081. You won't be secretly crying, will you

『Chapter error, click here to report』

I lay back on the bed, took out my mobile phone to send WeChat to Ye Shengyin, and waited for her to reply and wandered around the circle of friends for a while, and happened to see a selfie sent by Guo Yuqing half an hour ago, with red lips and white teeth, beautiful as a flower, I couldn't help but praise it when I saw it. ∈ 8∈8∈ read ∈ books, .≦.o≧

Thinking that Lu Xudong couldn't look down on such a beautiful girl, I suddenly didn't have the confidence to get up, and then I felt even more depressed when I thought that Lu Xudong was so afraid that Guo Yuqing would know his sexual orientation.

I withdrew from the circle of friends, and it happened that Ye Shengyin replied to the message, saying that she was talking to her grandmother at home, and she would chat with me later.

I was amazed that I was going to move home in the morning, and I actually went home in the evening, which was too fast!

As a result, Ye Shengyin replied to me sarcastically: Of course, what you look at in this era is efficiency, is it like you, who got married for almost half a year before you had a room with your husband?

I was red-faced and laughing and crying by her. I didn't get pregnant out of wedlock, do you blame me?

Ye Shengyin is not available for the time being, and I can't think of anyone to discuss, so I simply log in to the mobile banking to check the balance in the card.

After getting married, I gave my mother money except for the first month, and I basically didn't move much of the money in the salary card in the past few months, and I brushed more than 1,000 yuan last time I applied for a tutorial class, and I was a little worried about the balance of more than 13,000 in it, which is not even half enough!

Thinking about being unemployed now, I really feel a headache.

I shrank on the bed and screamed, but I sat up quickly after the door was gently slammed twice.

Lu Xudong was standing at the door, and when he saw me get up, he walked a few steps into the room, and said to me in a slow voice: "If you are tired, wash and sleep quickly!"

I saw that he ran to the master bedroom and behaved so gently, and suddenly my heart was up and down, biting my lip and letting out a low "oh", I finally understood what it means to have a heart like a deer.

But Lu Xudong just walked to the dresser and stopped, he put a card or something like that on the table, looked at me lightly, and then said very calmly: "I have been married for so long, and I haven't given you a home, it's my negligence, this is my salary card, I will hand it over to you in the future, you can use it wherever you want!"

He said it lightly, but I heard the tip of my nose sour, what do you mean to give me a home, I haven't even bought vegetables a few times, and he is basically responsible for all the expenses at home, he just knows that I need money now, and he is afraid of my thin skin to say this!

I was so moved that I couldn't speak, I just looked at him directly, and I wanted to rush up and hug him and say thank you, but I didn't have the courage to do so.

Lu Xudong looked at me, with a smile on his face, he bent his lips, and said softly: "It's not early, you should rest early!" Then he turned around and went out, and before leaving, he helped me close the door.

I don't know if I'm thinking too much about myself, but I always feel that Lu Xudong's smile before leaving is faintly cold.

I stared blankly at the door that he had closed, and then looked at it for a moment before I turned my attention back to the dresser. I got up and jumped over on one foot, looking at the bank card on the table, and I couldn't tell what it was like.

I was too moved just now, my head didn't turn around, and now I calmed down a little, and I thought that I should have asked Lu Xudong to take the card away just now. It is enough for him to have this heart, but in any case, this money cannot be taken from him.

Not to mention that he had already given my family a bride price of 200,000 yuan, just because my sister-in-law was obviously rich but refused to take it out, I couldn't get used to her unless I was forced to comply.

It is the Lu family's business that the Lu family is rich, she can't treat the Lu family as an ATM, this kind of example, if the first time is opened, there will be a second time, so many years I have endured holding all kinds of casual her, that's because I don't want my mother to be difficult, but I must not let Lu Xudong follow me to suffer this kind of dumb grievance!

I took the card in my hand and looked at it for a while, as if I could still feel the residual warmth of Lu Xudong's fingertips, looked at the number written on the back of the card that was obviously the password, bent my lips and smiled, took a deep breath, and forced back the overflowing sourness in my heart, and then put down the card and went to wash.

After washing, I turned off the light and went to bed, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, and after a while of baking flatbread, the mobile phone at the bedside suddenly rang, and I quickly took it and pressed it to answer.

"Cersei, have you come home? haven't slept yet?" my mother called, her voice was low, with my familiar comfort: "Don't take the words your sister-in-law said, she is just such a person, the family has a lot of debts over the years, and she has suffered a lot of grievances when she marries our family, it's not easy, how considerate and considerate you are...... I didn't say anything about the pan shop, and when I got a job and went to work in a few days, she wouldn't mention it again...... You don't have to be embarrassed......"

