wrong decision?
I've been insisting, telling myself that we're a good fit for each other, no matter what, but every time I've been slapped by reality, shattering my illusions.
I sat in the car with a blank look, and it wasn't until the horn kept honking behind me that I came back to my senses, I looked up and saw a green light in front of me, and I stepped on the gas pedal to start the car.
At this moment, a small child rushed over from the zebra crossing, my mind went blank, the only thought was that the child could not be injured, and I quickly changed lanes.....
Phew-
A crash sounded in my ears, and I hit the steering wheel with it, and the pain in my forehead made tears roll in my eyes.
I gritted my teeth hard, pushed the car door and walked down, and when I saw the child sitting on the ground in shock, I hurriedly walked over: "Are you okay, little friend?"
No matter how much I asked, the child remained silent.
When the police arrived, they took everyone involved in the accident to Yucheng Hospital, where the children were taken by the nurse for examination, and I stayed with the rest of the car owners to take notes.
The whole accident was caused by me, but since I was trying to hide from the children, the police suggested that we solve it privately, and several car owners were also good to talk to, I left their phone numbers and asked them to check by themselves, and I transferred the money directly.
After a few car owners, the police asked me to contact a guarantor to come over, and the matter was over, I frowned and was a little embarrassed, but I could only do it, I took out my mobile phone and called Cen Xi without thinking about it.
After the phone was connected, I said to Cen Xi: "I have an accident, I am in the hospital, you can come over for a while." β
"What's the matter? What's wrong with you?"
"The car accident, but it's nothing, but the police need a guarantor to let me go, so I can only look for you. β
"Are you alright?"
"I'm fine. β
"Okay, we'll be right here. β
We?
Before I could ask, Cen Xi had already hung up the phone.
After explaining the situation to the police, I was taken for a check-up by the doctor, who recommended a detailed examination in case of a minor concussion.
.......
After the examination, I sat in a lounge chair in the hallway, next to two policemen, my head was taken by the doctor with white gauze, which can only be described in two words, ugly.
I kept my head down, feeling very pitiful.
I took a deep breath, squeezed out a smile, and looked up at the front, when the child was brought out of the examination by the nurse, who arranged for him to sit next to me, and he still did not speak as if he had just been at the scene of the car accident.
I looked at him and asked softly, "What's your name, little friend?"
He looked up at me, defensive, but he never spoke, and I was not good at communicating with children, so he didn't continue to ask.
Xiao Yan. At this time, Cen Xi's shout suddenly came from the entrance, she strode towards me, I quickly raised my hand and waved: "I'm here." β
"It doesn't matter?" Cen Xi noticed the gauze on my head, and asked before the person came over.
I looked along the seat where Cen Xi came from, and there were two men not far behind her, one was Fu Yuandong, who had dinner with me at noon and had just been separated for less than an hour, and the other was Lin Jingshen.
Lin Jingshen was wearing a long black trench coat, he matched a white undershirt inside, he stepped on the light and came slowly, his face was getting closer and closer to me, and everything about him was becoming more and more eye-catching and clear from me.
I just looked distracted.
Cen Xi came to sit next to me, she took my arm, looked me up and down, and said, "I'm in a hurry, it's okay." β
Hearing Cen Xi's voice, I turned around.
Lin Jingshen and Fu Yuandong were greeting the police, the police obviously knew two people, and immediately became polite after seeing them.
Cen Xi asked me, "Who is this little friend?"
"Just at the scene of the accident. I glanced at the kid next to me.
"You can go. Fu Yuandong suddenly shouted, Cen Xi took my hand and stood up from the chair, we walked forward, Lin Jingshen and Fu Yuandong had already turned around and walked the way they came, Cen Xi and I followed behind, when I passed the police, I specially explained that I must help find the child's family.
Coming out of the hospital, Fu Yuandong deliberately said: "Let's get together again when we have time! I still have something to do with Cen Xi, so let's leave first." β
After speaking, he grabbed Cen Xi's hand and walked to the car on the side, Cen Xi waved at me and said, "Xiaoyan, call me if you have something." Then he said to Lin Jingshen: "Mr. Lin, take good care of my family Xiaoyan." β
"Hmm. I thought Lin Jingshen wouldn't respond, but who knew that he responded seriously.
After Fu Yuandong and Cen Xi drove away, there were only two people left, me and Lin Jingshen.
I didn't know how to get along with him, I felt a little awkward, I was thinking, what excuse to leave, Lin Jingshen suddenly asked, "What did the doctor say?"
"It's good, it's fine. I looked up at him and replied.
"It's okay?" he repeated my words, and the next second he suddenly turned around, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and said, "You've lived enough, haven't you?
I was taken aback by Lin Jingshen's actions, I looked at him inadvertently, and said lightly, "Isn't it okay now?"
My whole body was stiff and motionless.
Lin Jing said indifferently: "This time it's your fate, next time it won't be necessarily, the last time you had an accident, I said, you must be careful when driving, did you take my words to heart?"
He scolded angrily, Lin Jingshen's emotions were very excited, and I couldn't digest it for a while.
His gaze was more like he was going to kill me, and he gritted his teeth so that I didn't dare to look at him.
He said: "Do you really think that God will favor you and give you good luck again and again? Tang Yan, you are wrong, if you don't cherish your life, then no one will cherish it." β
"I know, I've said it's okay now, you don't have to be so loud, okay?"
"I'm not allowed to drive my own car in the future. He commanded.
"I don't drive myself, are you going to be my driver?" I replied as I looked at him, jokingly.
Lin Jing said coldly: "I'm not joking with you, you are not allowed to drive in the future." β
With that, he grabbed my hand, took me to his car, and then started the accelerator and left the hospital.
He drove the car so fast that it made me feel a pain in my head.
I whispered, "Slow down, I want to cherish life." β
"Shhh
Suddenly there was a sudden braking, and the car stopped on the side of the road, but luckily I was wearing a seat belt, otherwise I would have flown out.
I haven't recovered from the fright, Lin Jingshen suddenly rushed over and hugged me, I originally wanted to scold him because of his sudden brakes, but his hug made me stunned, I didn't know how to respond, Lin Jingshen's hug was very hard, as if he was afraid that I would run away.
His breath spread in the air, and time seemed to be forbidden at this moment.
I could hear his heartbeat, and I could also feel his temperature, I blinked, my mouth opened and I just wanted to speak, when I heard Lin Jingshen's gentle voice sound, he said, "I'm really scared by you." β
Lin Jingshen's words made my nose sore, and a warm feeling flowed through my heart.
The words in my mouth also swallowed back, and the whole person also relaxed, and I gently leaned on his arms.