I thought he would say something, but he didn't say anything, just sat there in silence and stayed with me for a while before he said, "Xiaofan, let's talk." ”

He knew I wasn't asleep, and I didn't have to pretend, so I opened my eyes and lay there without moving.

Yi Jin stood up from the side of the bed, he seemed to be ready to have a long talk with me, he brought a chair from the side, and then sat on the edge of my bed, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it for himself and said: "You know, I have been trying my best to meet your requirements during this time, you don't want to see me, so, I took Wu Ni to Denmark, you don't like Wu Ni as my wife, I will change it to what you like, but it seems that you are still not satisfied, Fan Fan, you tell me, what do you have to do, you will be happy, huh?"

He finally talked about this topic, I rolled over from the bed, I said: "Don't say it's for me, I wanted you and Zhao Xiaowen to be together, but I said before, I was still friends with Zhao Xiaowen at that time." ”

Yi Jin said: "Even if it's not Zhao Xiaowen, it's someone else, will you be happy?" Yi Jin lowered his eyebrows and said: "Xiaofan, you will never be happy, why will you never be happy, you don't understand?"

I said, "I don't know what you're talking about, why I'm upset, you just need to find someone who doesn't conflict with me, then whoever you're with is innocent of me." ”

Yi Jin smiled when he heard my words and asked, "Then if I ask you, what if I have a relationship with Secretary Yu?

I was just about to say something. Yi Jin directly interrupted me and said: "No, you still can't accept it, in your mind, we are no longer a simple brother and sister relationship, who are we? ”

He tilted his head to the desk beside him, flicking the cigarette ash between his fingers.

There was only one lamp in the room, and the lamp was placed on the desk, Yi Jin's face was half bright and half extinguished in the dim lamp, and after the half of the cigarette ash was bounced off by him, he simply snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, and then turned his head sideways. He caught my eyes and said, "The reason why you can't accept anyone is because you have never faced your feelings at all, am I right?"

I don't know why, there will be a flash of panic, but after the panic, I try to say in a calm voice: "I don't know what you're talking about, I'm tired, I don't want to talk." ”

I turned over and lay with my back to him, Yi Jin behind me sat there for a long time without speaking, but he didn't leave the room, and I didn't open my eyes to look at him.

I don't know how long it took before I heard a slight click in my ear. Although I closed my eyes, I still felt very clearly that the only lamp in the room went out, and then there was a sound of the door closing in the darkness.

I threw myself back into bed. I don't know why, at this moment, I was like falling into a swamp, my body kept climbing to the shore, but the more I struggled, the mud wrapped me tighter and tighter, I watched hopelessly sink into it, but there was no way at all.

How could I be as he said, I only hate him, nothing else, if it weren't for him, I would have a healthy family, a husband who loves me, and happy and lively children.

But at that time, I had no choice, and in order to escape from him, I hurriedly cut off all my original good things, and threw myself into a river with no future, drifting with the current.

Because of him, I still don't know what it's like to love someone. I haven't been in a good relationship, I haven't laughed happily, I haven't lived carefree, I've been afraid, worried, deformed, this is my whole life, and these three words are enough to describe how failed it is.

The only thing I regret is that I didn't face up to my feelings sooner, and if I had known earlier how disgusting our relationship was, how could I have come to this point?

I looked at the pitch black overhead and sneered silently in the darkness, and I asked myself in my heart how I could possibly like him.

After I came out of the room the next morning, Yi Jin was no longer here, I guess he left last night, and there was still the red bean cake he brought over last night on the table, which was very fresh.

The servant looked at me cautiously, lest he would do something wrong in front of me, as if I were a man-eating tiger.

I didn't have breakfast, but went directly to the company, because yesterday's shareholders' meeting, after I passed the vote, everyone knew that I would be the future chairman of Yi's, so from the hall to the elevator, there were always people calling me Chairman Yi.

Chairman Yi's four words are really indescribably weird, just like my age and my ability, just listen to it, you can know how incompatible these four words are with me.

