030. Crocodile tears
After the car arrived at the gate of Yi's house, he put me down, Wu Ni sat in the car and waved goodbye to me, and Yi Jin's car turned around and disappeared outside the iron gate.
Yi Jin returned home at two o'clock in the middle of the night, when I came out of the bedroom with a cup and wanted to pour water in the hall, but as soon as I walked to the second floor, there was a spark on the sofa in the hall flickering in the dark night, I stood there and watched for a while, at first I was not sure that there was someone downstairs, just wanted to turn on the light at that moment, suddenly there was a click in the quiet night, and the table lamp on the sofa was turned on.
Yi Jin was sitting on the sofa and smoking.
I didn't expect it to be so late, he hadn't slept yet, I stood there stunned for a long time, and it took a long time to squeeze out a word from my throat: "Brother." ”
When he saw that it was me, he mumbled, then snuffed out the cigarette butt on his fingertip and lit another one for himself.
Under the dim light of the desk lamp, Yi Jin's whole face was buried in the blue smoke, compared with the normal daytime, his whole person was immersed in gloom at this time, and the gloom and sorrow that could not be dissolved.
I have never seen Yi Jin like this, after the smile on his face was removed, his serious face was not only tired but tired, he seemed to have not rested for several days, because his eyes were faintly blue.
The atmosphere was silent for a while, and his slightly hoarse voice rang out in the empty hall, and he said, "Still not sleeping?"
I took the glass and said, "I'll get up and drink." ”
He ignored me and continued to smoke, and the cigarette burned very quickly in his hand, and after a while, it was gone, and he still snuffed it out in the ashtray, and then wanted to order a third one, and I finally couldn't help it, and I snatched the cigarette from his hand, and I said, "Smoking is not good for your health." ”
Yi Jin, who was robbed of his cigarette by me, chuckled out in the dark, and he said, "When will you worry about my body." ”
I said, "No matter what, you're my brother, so no matter how much I hate you, I'll still care about you." ”
I turned around and threw the cigarette in the trash.
Yi Jin stared at the cigarette that was quickly swallowed up by the trash can, and there was a playful smile on the corner of his mouth, and after a long time, he asked, "It's just brother?"
I didn't expect him to ask like this all of a sudden, I thought about it, and I said, "Yes, it's just brother." ”
As soon as I finished saying this, suddenly there was a pungent smell of smoke on the tip of my nose, and Yi Jin on the side pounced on me like a beast, and his tall body pressed against me, covering a large shadow on my face.
The two of us looked into each other's eyes under the dim lamp.
He looked at me, and I looked at him, and the eyes of the two of them were impenetrable.
His breath was close to me, spilling on the tip of my nose like a worm gnawing at my skin.
I looked at him coldly.
Yi Jin's cold fingertips suddenly slid from my cheeks to my earlobes, then to my neck, and then to my heart.
There was a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said in a slow tone: "Do you remember the first time we did? It was here, you were so well-behaved at that time, you always listened to your brother's words, you like to pester me, and you love to make me hug you, Fan Fan, when, when did you change, I didn't even notice it at all." ”
I said expressionlessly: "It's not that I've changed, Yi Jin, it's you who have changed, you've become a devil, you're not my brother at all, my brother has never hurt me like you before." ”
Yi Jin laughed deeply in my ear, and he said: "You are wrong, Fan Fan, it is you who have changed, because you grow up day by day, more and more men covet you, and your brother has changed, and he has become a devil for you." ”
I said in an excited tone: "Don't try to blame me for all your faults! Yi Jin! I'm your own sister, and you're a pervert!"
I began to struggle under him excitedly, and he looked at me who resisted him like this, and the smile in his eyes retreated, revealing a sadness that could not be dissolved.
His face suddenly buried in my arms with exhaustion, and I tried to struggle, but when I felt a few drops of burning liquid dip into my chest, my body shook.
Yi Jin's hand holding my body tightened little by little, as if he wanted to strangle me into his blood, and for a long time I heard him whisper inaudibly: "My Fan Fan ......"
All my movements came to a standstill in this moment, for a long time, in fact, I don't know how long, he finally let go of me, got up and sat up from the sofa, the sadness in his eyes flashed, as if it was an illusion, and then he returned to calm, gloomy, bottomless.
He lit himself a cigarette again, surrounded by smoke again, and said, "Go upstairs." ”
I don't know what happened to him tonight, after getting up from the couch, I looked at him in a daze, he didn't look at me, just gave me a cold side face.
I didn't dare to linger any longer, I didn't even pour water, I went downstairs with an empty cup, and went upstairs with an empty cup.
When I rushed to the second floor, Yi Jin said from behind me: "Fan Fan." ”
I paused and looked back at him.
He sat downstairs and looked at me, and for a long time, he smiled and said, "You won." ”
I didn't dare to linger any longer, turned around, and continued to run towards the bedroom.
After that night passed, Yi Jin never touched me again, and even deliberately kept a distance from me, and the time for him to come back became less and less, because he was getting busier and busier, marriage, business, all mixed together.
