141 Waving your hand halfway always turns into scratching your head

Xiaobai smiled bitterly, he met a man who couldn't tell whether he was good or bad to himself, like an angel when he was good, and like a demon when he was bad. But now, both angels and demons are gone.

Fortunately, the doctor said that there was no bone injury, and it would be fine to rest for a few days.

In the afternoon, Xiaobai and his colleagues were going to take the bus of the unit bag back to W City.

Meng Junyao actually hoped that she could stay for a few days and go back when her injuries healed, but Xiaobai must have a lot of concerns.

He saw that there were still a lot of vacant seats behind the bus, and he could also send her back in person, or even take care of her for a few days, and then come back himself.

However, he was a little worried about the eyes and comments of a carload of people.

It doesn't matter how you talk about yourself as an old man, it's just that you're worried about Xiaobai's reputation.

God knows how many moments over the years, he had the urge to kiss her and hug her, but waving his hand halfway always turned into scratching his head, because he never had enough courage.

After hesitating at the moment, Meng Junyao still decided not to go, and asked Xiaobai's colleagues to take care of it.

Xiaojing, who has a good relationship with Xiaobai and is simple and kind, gladly accepted this task.

Meng Junyao called Dean Feng of the welfare institute again and asked her to arrange to send Xiaobai a few more meals in the past few days.

Xiaobai turned around and smiled brightly at him, "Don't worry, I can do it", and then limped into the car.

Xiao Jing: "Eh Xiaobai, your mentor and friend are waving goodbye to you." ”

Xiaobai, who had settled in, looked out of the car window and saw that Mr. Meng had not left yet. So one was inside, the other was outside, waving for a long time, and it was difficult to separate.

When the car started, Meng Junyao's heart was tearing and aching, so that the corners of his eyes moistened.

I don't know when I will say goodbye to this farewell, and it turned out to be for her to leave with limited mobility!

Between them, there is a distance, and there is a lie.

Meng Junyao secretly scolded himself for being cowardly and incompetent, no wonder he didn't meet in this life, and he didn't achieve anything!

Xiaobai, who took painkillers, was no longer in so much pain, and he could finally calm down and think.

After these two days of getting along, she saw her feelings more clearly, and she waved her hand out of the window just now, and she was also saying goodbye to a secret love that had lasted for more than ten years.

Since then, Meng Junyao has been classified as the most important relative and friend in her life, and is no longer the person who makes her heart move.

Soon after Xiaobai left, night fell.

Not only the night in nature, but also the night in Meng Junyao's heart, his heart was dark, and there was not even starlight.

He is constantly tormented by this question - why doesn't he have the courage to pursue and cherish the girl he loves?

The answer is secular:

1. Because she is 25 years older than her;

2. They are ugly;

3. I don't have a successful career and I don't have a house;

4. I often go out to the pleasure court.

Meng Junyao felt that to sum up, he was not worthy of her and could not give her happiness.

Maybe everyone has a different understanding of happiness.

Meng Junyao has a lot of friends, but not everyone can understand this type of loss, and he is not a person who likes to talk to casually.

All he could think of was a solution.

When he came to the familiar land of fireworks, he didn't look at those white-skinned, beautiful and long-legged courtesans today, but was eager to find Yiren.

In Meng Junyao's opinion, Yiren is quite conspicuous in this pile of courtesans, because she is the one who is the most unattractive, the most conservatively dressed, and the most unpopular with guests, like an ugly duckling.

In a way, the Yiren have some similarities with themselves.

"Sir. ”

Yiren only greeted him with a total of 2 words, but the eyes that looked at him were completely different from the eyes of other Qinglou women looking at guests.

The former is the way a woman looks at a man, and the latter is the way a woman looks at a cash cow.

Meng Junyao rolled the sheets without saying a word, as if he wanted to vent all the stuffiness accumulated in his chest, sometimes his movements were rude, sometimes he was very gentle, and even he couldn't tell why.

The Yiren didn't say a word and let him fiddle with it.

After finishing the matter, Meng Junyao didn't look at Yiren anymore and smoked quietly.

"Sir," called him again, "are things going well?"

Meng Junyao didn't understand what she meant for a while, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

Iren: "The photo thing. ”

Meng Junyao remembered that last time in order to make up a lie, he begged Yiren to take a photo with him, and acted as a "sister-in-law" to take a picture for Xiaobai: "It's okay, thank you." ”

Yiren: "You're welcome. I always feel that you are different from other guests. ”

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Meng Junyao's mouth: "How is it different? They are all despicable and obscene people." ”

Yiren: "No, from the fact that you begged me to take a photo, I can see that you are affectionate and righteous, and there is a person you cherish in your heart." ”

Meng Junyao smiled bitterly again, the secret in his heart was only seen through by a dusty woman.

Yiren seemed to be talking to himself: "A woman like me can be affectionate, don't look at many people looking down on me, but a group of children from Project Hope are very grateful to me, because half of my income is sent to sponsor them to go to school, and I also want to make my life meaningful." ”

Meng Junyao looked at her with some surprise, and when she said this, a rare light rose in her usually dull eyes.

