For Xiaoyue's feelings, I'm trying to hide it slowly and forget it, but. It's hard not to be concerned about the safety of her life, so I specifically instructed the attending doctor to notify me as soon as I hear from her.

Now, suddenly, hear the news of her awakening. Let's be honest. I had a moment of excitement, no matter what. She has something to do with me, if she is really gone, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life, knowing that she is awake, I am a little relieved, but. The emotions in my heart are still complicated.

Perhaps, at this moment, my feelings for Xiaoyue are most sympathetic, after all, if it weren't for me, the Luan family would not be what it is now, crumbling, if it weren't for me. Luan Yu will not hide, Xiao Yue is equivalent to losing the support she wants the most, besides, something is going to happen to the Luan family, and Xiao Yue's father should also be affected, these are probably disasters for Xiao Yue.

It's just that sympathy is sympathy, I can't be stupid and simple anymore, with the lessons of the previous times, I should at least be more vigilant, and I can't easily trust people, including Xiaoyue. No matter how to say that during this time, her father has been with her, and no one knows if there is a possibility that they have communicated something.

Of course, I'm not afraid of what tricks their father and daughter will do, what I'm worried about is the sinister Luan Yu, what will he do with Xiaoyue, he doesn't know what he did secretly when he hid during this time, the calmer his surface, the more worried I am about him.

So, I told my brothers the news that Xiaoyue had woken up and wanted to see me, and I asked them to give some opinions, and as a result, the brothers' opinions were quite unanimous, that is, don't see her.

They didn't want me to have anything to do with her anymore, and they thought that I shouldn't have anything to do with her, so my brothers advised me not to take the risk.

However, Tao Wanxin, the most critical person, has never expressed an opinion on this matter, she just sat beside me obediently and didn't say anything. But I guess, Tao Wanxin should be the last one who wants me to see Xiaoyue, why didn't she stop me?

I thought quietly for a long time, and finally decided to meet him.

After all, my relationship with Xiaoyue is too long, there must be a break, if there is no formal farewell, maybe it will be difficult for me to forget her completely, it is better to take this opportunity to talk openly, and then, I really broke off with my ignorant first love.

After all, I still insisted on going to see Xiaoyue despite the opposition of my brothers, and it was obvious that Tao Wanxin was still jealous of the decision I made, but I explained a few words in her ear, and she was not unhappy.

For the sake of safety, I brought dozens of brothers, including dogs and mutes, and rushed to the First People's Hospital together, when we arrived at the hospital, it still attracted a lot of onlookers, it seems that my fame has really infiltrated into all classes, and even a trip to the hospital can be crowded, or it may be because I brought too many brothers, so people can't help but speculate about my intention to make such a big formation!

I didn't care what other people thought, so I just rushed to Xiaoyue's hospital room quickly. Finally, we arrived safely at Xiaoyue's ward with caution all the way. There was no one else in the ward, that is, Xiao Yue's parents were close to Xiao Yue, seeing that I was coming, Xiao Yue's father's eyes were a little strange, but he didn't say anything, just went out of the ward with Xiao Yue's mother very well.

After they left, I immediately took Tao Wanxin, Dog Dan and Mute into the ward, and the other brothers stayed outside the ward.

I put the flowers and fruits in my hand on the bedside table, and then vigilantly scanned the entire ward, to make sure that there was nothing unusual, I looked at Xiao Yue on the hospital bed, at this time, although her face was still bloodless, but her spirit seemed to be okay, I stared at her quietly, and said without alarm: "You are looking for me?"

She forced out a smile and nodded, and then, she glanced at Tao Wanxin and the dog, then looked at me, and said softly, "Can we talk alone!"

Hearing this, Tao Wanxin grabbed my hand and clenched it unconsciously, feeling as if I was going to be snatched away, I gently patted her hand and said softly: "It's okay, I'll just say a few words to her and leave, there won't be anything, you wait for me outside, okay?"

Tao Wanxin glanced at me carefully, then looked at Xiaoyue who got out of bed, pondered for a while, and then reluctantly walked out.

Soon, in the ward, only me and Xiaoyue were left, how many days, I was also alone with her like this, at that time I was so eager for her to wake up, at that time the mood was so complicated, and at this moment, I was already a lot more indifferent, the strong passion passed quietly, and the rest was just a faint sadness.

We looked at each other for a long time before Xiao Yue opened her mouth and asked me softly: "I heard that during this time in the hospital, you have been with me, is it true?"

She asked after her, "Why?"

I lowered my head and whispered: "You committed suicide, how much is my responsibility, my recklessness has caused you trouble, caused pressure, so that you can't bear to go to the road of suicide, so I feel guilty, come to bed, it is equivalent to atonement!"

