Xiao Li's funeral was presided over by the Ministry of Public Security, solemn and *, at his memorial service, colleagues from the city's public security front were all present, and the crowd who rushed to hear the news crowded the funeral parlor even more impenetrable.

After discussing with Xiao Li's colleagues, Ye Beibei decided not to tell Xiao Moting about his father's sacrifice for the time being, the child is too young, many things are not within the scope of his bearing, he has no mother anymore, and then tell him that his father is not there, how cruel!

They unanimously told Xiao Moting that Xiao Li had a mission to go to the field, and he would not come back until a long, long time, Ye Beibei's family had something to do, and he had to go back to City B for a few days, and he was temporarily living in the kindergarten teacher's house these days, so he could avoid the process of dealing with the funeral at home.

Ye Beibei stood in front of Xiao Li's coffin, and did not cry in grief, and a group of people came to her to express their sorrow and condolences, she just nodded her head indifferently, there was no sadness or joy in her eyes, looking at the strangers coming and going, as if there was no emotion, numbly completed this long and difficult ritual.

At this time, Ye Beibei knew that people were a little sluggish when they were really sad to the extreme, and she also knew that what she needed more now was to be calm and calm, Xiao Li left, and there were countless things waiting for her to make up her mind and make the final decision, and the two children also needed her to take care of.

It's just that Ye Beibei's composure finally collapsed when Xiao Li was cremated!

How she couldn't accept this reality, holding Xiao Li's urn, she was heartbroken, how could those gray bones in this be Xiao Li? He was obviously still living with him the day before! Is this Xiao Li? Is the silent person in it really him?

Xiao Li, you swear to stay with me, how can you break the contract halfway!

Ye Beibei almost fainted from crying, her heart was no longer clear, it was chaotic, and she couldn't tell whether everything in front of her was real or illusory.

Xiao Li's two female colleagues watched Ye Beibei's body soften, and seeing that they couldn't support it, they hurriedly helped her aside, for fear that she would rush into the death zone where she shouldn't go

The vibrant southern city became gloomy in Ye Beibei's eyes, and she looked at the world she had just familiarized, as if something was slowly flowing out of her heart, dissipating into the air, leaving only a big black hole, which could never be filled......

Shawry's unit took into account Ye Beibei's actual situation, and hired a nanny for her son in these days of dealing with the funeral. When Ye Beibei was sent back by Xiao Li's two female colleagues, the nanny was taking the child to take a nap, she insisted on sending Xiao Li's two female colleagues away, and one person locked the door tightly, leaning against the door tiredly, and slowly slid down.

"Woo ......" The tears that I thought were all dry just now poured out again, "Xiao Li, I'm sorry....." After this sentence she muttered, there was continuous crying and tears, and no one was heard again.

People can be ruthless, even if she doesn't love Xiao Li, but after living together for so long, they also have feelings, and in addition, she also feels ashamed of Xiao Li.

Since she married Xiao Li, Xiao Li has always been paying, Xiao Li is being used by herself, she has not even fulfilled the obligations of a wife, and even the night before Xiao Li died, she rejected him in that way and hurt him in disguise......

These feelings of guilt deeply tormented Ye Beibei, if time could be turned back, she would definitely treat Xiao Li well, she would definitely do her best to be a good wife like Jiang Yuezhou! But time cannot be turned back, Xiao Li will never give her a chance to make amends again!

Fortunately, he also left her Xiao Moting.

Because Xiao Li is an orphan, and Moting's mother has been abroad for many years and cannot be contacted, although Ye Beibei is Xiao Moting's stepmother, Xiao Moting's custody is still reasonably returned to Ye Beibei.

Ye Beibei tried her best to control her sad emotions, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and forced herself to eat a big bowl of rice when she came out.

She knew that from now on, everything would be different again.

Once again, the trajectory of her life has deviated, her husband is gone, she has two children to raise, and from now on, she will have to take on all the responsibilities of the family.

Ye Beibei looked at the thin and haggard woman in the mirror, she was not frightened at all, and took a deep breath, Ye Beibei, you can do it, you must do it!

She went to Xiao Moting's kindergarten to pick up Mo Ting, looking at the eyebrows and eyes similar to Xiao Li, the eyes, the nose, and the lips all had familiar traces, as if it was such a mouth and said: "Beibei, I will take care of you for a lifetime!"

Ye Beibei looked at Xiao Moting, gritted her teeth, but tears still couldn't help flowing, she squatted in front of Xiao Moting, crying silently, this child is everything that Xiao Li left her.

Xiao Moting panicked and wiped the tears on Ye Beibei's cheeks with his soft hand, "Mom, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?"

"I, I just miss you....... Moting, do you miss your mother, go home with your mother!"

Ye Beibei took Xiao Li's hand and walked forward step by step firmly, she knew that Xiao Li was watching her and Moting from a place she couldn't see, and would never leave them, maybe one day, she suddenly looked back, and he would smile at her in the language of the wind and flowers.

Xiao Li died in the line of duty, and the unit gave a pension, and according to the regulations, the two children were also raised by the unit until they were eighteen years old, but even so, Ye Beibei still hired a nanny to take care of her children, and she was busy in front of the computer every day.

That pension Ye Beibei can't move, it's the money that Xiao Li exchanged for his life, she can't spend it, she wants to leave that money to Xiao Moting. She is the mother of two children, and has the responsibility and obligation to make the life of the two children better.

Ye Beibei was worried about the two children, so she didn't go out to look for a job, but just took some work at home, so that she could have more energy to take care of the children. Xiao Moting has begun to ask her more and more frequently about his father's news, fortunately, Xiao Li used to travel a lot, and he would not let go of his father and ask him for his father.

A young woman's life with two children is sad and hard, but Ye Beibei still decided to live in this city, and did not want to return to City B, return to her parents and friends.

Soon, her life became regular.

Xiao Moyan is taken care of by the nanny, she gets up on time every day, cooks, sends Xiao Moting to school, and then starts working, picks up Xiao Moting from school at night, goes to the supermarket to shop, in addition, she is closed most of the time. Every weekend, she would go out with her nanny and her two children.