I'm going to die, the character of Yuan Changwen is collapsing, and I don't seem to be able to stop this.

And I couldn't speed up the collapse. The character is like a huge stone sculpture, the cracks are spreading, and the whole stone sculpture is crumbling. I'm just a bystander, and I can't influence anything at all.

The feeling of devouring is still spreading in the body, as if I will be swallowed by the black reality at any time. I don't want to disappear, and the character is still holding on to itself.

The incredible feeling of squeezing is swelling in my body, and maybe, it won't be long before I explode. Of course, it is possible to return to the way it used to be. In other words, become a self-righteous character who sees through the false and is still in the middle of the falsehood.

The power of falsehood is exaggerated, and I can never overestimate it. Even if I know that falsehood does not exist, and these deceptions do not exist, I am still in the midst of falsehood. This already shows how powerful the fake is, and there is no dispute that I am not an opponent at all.

Whether it explodes or not has nothing to do with thinking, and whether or not the killing is complete has nothing to do with thinking. You can panic and get entangled, but you can't change anything. In other words, one's panic and entanglement are originally part of the presentation of picture elements.

I can influence the world, it's just an illusion. It's like, I want to take the cup, so I pick up the cup, and that's what affects the world. But in fact, it is the elements of the picture that present "I want to take the cup", and "I take the cup", what reason is there to prove that I have influenced the world.

Like a character in a comic, of course, they think they've influenced the world, but is that true?

This kind of superficial appearance seems to be an influence, but in fact, it is misleading me into having free will, and then I can better immerse myself in the role of Yuan Changwen. What a wonderful idea to really have a character in this world and be in control of yourself.

It's an amazing world, and it's unbelievable that it can be twisted from a dark reality into such a wonderful confinement.

Yuan Changwen didn't want to continue thinking, because there was nothing to think about at all. The distortion in the mind is not real, there is no need to reason with the distortion at all, the unreal is unreal.

Those people and things seem to be very important, but this judgment itself is a distortion from the mind, and it is nonsense in itself. Arguing with these truths is a complete waste of time. In other words, arguing with these truths is not to deny the truth, but to see that these are only certain truths.

It is not worth believing and there is no need to believe. It's just prejudice, it's just a full-fledged character.

Nowadays, the role doesn't matter at all, and I don't want to continue doing anything for the role. However, the strong emotions made it difficult for me to let go, as if I had to do something for the role.

Everything has to be perfect, and the definition of perfection comes from a twist in the mind, which is hilarious to think about. All is perfect, then all is not perfect, these adjectives are useless. It can only be like this, there is only one possibility, and there is still something to talk about right and wrong, perfect and so on.

Some important friends, who have been through a lot together, still occupy an important place in my mind. It's as if, they have to exist, and I have to follow the so-called unspoken rules of important friends, or else I will lose these important friends.

Or rather, the loss of these true friends.

The falsehood that is firmly grasped by emotions is so muddled that it makes me mistakenly think that these are all true. Emotions do not discuss what is true or false, and directly use emotions such as fear or reluctance to pull.

"I can't do this", and then what? Why? Whatever the explanation, it's either artificially distorted, or it just means that it's just a personal preference.

No one can continue to be arrogant in my head, not my mother, not my family, not my so-called real friends. I don't know how else to kill, strong emotions always protect these people in my head.

Strictly speaking, emotions are to protect the distortion in the mind, the distortion of the world, the distortion of life, the distortion of others. These distortions come together to be the concept of Yuan Changwen's character.

And those things that have happened are memories and distortions. When I interpret or correlate memories, distortions have already occurred. The distortion in my brain affected me all the time, because I couldn't find the switch in my brain, and I thought it was all so nonsense.

The character must achieve some kind of achievement, either to be recognized by the world or by the circle around him. Even if you are alone, you have to fantasize about being recognized.

I'm not saying don't approve of fantasies, it doesn't matter what the characters are, they don't affect the reality at all. And the relevance of the characters is all false, just the product of emotion, and emotions can no longer control me.

When you see the disgusting shit, it's hard to keep playing with the shit. Seeing the falsity and nonsense that is twisted in the mind, it is difficult to continue to believe in the twist in the mind.

If strong emotions firmly grasp those falsehoods, I do things because of some impulse, such as hard work, such as leisure and entertainment. Then after seeing the falsehood, this emotional impulse will naturally not exist.

I don't want to work hard at all, and I don't want to play. In other words, he seems to have become mentally retarded, dazed and overwhelmed. Without the impetus of strong emotions and the distortion of my head to analyze, it is difficult for me to imagine what my life will be like in the future.

How can a person who is always thinking with his brain imagine a state without his brain.

Maybe the behavior shown will not make much difference, but the heart may be completely changed, which is not at all what I can imagine at this moment. Luckily, I don't need to imagine it, it's just a hindrance to my own killing.

Because I don't need to imitate anything, the completion of the slash will naturally be in that state, and imitation will not lead me to the completion of the slash.

Can you become a vampire by imitating the dogmatic rules of a vampire?

It's all.

The code of conduct of those sects is just to make the sect appear tall and solemn, and it has nothing to do with reality. However, the sect is there to promote and peddle under the banner of authenticity.

Yuan Changwen found that if he killed it, he really killed it, and it seemed to be very difficult for him to get back what he had killed. I felt that some of the distortions in my mind were very far away from me, and I had believed in them very much, but now I had to try to recall them to remember what those distortions that had been killed were.

And how I believe it.

There is no need to look back, the past is not real. It's not a lesson learned, it's not a matter of accumulating knowledge. In fact, to kill is to clear knowledge. After so many chapters of slashing, I didn't learn anything, but instead made myself a lot stupider.

Yuan Changwen, who used to be well-informed and knowledgeable, has been hacked to death by me. ()

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