078. What is love
I didn't stay in the hotel the night I was sent away, but was sent back to another high-security villa, where bodyguards patrolled to prevent reporters from breaking in again.
Before the Danish police did not have the initial results, everything was speculation, but the day after Yi Jin arrived in Denmark, the Danish police made an official response to Wu Ni's death.
said that the accident was not murder, but the cause of the natural gas fire, and Wu Ni's room was next door to the natural gas room, and it happened to be a Danish legal holiday, so the employees in the castle were on vacation and had to come to work at night, and Wu Ni was hesitant about the cause of the natural gas poisoning, so he failed to call for help during the day and fled.
When the gas gathered in the house, it caught fire, and the whole house was on fire, and when the neighbors arrived, the whole house was filled with smoke.
After the firefighters arrived. It was too late, the fire was extinguished, but Wu Ni, who was resting inside, was carried out as a charred corpse.
The Danish police are sorry that such a tragic thing has happened.
The official response of the police made the country explode immediately, and the Wu family also turned into a press conference, Wu Ni's father Wu Zhijun opened it, he personally clarified at the press conference that this matter was just a misunderstanding, Wu Ni's death has nothing to do with her husband Yi Jin, all the speculation on the Internet is all imaginary, and the remarks about Wu Ni's mother talking about murder in front of reporters in Denmark are only because she is too excited, resulting in nonsense, and at present, because she can't accept this matter, she sees a psychiatrist at homeγ
The Wu family's personal clarification dispelled the rumors on the Internet at once, and the messages about Yi Jin's murder of his wife disappeared immediately.
It's been passed on for so long, and finally a formal response has been given.
Not long after the Wu family sent the press conference, Yi Jin returned with Wu Ni's body, and on the day he returned to China, the airport was full of people and reporters, Wu Ni's ice coffin was carried out of the passage and quickly walked outside the airport, and the scene was chaotic.
All the reporters rushed forward like crazy, the police and bodyguards kept order, and Wu Ni's coffin was hurriedly carried into a black car at the airport like a flash in the pan.
The car carried Wu Ni's body in the direction of the Yi family's villa, followed by more than a dozen black cars, all of which had white flowers pinned to the front of the cars.
The battle was very big, after Wu Ni's body was successfully transported into the Yi family villa, outside the Yi family villa, there were bodyguards standing in the group, and Wu Ni's mother rushed up after seeing Wu Ni's body lying in the ice coffin, and cried fiercely on the ice coffin.
The crying was extremely poignant, the entire hall of the Yi family echoed, I stood in the distance and watched from afar, I didn't dare to approach, I didn't dare to approach, to be honest, I was really a little afraid of such a scene.
Yi Jin was wearing a black suit and stood beside my mother Wu. kept whispering to comfort her, but to no avail, Wu Ni's mother finally fainted from crying.
There was another rush in the hall, Wu's mother was sent to the hospital, Wu Zhijun also stood there looking at the people in the ice coffin and touched his tears, the relatives of the Wu family and the Yi family stood there, the silence of the room, I couldn't know the silence too well.
Mom and Dad, grandparents and grandparents, all in such silence. Sent away.
In the end, Wu Zhijun kept talking to Yi Jin, probably explaining what to do about Yi Jin and Wu Ni's funeral, Yi Jin listened to the whole process, and after Wu Zhijun finished his orders, he probably couldn't stay here, so he let the people of the Wu family send him away.
After that, the people who came to mourn took a quick look, but they didn't stay long, and they all left one after another.
After the mortuary came, Wu Ni's body was officially disposed of, I didn't dare to get too close, I only dared to take a look from a distance, it was indeed as the Danish side said, 50% of the body was burned, and I couldn't see what the original face was.
Yi Jin stood next to the ice coffin, calmly watching the mortuary disposing of Wu Ni's body, not so much that he was looking at Wu Ni's body, but with more inquiry and deep thought in his eyes.
I don't know why he looked like this, I stood there and watched for a while, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I immediately rushed out of the hall, and kept taking deep breaths to suppress the nausea in my heart.
Wu Ni's body was in the coffin that night, and the next day was Wu Ni's funeral, because it was a tragic event, unlike the old man's death, which was put at home for a long time, almost two days later, Wu Ni's body was buried in the cemetery.
I still don't believe that Wu Ni actually died, a living person, because of an accident, suddenly disappeared into this world.
But it's very real.
The photos on the Internet about me and Yi Jin being secretly taken were quickly deleted at the first time, and then I searched for news in this regard, but I couldn't find anything, it was blank.
Yi Jin seems to have completely controlled the media and solved the matter as quickly as possible.
