Chapter 191: A Bombshell Blow
Soon, the name Su Yiyang was called in Xinguang City, and even the entire performance world.
He has won the reputation of a genius in the business world, everyone knows that cooperating with Su Dashao is a free ride to make money, he is the vane of the trend in the performance industry, and it is impossible for any project to be impossible to achieve results in his hands. Whether it is the overwhelming advantage in business negotiations, or the ease in projects that cost hundreds of millions of dollars, it is enough to see his ability.
Su Yiyang has been unanimously recognized by the board of directors of the Su Group, and everyone sincerely praised Su Guangnan for cultivating a very good heir, and even outperformed him by a few points.
But it was only at this time that Su Guangnan began to reflect on whether he was wrong.
Because Su Guangnan suddenly found that Su Yiyang's heart was too deeply worn by those deceitful people, he saw the human feelings and sophistication too thoroughly, whether it was the authorities or the bystanders, after all, he excluded himself from the cold side, it was difficult for him to devote himself wholeheartedly, and it was difficult to believe something, whether it was feelings, people's hearts, or others.
Su Yiyang's so-called most chic is actually the most ruthless.
Over the years, Su Guangnan has been educating Su Yiyang according to his so-called standards, especially after experiencing Sun Jing's incident, he has suffered a lot of emotional injuries, and he feels that his feelings are meaningless except for involvement, and he looks at many issues a little extremely. This kind of projection directly affects Su Guangnan's words and deeds for children, since Su Yiyang was a child, he has always told children that the world is not credible, as the so-called business and business, everything to maximize the interests of the most important thing. In the face of absolute interests, other emotions can be compromised, and soft-heartedness is just a weakness for others to take advantage of.
Earlier, Su Guangnan had never felt that there was anything wrong with these words, and he was not sure how much Su Yiyang had listened to those constraints.
But as he grew older, time smoothed out the traces left by many things, and Su Guangnan gradually became tolerant, and even had a little more tenderness for Sun Jing, the old man, and finally began to reflect on whether he was too extreme earlier. Especially when he found that after Su Yiyang returned to China, the sharp and decisive actions he showed were like the data coded by an accurate machine, completely excluding personal emotions and not seeing the slightest superfluous thoughts. He is accustomed to hiding his true emotions quietly, and is unwilling to show his sincerity to others, and those scars that have not been erased are hidden deeper and deeper.
It was only at this time that the conceited Old Man Su finally realized what he had missed - he was too harsh and too cold to Su Yiyang, and missed all the possibilities of reconciliation.
Su Guangnan is well versed in human feelings, how can he not see that Su Yiyang has not let go of the past.
Su Yiyang is always calm and decent for outsiders, whether it is banter and indulgence or talking and laughing, he only shows the part he wants to show others, as for the deepest emotions in his heart, he has never thought about being touched, and he doesn't need care or understanding. Because of his distrust of others, Su Yiyang refused all the help from the outside world, whether it was his biological father Su Guangnan, or Zhong Ziyi, who had played since he was a child, it was not enough for him to open his heart.
The bottom of his heart is like a layer of solid ice, and the deepest fragility and hesitation have never dissipated, but they are frozen in the deepest depths, so that no one can touch them.
It's too tiring to live like this.
It wasn't until this time that Su Guangnan finally began to feel sorry for Su Yiyang. If he had known the current outcome, would he have let go of his son to make amends in advance, or would he have eased the father-son relationship that had gradually reached an impasse while the child was still young?
– or if we had to do it all over again, would there be a new possibility?
Even Su Guangnan himself was not sure about these things.
It's just that Su Yiyang's current attitude makes the so-called "untying the knot" more and more difficult, and all Su Guangnan's concern can only be obscured into a quiet look behind his back, and the explanation that has not arrived for a long time has been delayed again and again, and the truth has gradually become less important, after all, Su Yiyang has long needed any explanation.
The shadow left by the years is deep-rooted, Su Yiyang has been resentful for so many years, how can the damage be smoothed out lightly. Those things that were absent when he needed them the most may now be put back in front of him, and he is no longer rare.
Su Guangnan has been waiting for the child to figure it out for himself, but this is no less than an idiot's dream, and letting Su Yiyang take the initiative to untie the knot in his heart is an impossible fantasy.
Stuck in an impasse, it's too late.
.......
Looking at Su Yiyang's side face reflecting the moonlight, Su Guangnan couldn't stop the undercurrent waves in his heart at all. The atmosphere tonight was so good, Su Yiyang actually showed a rare good face, which couldn't help but make Su Guangnan a little flattered, and even began to have unrealistic thoughts.
It is this villa, this leather European-style sofa, more than a year ago, Su Yiyang left angrily because of his investment in a private theater troupe, and ten years ago he was arguing because he was studying abroad.