I arrived at the door of the office, just pushed the door open, there was a bang in my ears, I was startled, my head was full of ribbons and beautiful down, the secretary Jiaqi held a bottle of champagne in her hand, laughed and said: "Miss Yi!

Jiang Hua was sitting there, letting Jiaqi spray the bottle of champagne everywhere with the bottle in her hand, just laughing.

I stood there dodging while wiping the champagne liquid on my body with a tissue, and said to Jiaqi, "I just changed into a new dress today, you stop it!"

Secretary Jiaqi grimaced at me and said, "How can this be stopped, today is a good day, I have the permission of Assistant Jiang!"

I looked at Jiang Hua and said, "Okay, Assistant Jiang, look at the people in my office, what kind of discipline has been made." ”

Jiang Hua sat there, looking like he didn't care about himself, and said, "You can't blame me for this, I didn't agree with them doing this." ”

The whole office was in a mess, and all the clerks outside walked in to share champagne together.

It's been a really hard time for them, and almost everyone here has done their best to get through the board thoroughly.

After letting them make trouble for a while, only me and Jiang Hua were left in the office, and I walked over with two glasses of champagne. Then he handed him a glass.

After he took it, he looked at me and said, "Do I want to say congratulations to you?" ”

I took a sip of champagne, sat down in front of him and said, "I should have said thank you to you." ”

Jiang Hua shrugged his shoulders, looked at me and said, "But I really didn't help with this matter. ”

I smiled and said, "Don't be modest, if it weren't for you, would I be able to improve so fast now? ”

Jiang Hua smiled politely with me and said, "This is my duty, I am paid, don't be polite to me." ”

Jiang Hua raised his hand and took a sip of champagne, I looked at him fixedly for a while, and suddenly I was very curious about Jiang Hua, I said, "Assistant Jiang, do you have a girlfriend now?"

He was drinking champagne and stopped what he was doing and looked at me. He smiled and asked, "Why are you suddenly curious about this?" ”

I said, "Isn't it okay to ask?" I raised my hand and took a sip of wine, and said with a smile, "Is there any secret that cannot be hidden?"

Assistant Jiang smiled and said, "No, you think too much, how can people like us, who are sold to work all their lives, have a girlfriend?"

I said, "Why don't we have a relationship?" ”

My sudden words made the quilt in Jiang Hua's hand click on the table, and he looked at me in a little surprise.

I continued to encourage him to say, "Didn't my grandfather say that if I sit in the chairman's position, then we will get married? We don't have much affection for either of us now, and now we start to fall in love, just as we are preparing for future marriage, what do you think of my proposal?"

I was originally joking about this matter, but who knew that in the next second, Jiang Hua frowned and asked, "Are you serious?"

This makes me a little confused about how to answer. I subconsciously touched my head, pondered for a few seconds, and asked, "What?

Jiang Hua was stunned for a few seconds, and said with a smile: "How come, I'm afraid that you won't, so I have never mentioned this matter." ”

I suddenly wondered what it was like to be in love with Jiang Hua, or what it was like to be in love.

I blurted out, "I've never been in a relationship." ”

Jiang Hua approached me and said, "Why don't you ---- try?"

I didn't answer, Jiang Hua didn't look at me anymore, he reached out and took a piece of A4 paper from the table, and then wrote a time on the note, he tore the small piece of writing from the paper, and then handed it to me.

I looked at him.

Jiang Hua said: "Just start with the date, at six o'clock tonight." ”

I took the note and thought it was very interesting, and I said, "Okay." ”

Jiang Hua picked up the glass of champagne in front of him and said to me: "cheers"

I took the glass in my hand, tapped it at him and said, "cheers"

Until the afternoon, Jiang Hua and I got off work early and went to the agreed place to eat together, but when we arrived at the place to eat, I met Yi Jin, who seemed to be having a reunion with his classmates, because I heard someone waving to me and saying, "Xiao Fan!"

