The person on the other end of the phone was clearly stunned, Zhao Weixu didn't expect that I would guess that the caller was him. After a second or two of hesitation, Zhao Wei returned to the topic, his voice was full of eagerness, as if he had just run five thousand meters, and he felt a little out of breath.

"Wanjing, you listen to me, don't go to see Zhou Wei, she has been in a bad mental state recently, I have already taken her to the doctor once, postpartum depression is not only after giving birth, but also after a miscarriage. She sometimes gets depressed, it's really scary, and she has a bad personality, and when she loses her mind, I'm worried that she hurts you. Zhao Wei said.

"I'm already on my way to see her now, don't worry, I'm fine. I said a little coldly.

On the one hand, when I think of Zhao Wei, I can't get rid of those bad memories in the past, on the other hand, it's best if we don't get in touch, he has done a lot of things for me, I can't be his burden anymore, the person he should treat wholeheartedly is only Zhou Wei.

Two or three months without contact, I was deliberately distant. But when I heard that he cared, my heart was still warm.

"Don't be so stubborn, how can you go out alone like this? If she hurts you impulsively, I will die of guilt!" Zhao Wei was anxious. He knows my character, and no one can persuade me to say or do anything. But knowing that he couldn't persuade me, he still tried hard.

"She's in Nanjing, and she's not familiar with life, so I'll take a look. Zhao Wei, you should take more care of her after she has a miscarriage, otherwise she won't come to me. ”

"Wanjing, you're wrong, it's not that I don't take care of her, but ........" Zhao Wei stopped when he said this, sighed, and said, "You listen to me, don't go to see her, don't go!"

I got angry and asked in a mocking tone, "Why don't I go?" Zhao Wei, why don't I go? I'm in Nanjing, no one knows my address, how could Zhou Wei find it." Although she only contacted me by phone, if she didn't have my detailed address in her hand, she wouldn't have called me so lightly to ask me out, you know Zhou Wei's character best, she never does things that she is not sure of. Zhao Wei, I want to know, who gave Zhou Wei the address to come to the door, I want to know, how much does she know that I don't know. You may think that I am asking for my own suffering, and I have tried to keep myself from thinking about it, but how can I do it? I live in lies every day, looking at smiling faces, but I don't know that there is darkness and lies hidden behind it. Zhao Wei, I'm not a fool. ”

I poured out my true thoughts at once, and my whole body was much happier. It's like a bulking that has been deflated all of a sudden, and every nerve that is tense is relaxed.

After I finished speaking, Zhao Wei never responded to me, and I believe that he was also thinking about whether to stop me from going on the other end of the phone at the moment. Or rather, he was thinking about whether the secrets that Zhou Wei knew could be known by me.

Silent, I didn't speak, the phone was in my ear, I could hear Zhao Wei's breathing on the other end, and Jiajia asked in a low voice, "What did Gu Lan say? Hey, you are talking." ”

It seems that Zhao Wei knows a lot of things.

Suddenly, there was a feeling of sadness coming from it, it was obviously a big sun, but I felt cold.

Sometimes I'm really scared to show something, as long as there is a clue to something, and then follow that thread, it will involve a lot of things. Then the farther and farther it went, the farther and farther it went, the more and more disappointed it became. Finally, regret not being at the beginning.

But if you pretend to be nothing, I'm afraid that every time there is a little situation, you will stay suspicious and confused.

No matter how you choose, it's all tiring.

When I lost patience and was about to hang up the phone, Zhao Wei suddenly said, "Wanjing, whatever you want to know, I'll tell you, as long as you don't see the surroundings." Really, I'm afraid she'll hurt you. ”

There was a kind of sadness in that voice, and there was a kind of determination, a kind of determination, and even a kind of relief.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that I had been living in one lie after another.

"Zhao Wei, it's late, it's late. Actually, I also told myself, don't go to Zhou Wei, but, I think," I sighed abruptly, and then looked out the window, the car was driving by, the scenery outside also flashed, the hurried and numb faces of passers-by, the same street trees, I said slowly, "People are cheap, especially me, I don't shed tears when I don't see the coffin, I must let me hear the facts from other people's mouths, bloody, naked, it seems that this is the way I can let go, without a little nostalgia." ”

"Wanjing, you ......." Zhao Wei didn't finish speaking, I hung up the phone directly.

When he called again, I refused.

I asked the driver to open the window to ventilate, and the wind blowing outside the window made a mess of my head, and I was in no mood to pay attention to it. But people are still sober, thinking about Zhao Wei's reminder, Zhou Wei didn't have a good heart when she came to me, I was not afraid that she would fight with me, but I have a child now, and I have to take care of the child in everything.

