126. It's just a momentary mood
Although I know in my heart that Guo Yuqing is the most popular with her father-in-law in the Lu family, and her mother-in-law also treats her as a daughter, but in the current situation, I really have the illusion that I am a superfluous outsider.
I raised my eyes and looked at Lu Xudong next to me, his reaction to Guo Yuqing's entry into the study to appease my father-in-law was light, as if I was very accustomed to it, and I couldn't help but feel another wall in my heart. But what can I do, who let Lu Xudong be on the same page as his father, and I am not welcomed......
The mother-in-law returned to the sofa and sat down, pinched her eyebrows, and sighed heavily, "I said a long time ago that she would let her have a child, but she didn't listen to persuasion, and she didn't have a child to maintain.
Listening to the meaning of her mother-in-law's words, it was probably Lu Xi and Jiang Junxiu who were divorcing, but I didn't know what it was, so I could only look at my mother-in-law and then Lu Xudong in confusion.
Lu Xudong comfortingly grabbed my shoulder, then led me to my mother-in-law, and whispered to her: "Don't worry about it, my sister is like that...... I'll talk to my brother-in-law later, it shouldn't be fine!"
Having said that, Lu Xudong's eyebrows were still wrinkled.
The mother-in-law nodded, and then admonished: "You persuade your sister more, she is most willing to listen to you!" She glanced at me, her expression was a little complicated, and then she said: "You should also hurry up and give me a big grandson as soon as possible, so that I don't have a place in my heart all day." ”
Lu Xudong's face changed suddenly, and I was also a sigh in my heart, and I was muttering about a "I know", Lu Xudong had already spoken before me and said, "Then let's go back first." ”
Without waiting for my mother-in-law to speak, he pulled me out.
When I got out of the gate, I couldn't wait to ask Lu Xudong what was going on, he frowned and didn't speak, and when he got into the car and fastened his seat belt, he said a little frustratedly: "It's nothing, my brother-in-law is just angry for a while!"
Originally, according to my speculation, the person who made the divorce should be Lu Xi, so when I heard Lu Xudong say this, I was stunned: "Why?"
Although Lu Xi's personality is a little arrogant, she is still quite restrained in front of Jiang Junxiu, although there are also inadvertently arrogant or something, but Jiang Junxiu has never shown any disgust, and the relationship between the two has always been very good in my opinion.
Lu Xudong glanced at me and said with some sadness: "How to say why about feelings?" Maybe my sister has been too arrogant in the past few years, and he gradually can't bear it or doesn't want to bear it......
I looked at him a little dumbfounded, and said in my heart that he also knew that Lu Xi was arrogant, but can arrogance be used as a reason for divorce?
I didn't know what to say for a while, and when I thought of my mother-in-law's words just now, I was a little embarrassed.
However, after Lu Xudong drove the car onto the road, he stretched out his hand to hold me, and said softly: "I'll send you back first, and then go to my brother-in-law's house, don't worry, it's okay, they have been married for so many years, and this is not the first time they have divorced...... Or will you come with me?"
Having said that, Lu Xudong's eyes were clearly still a little indescribably obscure.
I looked at his somewhat hesitant eyes and shook my head, "It's better for you to go by yourself, you also know that my sister has always been at odds with me, this kind of thing, she definitely doesn't want to let me know...... "Otherwise, I wouldn't have called Lu Xudong upstairs to talk at home just now."
Last time about my mother-in-law, Lu Xi came to help me, I was actually very grateful to her in my heart, and even some of my impressions of her in my heart have changed slightly, but after this, I suddenly remembered that she actually didn't like me a lot, and it was just for Lu Xudong's sake that she helped that day.
For the Lu family, I am actually still an incompatible existence.
But I also knew in my heart that if it wasn't for me just now, Lu Xudong would have chased Lu Xi out a long time ago, and thinking that at least he cared about me, the heavy sense of loss was a little better.
It's just that I can't help but think about it in my heart, or Lu Xi's marriage crisis, or because they still have no children? Actually, don't you blame me for being too nervous lately, didn't my mother-in-law still talk about it just now?!
Lu Xudong sent me to the gate of the community, and repeatedly told me not to think nonsense, and then drove away.
I walked slowly into the community under the sun alone, and I couldn't help but think about having children.
My brother and my sister-in-law have been married for six or seven years, and they have been pregnant once, but they have a miscarriage, and my sister-in-law has not known how many doctors she has seen and how many medicines she has taken in the past few years, but she has never been able to get pregnant again. My mother didn't dare to say anything in front of her, and she often sighed to me behind her back. She always said how important children are to a family, and I always thought she was pedantic at that time, but today my mother-in-law said something similar, and my heart suddenly sank.
Although Lu Xudong said that we were only preparing for the first month of pregnancy, he basically didn't let me rest for a few days this month, and I didn't hit it at this frequency, so what should I do?