At that time, Jiang Hua and I were just about to sit down with the waiter, after I heard someone call my name. As soon as I raised my eyes, I saw a familiar and unfamiliar face walking towards us, and the person calling me was a woman.

When she saw me staring at her in a daze, she smiled and asked, "You don't know me anymore?"

The woman was almost in her thirties, dressed maturely, slender, and had a charm of her own, I subconsciously searched in my mind, and subconsciously said one word: "----

The woman stretched out her hand and pushed me, and she said, "You little girl, I'm Sister Wan! Don't you remember? ”

Hearing her say this, the sporadic pieces of my head ran out of my head at once, and I got up from my chair. A little surprised smiled and asked, "Sister Yun, I haven't seen you for a long time, why are you here?"

When she saw that I finally remembered her, she laughed heartily and said, "Today's class reunion is here, and your brother is also in the upstairs box, I haven't seen him for many years." ”

She looked at me, sighed, and said, "I used to be a little tail who loved to follow your brother, but now it's so big." ”

Tan Yun suddenly looked at Jiang Hua opposite me, and asked with a smile: "This is your boyfriend?"

I was about to say that it was my assistant, but when the words came to my mouth, I smiled and replied, "It's my friend." ”

Jiang Hua immediately stood up from the chair, greeted Tan Yun and said, "Hello, I'm Jiang Hua." ”

Tan Yun glanced at Jiang Hua a few times, smiled back at him, and then introduced himself, after the two of them exchanged a few words, Tan Yun took my hand and said: "Oh, such a coincidental encounter, let's go, don't eat downstairs with the two of you, go up with me, you know all the people above anyway." ”

She pulled me and wanted to leave, I wanted to refuse at that time, but who knew that there were a few acquaintances downstairs, all of whom were Yi Jin's former classmates, and when they saw it, they immediately walked up and pulled me upstairs with Tan Yun, leaving no room for me to refuse at all.

Jiang Hua and I were dragged to the door of the upstairs box by them, and when the door was opened, there was chaos inside, many people were sitting there playing cards, chatting, drinking, singing, the lights in the box were a little dim, and only vaguely saw a blurred face.

But Yi Jin was sitting in a corner of the sofa under a lamp, smoking a cigarette and chatting with people, not noticing us.

Until Tan Wan turned on the lights in the house. Clapped his hands and smiled and said, "Come on, come on, everyone stop and see who's coming." ”

Originally, the people in the room who were playing their own games all looked at Tan Yun's call, including Yi Jin, who also turned his head, and when he saw me standing at the door with Jiang Hua, the smile in his eyes froze.

The whole box suddenly quieted down, I didn't expect to be so embarrassed to come here, someone in the box recognized me, walked over from the sofa and said, "Isn't this Yi Jin's sister, Xiaofan?"

Many people recognized me at a glance, and almost everyone in Yi Jin's class knew me, because I often ran after Yi Jin at that time. Pestering them wherever you go.

They also gave me a nickname, Little Tail.

Many people gathered around, Tan Yun waved to Yi Jin at the end of the sofa and said, "Yi Jin, I brought your sister and her boyfriend over, why don't you come here while sitting there." ”

After Yi Jin heard Tan Yun's call, he extinguished the cigarette in his hand, got up and walked towards us, his coat was taken off in the corner of the sofa, and he wore a simple white shirt, the sleeves were half pulled up on the wrist, revealing the slender arm, and the leather watch on the wrist, the person looked elegant.

After he walked up to me, he looked at me and then at Jiang Hua.

As soon as Jiang Hua came into contact with his sight, he immediately smiled and called, "Mr. Yi." ”

Yi Jin smiled and asked, "Are you coming out to eat?"

Jiang Hua said: "Yes, come out to eat with Miss Yi." ”

Yi Jin explained lightly to Tan Yun: "This is Xiao Fan's assistant, Jiang Hua. ”

When Tan Yun heard this, he patted his head and said, "I was mistaken, I saw two people sitting there eating just now, and they were of the same age, I thought it was Xiao Fan's boyfriend." ”

Yi Jin smiled and didn't speak, then stretched out his hand to lead me out of the crowd and asked, "Haven't you eaten yet?"