After thinking about it, I sent a text message to Qin Zeyang and asked him to find me at the place where Zhou Wei asked me.

He asked me what was the matter, was I in a hurry?

I said, "Hurry." ”

Seriously, I feel like I really shouldn't look for Qin Zeyang every time I need help. Every time he is righteous enough, he is enough to be a friend. And I can't repay it.

Qin Zeyang said, "Okay, then I'll come over right away, it's not an important meeting." ”

As I took the taxi to my destination, I glanced up at the sky outside and let out a long sigh before I tightened my bag and walked in. Zhou Wei was waiting for me upstairs, I was afraid that my mouth would be dry after a while, so I ordered a glass of blackcurrant at room temperature and went upstairs with a drink. I was careful with every step of the wooden staircase, because it was a bit steep, and I always did this after I was pregnant, and I was careful in everything.

After going upstairs, many of my seats are now occupied by students, all of them are children in school uniforms, all of them have ordered drinks, put their schoolbags aside, and are playing games with computers in their hands. I walked through the immature faces, and then, I saw Zhou Wei sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a coffee cup in her hand, as if thinking about something.

I didn't recognize her at first glance, because she had changed a lot, she had lost a lot of weight, and now she looked a little weak, and besides, she had cut her head short to her ears. She was wearing a bright yellow knit sweater with a slightly large neckline, black underwear straps exposed, and her collarbones were also very beautiful.

I walked up to her with a drink, and she suddenly reacted as if she had just woken up from a dream, and her expressionless face suddenly reacted, but it was not a smile, although the corners of her mouth were crooked, but I confirmed that it was indeed not a smile.

"Coming?" she snorted, "I didn't expect it to come so quickly." Gu Lan, it seems that you didn't have a good time back in Nanjing, otherwise, you wouldn't have come so quickly. ”

Who said that Zhou Wei is not smart, you see, she knows how to think.

I put down my bag, sat down slowly, and replied, "I have to come to see you, aren't you making so many phone calls just so that I came out to see you? ”

"Gu Lan," Zhou Wei suddenly chuckled, as if she was laughing at herself, she said, "I should call you Gu Wanjing." ”

"Names are just code names, you can call them whatever you like. ”

"Didn't Zhao Wei call you and tell you not to come to see me?" Zhou Wei's eyes narrowed, in fact, her eyes were particularly charming, but at this time, she looked full of shrewdness.

I nodded and said, "Yes, but I'm still here to see you." Because what you want to say is definitely different from what he wants to say. ”

"Hahaha, you're still pretty smart. However, Zhao Wei didn't stop you? He wasn't afraid that I would tell his secret? He was really relieved of me. Zhou Wei glanced at herself and said, "You are so relieved to come, he is not at ease, now he must be pulling his palm and worrying that I will eat you." ”

"Say whatever you want. You and Zhao Wei have been together for so many years, you don't know who he is? Why do you bother to say this in front of me? Let's cut to the chase, I don't have much time to complain to you. "I especially don't like Zhou Wei like this, she is very mean.

"Don't teach me Gu Lan, you don't have this qualification. I've been with him for many years, so what? As soon as you appear, where does he still have a sincere heart for me? I've been pregnant three times, and I haven't had a child three times, and if he cares about me, he won't send me to an abortion again and again. Zhou Wei's eyes suddenly became sharp, revealing a cold light, like a cold sword.

I took a sip of water, adjusted my sitting posture and said, "I'm not interested in how you guys are, I've said too many of these things in the past three years, I've heard enough, Zhou Wei, you came all the way to find me, what do you want to say?"

Zhou Wei sneered, the gloomy expression on her face really surprised me, how much has she changed........?

"He likes you so much, then I'll have to show you the color, Gu Lan, do you remember? It's the night you were raped, remember?"

I suddenly felt bad, Zhou Wei's eyes looked at me, meaningful, I suddenly remembered the fragment of that night in my mind, my legs were shaking, although I looked light on the surface, but the nausea and fear in my heart still suddenly came to my heart. I reached out and quietly pressed my trembling leg under the table, and said lightly, "Zhou Wei, what do you want to say?"

"Hehe, you haven't forgotten, I know you haven't forgotten by looking at your expression. How could you forget?" Zhou Wei raised her head and laughed, very cheerful.

At the end, she looked down at me with a cold face, "Do you know what happened that night? Didn't you always think that everyone was nice to you? Do you want to know who raped you that night?"