Chapter 13: Everyone Has Secrets
Ye Beibei was most afraid of letting Jiang Yuezhou know that he had a chaotic life, and he was most afraid that he would know the secret that he couldn't show and didn't want him to know!
She is not a stingy person, but at such a moment, it is inevitable to be sensitive and suspicious, because Jiang Yuezhou is fine if he is an inconsequential person, but he is the most important person she cares about, his unintentional actions and unintentional words will pull her nerves and make her nervous for a long time, she absolutely cares about his feelings and thoughts.
She was afraid that he would dislike her, that he would despise her, that he would despise her, the more nervous she was, the more she avoided her, but in the end, he still knew everything!
All the self-esteem and self-love were trampled to pieces in an instant, Ye Beibei's hands holding the phone cramped, and he could barely stand on the windowsill, his voice trembling slightly, "You investigate me? You send someone to investigate me? Jiang Yuezhou, why did you do this?"
Jiang Yuezhou was only thinking about how to get rid of Ye Beibei's heart disease, how to solve the problem in front of her, how to make her put down her burden and accept herself, and she really didn't think that her investigation of Ye Beibei's matter would cause her disgust, as soon as he heard Ye Beibei's voice, he knew that he was dizzy and said the wrong thing, he heard a sigh somewhere in his heart, and his momentum dropped a little," Beibei, I know it's wrong for me to investigate you like this, but if I don't, you don't want to talk to me openly and honestly, and if I don't do this, I can't know why you sentenced me out!"
"This is the reason why you are investigating me? Everyone in this world has secrets, even my parents, they don't have the right to snoop on my privacy, and under the banner of being good for me, they will casually find someone to investigate me! Why are you doing this, don't say that you love me!" Ye Beibei looked stubborn because of anger, his tone was mocking, and there was a trace of recklessness.
Jiang Yuezhou's helpless gaze stopped at the window of Ye Beibei's house, frowned, and quickly thought about how to calm Ye Beibei's anger, in his life, no matter what wind and waves, he could find a way to solve it successfully, but since he knew that he was in love with her, he immediately ran out of skills, he was really short of breath, and his children were long, and he spoke very slowly: "We have known each other for five years and have been married for more than two years, do you think I am such a disrespectful person?" You know that with my family wealth, it is easy to find someone to follow you every day, and if I had done that a long time ago, I would not have given Dawn Lang a chance!"
Ye Beibei gritted her teeth, tried her best to suppress the pain and shame in her heart, and said with a wry smile: "You don't have to say it so high-soundingly, at that time, you didn't even want to look at me, how could you be interested in asking someone to follow me!"
Jiang Yuezhou's originally determined expression became uncomfortable, he was sorry for Ye Beibei too many places in the past, and there was not a single thing that was checked by her, he cared about her now, so he was afraid of being turned over the old accounts, no matter how he counted it, he owed her.
"The reason why you investigated me is that you think I don't want to tell you the truth? Now, Ni, do you think I'll be with you in this way? President Jiangda, you are so used to controlling everything strongly, you even have to interfere with my normal life, and I don't even have the right to retain a little privacy, now that you know everything, do you think I can have a good relationship with you?"
Her logical words made Jiang Yuezhou unable to refute, he knew that he had no reason to talk about at this time, competition was never the solution to the problem, he might be able to make Ye Beibei speechless, but he couldn't change her thoughts and decisions in the slightest, he was silent for a moment, and admitted his mistake in a low voice, "Beibei, I'm sorry, I'm not right about this matter, I'm sorry......"
Ye Beibei would rather see Jiang Yuezhou being cruel to her, scolding her for indifference, than seeing him whispering so low to herself, she choked for a moment and paused for a while before saying: "Don't say I'm sorry, it's your freedom to do what you want, but no matter what you know, we have to be separated, this is a fact that cannot be changed." ”
"Ye Beibei!" Jiang Yuezhou's vain voice was poignant and tired.
Ye Beibei looked downstairs, yesterday's straight figure was lonely, she turned her heart sideways, and then said neatly: "I have already made it clear to you, you don't have to come to me again in the future." She knew that her feelings for Jiang Yuezhou were too complicated and tangled, and she knew what this meant, and for her, it was better to break it when it was decided.
She pressed the phone, looked at the silent night sky outside the window, looked at the lights near and far, looked at the dim glow of the street lamp, and looked at the figure of Jiang Yuezhou on the ground.
Her face was wet, and she slowly lowered the curtains and said to him in her heart: Goodbye.
Ye Beibei slowly moved to the big bed, feeling unprecedented exhaustion, a person's life, when encountering difficulties, time will be extended, in this long dark night, she lay alone in the dark with tears, she didn't want to say this to Jiang Yuezhou, those words hurt others and hurt herself.
She wasn't really that annoyed about Jiang Yuezhou finding someone to investigate her, since she had done something unseemly, she had to bear the consequences with courage, but she didn't say that, how to say it, now, she already knows that Xiao Moyan is Li Minglang's biological son, if she must be with Jiang Yuezhou, those resistance from the Jiang family, the pressure of the Li family, Li Minglang's obstruction in every possible way, the ridicule of friends, and the rumors of society, some can be seen and some cannot be touched, but all of them may be the driving force that leads to their final unhappiness。
She can't be sorry for Jiang Yuezhou, let alone her own son, she can't face the situation of becoming a stranger with Jiang Yuezhou again.
Finally, and most importantly, she can't harm him.
His future is bright, his tomorrow will be even more brilliant, how can he be planted in the hands of this misbehaving woman? No matter how beautiful he is now, even if he loves her again, reality is always greater than everything, life is not as long as there is love, it must be invincible, unbreakable, whether she is cowardly, whether she is afraid of being hurt again, whether she loves her children more, she just doesn't have the courage to let go of everything to be with Jiang Yuezhou, and she can't give up her children for love.
Ye Beibei was lying on the bed, tears flowed down her cheeks to her neck, and she was like a cold snake getting into it, she was finally tired of crying and fell asleep, her sleep was not stable, and her body was still twitching slightly.
The next morning, Li Minglang still appeared at Ye Beibei's house as a husband-to-be, first sending Xiao Moting to school, and then sending Ye Beibei to work.