Instead of struggling, I replied meekly, "Not yet." ”

Yi Jin said: "Eat first." ”

He took me to the couch in front of everyone's eyes. Then I invited the waiter to ask for a few dishes I liked, Tan Wan came over with a few glasses of wine, sat down next to me and said, "Come on, Xiao Fan, come and have a drink with Sister Wan, I haven't seen you little girl for a long time." ”

I was just about to get it, but Yi Jin pulled the glass of wine out of my hand and said to Tan Yun: "Okay, don't embarrass her, you know that she hasn't been able to drink since she was a child." ”

Tan Yungui shouted: "Yi Jin, you are too uninteresting, old classmate, you used to take care of it when she was a child." Why are you so old, you still look so closely. ”

Yi Jin glanced at Tan Yun with a smile, then raised his hand and drank the glass of wine in his hand, after drinking, he lazily leaned on the sofa and said with a smile: "Don't be bad, rules are rules." ”

Tan Yun yelled that it was boring, and someone came over and coaxed: "Yes, Yi Jin, you can't protect your sister like this, I haven't seen you for so many years, I always have to have a drink with our brothers." ”

Yi Jin couldn't help but be coaxed and instigated by them, so he smiled and said, "Come on, it seems that you are drunk and not drunk." ”

Tan Yun saw that as soon as he made a statement, when he called the waiter to serve the wine, several people began to pour Yi Jin, I usually don't know how much he drinks, but he has never been drunk in my impression, and his eyebrows will not change after a few glasses.

After being poured by Tan Yun and them to a certain amount, Tan Yun let Yi Jin go, and said in my ear: "Xiao Fan, your brother is so boring, you said that you are so old, and he still protects you so much, what will you do if you get married in the future." ”

I glanced at her, and she winked at me, and I smiled. Didn't speak.

After that, Tan Yun and the others didn't pour Yi Jin down, so they took people to play elsewhere, and Yi Jin leaned on the sofa, looking lazily at me eating.

After eating for a long time, he suddenly leaned over and hugged me in his arms, I wanted to push him away, but he looked at him directly and said, "Do you need an assistant to accompany you when you eat?"

I explained, "Just have a meal together after work." I nudged him a few more times and said, "Don't hold me, hot." ”

Yi Jin didn't know if he was drunk, his eyes were surging with emotion, I struggled in his arms for a long time, he whispered in my ear, "Kiss me, I'll let you eat." ”

I think he's so shameless. But I was afraid that others would think too much, so I quickly kissed him on the face while everyone was going to drink, and just wanted to quit, Yi Jin shook his head and said, "It's not a face." ”

I was so angry with him that I could only take another look at the person in the box, kiss him on the lips, and immediately turn my head around.

He put his arms around me and laughed, seeing that I was so nervous that cold sweat came out, he didn't embarrass me anymore, let go of me, patted my head and said, "Eat." ”

I didn't dare to look at him again, so I concentrated on the meal in front of me. Yi Jin sat aside with a glass of red wine.

At this time, Tan Yun walked up again with wine, and pulled Yi Jin to play Texas cards, Yi Jin smiled and shirked no, where did Tan Yun believe it, but he wanted to drag him away, Yi Jin had no choice, they were all old classmates, and they couldn't save face, so they sat down on the card table.

Yi Jin was no longer by my side, I breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at Jiang Hua, he was also drinking wine in the corner and looked at me, and did not come. I didn't finish the rice in the bowl, and I just wanted to walk up to Jiang Hua and slip here with him.

Yi Jin, who was playing cards, suddenly said to me: "Xiao Fan, come here." ”

I immediately froze, and after looking over, he repeated again: "Come here." ”

I had no choice but to walk towards him, he stretched out his hand and grabbed me in his arms, and I sat on his lap, I just wanted to struggle, but I was afraid that if I struggled too much, it would make people feel strange.