I said "um" a few times, but I still didn't hold back the tears, for fear that my mother would hear my choking, so she quickly said to her: "Mom, don't worry, I won't be angry with her, go to bed early, and don't be too anxious about finding a job......."

"Well, I know. My mother sighed, "Then you guys hurry up and wash up and sleep, hang up!"

Putting my phone aside, I couldn't help but reach out to cover my eyes and silently shed tears for a while, feeling sorry for my mother's weakness and resenting her weakness.

She was afraid that my brother would not have a wife, no matter what would always have to let my sister-in-law, when I was young, everything was my brother first, at that time my brother still loved me, and knew that I had to let my sister, and then my mother took my sister-in-law first, and my brother was caught in the middle of the dilemma, and finally simply transferred directly to X City, and came out of sight.

For so many years, I have been like this countless times, lying on the bed in the dormitory with the lights off, crying quietly and silently, not even choking, for fear that someone would know that I would not be loved.

But what can I do, my mother's old thoughts that have been ingrained all her life, she has been so difficult and so careful, do I still have to work against her and worry her a little more?

After all, I'm just like my mom, I'm a coward!

I cried silently for a while, and finally calmed down, staring at the ceiling with my eyes wide open in the dark, and for a long time.

The mobile phone next to me rang, is it > I turned to the side and took the phone, and sure enough, it was Ye Shengyin who sent it and asked me if I had slept, if Lu Xudong was next to me, and if he had disturbed us to do bad things.

I couldn't laugh or cry, Fang Cai's sadness seemed to be driven away by her questioning, and I was speechless for a while before I replied to her that Lu Xudong was not there, and we still slept in the same room.

Ye Shengyin directly sent the video over, and as soon as I picked it up, I didn't even see her clearly, so I heard her ask urgently: "What's the matter, didn't you knock him down? Why are you still separated?"

I held the phone and didn't make a sound, Ye Shengyin waited for a while, and then shouted impatiently: "What about people......?

I didn't turn on the lights, so she couldn't see me, and she yelled as she reached out and dangled in front of the camera: "Get out of here, and don't turn on the lights...... It's black, you're not secretly crying, are you?"

Ye Shengyin speculated, and immediately showed a look of hatred on his face, "Hey, after knocking down the man, you can't pull him to his room to sleep and cry?" No wonder there were several concubines who died in the palace at every turn in the past, all of them were like you, stupid to death!"

"If he doesn't come, you will go, the bed is finished, and you are afraid that he will kick you down?" She snorted coldly, and said in a particularly disdainful tone: "If he is really willing to kick, you will hold his waist to death, I don't believe that he can do it!"

"Of course he can't do it, can he use his hands to kick people?!" I really can't stand her, listening to her voice has a tendency to get higher and higher, I immediately interrupted: "You be quiet, you're not afraid of waking up your grandma, I'm also afraid that you will be too loud to lure Lu Xudong over!"

"Yo yo yo, you still know that you choke me!" Ye Shengyin rolled his eyes, but he really lowered his voice, but what he said was still quite unorthodox, "It's not good for me to help you bring Lu Xudong in a loud voice, so that you won't have a long night and sleepless sleep......"

"Please, auntie, can we talk about something serious?" I was really blushing by her, fortunately I didn't turn on the lights, otherwise she wouldn't know what to make fun of when she saw it.

"Okay, okay, I know you're thin-skinned!" Ye Shengyin was excited, stretched out his hand and brushed the hair in front of his forehead, and then said seriously: "Cersei, you must know how to grasp the opportunity, whether it is work or love, it is not easy to meet a suitable person, don't let your cowardice hold you back!" I can't wake up in love

"Are you laughing and then changing to a literary style?" I couldn't help but tease her.

But Ye Shengyin suddenly smiled a little lost, and looked very forced to smile, "Yes, the old lady recently met a customer, and she is simply possessed by a literary youth!"

"Shengyin, what's wrong with you?" I saw that her expression was not quite right, and asked a little worriedly, "Did you quarrel with him?" Don't keep it mysterious with me, if you don't say what you want, you will suffocate yourself, this is what you told me. ”

"It's okay!" Ye Shengyin took a deep breath and smiled at me seriously, "It's not that I want to stay mysterious, it's just that I didn't think it was too suitable from the beginning, so I wanted to wait for the relationship to stabilize before talking, but there is no need to talk about it now, I broke up with him!"

She smiled at the screen again, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine!

I don't think she's lying to me, and I think about her being able to let go of her secret love for so many years, and I'm slightly relieved, so I told her about the bad things in my family.

Ye Shengyin's face was so angry that his face was about to distort after hearing this, "That's why you can endure it all the time, if it were me, I would have had a quarrel with your wonderful sister-in-law, what are you talking about, it's important for her to buy a house, and no one else wants to live, right?

"Bookmark for easy reading"