The lights are shining in the distance,

You are alone on the road,

The bigger the city, the more panicked it is.

How longing, how long.

I've experienced too many injuries along the way,

Forget the first smile,

Time makes us fragile and strong,

Let me sing softly to you.

I want to be able to accompany you one more time,

Tell you about the scenery of the first half of your life,

In every silent night I think,

Those love and hate about you are long.

I also want to be able to illuminate you,

Leave sunshine in your life,

Accompany you through the mountains and rivers.

——Dead Wood Spring, "The Scenery About You in This Life"

The crowd shouted and scattered away, and the whole street was a mess, people touching, people trampling, people hitting people, children crying, adults screaming, car brakes, things falling to the ground......

These voices kept echoing in Chenyang's ears, and Chenyang looked at the vendor on the ground who had begun to roll his eyes, and then turned his head to look at Chendong, who was trembling slightly with a pistol. Chen Yang never thought that Chen Dong would go out to eat with him today, and he would actually carry a gun.

Chen Dong still had the fruit knife stuck in his back, and the blood had covered his entire back, and there were several blood stains on his face. Chen Yang knew in his heart that the knife just now was obviously aimed at him, and Chen Dong took the fruit knife for him.

Chen Yang rushed to Chendong in a panic and knelt down, stroked Chendong's face indiscriminately and said: "Brother Chendong, you, you won't die, are you okay?" Chen Yang was talking nonsense, tears were already covering his entire cheeks.

"I, I'm fine, Chenyang, you, you're okay. Chendong's eyes had begun to darken, and he fainted in Chenyang's arms after speaking.

"Ah, I don't want to ......" Chen Yang saw that several police cars had already sped from the mouth of the alley, and there were special police saber-toothed tigers and riot cars behind him, roaring at the sky heartbreakingly......

Zhao Bo held the 100,000 yuan handed to him by Chen Yang tightly in his hand, and sat on the balcony of the dormitory all night. He didn't know how to reconcile his distraught. Xu Shaohua was very sensible and used his mobile phone to play a ballad, and Zhao Bo listened quietly.

Yang Qianran hasn't made much trouble recently, it seems that he has calmed down, and he didn't come to Zhao Bo. Zhao Bo didn't know whether Yang Qianran was pregnant, and he didn't want to hand over 100,000 yuan to Yang Qianran like this, he didn't understand what this was, whether to bow his head and admit defeat to Yang Qianran, or to admit defeat to himself.

Zhao Bo began to miss the time when he first joined the band in high school, when he didn't know Xi Mengqi at that time, he seemed to be carefree. Although life is hard, the guitar plucks people's hands every day, and they often practice singing until their voices are hoarse, but the fearless life of the brothers who follow the band eating white steamed buns, nibbling on mustard and drinking beer is really satisfying, and even sleeping every day is very steady. Of course, I don't know the most important thing, the most important thing is that he had a dream at that time, traveled the world with a guitar on his back, and lived a free and free life, which was the happiest.

Zhao Bo suddenly thought of his dream, and he found that he had unconsciously left tears. He looked at the stars in the night sky, thought of his parents, remembered his band, remembered his brothers, and finally, he thought of Xi Mengqi.

After the college entrance examination, his disbanded band once organized a party, and Zhao Bo took Xi Mengqi there. He drank a lot of wine that day, but he clearly remembered Xi Mengqi hugging his neck and lying in his ear and whispering, "Husband, when we graduate from college, I agree that you will hold the guitar and carry me on your back, and we will have a poor trip, free and carefree, go a lot, you want to go, I want to go to the place." ”

At that time, Zhao Bo buried his head deep in Xi Mengqi's hair, asked her hair fragrance, inhaled it over and over again, and said softly: "Okay!"

University is indeed as he wished, but Zhao Bo found that after graduating from college, he lost more things than before going to college, does he really have to accept the reality, follow the advice of his parents, return to his hometown, take the civil service or career editor, and then in every small organ or large unit, until he is born, old, sick and dies. Maybe you will marry a girl who is the right person in the middle of the way, and live your life ordinarily?

