Lin Yinuo came to the rolling red dust, and saw a Porsche with the beginning of Shanghai stopped at the door from a distance, and just sent Lu Xiuwen away, why are there customers in Shanghai in the store?

A long-haired girl, when she saw her come in, stood up: "Lin Yinuo, is ......it? Can you talk?"

Yinuo looked at the completely strange girl in front of him and nodded.

In the study, the girl carefully looked at Lin Yinuo from head to toe, and said with a bitter smile: "It turns out that Lin Yinuo looks like this...... It's no wonder that he can't forget ......"

"What?" she didn't understand, this girl, richly dressed, elegant, at first glance, had received a good education since childhood, the child of a wealthy family!

"Yes, will you help me?" she said, "Is Siwin back?"

Xiwen? Yinuo looked at her, could it be related to Lu Xiuwen? She remembered the car at the door just now......

"Uh......." she nodded.

This girl, how did she know that he was coming? Does her arrival have anything to do with him?

She sat there and looked at Yinuo for a long time, her eyes full of sadness.

"Lin Yinuo, do you want to hear my story? I'm sorry, I came here without your consent, can I tell you my story?"

Does she want to tell the story of her and Lu Xiuwen? Yinuo nodded.

"My name is Anne, my surname is Dongfang, I was born in France since I was a child, my father came from a wealthy family, he is a well-behaved businessman, he has a wife and children. It stands to reason that he should lack nothing, but he likes a escort girl, and that escort girl is my mother!" she smiled at Yinuo and said very frankly: "Although there is nothing wrong with me, my mother was not accepted by the Dongfang family, and it was not until I was seven years old that I was taken to the Dongfang family." But in that family, except for my father, no one cared about me, no one really cared about me, my father was busy with business for many years, he thought he gave me a good education, a rich life, but he didn't know, I was not happy at all, I became the most redundant one in this family...... Dad's company is getting bigger and bigger, and he comes home less and less. I didn't know why they gave birth to me, and I didn't know why I wanted to live in this world, until one day, I met Sivan, who was working part-time at my father's company, and he never spoke to anyone, and every day he was the last one to come home, and the first time I saw him, I knew I liked him......! One day in class, the teacher asked us what we felt like in this world, and why did we come to this class? I said, I was like a sunny day doll abandoned in a corner, never knowing where my home was. I came here because I wanted to meet someone. That was the first time Siwin saw my presence and asked me what my name was...... Later, when Sivan started Yiheng on his own, I tried to learn all kinds of things and skills that could help him, just to stay with him. My dad valued him very much, didn't want him to go, and refused to stay if he was given any conditions. Yiheng had a hard start, Xiwen had no money, and you don't know how desperate he worked in those five years...... And I, seeing it in my eyes, how distressed I am...... Once, on the way to sign a contract, we were hit by an opponent, when I woke up, I ran to see him as soon as I woke up, and he was in a coma, and he kept calling a name in his mouth, which was 'Lin Yinuo'......" She looked at Lin Yinuo and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Do you know how scared I am of this name? I tried my best to prevent him from returning to China, but it was useless! I had to study hard again and Chinese come to Shanghai with him! I always thought that Xiwen was indifferent by nature and was cold to any woman. It wasn't until one day, when he would suddenly wake up at two o'clock in the morning and sit there alone staring at his phone in a daze, as if waiting for someone's news, that I understood why in Paris his time was always seven hours earlier......"

It turned out that she had chatted with him before, and most of it was his sleep time......

"Today, I followed him to Ningbo, he didn't do anything all afternoon, just looked at you like this, I knew that it turned out that in this world, someone can make his eyes so gentle......" Her tears fell, and she didn't mind Yinuo seeing it at all: "I really envy you Lin Yinuo, he is thousands of miles away, just to be able to see you on Qixi Festival! I know that the person in his heart has always been you, and I also know that he doesn't love me, and he tries to give me the best, just to compensate me!" But that's not what I want!"

"You...... Why did you tell me?"

