Chapter 38: A Man's Love

Although I am Jiang Qing's husband who lives in name only.

It's ironic.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, but I didn't know which nerve was involved, and my brain kept picking at it.

it!

It hurts, I'm such a sand sculpture!

I tried to open my eyes and nodded my phone, "I'm sorry......

However, I hesitated when some rough fingers touched the send button.

I miss her, I want her more.

This idea has never been so strong.

When the fingertip is pressed, it is deleted.

I crackled and pressed it, and then, "send".

Life is like this, it has been stable for too long, and when something disrupts your rhythm, you always want to get something more.

I gave my life, and I gave my heart and life, but I was not treated preferentially.

Unwillingness, flooded my brain.

I was even more dizzy.

I haven't exited the interface of WeChat, so the prompt sound of the message will never appear again, only the vibration sound.

[I haven't forgotten, it's just, no. 】

After that, it was like a stone sinking into the sea.

I said to myself, I can't rush.

In the face of other women, I can be indifferent and treat me coldly, but when I treat Jiang Li, I am completely pretending to be calm.

Deliberately snubbing her, though the word may not fully explain what I mean.

The head hurts even more.

I glanced at my phone screen, and it was pitch black.

I pressed the home keyboard and it was one o'clock in the afternoon.

So fast.

I should take a leave of absence.

"Hey, manager, I'm taking a leave of absence today, I can't move with a cold and fever. ”

"Okay. ”

Conversations between men and men are always as simple as that.

What's more, the employee is not familiar with the manager, it is an illusion of harmony.

"Little brother, WeChat is here!"

I hooked the corners of my lips, and it was still Jiang Li.

[What are you doing?]

I immediately replied, [In the rental house near the night, the corpse was stiff, and I had a cold and fever. 】

The other party is always "typing".

Suddenly, the other party sent a voice message, I clicked on it and listened, "Have you taken any medicine?"

I'm still typing, [no.] 】

"Why?"

[There is no medicine at home. 】

"Why don't you buy it?"

[Fever, can't move]

"Where's my sister?"

I flexed my fingers slightly, paused, and after a while, continued to reply.

[My working hours are completely different from hers, so I'm in a rented house very close to the night, and she's in her apartment. 】

If time could be reversed, I think I would still get the certificate with Jiang Qing.

Because of my sister.

People are selfish, and they get paid for losing their freedom, but I want more.

Like, my love.

Jiang Li did not continue to send a voice, but sent a text, [Where?]

Just now, her soft voice made my heart ripple, but now, I just feel that my heart is not listening.

Is she coming here?

【You...... Want to come here?]

[How, don't let it?]

[No, I'm just afraid that it will not be good for you]

[It's good or not, you don't count, I have the final say]

I pursed my lips, should I give up this opportunity, or should I seize it? Reason and inner desire are constantly fighting.

[Hexiang Apartment, Building 12, 303 on the third floor, there is a key on the shoe rack outside the door. 】

After sending it, I left my phone aside.

I'd like to let it go.

At this moment, I left Jiang Qing and the month I had been away behind.

This time, I just want to be myself once.

When I relaxed, I felt that my strength was drained, my mind began to be unconscious, and eventually, I fell into a deep sleep.

I don't know how long it took, but I opened my eyes in a daze.

First of all, I paused for a few seconds to raise my hand to touch my forehead, but I found that my hand could not be used.

Like, pressed by something.

I turned my head slightly, I felt a foreign object on my forehead, I raised my other hand that could only move and subconsciously touched my forehead, like a fever paste.

My heart softened.

This is the warmth I wanted, but I suddenly thought of my wife, and suddenly my mood became irritable for no reason.

But the next second, I immediately forgot about her.

Because, I remembered the text message before I fell asleep.

Expectation fills my heart with joy, but my heart beats nervously.

I saw long black hair in my sight.

I had an answer in my mind.

Is it her? Is it really her?

I struggled to get up, and when I saw the woman sleeping with her head on her side, my eyes slowly drifted to her face.

It's her!

The fair and delicate skin, with a little flush, the cherry mouth is closing at the moment because of breathing.

I suddenly felt thirsty, and my throat subconsciously pumped up and down.

True to my heart, I slowly approached her, and the discomfort caused by my body was so clear, but at this moment, I was ready to move.

I want to kiss Fangze.

"Hmm...... Hmmm......"

Jiang Li suddenly murmured, and I nervously withdrew my body.

However, it wasn't because I was afraid, and I wasn't afraid of embarrassment, I just didn't want the other person to know what I thought.

What I want is far from her body, what I want is her heart.

What I want is for her to be completely conquered by me.

She didn't wake up.

The smile on his lips is with the confidence that he will win.

Love is also a person who needs to fish, slowly pull the fishing line, with a release and a harvest, finally, the fish into the bucket, where there is a chance to run away.

I slowly lay back on the bed, pretending that what had just happened had never happened.

I've never had that emotional self before.

I continued to squint and fell into a deep sleep.

On this day, I indulged myself in enjoying this rare stolen beauty.

And, I cherish it.

By the time I woke up, it was already dark.

The first thing I did was to stand up and roll my eyes, looking around for the figure, but no.

Lost, unspeakably lonely.

I'm really two.

The love I wanted to touch was just missed by me.

But, too.

Turn on the lights and get out of bed.

On my bedside table was a plate of cold medicine and a glass of water, and I raised my hand to hold the cup.

The water is already cold, but my heart is hot.

Under the cup, there is a sticky note, "Take two cold medicines, there is porridge in the kitchen, take the medicine first and then drink the porridge, I will go back." 」

Juanxiu's handwriting, without signature.

But I knew it was her.

I sat in the living room drinking my porridge, and I took a photo, edited a text, and sent it to Jiang Li.

【Thank you for the porridge.】 】

After that, I no longer cared if she came back.

It's just that my rental room has another uninvited guest.

"What, won't let me in?"

It's Jiang Qing.

My eyes flashed slightly, and as soon as Jiang Li left with her front foot, she Jiang Qing came immediately.

It has to make me think about it a lot.

"How do you know I'm home?" I asked faintly.

Although, as to whether she will answer, I am not at all hopeful, maybe subconsciously, I am very resistant to the words that popped out of her mouth.

Because, most of the time, I don't want to hear it.

"Hmph, I'll see if you're dead. Jiang Qing raised his eyes and smiled coldly at me, "Get out of the way!"

She raised her hand to cover her mouth and nose.

It really irritated me.

I thought that I would not be influenced by Jiang Qing anymore, but I didn't know that in just a few minutes, I broke the gong again.

"If you dislike it, why force yourself?" At this moment, my voice was low and calm.

Only I know how upset I am.

"Well, you know. Jiang Qing stopped talking, and I turned sideways.

This person has nothing to do but ascend to the Three Treasures Palace.

I remember yesterday's events very well, but it's a good thing that she took the initiative to come to me.

I said to myself.

"Are you eating?" Jiang Qing looked around like a patrolling leader, and finally stopped at my small pitiful dining table.

"You want to eat?" I asked casually.

Jiang Qing turned his head and looked at me with the eyes of a fool, "Hmph, how can I eat in such a stinky place." ”

I really want to- the guy and kick her out.

But I endure.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" I asked with a cold face.

Jiang Qing's gaze suddenly became as deep as obsidian, dark and mysterious.

She sat lazily on the couch.

This time, she didn't take out the tissues.

"You move to me. ”

I looked at her, "Why, that's good." ”

Yes, I don't want to, my meaning is very clear, and just today, Jiang Li came to my rental house.