In the early morning, Xu Shaohua's shouts had already resounded in the dormitory, but Zhao Bo held the pen and wrote out two long letters, one was for his parents, which had been put into the envelope, and at the same time, it was put into the envelope, as well as the bank card of 100,000 yuan given by Chenyang.

Another letter, written to Xi Mengqi, is very long, most of the front is reminiscing about their previous lives, but in the latter paragraph, Zhao Bo wrote: Xiao Xi, I know what I did, you can't forgive me no matter what, maybe I can't forgive myself, I am willing to bear all the consequences. I know that I have caused you unimaginable pain and hurt, and I cannot do anything for you, nor can I share anything for you. You once said that after graduating from college, I might not be able to carry a guitar and carry you around the world. Since I was a child, I have followed my parents' words, and since high school, I have always followed your words. But this time, I have to follow my own choice, I should pick up the guitar again, start the dream that I have been buried in my heart but have not paid, leave my hometown, leave all the cities where you and I have lived together, and once again go to the things I want, hope, everything is cherished!

When Xu Shaohua woke up, it was already noon, and the sun was shining all over the dormitory. He rubbed his eyes and looked under the bed, and found that Zhao Bo had taken out his beloved "Yamaha" acoustic guitar from under the bed, and was carefully wiping it, and next to him was a black travel bag that had been sorted out, and two letters were placed on it.

"Boss, you, are you going home?" Xu Shaohua was a little lost in his heart and asked slowly.

Zhao Bo raised his head, his eyes were all red bloodshot. Xu Shaohua was surprised to find that Zhao Bo smiled unnaturally at him for the first time during this time, and said: "Third child, the rice has been prepared for you and placed here, it is your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs and scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and they are still hot, and I will remember to eat them later." I'm not going home this time, I'm going to leave the city, and here are two letters, one I've already written the address, and it's addressed to my parents, and you can send it for me today or tomorrow when you're free. The other one was written by me to Xi Mengqi, and you took the time to help me bring it to their school and give it to her. Oh yes, there's still five hundred yuan, you listen to me, this is a little bit of my heart, it's not a lot of money, and it's also something I worked hard to save as the boss, if you want to delay graduation, keep the money for spending first, buy some delicious food and drink, don't be wronged, you know?"

Xu Shaohua sat up from the bed and asked, "Boss, what do you mean by this? Where are you going? Don't you think about it." ”

Zhao Bo smiled, put the guitar in his hand into the guitar bag, raised the bag and raised it to Xu Shaohua, then put the bag on the ground, took out the mobile phone and turned it off, took off the mobile phone card, and broke it in front of Xu Shaohua, and then said: " How could I not think about it, I didn't sleep all night last night, I figured it out, I don't want to go back to the civil service exam under the arrangement of my parents to live my life ordinarily, I have experienced too many things recently, which makes me more determined, I should go out and wander before I am old, and live a good life for myself, can you understand what I mean?"

"I don't understand, boss, are you going to go out on that one?" Xu Shaohua pointed to the guitar bag on the ground.

"Yes, although I am rusty now, but the craft is still there, I thought about it all night last night, and I have never been able to compromise with my heart, so I decided, this time I will work hard for myself and see the outside world. ”

Xu Shaohua jumped off the bed, walked up to Zhao Bo and asked, "Boss, what do you mean by breaking the mobile phone card? Are you running away from us?"

Zhao Bo smiled bitterly: "It's not so much to run away from you, it's better to say that I'm running away from myself, there are too many things I can't let go, so I really want to be calm and calm, I don't need to contact me during this time after I leave, I will write to you to report your safety, as for my parents, the third child has already made it clear to them in my letter, and you can take care of the rest." ”

Xu Shaohua hugged Zhao Bo tightly and said, "No matter what choice you make, we are all brothers in this life!"

"Yes, no matter what, we are the best brothers! The second and fourth children, it depends on how much you care about them, I leave this time, tell them that they don't have to take the initiative to find me, I will take the initiative to contact them when I have the opportunity. Zhao Bo began to get up, put on his guitar bag, picked up his travel bag, and made a "ROCK" gesture to Xu Shaohua, who wiped his tears, and then strode out of the dormitory without looking down.

At this point, the boss Zhao Bo began his wandering life......