But this kind of thing on the Internet, cutting grass can't get rid of the roots, there are still some people who continue to discuss that matter, some people say that the woman in the photo is the editor-in-chief of a certain magazine company, and her name is Zhao Xiaowen. The person uploaded a few backs about Zhao Xiaowen, and compared the one I took with Yi Jin who was secretly photographed, and Zhao Xiaowen in the photo is indeed somewhat similar to my back.
Such posts only existed for a few hours, and were quickly deleted by the site's administrators, especially quickly.
These things, with Wu Ni's posthumous affairs, are over.
A week after Wu Ni's burial, the Yi family and the Wu family calmed down, and the Yi family and the Wu family are now prosperous. One loss and loss, Yi Jin and Wu Ni wanted to be close to each other in cooperation when they got married, but now, Wu Ni is dead, and the two companies have long been tied up, and if they want to get out, both parties will bleed.
Moreover, Wu Ni's death did not cause any harm to the relationship between Yi Jin and Wu Zhijun, as speculated by the outside world.
Yi Jin still calls each other his father-in-law and mother-in-law. also promised the Wu family that he would not marry for five years, saying that it was a funeral.
Yi Jin, the executive president of Yi's who has only been married for half a year, lost his wife within half a year, which is really a tragic thing, and the Internet is full of sympathetic voices, and Yi Jin ended his vacation in this sympathetic voice, and officially entered Yi's work as the executive president of Yi's.
But I have a very puzzled place, why did Yi Jin take Wu Ni to Denmark, and why did Wu Ni die in Denmark?
He returned from Denmark and continued his work. This seamless connection of time makes people feel strange, and the time to go to Denmark seems to be the right time to solve Wu Ni.
I don't know if I'm thinking too much, in fact, I shouldn't doubt Yi Jin, after all, there is no conflict between him and Wu Ni, Wu Ni can bring huge benefits to Yi's family, he has no reason to move Wu Ni, it's just that this time is too ingenious, why did Wu Ni die during the gap when Yi Jin took her to Denmark?
Is it a coincidence?
Just as I was lost in thought, there was a knock on the office door, and I woke up from my deep thoughts and said, "Come in." β
Jiang Hua pushed the door and walked in from outside the door, when I saw him, I suddenly remembered that we had a marriage certificate, I don't know why I was weak for a while, I immediately stood up from the chair, smiled at Jiang Hua and said, "You are here." β
Jiang Hua walked in with the documents and said with a smile: "Find a few documents to sign for you." β
He handed me the paper, I looked at him, took it and signed my name.
After I finished signing, I put down the pen in my hand, looked at Jiang Hua and said, "During this time, because of Wu Ni's matter, I"
Jiang Hua knew what I was going to say, and after he took the document I signed from my hand, he said with a smile: "Actually, don't apologize to me, I thought you were impulsive that time, and you should be a lot more sober now, so if you need to, I can cooperate with you to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to untie the relationship." β
I didn't expect Jiang Hua to say this, I immediately said: "No, I didn't mean that, I just me'm just"
In fact, even I don't know what I'm going to say, Jiang Hua saw me talking incoherently, he smiled and said, "Actually, I know what you want to say, do you want to say that you don't know what you want to do?"
I thought about it, and squeezed a word out of my throat, I really didn't know what I was going to do.
Jiang Hua said: "The opposite of hate is love, Xiao Fan, the more you hate a person, it means that you care about this person in your heart, and when you understand that love and hate are just a line between it, you need an opportunity to exist, and this time Yi Jin is in trouble is an opportunity, don't you know? When he disappeared in Denmark during that time, you were completely dispossessed, and even you forgot about Xiaoqi, and you forgot about his harm to you." You don't remember to think about it at all, you have too much dependence on that person, you have mixed feelings. β
Jiang Hua's words were like a needle, gently pricking the inflated balloon, and the balloon exploded with a bang.
I explained: "No, I'm really just ---- Yi Jin" I don't know how to say it, I explained incoherently: "You know we grew up together, although I hate him, but at the same time he is also my brother, I do hate him, but he ---- after all" I shook my head a little weakly and said: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I can never hate him, sometimes I wonder if I have Desholm syndrome, I am"
I didn't know how to describe it at all, so I could only cover my face helplessly with my hands, and I was a little crazy and said, "I'm sorry, Jiang Hua, I don't know what's wrong, I'll be jealous when he's with other women." I was very uncomfortable, I didn't know what to do, but when he controlled me to death, I really wanted to leave him, I was too conflicted, you know? That kind of contradiction is not clear in a sentence or two, it's like, time has made the two of us grow into one, I know that our relationship is wrong, we are a kind of deformed existence. But when habit becomes a nature, you have to get used to running away from him, stripping away the smell he left on you, you have to peel the skin to the bone, and the feeling is so painful that I can't do it at all. β
I looked at him expectantly and asked, "Do you hear what I have to say?"