I walked to the door of the unit worriedly, and was about to go up the steps, when the mobile phone rang, looking at the mother-in-law's number on the screen, I was a little stunned for a while, I just came from that side, this is suddenly thought of something, I guess Lu Xudong has left, so I called me alone?
Nervously pressed the connection, and the mother-in-law's tone was not abnormal: "I forgot to tell you just now, Xiaodong's father's birthday at the end of the month, although it is not a full birthday, I plan to invite some relatives and friends to the house to gather as in previous years, I am afraid that Xiaodong will ignore it, so I will tell you, so that you will not be prepared at that time!"
I was stunned, "Ahhh......h
The mother-in-law laughed lowly: "Don't be too nervous, just make a fuss at home, although Xiaodong's father is ......"
She paused, and then changed her words with some emotion: "No matter what, you are the daughter-in-law of the Lu family after all, although I am not sure what you and Xiaodong are all about, but I don't look like Xiaodong is a fake when I look at you...... You young people, although it is good to say that you are happy, you can't ignore the hearts of us as parents......"
"Got it, Mom, thank you!" I answered her softly, the feeling of loss before answering the phone has disappeared by half, my mother-in-law called me so deliberately, in fact, it is also for me, the relationship between my father-in-law and Lu Xudong is tense, this kind of thing Lu Xudong may not remember, let alone remind me to prepare a gift, and listening to the meaning of her words, it seems that I have begun to believe that Lu Xudong and I are not acting.
"The main thing is that Qingqing used to send gifts back from abroad every year, and she came back this year, and I don't know what will happen, Cersei, you should also know that I am watching Qingqing as a daughter, and so is Xiaodong's father, and he is still persistently thinking that Xiaodong can marry Qingqing, so that Qingqing is rightfully a member of the Lu family......"
Mother-in-law sighed, "I also know that Xiaodong and his father have wronged you a lot, but take your time in everything, Xiaodong has such a twisted relationship with his father, I still believe that they will reconcile one day, don't think too much!"
"Well, I understand!" I would love to say to my mother-in-law that your expectation of reconciliation between their father and son is at least based on the fact that they are father and son whose blood is thicker than water, but I am just a person who was suddenly swept into the Lu family...... If it weren't for Lu Xudong's deliberate arrangement, I wouldn't have had any intersection with the Lu family at all, let alone expect to be recognized.
But what's the use of saying that?
What's more, even if there is no Guo Yuqing, my father-in-law may not be able to accept me, his family view is too deep, isn't Lu Xudong's predecessor a vivid example? If it weren't for Lu Xudong's lack of falling in love in the past few years, I'm afraid he wouldn't compromise our marriage easily.
After answering my mother-in-law's call, I finally didn't worry about having a child, and I began to worry about what birthday gift to prepare.
When I grew so big, I prepared a birthday gift for a man like Lian Jincheng, that is, a wallet and a belt, and a tie for another year. These are obviously not suitable for my father-in-law, not to mention that although I also bought brand goods at that time, they are all very small brands, and I am afraid I can't take them when I give them to my father-in-law.
After returning home, I went to Baidu on my mobile phone for a long time, and I wanted to check what should be chosen for the gift of the elders, but there were all kinds of sayings, such as clothes, ornaments, nutritional products, health supplies, etc., which were dazzling.
I simply opened WeChat and asked Ye Shengyin for advice, she is a salesperson, and she often has to give gifts to customers, and her experience is definitely more than mine.
Ye Shengyin directly replied to me, and said very directly: "According to the status of your father-in-law, there must be no shortage of anything, and there is no need for practical gifts, I guess there are basically them." You'd better ask Lu Xudong or someone from your in-laws' family about your father-in-law's preferences, and it's definitely right to do what he likes!"
I rolled my eyes back, and said by the way: "So what you said is almost the same as what you didn't!" °C≡miào°C≡bi°C≡Ge °C≡
Ye Shengyin rolled his eyes back at me: "Didn't I give you advice too?"
Okay, I sighed and decided to wait for Lu Xudong to come back and discuss it with him, anyway, there was still more time, so I changed the topic: "Accompany grandma at home?"
Ye Shengyin replied with a pitiful expression: "She is not uncommon for me to accompany her, she slipped away with the old friends in the community, and before leaving, she had to kick me out of the door, saying that she had to come out to play more before she had a chance to find a good man......"
I amusedly called her back: "So what?"
"I'm basking in the sun in the café!" Ye Shengyin said leisurely, "What about you? You didn't get tired of being with your husband? Lu Xudong worked overtime again? Why don't you come to me?" We don't seem to have seen each other for a long time......
"Besides, aren't you busy all day, I said that you won't be available to find a job and invite you to dinner!"
Ye Shengyin was not polite, "Then it's okay today, I don't have a date at night anyway! Let's have a barbecue!"