"There's nothing to this ......., it's just a name and a birthday...........

The spider smiled helplessly: This may not be a feeling for you, but for a few of us, although we came out in different places, but the encounter between us is the same, we all say that the place is good, it is a paradise for children like us, but the reality, it is a fart.

We don't even have the simplest name, because we are not wanted, our name is a simple kitten and a dog or something, and those who can talk and do things may be a little better, and they don't have to be as miserable as us, and they don't live like a person.

Do you know how envious I am that you have a name, you know that you have a name and a birthday, it means that you know your father's name, and the day your mother gave birth to you, how happy it is, you can have your own birthday, you can have your own ID card, you can tattoo your name when you get a tattoo, but how many of us?

We can't, I don't even know when I was born, I don't know what my father's surname is, sometimes I really think I'm jumping out of the cracks in the stone, at least I can still know that my parents are stones, hehe, no matter what, it's better than now.

In fact, people like us, the saddest time may be the time of purity, other people's homes are lively, family reunion days, but where can we live?

Although the boss will look for us every year, but the feeling can be the same, the boss's family is happy together, what about us? At that time, I felt that I was redundant, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

My name is Spider, hehe, I'm still an insect, do you know why I named myself Spider? Because I want people to be afraid of me, this spider is much better than the original dog.

……….

"That's enough. Wang Rui roared with tears on her face at this time.

Can you stop talking, what are you talking about, what's the use, we are destined to be like this, what are you struggling with, what's wrong with yourself, can you die?

"It's not... Xiaorui, you misunderstood, I didn't mean that...."

What's wrong with that, I don't understand anything, you keep saying that you envy me for having a name and a birthday, and I'm so envious that you don't know anything, is it so good to have a name and a birthday?

"Isn't it good? Isn't it much better than us?"

A few stronger, what do you know, you know what to envy this and envy that, what's the use, I know my birthday and name, but at the same time I'm also the most troublesome one, I'm a woman.

I just can't figure it out, since I was left my birthday and name, why did he want to abandon me, why did he send me to that kind of place, if you don't like me, you can not give birth to me, you can strangle me to death, let me come to this world for what to do, let me suffer? Wang Rui scratched her hair frantically.

"Xiaorui....don't be like this, brother is wrong, we don't want to do that, okay?" The spider patted Wang Rui's shoulder distressedly.

…..

Wang Rui picked up the tissue on the table, wiped her tears, and said: Do you know how I spent my childhood? You are all boys, your independence is much stronger than mine, although you are not very good in it, but at least you can resist, can I? Do I have as much strength as you?

"Hmm... You're right. ”

There is one thing, I have never told you, I am afraid that you will laugh at me and dislike me, I have always hidden this matter in my heart, since you mentioned it today, then I will tell you, the expression on Wang Rui's face was a little complicated, as if he was doing some struggle.

"Tell me, you're our sister, how can we dislike you, just say it, we're in it for everything. ”

I know that you treat me well and have always treated me like a sister, but this kind of thing is really difficult to open, except for the boss and me, no third person knows about this matter, not even he knows.

"What's the matter, is it so secret?"

Brother Spider, Wang Rui called Brother very rarely.

"Well, you say, I'll listen. ”

Actually, I really don't want to mention this matter again, I contacted the boss a few years before you, but do you know what I experienced before the year I came into contact with the boss?

Those days were the most desperate, helpless, and disgusting period of my life, really, to tell you the truth, during that time I wanted to die, I thought about suicide, I tried, but I never succeeded, every time I was about to die, I was rescued, and I continued to endure that pain.

"You've done something like this? and why? Why didn't you tell us earlier?" the spider asked, confused. ”

I also thought about telling you, but I was afraid that if you did something stupid, I didn't tell you, so I secretly told the boss, Wang Rui took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth, and after a while, Wang Rui had already smoked several cigarettes.

Smoke less, what is a girl doing with so many cigarettes, it's not good for her health, obedient, don't smoke, the spider is about to snatch the cigarette from Wang Rui's mouth.

But Wang Rui avoided it: Brother, don't rob it, let me smoke it, if I don't smoke it, I really can't say it, this matter is very uncomfortable in my heart.

"That's okay, okay, you smoke, I'll smoke with you, just say anything, I'll listen, it's good to say it, the spider also picked up the cigarette and smoked it in his mouth, looking at the state of Wang Rui in front of him at the moment, the spider's heart was very uncomfortable. ”

The relationship between Spider and Wang Rui is not the kind of brother that can be compared, although it is not biological, but it is deeper than the relationship between parents, because they have all had the same experience, only people who come out of that environment know how precious family and friendship are, how hard-won.

They can be very ruthless to kill a person, and at the same time they can also use their lives to hand over a person, their emotional thoughts are very simple, that is, if you are good to me, then I can dig out your heart, if you treat me badly, play me, then I can take * to slap your heart, it's that simple.

……………

"Brother, look at these scars on my body, Wang Rui lifted the nightgown and leaked out of the snow-white thighs, the spider's reaction was not squinting, but very gloomy, Wang Rui's legs were very white, very thin, and very smooth, but there was a scar at the root of the thigh, as if it had been bitten. ”

"How?" asked the spider.

You wait and ask me again, I'll talk about it later, Wang Rui stood up, took off his nightgown, and stood in front of the spider in such an unobstructed manner, there was no trace of waves on the spider's face, and there were scars on the chest, as if they had been cut by a knife, and there were many scars on the back and buttocks, some of which looked like they had been whipped, bitten, and scratched, which looked very shocking.

These scars will not disappear at all, they will only follow Wang Rui all the time, unless they go to South Korea for surgery to remove these scars, otherwise they will be like this for the rest of their lives.

That's why I don't like to wear hot pants and slatted back clothes, these are ugly, as a woman, everyone wants to have good skin, wear nice and revealing clothes, but I can't, I have a little flaw.

"Well, I understand, you get dressed first. The spider said.

Wang Rui put on a nightgown and sat on a chair and smoked a cigarette and said slowly: I came to the boss at the age of twelve, and I told the boss about it when I was thirteen years old.

One night when I was 12 years old, it was raining, I was sleeping in the dormitory as usual, and in a daze, I felt like I was being taken away, I thought I was dreaming, so I didn't pay much attention to it, and I continued to sleep, but suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my lower body, and I knew that it was not a dream.

When I opened my eyes, I saw some male leaders in that place, tying me to the table, and lying on top of me was the head of that place, he was in his sixties, his hair was gray, he was lying on top of me doing disgusting things, I struggled desperately, but it was useless, I couldn't escape.

I can't figure out why people who usually look so amiable do such a thing to me, I shouted for help, shouted for let me go, the more I looked like this, the more excited they became, one person was over, replaced by another, and so on and on, and ravaged me until dawn.

I cried and asked them why they did this to me, but they said that it was just because I was too good-looking, too seductive, and I couldn't let me eat and drink for nothing for so many years, I had to pay something.

When they had gone, they chained me to the basement, where I had eaten and drunk, and where I had eaten, drunk, and lazard, and declared that I had been taken away, and that they would often come and do something to me, and that I had become their plaything.

Before I knew it, a month passed, and during this time, it was not only those responsible persons who came to ravage me, but also some businessmen and celebrities in society, their hearts are so perverted, why would they do it to me as a twelve-year-old girl, and the money earned was shared by them privately, and they also bought me some things, hehe.