However, he has brought Wu Ni back a few times, and since that time, his relationship with Wu Ni has improved a lot, and several times when I was shopping with Zhao Xiaowen, I saw him accompany Wu Ni to pick up jewelry in the jewelry store in the mall.
Wu Ni put her arm around him, looking up with a smile on her face, lying coquettishly in front of him, and Yi Jin also stared at her quietly with tolerance in her eyes.
Two people stand together, like a golden boy and a girl.
Yes, it is the golden boy and the girl, these are the words spoken by Zhao Xiaowen.
After meeting a few times, Zhao Xiaowen never wanted to go to the mall again, and she didn't say why, but, I think, in the final analysis, she was just afraid of meeting.
At first, my mother was afraid that she would go on a business trip in the future, but when she saw that the relationship between Yi Jin and Wu Ni was getting more and more harmonious, she also put her mind at ease.
After the old man stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, his body was almost recovered, five days before Yi Jin's wedding, my mother and they were busy with the wedding, and they didn't have much time to see grandpa, so they sent me, a big idler, to go over.
After I returned from the hospital, I didn't expect Wu Ni to be at Yi's house, she was sitting on the sofa and reading her and Yi Jin's wedding album with my mother, and Yi Jin was on the phone to deal with work matters.
When Wu Ni saw the good-looking photos, he would happily talk to Yi Jin, and Yi Jin, who was frequently interrupted from work, would not be annoyed, and after glancing at her, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he continued the work call.
Wu Ni, who was happily flipping through the photo album, suddenly saw me coming in from outside the hall, so he immediately beckoned to me and said, "Xiaofan, come and see the wedding photos of me and your brother!"
I glanced at Yi Jin, he didn't look at me again, as if he didn't know that I had entered the hall, leaning lazily on the sofa, talking on the phone, leisurely sipping the coffee in his hand.
I said to Wu Ni: "No, I'm a little tired and want to go upstairs to rest." ”
After I finished speaking, I walked straight upstairs, Wu Ni didn't seem to think anything about me, but asked my mother with some worry: "Mom, is Xiaofan uncomfortable?"
My mother didn't have time to care about me at all, her eyes were still on the marriage book, and she casually said perfunctorily: "It shouldn't be a big deal." ”
Not long after, Yi Jin and Wu Ni left, and the hall was empty in an instant, and finally, in the midst of everyone's anxiety and worry, the wedding date finally came as scheduled.
The night before the wedding, my mom and my dad couldn't sleep all night, I was fine, I was just woken up by Xiaoqi, and habitually went downstairs to the living room to pour water, I just thought about it, and I heard Yi Jin say to the person on the other end of the phone: "Well, rest early, good night." ”
When Yi Jin finished saying this series of words, he turned around and saw me, and raised his eyebrows a little unexpectedly and asked, "You haven't slept yet?"
I lifted my cup and said, "Drink water." ”
Yi Jin seemed to be in a good mood, he looked up and knocked on my head and said, "Rest early." After saying that, he went upstairs with his mobile phone.
I lay on the bed and tossed and turned all day, listening to Xiaoqi's breathing on the side, I didn't close my eyes all night, and the sky finally dawned, after the thin veil on the edge of the sky faded.
The entire Yi family was in chaos, and everyone was busy with the wedding.
I stood upstairs with Xiaoqi and watched the busy people downstairs for a while, my mother and my dad suddenly hurried out of the room, and saw that I was still standing on the balcony and looking stupidly. ”
I said, "Xiaoqi got up late just now." ”
When my mother heard this, she didn't say anything, she waved her hand and said, "Just wait a while, your father and I will rush over, and then we will be in the same car." ”
After saying that, without waiting for me to answer, she took my dad downstairs.
My mom and dad were busy at home until almost eleven o'clock, and then rushed to the wedding site, when we were naturally left with the same car, I had been sitting by the window coaxing Xiaoqi, and my mom didn't stop answering the congratulatory phone calls on the side.
She called for half an hour, and finally no more calls came in, she put down her phone, looked at the time again, and the whole person was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.
My dad was still on the side to comfort her and tell her not to worry.
My mother was grumpy, and even said, "What do you mean not to be in a hurry? It's almost time for the feast, who made you delay so late?"
I don't know if it's because both of them are anxious, usually my dad is always silent about my mom's complaints, but this time, he couldn't help but retort: "Who made it so late?"
Seeing that the two were about to quarrel, I immediately said, "Stop arguing, isn't the car leaving?"
After my mother heard my words, she didn't bother with my dad for the time being, but impatiently urged the driver: "Lao Zhang! Hurry up, it's too slow!"
After she finished speaking, she refused to stop arguing with my dad, just when the car was full of quarrels, I felt that the speed was getting faster and faster, I looked up with Xiaoqi in my arms, and suddenly a big truck was speeding towards us at the intersection.
I heard myself screaming, and I said, "Uncle Zhang, brake, brake!"
Before I could finish my words, our car suddenly lost control and rushed madly towards the big truck.
At that moment, I subconsciously hugged Xiaoqi, and I heard my mother scream in fear.
Huge inertia and impact, suddenly slammed into a loud bang, time seemed to be frozen, and the whole world lost its voice......