187. Tribulation

I said, "You can't accept it, so you don't even make the decision for your child whether or not to accept such a thing?"

Zhang Xiaoya looked at the TV and said: "Soon he will take his ex-girlfriend abroad, I bless them, I can raise the child, so basically he doesn't have to worry about anything." ”

I said, "Are you willing?"

Zhang Xiaoya said: "What is reluctant, the left and right are just a man, for me, the child is more important, I believe that my choice is more beneficial to him, rather than to give him birth in a family full of quarrels and frequent crises, compared to this family that strives to maintain and will fall apart at any time I don't know when I don't know when I will break up, I would rather give him a quiet life circle." ”

I suddenly feel that Zhang Xiaoya's words are very reasonable, yes, if Zhang Xiaoya and Zhang Ze are forcibly put together now, the life between the two people must be full of contradictions, right?

In such a state, it is better not to be together, both parties calm down, remember the beauty of the past, and once the anger disappears, it is not completely out of chance.

I sat there and didn't speak, I was full of words to persuade Zhang Xiaoya, but in the end I found that my belly full of words was useless at all, I have experienced things like her, and naturally understand her feelings, her current mood is exactly the same as I was at the beginning, what I couldn't do before, why should I force her to do it?

Zhang Xiaoya said: "Lailai, I naturally know your current mood, your mood is the same as when I wanted to match you and Lin Rongshen, at that time I thought, if the two of you are not together in this life, it is really a pity, you see the facts have proved that Zhan Dong is not suitable, Lin Rongshen is your good match, you see how good and happy you are now, my vision is not wrong." ”

Zhang Xiaoya looked at me with a slight envy, and I didn't want to say too much, just like she said, she was me now, I understand how much she doesn't want to listen to these nonsense that she can figure out at this time.

She thinks and understands, but she may not accept it.

Understanding, understanding, and accepting are two different things.

I know it's not going to help to say too much now, I can only say, "Did you think clearly?"

She said, "Figured it out. ”

I said, "No regrets?"

"No, I won't regret it," she said. ”

I finally asked again, "There is no room for salvage?"

Zhang Xiaoya said decisively: "No." ”

I said, "Okay, come with me for dinner?"

Zhang Xiaoya thought I was trying to cheat money and she went to see Zhang Ze, looking at me with a vigilant face, I sighed and explained: "Don't worry, I just see that you are depressed now, and I am afraid that it will not be good for the child, so I want to take you out for a walk, and I just happened to go to the mall to shop, we are now two pregnant women, and there is just a topic to communicate." ”

Zhang Xiaoya relaxed at this time, and finally squeezed out a smile on her face, and said, "Okay." ”

I took Zhang Xiaoya to the mall to go shopping, the two pregnant women really have a lot to talk about, although I am quite experienced with the child, but I still do not have Zhang Xiaoya's experience in the first pregnancy, it can be seen that she really values this child.

It's about that women are born with an inexplicable sense of excitement about shopping, and after shopping for a long time, both of them are in a good mood, and they have dinner in the mall here, and then they say goodbye before leaving.

On the way back, I glanced at my mobile phone, and the more than 20 calls on it were all calls from Zhang Ze, and he probably called to ask for the results.

I didn't know how to answer him, I hesitated for a long time looking at the 20 or so phone calls, and finally broadcast it, and the phone was quickly connected, Zhang Ze's voice came anxiously from the other end of the phone, and he asked me how Zhang Xiaoya and I were talking.

I asked him if he wanted to hear the truth or a lie, and Zhang Ze said without hesitation: "Tell the truth." ”

I said, "Zhang, there is no room for salvage in this matter. ”

Zhang Ze said: "What did Xiaoya say?"

I said, "She said that you should take your child to a foreign country for treatment, and her child will bring the number herself." ”

Zhang Ze said: "Didn't she say anything else?"

She said, "I wish you a safe journey, and there are really no other words." ”

Zhang Ze was silent on the other end of the phone, and after a long time, he smiled bitterly and said, "Sure enough, there is no more chance between the two of us." ”

I comforted him and said: "Don't think like this, you better go abroad quietly first to cure the child's illness, after all, you are his father, this is your responsibility, as for this, Zhang Xiaoya has a family to take care of, so you don't have to worry, she can basically handle it, and when you both take care of your own affairs, as long as you like each other, it's not that there is no chance, right?"

Zhang Ze's voice on the phone was lifeless, and he smiled bitterly and said, "Is it?"

I said, "Yes, now that Jaya is more rational than any of us, I don't think anything will change the result." ”

After Zhang Ze knew the result, he naturally had nothing to say to me, and after a long time, he squeezed out a sentence from his throat: "I know." ”

I said, "Have a safe journey." ”

He said, "Thank you." ”

After we finished chatting, the two sides hung up the phone, I don't know why, there was a little heaviness in my heart, I didn't expect that the most optimistic pair at the beginning, to this day it has become such a result, God is really good at playing the world, always burying a thunder in a peaceful life, when others feel very happy and calm, and then slowly light the fuse, bang, and exploded without warning.

It's unprepared, panicked, and powerless to deal with anything.

I don't know if Zhang Xiaoya and Zhang Ze will have a chance to be together in the future.

It's just that this probability, it should be difficult......

After Lin Rongshen came back from the company in the evening, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, I have been sitting on the bed waiting for him, he found that I seemed to be a little unhappy today, so he hung the towel to wipe his hair on the hanger, walked towards the bed, after uncovering the quilt, he hugged me into his arms and asked: "What's the matter?" ”

I shouted Lin Rongshen in a muffled voice.

He stroked my hair and hummed, "What's wrong?"

I said, "Zhang Ze and Zhang Xiaoya divorced......

When I said this, Lin Rongshen was also stunned for a few seconds, and he probably didn't expect the situation to be so sudden.

Lin Rongshen listened and said, "So you're sad about this matter?"

I said, "I'm just a little sad, they had such a good relationship at the beginning, but I didn't expect it to turn out ......"

Lin Rongshen looked at it very lightly, he said: "There will always be tribulations in feelings. ”