It is rare that Zhuan Xin and Lulu are here, Aunt Fang made a sumptuous breakfast, and the three of them were eating, and Juan Xin received a call from Qu Fei, saying that Wang Zhe was here and wanted to ask her to eat.

After hanging up the phone, she was thinking that she hadn't seen Wang Zhe for a long, long time, and seeing him would always remind her of another person, the foursome they couldn't go back to.

Wang Zhe didn't go to graduate school after graduating from university, in Qu Fei's words, he did some other things, and now he finally figured out that he went to a middle school in T City to become a teacher. Wang Zhe studied in S City for four years and worked for a long time, but finally chose to be a teacher in an ordinary middle school in T City, which surprised everyone.

He himself said that it was precisely because he had done a lot of things that he found that there was nothing wrong with a dull life, and people always had to return to the ordinary in the end.

Who doesn't want a stable life, even if it's a little bland.

When she was in school, Qu Fei's major has always been good, there are many violin students, she is not like Wei Zhuanxin, she was specially approved to enter the college's band in her freshman year, but since the beginning of her sophomore year, she has always been in the front position in the band. When she was studying for her master's degree, her tutor also asked her to take several orchestra exams, and her grades were not bad, and she also went to the orchestra for a period of time before graduation, which was considered an internship, but when she really graduated, she chose to come back to be a teacher.

Among the three, Yan Zhuan Xin's major has always been the best, from the first place to Yue Lao's proud disciple, she has always been an excellent student. Although there are not many students majoring in harp, she is also the best in the comprehensive results over the years, and even the dean has listened to her outstanding student report concert.

But now she is the only one, completely leaving the road of music, and she doesn't even dare to turn her head back, and the people around her only see her decisiveness when she leaves, but they don't know how painful her heart hurts and how reluctant she is.

That year, she returned home and began to pack her things very calmly, all the things related to him, Ran Ning, who had finished the race, hugged her and said, "If you want to cry, cry, you will get sick if you are stuffy in your heart." ”

Her hand paused for a few seconds and shook her head slightly, so tired that she didn't even want to speak.

Ran Ning looked at Zhuan Zhuan, who was completely different from the past, and didn't know what to say, she was not Ran Rong, there was no way to say a word into Zhuan's heart, she could only watch her pack up her things and then her heart tightened.

Ran Rong once said, "Crying is not a shameful thing, only by crying can the past end and a new beginning." ”

But before she could say anything, she saw an unopened box found by Zhuan Zhuan and sat on the ground, she looked at the box, and immediately understood what it was, so she had to get up and leave.

Inside the box are Cheng Shuo's drawings of her various cartoons, the lyrics she wrote down sentence after sentence, the music score modified and smeared by the two people, and some fragments of pages and pages of paper that recorded their bits and pieces, stinging her heart little by little.

She got up and opened the lid of the piano that she hadn't played for a long time, and played the last unfinished piece of music, as if he was sitting next to her, and her wrist that had not yet healed was still aching, so she didn't play it smoothly, almost intermittently, and the throbbing pain in her heart made her almost breathless.

She didn't understand, why her parents could be so ruthless to leave her one after another, she didn't understand, why he who loved her so decisively could turn around and leave without looking back, she didn't understand, why she couldn't keep everything she wanted to hold onto.

She grabbed the score and tore it up fiercely, slammed it on the piano and made a loud noise, then knelt on the ground and tore up all the memories, looking at the scraps of paper and past memories all over the ground, she covered her face with her hands and cried loudly, the hoarse cry seemed to tell all the grievances and unwillingness, that was the last time she cried for those feelings that she couldn't let go.

What she can't part with is not only the love that she believes in and the family affection that will never heal, but also the music that melts into her blood and bones.

After deciding to leave, it took her a long, long time to put away all the things related to the past little by little, how she wished that she would never be able to finish it, but when she put the last page of the score, she clearly realized that the sixteen years of life were really over, and after she made such a decision, she could never go back.

It was a dream she had never changed, it was all her hopes and memories, it was the world she lived in, it was the world that would never abandon her, but she was leaving it. It was she who abandoned it, it was she who gave it up, she turned her back on her dreams!

She stood at the door, at that moment she seemed to feel her heart dripping blood, she used to feel that the pain that was unbearable to the bone marrow was just talking, but at that time, she really understood what the pain was that could not be said.

After eating at Qu Fei's house, the three of them cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, such a picture made Wei Zhuan Xin feel extremely unfamiliar, she suddenly thought that if it was Qu Fei in the past, she would definitely loudly command Wang Zhe to do all the housework alone, and it was best to help her clean it again. But now, she is used to sitting alone in these trivial household chores, and she always remembers that when Lulu is away, she wants to protect Zhuan, it is protection, not the care she used to have.

