"Yes, why do I have to embarrass myself?" Lu Yanxi repeated my words in a low voice, paused for a while, and then said: "Unwillingly, I always feel that I have endured it for so many years, why do I want to give him to others today...... Or maybe just a reluctance to change a habit that has been around for so many years......"

Before tonight, I didn't believe that Lu Yanxi would have such a side, let alone talk to me so much.

Even she herself was a little self-deprecating and said, "Do you think I'm pathetic? I look like I'm living a glamorous life, but I'm actually a mess on the inside...... Everyone praises me for my good life, I have a good father and a good husband, and if I want to say that I live a very hard life, I will be scolded for being hypocritical......"

I sighed, not knowing what to say. Isn't this basically the case for people nowadays? Seeing things and people is superficial, and even myself am not like this?!

Lu Yanxi turned her face out of the car window, leaving only the back of my head, and continued to say quietly: "There is no place to say, many things can only rot in my heart, I have lived for a long time wearing a mask, and slowly, even I almost thought that I was happy...... Although he is messing around outside, he has always been quite restrained, and the few times I found him, he can quickly break off...... I thought he was used to this way of life, but I never imagined that there would be a day when he would ask for a divorce......"

"No matter how ridiculous he used to be, at least when I was angry and hateful, he was willing to coax me and didn't agree to my divorce no matter what...... I always felt that he had me in his heart, but the world of flowers was too charming, he was playful for a while, and there would always be a day when he woke up......" Lu Yanxi paused and laughed lowly, "But I didn't wait for his repentance, but waited for his divorce agreement first...... Am I a failure, you say?"

"Sister...... "I don't know what to say, in fact, I don't have anything to say."

There are many couples in this world who have grown from two lovers to two resentful couples, and there are also many couples who have already changed their minds and are still unwilling to let go......

"Don't say it!" Lu Yanxi sighed, as if she had spit out a lot of depression, "It's like this anyway, let's take one step at a time!"

She sat up straight, turned her head to glance at me again, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect that at this time, you listened to me pour bitter water for most of the day!"

I smiled hard at the corners of my mouth, a little unaccustomed to her easy-going tone.

Lu Yanxi looked more awkward than me, she lit the fire, looked straight ahead, and said lightly: "Don't look at me with that sympathetic gaze!"

"I'm sorry...... I ...... "I immediately looked away, a little confused.

Lu Yanxi was very calm, and changed the topic lightly: "Send you home?"

I nodded, and Lu Yanxi immediately started the car and drove forward.

I've been in a car a few times, and her driving skills are actually pretty good, but at night she was probably really restless, and she almost hit the green belt on the side of the road after driving not far away.

After a sharp braking sound, I glanced at Lu Yanxi in a cold sweat, she was looking ahead with a dull expression, and it took a long time for her to say, "It seems that I can't send you......"

Just kidding, I don't dare let her give it away, okay?!

When I got out of the car, I realized how thrilling it was just now, and the front of the car was not a finger's width from the cement platform in the green belt! I was frightened, and the more I thought about it, the more scared I became.

Lu Yanxi looked fearless, looked around, and finally pointed to a hotel diagonally opposite me and said, "Forget it, I won't go back at night, just go there for one night, and let the parking boy come over and help me drive the car to the hotel parking lot...... What about you? Do you want to ask Ah Dong to come and pick you up?"

She made me feel uneasy as if nothing had happened, and after thinking about it, she still asked her a little hesitantly: "Or I will stay with you?"

Lu Yanxi was stunned for a moment, probably didn't expect me to say this, and smiled after a moment, "It's okay, I won't think about it!"

"If you really can't drive it......," she said, glancing at the car, "I just crashed into it, didn't I?"

said that it was very easy, but I still didn't feel at ease, accompanied her to the hotel to open a good room, and repeatedly made sure that she didn't need to be accompanied before leaving with a heavy heart.

Before leaving, Lu Yanxi was still persistently persuading me to let Lu Xudong pick me up, she probably really believed the argument that we were quarreling, and she couldn't finish worrying about her own affairs, so she wanted to help persuade me and Lu Xudong.

It seems that she and Lu Xudong really have a deep sister-brother relationship, but I don't know if she usually tells Lu Xudong about these things in her married life...... But she just said that there is no one to talk about......

This Lu Yanxi, who usually looks arrogant, is actually quite ...... Heartless.

I asked her speechlessly: "I lied to him that I was working overtime, so I have to let him pick it up, won't it be a goof?"

Lu Yanxi probably remembered the last time she talked to me, and specially told me not to tell Lu Xudong, but she ran away to leak the truth, and suddenly laughed a little wryly, "Okay, then you be careful...... Home...... Send me a message when you get home!"

