In many cases, people's likes and dislikes are beyond their control.

For example, many people are born with a love for green onion and ginger, and some people even if they grow to the oldest, even if they already understand the indispensability of green onion and ginger in seasoning, but he still doesn't like it.

But more often than not, people's likes and dislikes are actually roughly similar.

For example, everyone loves to eat delicious things, such as beautiful things that everyone loves to see, for example, there are many suitors for beautiful girls, and handsome boys will also have countless women one after another, even if they know that they are moths to the fire.

In the past, Wang Jingxue thought that she was detached, she felt that she had seen through these, but in the past two years, she has felt more and more that there is no difference between seeing through and not seeing through some things.

Okay, that's good, it's not that you won't be attracted if you see through it.

In fact, it's also hard to be swayed by yourself.

Therefore, people will have distress.

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After lunch, Li Qian and Wang Jinglu went shopping hand in hand, of course Wang Jingxue would not be uninteresting, so she stayed alone in the hotel room, anyway, in terms of her temperament, she was used to being alone.

As long as she stayed alone in the room, even if she didn't do anything, just sat quietly, her heart always calmed down quickly. Whether it's in a daze, or thinking about something, in short, she enjoys the quiet time that belongs only to her.

It's just that today, it seems something special.

In fact, these days, for her, it has been a very special experience. Because she always feels impetuous. It seems that there is no way to calm himself down anyway.

Thereupon. After sitting alone for a long time. She had no choice but to get up and walk to the window, looking at the film and television city from a distance, while silently thinking about her thoughts.

The Film and Television City Hotel is built on the periphery of Wuzhong Film and Television City, and when you stand on a floor like Wang Jingxue's residence, you can see the entire film and television city. At this time, in the film and television city, in addition to the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew, there are two other crews settled in, and the northeast corner of the film and television city. There are also some places under construction, which are said to be the special requirements of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew - director Feng Yumin thinks that several palaces in the film and television city are not grand and exquisite enough.

At this time, Wang Jingxue could see the artificially built hillside in the westernmost part of the film and television city, and there was a dilapidated temple on the hillside. When she saw that temple, she immediately thought of Li Qian filming there a few days ago.

When he appeared in the TV series, that hillside was called Shenting Ridge, where Sun Ce and Tai Shici fought darkly, so the actors naturally had to fight darkly - although that scene had nothing to do with Wang Jingxue. But because of Li Qian's appearance, of course Wang Jinglu will go to see it. She was reluctant to go, but she was still forced by her sister to go, so she saw with her own eyes how hard it is for actors to shoot scenes.

Generally, when filming a fight scene, the director will only put forward requirements and general directions, specific action design, Lens design, that is the topic that needs to be discussed between the martial arts instructor and the photographer, and often, although the martial arts instructor will choreograph a series of actions in advance, and teach the actors hand in hand, and communicate with the photographer at the same time to shoot the angle and direction, but the fight scene, unlike the two actors face to face to say the lines so controllable, most of the time, the actor in the shooting process of the fight scene, it is difficult to completely follow the martial arts instructor's prior plan to fight.

It is said that director Feng Yumin's requirement for the drama in the Three Kingdoms is to strive for truthfulness, that is to say, in this play, even if the force value is against the sky like Lu Bu and Zhao Yun, they are just normal people, and they can't fly.

Therefore, the battle between Sun Ce and Tai Shici in Shentingling, if it was like a master's move at the beginning, then later, it has become not much different from two hooligans fighting on the street - Wang Jingxue was very puzzled at first, but Wang Jinglu told her that this scene had been filmed once before, and she was also curious, so she asked, and people told her that she didn't know if it was far away, at least it was history-keeping. Even the real masters who are still alive really fight like this, and they don't have the style of masters as people imagine.

Then, for that scene, the crew filmed for several hours, and of course the two actors fell and fought for hours.

When that scene was over, the director was finally satisfied, and when she returned to the room at night, Wang Jinglu looked so distressed that she looked like she was about to cry, according to her, Li Qian was covered with injuries all over her body, and many places had fallen to bruises and purple.

Wang Jinglu is Li Qian's girlfriend, besides, the two have been living together for a long time, of course she bought bone-setting medicine for him as soon as possible, and there is no need to avoid taboos, but Wang Jingxue's identity is one layer away after all, of course, it is not good to run over to see Li Qianguang's body, so from beginning to end, she did not see Li Qian's bruises.

It's just going to ...... Some worries and distress.

Although she knew that there was no reason for this distress, she also knew that it was not necessary at all - her sister was his girlfriend, she felt sorry for Li Qian, it was only right, it was justified, and she was just his girlfriend's sister after all.

But no, she accompanied her sister out to find a martial arts instructor to ask for bone-setting ointment and came back, and her sister went to apply medicine to Li Qian, leaving her alone in the room, but she was distressed for no reason, and she was just unspeakably restless.

At that time, she unconsciously recalled that she had beaten him when she was a child.

In fact, even until two years ago, she had never taken that child seriously, and although she remembered the beating of him, she never took it to heart - because that little broken child just owed a beating, how old was it, and she wanted to trick her sister into kissing him with a piece of candy, who would she beat if she didn't beat him?

So, if he owes a beating, then he will beat it, and then he will beat it, for Wang Jingxue, except for a little subconscious annoyance for that little broken child, this matter will pass.

It's just that in the last two years, she actually began to occasionally think about the original incident, and recalled that she had kicked him a few times like that. He also viciously and coldly threatened others. And oddly enough. Whenever she thinks about it, she will always be very happy, she will feel sweet in her heart, she will smile involuntarily, and then she will be in a very good mood for several days.