After cleaning up, Qu Fei asked the two of them to sit on the sofa in the living room, and began to make milk tea by herself.

She had always come alone to meet them, not even Lulu and Jolene, and being with them would allow her to leave the world she had always felt she didn't belong to for a while. In this way, Qu Fei's home is far safer than the restaurant outside, at least he doesn't have to worry about running into reporters or fans.

Don't remember the past, don't mention the person who is absent, spend the whole afternoon chatting, and time flies. The house rented by Wang Zhe in T City is not far from Qu Fei's residence, and it is said to be close to the school, so that their small gathering will be much more convenient in the future.

I didn't sleep well at night, and I woke up the next morning with a headache. Aunt Fang went to buy groceries and was not there, she and Lulu were eating breakfast when Jolene came, and Jolene rarely came so early, which made Lulu a little strange.

After eating early, Lulu went to make milk tea and coffee, the coffee beans were brought by Jolene when she came back from abroad before, Lulu was afraid of bitterness and didn't like it, and she never drank coffee, so more often she came to drink some.

Qiao Lin took out a script from her bag and handed it to Xuan Xin, "This is the new play "Shu Embroidery" by Yuan Tang that I told you before, Wen Xi personally brought it over, you can rush this book to read first, I think it's not bad." She continued: "Speaking of which, the last time I cooperated with Yuan Tang was "Three World Fireworks", time flies really fast, Yuan Tang has developed faster and faster in the past two years, Wen Xi said that she would come over to meet in a few days, whether it can be done or not, just meet as old friends." By the way, Yuan Tangxin went to a girl, or your alumnus. ”

Lowering his head and flipping through the book, he suddenly raised his head, "Alumni?"

"Yes, when you filmed "Fireworks in the Third World", she hadn't entered the Tang Dynasty, I heard Wen Xi say, I am still a master's student, I have seen it once from afar, a very well-behaved girl, quite similar to your temperament, is it a girl who studies classical music is different from ordinary people, I can't say where, I just feel unusual. ”

She smiled, looked down and began to read the script.

The next day, Qiao Lin, who was in a meeting at the company, received a phone call, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"Sister Qiao, I've finished reading the script of "Shu Embroidery", you can help me next, I like the role of Wen Sha very much. ”

Qiao Lin on the other side of the phone raised the corners of her mouth, "I knew you would like it, so let Wen Xi go home then, okay?"

"Well, okay, you can arrange it. ”

Hanging up the phone, Lulu went downstairs, Lulu was watching TV, holding a box of ice cream in her hand, saw her come down, and said, "Taste it, Aunt Fang bought the ice cream this time is super delicious, it has the vanilla flavor you like!"

The weather was indeed getting hotter and hotter, and she saw that Lulu was eating happily, so she also went to the refrigerator to get a box, as long as she rested, Aunt Fang would always fill the refrigerator to the brim.

She sat on the couch and watched a replay of last year's Rising Star Cup on TV, seemingly warming up for this year's game.

On the screen, a boy wearing black-rimmed glasses is singing, and his appearance is not very inconspicuous, but his warm voice immediately attracts the audience's ears.

She sat there listening to him sing, and didn't even eat ice cream.

Even the cover can have its own taste, no wonder Ts said that he must sign Xia Ran before the competition ended last year. ”

"Xia Ran?"

"Yes, this stupid boy is called Xia Ran, he was the champion of last year's 'Rising Star Cup', and now he has signed a contract with Ts to release a solo album of the same name, he sings very well, he was a contestant who got full marks from the judges last year!"

She rarely listened to pop songs, and after he left, she rarely listened to them, but this boy named Xia Ran, his voice, actually moved her.

Xia Ran on TV had been successfully promoted, and his mobile phone rang, and it turned out to be Zhang Liyou, who had not been contacted for a long time.

"Golden Jade Song" starring Zhang Liyou is about to be released, she is running around to promote, and she just had time to meet with Zhu Zhuan Xin on this day.

When filming "Bihu Yuan", the two of them didn't have much rivalry in the play, she and Chen Xi had more scenes, and both of them were cheerful, and they soon got together. is familiar with Zhuan Lian because of Lin Su, Lin Su and Cen Yan's characters have a lot of rivalry in the play, and their private relationship is also very good, and the final result is that the six of them have become very good friends outside the play.