But counting back in time, more than ten years ago, they were also close. Su Guangnan taught the child to read and write, rubbed Su Yiyang's hair and praised him for being smart, Su Yiyang called his father in a milky voice, obviously he was still a child who didn't understand anything, but he wanted to pretend to be an adult, and said that he would become an excellent person like his father in the future.
How did they end up like this?
There has never been a moment when Su Guangnan is looking forward to it like this, everything is still possible to maneuver, and the contradictions between them can completely dissipate.
And Su Yiyang, who was sitting on the sofa, lowered his eyes slightly and his eyes were dim, and his thoughts drifted far away.
The summer in my memory is always inseparable from the evening breeze and jasmine, the faint fragrance of tea is diffused everywhere, and Su Yiyang can't tell whether the fragrance of flowers lingering in the nose comes from the sea of flowers in the courtyard, or the clear liquid in the tea cup, or it is on Sun Jing's body.
Later dreams were always full of resentment, and he gradually forgot how gentle his mother's smile was, and only remembered the bitterness that could not be dissipated between his tongues, all the way to the bottom of his heart.
When did it start to change?
It seems to be a matter of the past year, when Sun Jing's figure gradually faded, the end of the dream was the girl's clear and moving eyes reflecting the moonlight, and her delicate and fair face was plated with a gentle light. Her hair was raised at night, and her eyes were especially beautiful, as if the sky was full of stars.
Gu Nanqiao's words were soft and good, and every word was imprinted in Su Yiyang's heart.
"Brother Su, aren't you, and me......"
It seems that from that moment on, a lot of things are different. Whether it was a turning point or a redemption, the deadlock was broken so easily, even Su Yiyang found it hard to believe.
For Su Yiyang, Gu Nanqiao is a new possibility.
Su Yiyang thought about it over there, and it wasn't until a cool touch came from his hand that he finally came back to his senses. It was the cup handed over by Su Guangnan, and looking at the water filled with ice cubes inside, he guessed a little bit of what his old man meant.
Probably because the relationship between them was too embarrassing, Su Guangnan even expressed his concern very vaguely.
Those who care about their son are too many times, and many words Old Man Su can't say at all, they can only be reflected through various details, and they are covered up by casual words. Even sometimes for the sake of face, he will make some discounts in Su Guangnan's rhetoric, so that in the end, what he showed was far less than one-tenth of his inner thoughts.
Before, Su Yiyang was too lazy to put his mind on guessing and guessing, and he also adhered to the principle of pretending not to accept his father's twists and turns, for fear that he would have any bit of self-inflicted affection.
But in the past year, it is probably a strong medicine to break away from the Su family, and when the relationship deteriorates to the extreme, it is rare for the father and son to start to reflect, especially after Su Guangnan took the initiative to take a step back, Su Yiyang also eased up. Coupled with the spring full of garden and Gu Nanqiao, Su Dashao's mentality has changed a lot, and after being made up by his own hair so much tonight, his understanding of Su Guangnan has reached its peak at this time.
For a moment, Su Yiyang actually felt that his father's duplicity was also strangely cute.
Thinking like this, Su Yiyang's lips couldn't help but smile casually, and he casually teased and came with his mouth open.
"I said Dad, are you too blind to me, or are you so slamming on your own son, I finally went home, I didn't point to you to take out those good wine that has been treasured for many years to entertain me, so I also made me a pot of West Lake Longjing frozen top oolong or something, and take a glass of boiled water to fool me - money that thing is not brought to life and death, and it is not possible to give birth to cubs, is there anything reluctant, I said in time, what is there to be reluctant to?"
"Don't you think you drank enough tonight and started talking nonsense?"
Su Guangnan pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, glanced at Su Yiyang, and opened his mouth unhurriedly.
"Wine must not be given to you to drink, although tea is a hangover, but it has come to this time, do you want to sleep after drinking tea? You are also not young, don't be like a child, never think about the consequences of doing things, don't even know how to take care of your own body, and expect others to remind you of everything?"
"Okay, please let the old man say a few words, it's just a few words of advice over and over again, I am tired of listening to you if you don't say that you are tired. In this way, keep the tea and good wine for me, don't let others go cheaply, I'll come over to drink a few glasses with you tomorrow, there will be no reason to be reluctant at that time, right?"
Su Yiyang's words had just started to speak, and the casualness between the words had already surprised Su Guangnan, except for the New Year's holidays over the years, Su Yiyang had never come to the Su family's villa, according to his words, out of sight was clean, it was too late to hide, how could there be a reason to take the initiative to come to the door?
But now what Su Dashao is saying, he said generously, Catch Ming'er to come over to have a few drinks with his old man. Such a huge amount of information couldn't help but make Su Guangnan's pupils earthquake to plate drift, and for a moment, Old Man Su almost thought that the person who was drunk tonight was himself, so that the brain was short-circuited and began to hallucinate.
But who knew that Su Guangnan's surprise had not been completely digested, and Su Yiyang quickly gave a heavy blow.