In fact, I don't expect Jiang Hua to understand it at all, because even I can't understand what I just said, how can outsiders understand.
But Jiang Hua said that he understood.
His words made me feel like a patient who had been sick for more than ten years, and finally met a doctor who understood his condition, I looked at him, and I stared at him.
Jiang Hua said: "You love him, this kind of love is mixed with family affection." β
I screamed in denial, "No! it's not love!"
Jiang Hua has always been gentle and harmless, but now he seems a little aggressive, he frowned and looked at me and said, "What are you afraid of?"
I shook my head and said: "I'm not afraid, I'm very sober, I don't love him at all, this is a kind of family affection, just like I love Xiaoqi, I love my parents, my family, even if they have hurt me, but I can never really blame them, this is just a kind of family affection, he is Yi Jin, how can I have love for him?"
Jiang Hua said: "You are wrong, love has nothing to do with blood, what you are afraid of is the world, it is the eyes of others, you are afraid of too many things, so you have been denying yourself in your heart, your feelings for him are just family affection, but let me ask you, when there is a relationship between you, are you disgusting?"
When he said Mr. Yi, he was not referring to Yi Jin, but to my father, I didn't expect him to come up with such a terrible idea, I even felt disgusted when I heard his idea, not to mention the kind of thing he said.
When Jiang Hua saw my expression, he knew the answer, and he said: "Look, you can't even stand hearing such words, let alone this kind of thing happening?" But the same relative, it is different if you get along with Yi Jin, you get along with him, you don't exclude getting along with him, but you tell me, sometimes do you have a moment when you get along with him, you are happy?"
Jiang Hua said that I had nothing to say at all, yes, in all fairness, I don't exclude kissing him, I don't exclude him from hugging me, but is this liking?
I don't know, I've never been in a relationship, I don't know what love feels like.
And these things happened to me and Yi Jin, it happened for too long, so long that I felt that it was normal for me to feel that this should be the case between brothers and sisters.
But where is right and where is wrong, no one told me at all, not before, and even less now.
I grabbed my hair and said bitterly: "I don't know, Jiang Hua, I really don't know, I want to know what it's like to love someone, but I've never been in love, I've grown so big, except for having intimate contact with Yi Jin, I haven't had contact with any man at all, what kind of love you are talking about, I really don't know." β
Jiang Hua saw that I was entangled like this because of this problem, he stretched out his hand and held my hand, took my hand off my hair, and I looked at him with teary eyes.
Jiang Hua said: "Love someone. It is not to exclude him from doing anything to you, to get used to his existence, to be inseparable from him, love is very similar to family affection in nature, but it is not, and your feelings for him are too complicated, or it can be said that there are both. β
I said, "But what should I do?" β
I asked him pleadingly, "How am I supposed to get out of it, you know, who I am with him." The relationship between us, the whole world can't accommodate us, this is a very perverted thing, and we are a deformed existence. β
I held his hand and cried and asked, "Can you help me, I beg you, Jiang Hua." β
He reassured me and said, "Perhaps, you can try to see a psychiatrist, maybe he can help you with this kind of problem." β
Hearing Jiang Hua's words, my hand fell off from his hand, yes, how could he have a way for this kind of thing, would a psychiatrist have a way?
If I see a psychiatrist, does it prove that I am sick, and it is a very serious mental illness?
But I could never take that step, and I would never have stripped myself clean in front of a stranger and made him look at me like a monster, I could not do that at all, I would rather be sick forever.
Jiang Hua said softly: "Don't think about it. Love is innocent, blood is just a legal statement, since you can't escape, you won't die if you face it bravely, right?"
I said, "But Yi Jin and I."
Jiang Hua asked: "Why do you care about other people's eyes? People don't live by other people's eyes, you are you, others are others, you can't eat pears because others love to eat pears, you love to eat apples, but you are afraid that your own differences will follow others to eat pears, right?"
I said, "Is that so?"
After Jiang Hua left my office. I was left alone in the office in a daze, until the afternoon, I came home exhausted, Yi Jin read the newspaper in the living room, although he began to take care of Yi's affairs, but because he just took over, he was still very idle, and he didn't go to the company today.
After I walked in, Yi Jin looked up at me.
(Tianjin)