I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said weakly,

"Why bother, Lin Cheng, as your mother said, I can't forgive you, I can't be with you calmly, and it's impossible to forget my sister, oh, no, it should be my mother's death. Your mother is right, as soon as I see you, I think of her suffering. For more than 20 years, because of you and your mother, she has suffered so much. Lin Cheng, do you know? I know that the moment she died, I didn't have a chance to call her Mom, do you know this kind of pain? You don't know, you have never seen yourself, you have never thought of me. After all, why do you treat me like this? You have occupied my life for more than 20 years, how can I forgive you. The person you call your dad every day is obviously my dad, but I've only seen photos, not even from afar. Lin Cheng, I won't forgive you, no. ”

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When a person is forced to the extreme, he will go crazy. (\\.52\\//) This is the case with the current Lin Cheng.

The escape attempt that day, he arrested me back, and watched me at home all day long, Zhao Suyun quarreled with him several times, but he didn't respond, leaving Zhao Suyun alone in the living room roaring. It's been almost four days, I haven't said a word to him, I wake up every day, I sit on the balcony with a book after eating, and when I have seen enough, I look out the window, anyway, I see Lin Cheng as nothing.

He would talk to me sometimes, but when I ignored him, he lost interest and sat silently on the side.

He wouldn't let me out of the house, and at first he wouldn't even let me out of the room, but then he was afraid that I would be bored, so he allowed me to walk a few steps outside. But where am I willing to go? When I went out, I saw Zhao Suyun's white eyes, so I might as well not go.

But after holding it in the room for a long time, I really couldn't hold it back, so I simply went downstairs to watch TV. Zhao Suyun didn't come out of the room, Wu Ma was cooking in the kitchen, Lin Cheng was in the living room, and he followed me wherever I went. When he finds it boring to follow, he doesn't follow. I went to the bathroom, and he was standing outside waiting for me, and after I had been in for a long time, he was outside knocking the door and calling me.

I knew that if I wanted to get out blatantly, I wouldn't be able to get out, and I needed to outwit it. So I've been waiting for the right time.

Finally made me wait.

Wu's mother's mobile phone was placed in the bathroom, and her bag was hanging behind the door, and I was also holding a bit of luck to touch it to see if there was a mobile phone inside, but Huang Tian lived up to me, and sure enough, there was. It was an old-fashioned mobile phone with a flip cover, and after opening it, I quickly edited the text message, gave it to Qin Zeyang, and told him that the phone belonged to Wu's mother, and told him not to reply to the text message. About the day after tomorrow, Lin Cheng will definitely take me for a prenatal checkup, and at that time, I will take the opportunity to slip away in the hospital.

This is my only chance, and I have to take it. In the past few days, my lower abdomen hurts, I always lie in bed to sleep, because Lin Cheng is next to me, I can't turn over and over, the day before yesterday the pain was so dark, and my vision was blurred for a while, but fortunately, it was not for a long time, and I recovered later.

It's just that when I take a shower, there are more and more lumps in my lower abdomen and collarbone because I am thin and look a little noticeable. So in the past two days, I tried to choose the kind of clothes that covered my neck, I didn't want Lin Cheng to be suspicious when he saw it.

When I ate at noon, I smelled the smell of tuna soup, I immediately felt uncomfortable, just after eating a few bites, my stomach turned over the river and the sea, I had a premonition that I was going to vomit, so I immediately ran to the bathroom, hugged the sink and vomited, Lin Cheng immediately rushed over, gently patted my back, I had no strength at all, and I didn't have time to pay attention to him. When I got better, I immediately shook off his hand, and Mother Wu brought me water to rinse my mouth, and asked me if I wanted to rest, or prepare oatmeal porridge for me again. [Ranwen 123/\/%^.\]

I shook my head, tears forced out, and I leaned against the wall for a while. Then Wu's mother sighed heavily and said, "It's been four months, and he's vomiting so much, this kid can really toss." ”

Lin Cheng frowned, took the cup in Wu's mother's hand and said, "You go and cook some oatmeal porridge for her, add milk to it." ”

After relieving, I slowly leaned up the stairs to get ready to sleep, Lin Cheng followed behind me, trying to help me, but I glared at him fiercely, his hand hanging in the air paused, and then retracted it suddenly.

"Wanjing, don't be like this, I feel uncomfortable when you are like this. Lin Cheng said in a low voice, "Seeing you work so hard, I feel very bad in my heart. I........ Can you give me a chance? Even if you don't forgive me, let me take care of you? I know I'm a bastard and you're sad, I'm ......... Can you give me a chance and I'll compensate you?"

Now I have an iron heart, no matter what Lin Cheng says, I am indifferent. I told myself over and over again in my heart, Gu Wanjing, be sober, you can't afford to love this man. You really can't afford to love.

I went upstairs on my own, and he didn't follow.

Lying in bed, I felt uncomfortable all the time, in fact, I knew very well whether it was because of my stomach and I wanted to vomit or because of my child. I lay in fear, thinking, don't be okay, don't.