After hearing this, Xiao Yue was a little disappointed, she bit her pale lip and said, "Oh, then may I ask you that you did it on purpose? It was because you hated me, so in front of the whole school, you made my affairs public, do you blame me for looking down on you?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I'm mainly targeting Luan Yu, I'm sorry I got you involved!"

Xiaoyue looked at me and asked sadly, "Did you really love me before?"

I wanted to deny it directly, but I obviously couldn't hide it, so I simply replied: "Well, once, I was too stupid to understand love, and the toad just wanted to eat swan meat, I can't say love, I can only say that I have coveted!"

After listening to this, Xiao Yue closed her eyes heavily, as if she was thinking about something, and then, she opened her eyes and said to me: "Actually, I didn't expect that Ge Tian, who was once cowardly, would become what he is today, you seem to have completely changed as a person!"

I replied coldly: "Life is forced, forced!"

Xiao Yue stared at me for a long time, her eyes were red, and then she spoke: "Well, I know your hardship, I also know your suffering, and I know that Luan Yu is wrong, to be honest, I hate him in my heart, I hate him for deceiving me, but in the end, he loves me, and I can't blame him!

I slowly raised my head and set my eyes on her, the goddess who was once out of reach for me is now close at hand, her eyes are still so soft, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said: "I told you a long time ago, wicked people have evil retribution, a person cannot be arrogant and lawless, Luan Yu and his family have done too many immoral things." I can't say it's because of me, I can only say that the time has come for them to repay their evil!"

When I said this, I thought of the day when Xiaoyue came to me wearing a mask, saying that I would never be able to fight with Luan Yu, saying that I couldn't do anything myself, and I just want to tell her now that nothing is impossible, and that the former ants can also climb to the sky and ride on Luan Yu's head.

Xiaoyue is a smart person, I guess she also heard the meaning of my words, her face showed a little embarrassed, she endured the pain, and said to me: "I know Luan Yu's excess, but can you not do things too much, can you let him go?"

Actually, I know very well that Xiaoyue said these words to me, only because of her kindness, her soft heart, she couldn't bear to see others hurt, at the beginning, she helped me many times, and even blocked the knife for me, just because she sympathized with me, and now, the world has changed, it is her turn to intercede for Luan Yu, I understand her, but I am still unhappy in my heart, I snorted lightly, and then replied lightly: "No, everything he did to me, I can not blame the past, but he killed my brother, I must avenge this revenge!"

Xiao Yue's eyes were full of tears, she opened her mouth with difficulty, and shouted at me in a loud voice: "But you also harmed their family, he has already received retribution!"

I grinned and said, "That's none of my business, it's their family's business, he personally, he hasn't been punished yet!"

After listening to this, tears flowed down Xiaoyue's eyes, she looked at me weakly with her charming teary eyes, and said hoarsely: "Actually, I also know that my dissuasion is useless, even if you don't take the initiative to trouble him, he will find you trouble." But I can feel it, you fight, the one who wins must be you, I just want to beg you, when you catch him, can you spare his life?"

Her voice, her eyes, it is really easy to make people feel pity, my heart twitched unconsciously, but I still endured it and continued to say indifferently: "You called me here for this?"

Xiao Yue didn't deny it, nodded her head directly, and prayed again: "Well, it's for this matter, he helped me and my family too much, I don't want to watch him have an accident, besides, he once let you go because of me, didn't he?"

Her words clearly reminded me of the scene in the abandoned factory that day, that was my most humiliating and desperate time, although she saved my life with a hand knife, but left me with a reality that was more painful than death, and the person who really saved me from a desperate situation was the chief, the person behind the scenes, not her.

So, I finally looked at her indifferently, and then said ruthlessly: "I'm sorry, I can't do it!"

Hearing this, Xiaoyue's painful tears flowed even more fiercely, I didn't dare to look at her anymore, and quickly turned around, at this moment, my heart was still twitching gently, I was afraid that I would regret it, I was afraid that I would be soft-hearted again.

So, I shook my head and walked towards the door resolutely, just two steps away, I was keen, and suddenly noticed a trace of something strange behind me, I quickly turned around, and when I looked, I found that Xiaoyue had sat up from the bed.

What shocked me suddenly was that Xiao Yue at this time was holding a pistol tightly in her hand, and the muzzle of the gun was already aimed at me, I couldn't help but widen my eyes and stare at her in disbelief.

Xiao Yue's expression was unusually indifferent, she slowly opened her mouth, and said two words in a cold voice: "Don't move!"