At ten o'clock, she sent him a message on time: West Win, I'm here.

"You've thought about it?" he recoiled quickly this time.

"Ugh. ”

"Tell me first, what do you have?"

"I ......" What else could she have besides two gray-haired parents, a six-year-old son, and a betrayed husband?

"Tell me about your current situation. ”

Yinuo briefly told him about her family environment and the general experience of meeting her husband to this day......

"Do you hate him?" he asked.

"If you say you don't hate, you're lying. ”

"Lin Yinuo, you have to do it, no one can live well, you can live a proud life......"

Pride? Her tears fell, where was her pride? She hated this self now, her pride was shattered all over the ground......

"Yinuo, don't cry......" Xiwen seemed to see it: "Some injuries are not necessarily a bad thing! You have to learn to grow, you can't be the same as before, the process of growing up will be very painful, it will make you more desperate, no one will help you, you, only yourself! But you have to be patient, you must remember one sentence: anything that can't kill you will only make you stronger in the end!"

Anything that can't kill you will only make you stronger in the end!?

No one will help you, you, only yourself......

Yinuo nodded: "I remember!"

yes, she can't be like she used to be, she has to learn to grow.......

He sent another text:

Contemplating the bodhisattva of self-existence, when he walks in the deep prajnaparamita, he sees that the five aggregates are empty, all suffering, relics, color is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from color, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, and the thought is the form of cognition, and the same is true of the relics, which are the emptiness of all dharmas, which are not born or destroyed, are not impure, do not increase or decrease, are therefore colorless in the air, have no thought and no cognition, have no eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind, have no color, sound and fragrance, have no vision, and even have no consciousness, no ignorance, no ignorance, and even no old age and death, no suffering, no wisdom and no virtue, Bodhisattva, according to Prajnaparamita, the mind is free of obstacles, no obstacles, no fears, far from upside-down dreams, and nirvana。 The Buddhas of the three worlds, according to Prajnaparamita, have attained the three bodhisattvas, so they know that Prajnaparamita is a great god mantra, a great mantra, a supreme mantra, a non-equal mantra, and can remove all suffering, and it is true, so they say the Prajnaparamita mantra, that is, the mantra says: Reveal the truth, Paramita reveal the truth, Parata reveal the truth, Bodhisattva Bha.

"This ...... What is it?"

"Heart Sutra! This afternoon, you memorize it! Tomorrow morning, go out and see what is around you? What do you want? You must learn a trade, and then you can support yourself, quit your job in the administrative department, such a comfortable life will only make you precarious! I will give you three days! You think about it seriously, and at this time in three days, you will tell me what you are going to do next!"

On a late autumn night, a little cold, Yinuo sat alone under the osmanthus tree, smelling the faint fragrance of flowers, looking at the petals all over the ground, and burst into tears......

She had memorized the Heart Sutra, but she couldn't read it, so she wrote a 'Heart Sutra' for herself:

When you walk in the deep Prajnaparamita,

Seeing that the aggregates are empty,

Thousands of withered yellow fell all over the ground,

Whose memories are they?

Nobody understands.

Cool and cold wind,

Blowing a man's landscape,

Emptiness is not heterochromatic,

The color is not different from the emptiness,

A man's path,

Walking alone,

Revealing the truth,

Immortal,

Unclean and unclean,

No decrease, no increase.

Three days later, Yinuo said to Xiwen: "Xiwen, I want to be a beautician!"

"How?"

"Learn first!"

"How long does it take?"

"One year!"

"Okay, then tell me, have you chosen a place to study? What is the current situation in the market around you, and how many peers are there?"

"In this small town, there are four big stores, one of which is being transferred, and one is doing dismal business. The rest is only two companies with equal strength. There are 12 small shops, and 7 of them are front-and-backyard shops that mainly sell cosmetics. ”

"The little shop doesn't care about them. What's the situation with those two big stores?"

"A classic, a 17-year-old store in this town, has monopolized all the first-class customers in the entire town! A Meng's store, a branch of the town next door, has already stolen one-third of the customers of the classic in its second year. ”

Xiwen said: "In the second year, you can grab one-third of the source of customers, not simple! The development is too rapid, the internal management and foundation are still unstable, it is not suitable for you to learn technology, go to the classics, you need a quiet learning environment! Since it can exist for 17 years, it naturally has a reason for its existence!"

"Good!"

"Yinuo, are you ready?"

"Ugh!"

"Are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid!"

"Don't be afraid....... Yinuo, with me, I will always be there......"

I'm here, I'll always be there...... Many years ago, someone also said something like this, and her tears fell: "I suddenly miss someone so much......"

"Who?"

"Someone you don't know. ”

"Why do you miss him?"

"He said the same thing as you, he said he would be there whenever I needed it...... But where is he all these years?"

"Your old man?"

"Well......" she said, "Before, whenever I had something, he would appear in front of me and ...... like a fairy."

After a long time, Xiwen said: "Lin Yinuo, what you can't let go of is just his kindness to you, right?"

"Maybe, I don't know. Yinuo wiped his tears: "I never knew what he was thinking, and he never told me! Maybe as you said, what I can't let go of is just his kindness to me." His goodness is like a Gu, for so many years, he has been haunting me, making me in this Gu, willingly, never recover!"

After being silent for a long time, Xiwen said: "Yinuo, forget it! What you have to do now is to grow yourself and study hard!"

Yinuo nodded.

"Can you memorize the Heart Sutra?"

"Hmm. ”

"Okay! Go buy yourself a new set of clothes! Lin Yinuo, from now on, this year, you don't even want to come to me!"

Yinuo was surprised, she didn't expect him to say this, but she couldn't ask why......