Chapter 2: Mutual Complaints

Peng Jiangming can feel that Zhang Xiaoyue's life experience in the past 15 years is a thick storybook, and there are countless question marks in his heart, at this moment, he wants to unravel these question marks one by one, and make up for the regrets in his heart with his wish for many years.

"Xiaoyue, when did your parents leave?" Thinking of the damage caused to her parents by the so-called "door" concept back then, he couldn't help but feel a pang of pain in his heart.

"My father left in my third year of college, my mother left in the second year after graduating from college, they worked hard all their lives, I didn't have time to fulfill my filial piety and left, as long as I think of them, my heart is very uncomfortable, but I can't do anything about everything that happened back then."

The reason why Zhang Xiaoyue's father died early was because he received an extremely humiliating letter written by Peng Jiangming's sister Peng Liyan, which caused a panic and died of illness not long after.

Zhang Xiaoyue didn't tell him the truth, and she didn't want to blame him for anything, after all, the deceased was gone, and revealing the scars would only make the living suffer more, not to mention, everything back then had nothing to do with him, and what his sister did was not his intention.

What Zhang Xiaoyue didn't expect was that Peng Jiangming seemed to have understood the pain in her heart, he looked at her guiltily, held her hand tightly, and said solemnly and sincerely: "Xiaoyue, it was all my fault back then, it was I who caused your parents to be hurt by my family, today I want to say 'I'm sorry' to you on behalf of them, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can understand my helplessness back then." ”

On the one hand, he is a close relative, on the other hand, he is in a dilemma, after weighing, Peng Jiangming still chose his closest relative, after all, the family affection that blood is thicker than water can never be separated, for which he has carried a sense of guilt for fifteen years, and today he finally has the opportunity to express his sincere apologies to Zhang Xiaoyue in person.

Although this apology was fifteen years late, after saying this, he still felt much more comfortable in his heart.

"What did you say, you knew everything about the past?" Zhang Xiaoyue asked in surprise.

"Yes, they told me all when they got home. Peng Jiangming said bitterly and reproachfully, with a strong sense of guilt, so that he didn't dare to look up at Zhang Xiaoyue: "My mother, my sister went to your house to make trouble, including my sister wrote to your family to insult you, your father was so angry that he couldn't afford to get sick, and your mother was ridiculed and looked down upon, I know the cause and effect of that incident, I only blame me for being too cowardly, too incompetent, and didn't protect you." Peng Jiangming expressed his repentance to Zhang Xiaoyue from the bottom of his heart.

After many years, that incident is a thorn in his heart that can't be pulled, these years, as long as he thinks of Zhang Xiaoyue, his heart will ache faintly, and the heavy guilt weighs him down, and today he has finally been sick for many years.

"I see!" Zhang Xiaoyue suddenly broke free of Peng Jiangming's clenched hands, and asked angrily and aggrievedly: "Since you know everything, why didn't you leave me a word of explanation back then, but completely disappeared from my life?

"Me?" Faced with Zhang Xiaoyue's questioning, Peng Jiangming had a hard time arguing.

Zhang Xiaoyue knew that there was no point in investigating the rights and wrongs of the past, but thinking that she had spent so many years of lovesickness for him in vain, her heart was really mixed, was this man worth her so much concern?

Peng Jiangming was so smart, from Zhang Xiaoyue's resentful tone, he deeply felt her anger and disappointment.

"Xiaoyue, there were many things you didn't know the truth back then, and similarly, there are some things I want to know the answers to, so let's be open and honest about the questions of the year one by one. Peng Jiangming looked at Zhang Xiaoyue silently, it was obvious that he had other knots in his heart that had not been opened.

"What questions, what answers?" Zhang Xiaoyue asked in confusion, at this moment, she didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Peng Jiangming's gourd.

At this moment, Peng Jiangming's eyes resurfaced the past of looking for Zhang Xiaoyue in Wuzhou.

"During my internship in my senior year, I went to Wuzhou to look for you, but your teacher told me that you had already gone to Nanzhou. ”

"What? You went to Wuzhou to find me that year?" Peng Jiangming said slowly, but Zhang Xiaoyue was taken aback when she heard it.

"Yes, three months before you graduated, I happened to be doing an internship, so I went to Wuzhou University to find you. Peng Jiangming glanced at Zhang Xiaoyue, and after a pause, said, "It's a pity that I didn't see you." ”

"Why don't you go to me? You know my dorm and my school building. Zhang Xiaoyue asked puzzled.

"Your teacher said you went to Nanzhou, and a male classmate accompanied you. When he said this, Peng Jiangming's heart felt sour.

"Male classmate, accompany me to Nanzhou?" asked Zhang Xiaoyue confusedly.

"Yes, your teacher told me. Peng Jiangming replied affirmatively.

Zhang Xiaoyue thought about it, and suddenly realized: "I know who you are talking about." ”

"Who?"

Zhang Xiaoyue finally understood why Peng Jiangming suddenly disappeared from her life for no reason, and without even a word of explanation, she completely disappeared without a trace, and sorted out the causes and consequences, only to find that all this was caused by a misunderstanding.

Since he was able to go to Wuzhou to find her, it showed that he did not give up his feelings for her because of the pressure from his family, so far, the resentment in her heart disappeared at once, not to mention, it was his parents and sister who hurt her family.

She never imagined that a small misunderstanding would make them pass by for fifteen years, and completely change their fate and emotional destiny.

"Alas, Jiang Ming, that incident was actually a misunderstanding. Zhang Xiaoyue said sadly and helplessly.

"What? Misunderstanding? Do you mean that the male classmate who accompanied you to Nanzhou in the first place was not your boyfriend?"

"What boyfriend? He is just one of my seniors, originally worked in Nanzhou, he went back to school to apply for graduate school, my teacher was not worried that I would come to Nanzhou alone, so he asked me to come with him. ”

"Oh, that's right!" the question in Peng Jiangming's heart was finally solved.

"Yes, we are still in contact with each other, his wife is my godsister, and every time I go back to Wuzhou, I often go to their house for dinner. “

"Oh, I see!" Peng Jiangming sighed helplessly: "Xiaoyue, everything is providential, the sky let us misunderstand each other, and deliberately let us miss our fate." ”

The misunderstanding was finally cleared up, the knot in her heart was completely opened, and Zhang Xiaoyue couldn't help but choke her voice: "Jiang Ming, everything is over." “

There's a song that best reflects their feelings at this moment:

The street is full of crowds, why don't you see you,

True love is hard to find in the vast sea of people, who will soothe my heartache

Why did God create things to make people, and suddenly there is no news of you,

When I am lonely, no one loves me, leaving me as an infatuated person,

I want to go back to our yesterday, I will love you as before,

Remembering that we no longer have a tomorrow, my tears spread on the pillow,

I missed fate and missed you, and your tenderness has been in my dreams ever since

Right and wrong, laughter and tears, have now become floating memories,

I missed fate and missed you, so I had to hide in a no-man's corner

My heart was broken, my love was broken, and I was the only one crying in the long night.

Peng Jiangming was also very emotional, and he couldn't help but stretch out his arm and take Zhang Xiaoyue into his arms.