About half an hour later, Lin Cheng went upstairs with porridge, at that time I was lying on the bed, closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, he paused in front of the bed and looked at me for a while, probably thought I was asleep, looked at me quietly for a while, he reached out to touch my cheek, the action was very light, as if he was afraid that if he touched my face, it would be broken.

In the middle of the night, I heard a low sob, the kind with pathos and grievances, he even cried so forbearingly, so cautious.

This is the second time Lin Cheng has faced me and cried. Both times he thought I was asleep. I didn't dare to open my eyes, I was afraid that if I moved a little, he would show me.

Why is he crying?

Why do I feel heartache when he cries? It's like a needle stuck in the tip of the heart, and it hurts for a while.

I thought I was hard-hearted, but why did he just shed a few tears in front of me and I felt pain?

The mutual torture between us, from beginning to end, was a lose-lose situation, when we first chose, why didn't we expect that there would be today?

To this day, I don't understand, between me and Lin Cheng, apart from torture, what is left?

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at Lin Cheng in front of me who was covering his face and crying, and suddenly felt that he was like a child, looking so helpless, so lost, and so painful. But what is he suffering? Between us, isn't it that I am more painful and I am more uncomfortable?

"Lin Cheng, let it go, let it go, it's better for both of us. Why do you have to work so hard with each other? You are not happy with me, and so am I with you. I finally opened my mouth to speak to him.

He looked up at me in astonishment, and even more stubbornly reached out to wipe away the tears, it was clear that I had seen him cry, but he was still so stubborn........

"Gu Wanjing, as I said, I won't let go of your hand. I've missed it so many times, and this time, don't let it go. It's a long life, I don't know what my life will be like if I miss you again. But as long as I think about it, I feel uncomfortable, without you, my life would have no meaning. "Lin Cheng's gaze locked my gaze deeply, and I couldn't separate it at all.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth slightly, and said weakly, "Why bother, Lin Cheng, as your mother said, it is impossible for me to forgive you, it is impossible for me to be with you calmly, and it is impossible to forget my sister, oh, no, it should be my mother's death." Your mother is right, as soon as I see you, I think of her suffering. For more than 20 years, because of you and your mother, she has suffered so much. Lin Cheng, do you know? I know that the moment she died, I didn't have a chance to call her Mom, do you know this kind of pain? You don't know, you have never seen yourself, you have never thought of me. After all, why do you treat me like this? You have occupied my life for more than 20 years, how can I forgive you. The person you call your dad every day is obviously my dad, but I've only seen photos, not even from afar. Lin Cheng, I won't forgive you, no. ”

The room was very quiet, and I could clearly hear Lin Cheng's breathing and sobbing. My words made his face pale, and he didn't say a word, just got up lightly, and walked towards the door.

I don't know where he went, but the only thing in this house that could be his refuge was the study.

The study full of dust and debris.

That study full of secrets.

After he left, I stared at the ceiling for a long time, and my heart was in a mess, and I felt so bad. I felt an indescribable emptiness, like falling into a bottomless pit, going down and down, alone.

I don't know when it's the end.

Feeling hungry, I got up and ate the oatmeal porridge that Lin Cheng put on the bedside, in fact, I had no appetite, but for the sake of the child in my belly, I had to eat it.

Even if I vomit after eating, I have to vomit and continue to eat.

Until the evening, when Lin Cheng came back to the room, I was still lying on the bed, and he woke me up gently, and then cut off the porridge and chicken soup for me.

Same as at noon, I vomited when I ate it. In the bathroom, Lin Cheng patted me on the back, as if after thinking about it, he said with difficulty, "I'll take you to the prenatal checkup tomorrow to see if there's anything wrong, why do you still want to vomit at this time." They all say that you will grow meat when you are pregnant, but I only see that you have been losing weight," he looked at my slightly bulging belly and said worriedly, "Tomorrow we will go for a check-up, and I will accompany you." ”

I sneered, "What to check? Do you want me to do it?" Lin Cheng, what if the child is deformed? Do you want me to do it?"

His face was bruised and he looked terrible.

I know that my goal has been achieved, and the more this happens, the more Lin Cheng will not be unusual. I calculated that it was four months for the check-up, and if he cared about the child, he would definitely take me there.

When I went to bed at night, Lin Cheng insisted on hugging me despite my opposition. Night is the most vulnerable time for people, the most easily moved time, Lin Cheng seized this time to talk to me, apologize, and repent.

He said, "Wanjing, you are so stubborn, what should I do before you can forgive me?" You may think about it, do I also have a last resort? One day you will definitely understand my suffering, understand that I have nowhere to confide, and understand that I want to stop talking.

He said, stay by my side well, I owe you, and I will repay you with my whole life. When you give birth to a child, we will go abroad, buy a house in a small town, and live the most comfortable and comfortable life, don't you really want to be such a son when you go to college? You give me time, trust me, I will definitely give you the life you want. We will have another child in the future, and I read the book that two children together will not feel lonely. If you like children, then take care of them at home, and I will go out to earn money to support the family.

........

I wept silently on this side. And he, for a long time, has long been accustomed to my indifference.

Lin Cheng, in this life, we don't have a chance.

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