After Chen Xi became popular because of "Bihu Yuan", film appointments continued, and it was common for two or three films to be filmed together at the same time, because he was too busy and there was less contact, but Zhang Liyou often called Zhuan Lian, and made an appointment to eat and drink tea together when he had time.

Compared with Chen Xi's debut as a teenager, Zhang Liyou and Zhu Zhuan Xin are artists who debuted at the same time, but compared to the high starting point of Chen Xianxin, Zhang Liyou has always owed some heat, and he has filmed a lot of dramas after his debut, but he has always lacked a blockbuster masterpiece.

Yuantang Media's company size and strength are far inferior to Chenhui and Xinyuan, and there are few artists under it, as the only female artist, Zhang Liyou is still very valued, and she has always been very content.

Remembering that he had met Chen Xi and Luo Jia when he was in Yu Shu before, he said casually, Zhang Liyou smiled mysteriously after hearing it, and said, "Xiaoxi is being a matchmaker." ”

She was a little surprised, and then she probably understood what was going on after thinking about it, and nodded thoughtfully, Zhang Liyou didn't continue, just sighed, " In our line of work, it is not easy to meet a suitable person who can accompany you to old age, and it is not easy to meet, and you have to consider various factors, and then it is not easy to be together, there are always some people who are afraid that the world will not be chaotic like nasty flies flying around, I can't wait for you to make your relationship public the day before, and the day after tomorrow, you will change to a variety of bloody plots to enrich their after-dinner tea topics. She stretched out her hand and waved it around in front of her eyes as if she was really waving a fly, "What's so good about being a star, no freedom, no privacy, even a simple relationship has to be magnified under the spotlight, and let others judge and discuss, why!"

It was rare for her to hear her say such things, and she felt cute when she pouted, and couldn't help laughing, Zhang Liyou turned his head to see her laughing, and he couldn't help laughing, "Haven't you ever met someone you like?" I really can't imagine what it will be like for you to fall in love." ”

"What it looks like, what it can look like, and it can become a demon or a monster. ”

"No, let me ask you, when you are filming, don't you have a momentary temptation in the emotional scene? You have cooperated with so many big names!" Zhang Li held his chin a bit like a gossip little fan, without the demure and dignified in the camera, nor the free and easy and bold outside the camera, such a cute and sincere appearance is her original appearance.

"I heard that actors from professional classes know how to mobilize and control their feelings, and they can be retracted freely, and Sister Qiao also invited a teacher to give me acting classes, but when it comes to the set, the main scene, I am still used to using my own methods. Everyone will have feelings, but some people will be confused and deeply involved, and no matter how emotional some people are, there will be a voice in their hearts to remind them that this is fake. ”

She spoke softly, and the hug and promise on the stage of the theater appeared in her heart. The person she lived in her heart never moved away, where did she have room to give to others? Is she emotional? Who else can she be emotionally attached to, even acting, she will only be confused by that person.

"Forget it, don't talk about it, I'm depressed when I talk about it. ”

"What's the matter, who stimulated you?"

"No, it's just that I suddenly found that I had missed the age when I should be in love, and I didn't have a premature love......"

Looking at Zhang Liyou's cute appearance, she couldn't help but laugh, "Early love is not a compulsory course. ”

"But I always feel that there is a deficiency when I don't take it. ”

"How can there be a life without regrets, you can prepare well to make up for it when you take the graduation exam. ”

Zhang Liyou's voice suddenly weakened, "I hope it's not that the falling flowers are intentionally ruthless." ”

She didn't take the opportunity to tease her, and whispered, "Don't worry, there will always be the most suitable person waiting for you." ”

She said this to Zhang Liyou, but she couldn't tell herself, she couldn't think of anyone who would be more suitable for that person.

In the evening, she changed her clothes and went to take a bath. She rarely asks about the company's affairs, but it is a public matter that Starlight International and Sun Kai Studio have been very close recently, so there will be some conflicts of interest with Yuan Tang.

Where there are people, there is right and wrong, and where there are interests, there are conflicts, she doesn't care about and doesn't want to think about these things, but she suddenly misses the days of filming "Bihu Yuan", and she always laughs and laughs with Chen Xi and Zhang Liyou, even if it is very hard to film in the field, under the leadership of Cen Yan, Yuan Zheng, Lin Su, everyone will still have fun in bitterness.

She has always been a very nostalgic person, Yilan is just a role that fuels her career, but that experience really makes her unforgettable, and in the past few years of filming, the cooperation with Yuan Tang is the most comfortable.

But she also remembered that Jolene had said that there would never be such an opportunity again.

The out-of-print that can no longer be obtained is the most precious, whether it is a person or an experience.