She was a little embarrassed, and I was a little awkward, so I answered "Okay!" and hurried out of the door and went straight to the elevator.

On the way home by taxi, I couldn't help but think back to the days when I just broke up with Lian Jincheng.

I'm a person who can bury a lot of painful things, such as Lian Jincheng's betrayal, such as my mother's abandonment......

After being kicked out of the house by my mother that day, I cried in front of Lu Xudong, and then I never mentioned this stubble, it seemed that I had let it go, but in fact, I just carefully covered up the wound and kept myself from touching it. But when I saw the picture of my mother-in-law and Lu Yanxi getting along, there was always a corner in my heart that would hurt silently.

It's as if at this moment, I look at Lu Yanxi, who is obviously sad but has been pretending to be nothing, and those old wounds that I have deliberately ignored have slowly awakened.

I have always boasted that I can bear it, but today I know that I am not as tolerant as Lu Yanxi, at least on the issue of love, I have no way to tolerate the betrayal of the other half, so after Li Jiayue came to scold me, I quickly cut off all entanglements with Lian Jincheng.

On the night of the breakup, Ye Shengyin and I went to buy a big drunk, and after crying, the four-year love-hate entanglement was firmly locked in my heart.

I still go to and from work every day, and my life doesn't seem to change at all, and even the number of times I cry secretly in the bed is pitiful, and more melancholy my mother laments the sorrow that I can't get married.

At that time, Ye Shengyin asked me very unexpectedly: "Are you too tolerant, or do you not love Lian Jincheng at all?"

I felt that I was too tolerant, but now that I think about it again, maybe it's really not enough love, or maybe it's just because love hasn't entered the marriage, so even if I can tolerate it, there is still a bottom line in the end.

If I had married Lian Jincheng and he had split his legs after marriage, would I have endured it again and again like Lu Yanxi?

Or, if there is a day, Lu Xudong is also messing with flowers outside......

I shivered silently and quickly banished the idea from my mind.

If Lu Xudong dares to be like Jiang Junxiu, I will probably go crazy!

"Miss, it's here!" the taxi driver's voice pulled me out of my thoughts, I looked up at the neighborhood number of Star City Jiayuan with lights flashing outside, and immediately took out my wallet to pay and get out of the car.

When I walked into the community, I remembered what I was doing tonight, and reached out to touch the recorder in my bag, and there were some mixed tastes for a while.

Who would have thought that if you went to buy a voice recorder, you could meet Lu Yanxi, and know so many things? Just like when she first met Guo Yuqing, how could she have thought that a seemingly innocent person like her would need to deal with it in such an unsightly way?

I walked downstairs to the unit with emotion, and then I didn't expect to see Lu Xudong again......

He was standing at six o'clock in the door of the unit, his hands in his pockets, and he seemed to be waiting there. Could it be that Lu Yanxi reported the news?

I was surprised, and a little weak-hearted, I unconsciously grabbed the strap of the crossbody bag, smiled at Lu Xudong on the steps and asked, "Why are you here?"

"What do you say?" Lu Xudong's expression was normal, and he couldn't see his emotions, but his tone was obviously a little cold.

I couldn't guess for a moment if he was angry because I lied to him or something, so I was stunned for a moment before I asked him tentatively, "You know I'm almost home, so pick me up here?"

If so, I'm pretty sure it was Lu Yanxi who called him after I left, and then ...... Then I should think about how to explain that I didn't go to overtime!△≧△≧

But Lu Xudong pulled the corners of his mouth, and instead of answering my question, he asked me: "Didn't you say that your supervisor sent you back?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered the text message I had just sent him, and I was dumbfounded for a moment: "You won't be waiting here from that time, will you?"

Lu Xudong looked at me silently, the night was already a little deep, and the street lights in the community were turned off a lot, leaving only a small part, I couldn't really see the expression on his face, but I could clearly feel his displeasure, too, after waiting for so long, it was reasonable to be unhappy.

But at least it was confirmed that Lu Yanxi did not dismantle my platform.

I squeaked and said, "She left at the gate of the community, it's so late, it's not convenient to invite them to sit at home, not to mention that other colleagues are also rushing home......"

"Really?" Lu Xudong's voice was slightly low, even if I couldn't see his expression clearly, I knew that he was looking at me with blazing eyes.

I was already weak-hearted, and his eyes were so sharp that he seemed to be able to see me through, so I didn't have any confidence at all, and I couldn't even say vaguely "I'm so tired, let's go home quickly", I just stood in place helplessly.