Everyone is a small person struggling in the red dust, each with their own sufferings and wishes.

But then again, big people have the same sufferings and wishes, and there is no one in the world who has no troubles, just like Wushan once wanted to lose

Annoying.

Xiao Bai finally returned to the familiar W City after a bumpy journey, and was sent home by Xiao Jing and two other colleagues.

No one in the new unit knew that she was an orphan, and no one knew that she lived alone, so she left one by one after sending her off, thinking that her parents and family would definitely take care of her.

So Xiaobai began to live on crutches in this deserted home, fortunately, there are still a lot of stocks in the refrigerator, and there are instant noodles in the cupboard, which is enough to live for a few days.

It is said that due to the dark and narrow corridor of this old building, many food delivery and express delivery brothers are reluctant to come up and let themselves go down to pick it up.

In order to be too lazy to go downstairs to pick it up, a girl in the same building as Xiaobai thought of a way, and every time she wrote on the courier bill that she was a pregnant woman and asked to put it at the door of her house.

Originally, there seemed to be no flaws, but because it was written like this for 3 years, a certain courier brother broke out in the end: "I have been sending this building for 3 years, you have been pregnant for 3 years and have not been born, you are pregnant with Nezha!"

In view of this girl's behavior, many couriers and takeaway brothers refuse to deliver to this building, and whether she can make an exception and deliver it to Xiaobai's door depends on her luck.

There was a knock on the door.

It's so good? I haven't ordered it yet, and the takeaway will automatically come to the door?

As soon as the door opened, Xiaobai exclaimed: "Spring mud!"

The surprise came a little unexpectedly.

Chunni's expression was a little unnatural: "I just happened to pass by your downstairs, so I came up to take a look, what's wrong with your leg?"

For Xiaobai, compared to the lost friendship, it doesn't matter how his legs are at the moment.

has been breaking off friends with her for many years, and the damage is more painful than breaking your bones.

Chunni is a girl who likes to go straight: "Xiaobai, I thought about it, you hid some things from me before, but it's not a big deal, you have your ideas, and you are not malicious." ”

"Mmmmmmmmmm

Chunni: "I also understand now, not everything has to be known so clearly, mutual trust is the most important thing. ”

Xiaobai: "Thank you for coming back to me, Chunni, I heard that you are with Mr. Yi?"

"Yes. ”

Chunni raised her head proudly, as for whether you will be happy or not after being together, that is not the point to be discussed now.

Besides, women who fall in love are usually very forbearing, even if they are tired and tired, they can't feel it.

Xiaobai: "Congratulations, you first successfully applied for his secretary, and then promoted to girlfriend, you are so capable! In any case, being with the person you like is something to celebrate." ”

As for Yi Rufeng's character, Xiaobai decided not to think about it.

Chunni is much closer to him than himself, what kind of person is Yi Rufeng, can't Chunni be so smart that he can't see it, and he still needs to be pointed out by an outsider?

Chunni: "What about you, how are you doing with Wushan?"

Xiaobai looked lost: "I haven't been in touch for a long time." ”

"He dumped you so quickly, this ruthless and unrighteous man!"

Chunni, who had already lost his favor with Wushan, began to scold the negative man.

Xiaobai was displeased when she heard this, although for some reason, Wushan was a little ruthless to her, so she didn't like others to say that Wushan was bad, so she interrupted Chunni and said, "Do you eat ice cream?"

The cool and sweet taste, melt-in-your-mouth taste, invisibly eases the atmosphere and shortens the distance between each other, as if returning to the days when the two rented a house together, accompanied and supported each other, and shared little secrets with each other.

Xiaobai: "Chunni, we have been best friends for so many years, you ignored me a while ago, I was so sad that I didn't eat for several days, and I lost weight." ”

"Hehe, doesn't that save you from yelling to lose weight?" Chun Ni's eyes softened, and he looked at his original bed and all his things, all of which were spotlessly maintained, "Didn't you tell you to throw these away, you still keep them." ”

Xiaobai: "Haven't you been waiting for you to come back, this will always be your home." ”

So for a few nights, Chunni didn't go back to his high-end apartment to live, but took the initiative to stay and help Xiaobai, who has difficulty moving, do housework.

Yi Rufeng stood on the 18th floor of the office building, staring at the traffic downstairs, and the words of Chunni echoed in his ears: "Rufeng, I listened to your words and reconciled with Xiaobai, I am not a person with a small belly." By the way, she said that she had no contact with Wushan for a long time. ”

Yi Rufeng was secretly happy in his heart: "Women don't have a good thing, they only seduce men, and basically a woman wants to seduce my brother Shan." From this point of view, Chun Ni is dead set on me, and it's not bad. And Xiaobai, the woman who almost abducted Brother Shan, was finally tired of playing and abandoned. However, if you can see her crying bitterly with your own eyes, it will be more relieving!"