"Lin Yinuo, have you ever loved someone? The kind that you love very much, you love so much that you are obsessed, and you have to love him! Xiwen and I happen to be the same kind of people - from the first glance, you know what you want. In our hearts, there is a demon living in it, unable to wake up, unable to control ourselves, willing to be a moth to a fire, willing to be a doomed forever! Can you understand? Can you understand how much he loves you? Can you understand how much I love him? Without him, I would die! It is impossible to let him leave you!

Yinuo knew that Lu Xiuwen loved him, but she didn't know that he loved her so much, she remembered what he said many years ago:

Like someone, it doesn't have to make her like you too, just watch from afar, as long as she is happy, as long as she is doing well, as long as she can exist in this world safely and healthily, it is already the best gift from God to me! She doesn't need to know, she doesn't have to reciprocate, I, go to the soup and fire, what is it?!

Her tears fell, and she looked at Anne with teary eyes: "I see, you asked me to leave him, didn't you?"

Anne's tears also fell, and the two pairs of teary eyes looked at each other......

"I know I'm very selfish, I shouldn't have come to you! But ask yourself, Lin Yinuo, what can you give him? Do you know what Xiwen has experienced in the past ten years? Do you know how difficult it is for Yiheng to get to where he is today, and how difficult it is for him to take every step? What can you help him? The person he has always wanted to protect is you, but the person I have always wanted to protect is him, and they all say that being loved is happy, so while you are happy, can you think about it for Xiwin, think about it for me, I have been with him for ten years without any requirements, as long as he needs it, whether he likes it or not, no matter how difficult it is, I will do it! And you, what have you done for him all these years? I don't want to hurt you Lin Yinuo, I just hope you can take pity on me, I can't do without Xiwen, please help me, and please let him go, I think you also want to see him happy, right? Although I am shameless to ask you like this, I really have no better way, I am really scared...... If I could exchange it, I would give you everything I had, and I just ask you to leave it to me! It's good for you to laugh at me, or look down on me, I only need one Xiwen!"

She was in tears, like a sharp cone, piercing Yinuo's heart, the same woman, she could see her heartache and despair......

"Lin Yinuo, will you blame me?

"Is it wrong to love someone?" she held back tears: "Thank you for taking care of him for many years......"

When she was leaving, she looked at Lin Yinuo with her sad eyes: "Will you tell Xiwen that I have been here?"

“...... No. She said.

After Anne left, Yinuo sat there alone, from the first time she met Lu Xiuwen more than ten years ago, to today, those pictures flashed in front of her eyes, and Anne's words also came in her ears: Ask yourself, Lin Yinuo, what can you give him? Do you know what Xiwen has experienced in the past ten years? Do you know how difficult it is for Yiheng to get to where he is today, every step is not easy, what can you help him?

Yes, what can she give him? What can she help him? What can she give him except to make trouble for him constantly, except to make him more tired? When she thought that he would wake up at two o'clock in the morning, just to wait for her news, afraid that she would encounter some problems, her heart hurt like a pinprick—she collapsed on the sofa and broke down and cried, Lu Xiuwen, why are you such a you? You have paid for me for so many years, what can I do for you? If letting go is the best choice for you, then I will do it, as long as you are doing well, as long as you can be happy....... She remembered Anne's sad and desperate eyes, and she could understand how much she loved him....... Lu Xiuwen, with such a woman by your side, I will be more relieved, she is more suitable for you than me......

How far is heaven and hell? She had just held his hand a second ago, and the strong beating voice of her heart told her that she was in love...... The next second she had to cut off all his love with her own hands......

She picked up Bai Jiu'er's cigarette for the first time, smoked the whole box in one go, and then fell drunk on the bed.....

She woke up at noon the next day, and said that if she drank too much, she would get drunk, and it turned out that if she smoked too much, she would also get drunk......

She rinsed herself off to sober up.

She was wearing delicate makeup and her most beautiful one-shoulder dress, and she called him: "Lu Xiuwen, I miss you so much......"