019. Can you be a little more mature?
I don't know exactly how I got back to the hospital after that, I had to be sent for a check-up, Lin Rongshen took me to his office, he glanced at me, who was still a little pale, put the air conditioner in the room to the right temperature, and poured me a glass of warm water and handed it to me.
I looked at the cup in his hand, a simple personal item, forever white without any patterns.
I whispered, "I'm not thirsty." β
Lin Rongshen said, "Really?"
He spied on my refusal, smiled and took the cup back, took a sip of water himself, leaned back at his desk, looked at me sitting on the sofa and said, "It seems like I've been having a bad time lately." β
I lowered my head and said, "What do you want to say?"
Lin Rongshen glanced at the water in the cup, and asked rhetorically without much expression on his face: "Will you listen to what I said?"
I said, "Of course not, I don't have anything to do with you." β
The corners of Lin Rongshen's mouth hooked up a smile, and he said: "That's right, there was another layer before, and now it's about two unrelated strangers." β
I suddenly regretted my decision to call him, and I felt that I couldn't stay like this any longer, and I had to see it. I took a deep breath, got up from the sofa, looked at Lin Rongshen and said, "Thank you for your help today, I still have to go to see the child, so I will go first." β
Lin Rongshen didn't stop it, just drank the glass of water by himself.
I was about to open the door when Lin Rongshen suddenly said behind me: "Divorce." β
I pulled the doorknob for a moment, thinking that I had misheard, and turned my head to look at him suspiciously, the cup in his hand had been put down, and his body was standing up straight from the desk, he frowned slightly and said, "Don't understand?"
I panicked a little and sped up and said, "I don't know what you're talking about." β
I turned around and pulled the door to leave, Lin Rongshen suddenly walked over from behind, and directly pressed the half-open door, my eyes widened in astonishment, and I felt a strong sense of oppression behind me, but I didn't look back, because I knew that as long as I turned back, the distance between the two of us would become more ambiguous and close.
Lin Rongshen propped his hand on the door, looked down at the top of my head intently, and said, "Why force yourself, don't you think you are in pain now?"
I held my breath and said, "What do you mean?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Don't you understand the word divorce?"
I finally couldn't bear it anymore, I turned around angrily, and said in a voice with a strong smell of gunpowder: "Why? I must listen to what you say? You told me to get out, I got out, and now let me divorce? How old are you? What qualifications do you have to dictate my life?!"
Lin Rongshen's face also changed, and his tone also increased in volume and said, "Charlailai, can you be more mature now?"
I stiffened my neck and responded, "I'm mature now!"
Lin Rongshen said with a cold face: "Are you mature? I see that you are still naΓ―ve like a child, and now we know your marital status, in order to be angry with me, you deliberately maintain it, what do you want to prove? Prove that you are not pitiful? Prove that you are living happily now? Prove that you love your husband very much now? But in my eyes, these will only make me feel that you are a failure, and people think that you are stupid." β
I clenched my fists and burst into excitement, saying, "In your eyes, I've always been stupid, haven't I?! Only you, Lin Rongshen, are smart!
"Isn't it?" Lin Rongshen suddenly asked me.
I was dumbfounded, and suddenly realized that at this point I couldn't lose or be the slightest bit out of the ordinary, so I said loudly again, "Of course not!"
Lin Rongshen's eyes were cold and said, "You say it again." β
I felt that the distance between the two of us was too dangerous now, so I pushed him away like crazy, and repeated loudly in my mouth that it was not, but as soon as my hand pushed him to his chest, he suddenly pushed me with his backhand, and I fell on the door, and my back hit the doorknob, I screamed in pain, but the voice was only half a sentence, and Lin Rongshen hugged my face and kissed it.
Crazy robbing my breath, my lips, my thoughts.
He pressed me tightly, holding my struggling hands with both hands, kissing me hard on his lips, he pressed a little harder, I felt the pain in my waist, I was so painful that tears flowed out, and I tried to curse a bastard from my lips, but this bastard was so weak, when it reached his mouth, he was forced back by his strength, and in the end he couldn't make any sound at all.
His kiss was so turbulent, a little different from the gentle and comfortable before, now he had a domineering possessiveness and aggression, so that his lips were almost broken by him, and I even felt the illusion of blood in my mouth.
The hand struggled desperately, but every time he struggled, his body tightened a point, and the lower bodies of the two of us were naturally closely connected, I felt the desire erupting in his body, and suddenly I didn't dare to move, I could only be pressed there by him, let him kiss me, and no longer struggle.