Until a few days ago, because of Li Qian's injury, she suddenly remembered that incident again, only this time. Things seem to be starting to lose their original flavor.

It's been a long time, when she beat Li Qian, she was only fourteen or fifteen years old, and now ten years have passed, to be honest, even if her memory is revisited again and again, all she can remember is a general impression.

What was the season? What was the weather like? What was there to be more than that?

She doesn't remember it at all.

So when I recall the past, those memories are long and vague fragments. With some warmth of the past, and even some sweetness. It will make her feel unusually happy.

But now, she knew that her sister was right next to her, and she knew that if nothing else, her sister would end up being that man's wife.

As a result, the mood was turned upside down in an instant.

No more warmth, no more sweetness, no more smiles.

Yes, it's just tangled, guilty, helpless, and a slight bitter taste at the base of the tongue.

She knew that although she was born early, she came late.

However, too late is too late.

If it were someone else, she might have some ideas, and with her temperament, she never felt that it was a big deal to like a man younger than herself, maybe she would take the initiative to snatch someone back.

But on the contrary, although the world is very big, only that man can't do it.

And absolutely not.

Even, even if she just played his wife in the play, she felt inexplicable guilt in her heart - especially when her sister would also appear in the play at the same time.

She knew that this was called a thief's heart.

Despite the fact that there is no second person in this world who knows that she has a thief in her heart.

In fact, she knew she could say no.

Even if it is the sincerity of the director team, even if it is the little sister who pulls hard, even if it is the persuasion of the company and the agent repeatedly, after learning that he will play Sun Ce and her husband, she knows that she should refuse.

But on the contrary, the ghost made the god worse, and she actually stayed in this crew day by day! She actually knew that she was ashamed in her heart, but she couldn't afford to quit the show anyway.

Only she knows that she always has a cold face all day long, but last winter, when she had to run to his studio every few days to record, in fact, she woke up every day with a smile.

However, the strange thing is that before this, she had known him for more than ten years, since he was born, but before that, she had never looked at him directly.

However, it is precisely this that is hated.

She left home at the age of seventeen and went to an art school in Shuntianfu to study vocal music, and then signed a contract with a record company, and then formed a group, practicing breath, singing, body, dance, and even etiquette every day. She thinks that a girl should be like herself, work hard, work hard, and then have her own brilliance and achieve her own career, and she must not only think about what love to look for and what man to shelter.

However, the sad thing is that a few years have passed in a hurry, and when she suddenly looks back, she suddenly finds that love is not something you can have if you want to have it, but it is not something you want to have without it.

Some people, maybe you don't care, but when he suddenly stands up, it is so dazzling, so breathtaking, you fall into it unconsciously, and gradually can't extricate yourself.

It's just that she's late.

In recent days, she has even begun to recall the bits and pieces of the past two years with him.

She took the initiative to come to the door, stood in the dark shadow downstairs of the house he rented and waited for him, and when she entered the room, she seemed calm and said to him nervously: "Hello Mr. Li Qian, I am singer Wang Jingxue." ”

It was late summer and early autumn two years ago.

He sat at the piano, or sat on a stool holding the guitar, she sang, and then he shouted to stop, saying: "Sister Jingxue, your place is too straight, we need a little transposition, a little bit, pay attention, don't be too fancy......"

It was the fall of two years ago.

He sat beside her, taking a spoon or two sips of soup from time to time, smiling and chatting with her mom about homely things, and then, the next day, the company told her that he had relented and agreed to make a new album for them, and that the rest was just a matter of conditions - it was August last year.

And then, and then, and then.

When her sister said that she would play Da Qiao in the play, she clearly saw the look of shock on his face.

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Those long thoughts, like aquatic weeds, once touched, will instantly tie people's hands and feet, so that Wang Jingxue stood in front of the hotel window and stared blankly at the distant hillside, actually standing for more than an hour, but she herself was at a loss, as if she didn't know the passage of time at all, and she didn't feel that her legs were standing sore.

Until a knock on the door woke her up.

Wang Jingxue was stunned and came back to her senses, and was about to go over to open the door in a hurry, but her feet just moved, and suddenly her legs were sore, making her almost unstable and falling down suddenly, holding on to the windowsill to stabilize herself, she quickly cleaned up her mood, frowned and endured the soreness of her legs, reluctantly went over and opened the door, and then Wang Jinglu came in happily.

She didn't notice anything strange about her sister, she just brought it back in large bags - this, this, and this, he gave it to me, hehe, this one, it was for my sister, and he bought it!

They must have visited a lot of places, and she was really happy.

Wang Jingxue smiled reluctantly and reached out to take her own gift.

It was in the bag, and it looked like a skirt.

Wang Jinglu put down her things and shouted, "I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath! It's so hot today, I'm sweating!"

Wang Jingxue smiled and squeezed the bag in her hand.

Wang Jinglu quickly took off her clothes and went into the bathroom, and then Wang Jingxue subconsciously looked at the bag in her hand.

When I took it out, it was indeed a skirt.

The long skirt, garnet red color, is very showy.

She recalled what Xiaomei said just now, "I said that you don't necessarily like this color, but he just said that your temperament will definitely be able to suppress this skirt, so we bought it!"

So, she smiled.

Holding the skirt in her hand, she looked at it over and over again, as if she was demented.

However, as soon as the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, she couldn't help but take a deep breath and stuff the skirt into a paper bag.

Then, she closed her eyes, held her head high, and let out a long sigh.

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Don't look at the fact that there are only about 4,000 words, but this chapter is unusually tiring.

Then, such a long monologue, I hope not to be scolded and watered. (To be continued.) )