Everyone was accustomed to Yi Jin's movements, and no one thought it was strange. Because when I was very young, I liked to let him hold like this, and everyone's attention was on the table, and they played big, and the table was full of neatly stacked dollars.

Yi Jin handed me the cards in his hand and let me play.

I don't know anything about it, he laughs and says, "Throw it away." ”

Yi Jin didn't seem to be going to intervene to tell me how to fight, just sat there and hugged me.

I was a little at a loss under everyone's eyes, and I didn't know how to play at all, so I followed Yi Jin's words and threw them around.

But when I threw all the cards out, Tan Yun shouted on the side: "Xiao Fan, you want to keep your hole cards, how can you show all your cards!"

Yi Jin saw me like this. Just laughing on the side, this hand is naturally lost, I don't know how big they played, after Yi Jin pushed out all the money in front of him, he called Yu Manting and asked her to bring a box of money.

After the cards were dealt, Yi Jin continued to hand me the cards and let me play.

Tan Yun said on the side: "Yi Jin, on such a big occasion, you let your sister throw cards, it's not enough to carry a box of money." ”

I immediately turned my head and whispered to Yi Jin, "I don't know how to fight." ”

Yi Jin said: "I'll teach you to play." ”

So I spread out the cards in my hand, took a random look, and covered them.

Texas is playing psychological tactics, and I don't know how to play it at all, and I will do what Yi Jin says.

The first time I saw Yi Jin gambling money, he used to go to the casino occasionally, but he didn't go often, and he didn't take me there, so this is my first time gambling money, and it's fake to say that I'm not nervous, and I completely forgot to sneak away from this matter after playing.

Anyway, when it reached eleven or twelve o'clock, we won when Yi Jin taught me to play at the beginning, but when he stopped teaching me and let me play by myself, I didn't know how much we lost at all. I only felt that Yu Manting asked someone to bring several boxes of money over.

Because the scene was too big, there were still a few bodyguards standing outside to prevent people from coming in.

When I hit the back, I couldn't play anymore, and I told Yi Jin that I was a little tired and wanted to go home.

Yi Jin nodded and said to Tan Yun: "Xiao Fan is a little tired, let's go back first." ”

Tan Wan said: "Isn't it? It's only twelve o'clock, didn't you say before that you would go to sea to drink?"

Yi Jin gave up his position to someone else, took me up and said, "No, you guys can play." ”

Tan Wan saw that I was indeed tired, so he could only nod and say, "Okay, let's make an appointment next time." ”

Yi Jin smiled. After Manting finished settling at the table, she took the coat handed by the waiter, wrapped it around me, and hugged me out of the box.

After arriving outside the hotel, Yi Jin took me into the car, and I immediately pushed him away and sat far away from him.

Yi Jin glanced at me, and the smile that he had maintained in the box also cooled down, and he said directly to the driver: "Drive." ”

The driver immediately started the car and drove away from the door of the hotel according to his instructions, Yi Jin then turned his face to me and said: "If I remember correctly, you and Jiang Hua both went home from work after work, why, today I came to this restaurant with such good interest to eat, and today I chose a very emotional couple seat." ”

I retorted, "What's wrong with the couple seat? There's no place there, can't we choose a couple seat? Aren't you gambling there in the middle of the night? Why do you care about me?"

Yi Jin heard my rebuttal, sneered a few times, dragged me over and said, "Yi Xiaofan, let me tell you, you'd better not make me angry tonight." ”

He held my wrist so hard that I wanted to struggle out, but his arm was still held by him, and the strength of his fingertips tightened even more, which made me feel a little pain.

I was so angry that I reached out and beat him and said, "You let me go!

Yi Jin didn't let go, but said with a smile: "Do you still know that it hurts, if you know that it hurts, be honest with me." ”

He let go of me, my whole body slammed into the door, my head made a bang on the window, and Yu Manting, who had been sitting in the passenger seat, had not dared to speak when she heard my impact, and immediately looked back.

I picked up the pillow on the car and threw it at Yi Jin, I said, "Why do you care about me!

(Tianjin)