As soon as she stepped out of the elevator, she was grabbed by a man like a chicken and thrown into the car.

Lu Xiuwen locked the car door and glared at her viciously.

"What did I do wrong?"

She didn't speak, his sudden appearance made her defenseless, she was afraid that if she said something wrong, with his adaptability, she couldn't deal with it.

"Is he ...... in bed," he asked, his eyes darkened, "better than me?"

She listened to his voice, lowered her head and did not speak, she could hear his sadness, she was afraid that tears would fall when she raised her head.

He let out a long sigh, his voice hoarse, "Why don't you speak?"

"We ...... I don't think there's much to say!"

"Why do I feel like I don't know you anymore, Yinuo?"

"You don't know me well enough. ”

"Okay, then I'...... From now on, can I get to know you?"

"No, I think it's over. ”

"Lin Yinuo, you were ...... that day Is it real or not?"

"This kind of thing...... I never remember the next day. ”

"Can I ask you a question? Lin Yinuo, have you ever loved me?"

Yinuo suddenly felt like the world was spinning, and she couldn't hold on.

"Don't answer me!" he said quickly, "I don't want to know the answer!"

For the first time, he used evasion to solve the problem, and he was afraid of the outcome......

He helped her fasten her seatbelt and started the car.

"Where are you taking me?"

"This matter, just turn it over, I will treat it as if it never happened!" He started the car: "From now on, you will honestly stay in Ningbo for me, and I will not be allowed to set foot in Shanghai for half a step!"

She began to break down and shout: "Lu Xiuwen, why? Why do you give in again and again? Why do you give in again and again? Why do you give up your principles for a woman like me? Why do you refuse to leave? Why do you come back? Why do you have to force me to hurt you? I really don't want to hurt you at all, why do you have to force me? Why?"

While crying, she hit the car window with her head like crazy, and just hit it to death, no one will be sad......

"Yinuo!" he braked, and his windows were bulletproof. He had never seen her collapse like this, he hugged her head, and said distressedly: "Yinuo, you don't want this! I can't live without you! From the first time I met you in the Four Seas Academy, I knew that my world would definitely be disturbed by you! I knew that you were my calamity, and I always thought that I could strategize everything and shelter you from the wind and rain, so I left you by my side...... Maybe I've been overconfident all these years. I admit that when I met you, I realized that I am really not a god, and I have the selfishness and greed, obsession and attachment that others have, or even more serious...... I confess that during my years in France, my face has always appeared in my dreams, and it has become a belief of mine to find you...... I admit it, my mind has been full of your amorous amorous for the past few days, your amorous amorous style, I can't forget it, I can't bear you to appear in other men's homes, I can't stand it, you will be **** under other men...... I can't imagine that......"

"Lu Xiuwen ......" she hugged him: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, you forgot about me Lu Xiuwen, I was wrong, I shouldn't have called you......"

"Yinuo......" he said in a sad, pleading tone, "don't toss me like this, I really ...... It hurts. I've been really tired and can't take more over the years. Don't you toss me like that again...... I'll send you back to Ningbo now, you pack your things and follow me to France!"

I'm really tired all these years and can't bear more, so don't toss me like this anymore...... Pack your things and come with me to France!France? She thought of Anne, her desperate eyes and words flashing before her eyes, and she sobered up and pushed him away.

"I can't go to France with you. ”

"Why?"

"Because...... Here are the people I love dearly......"

"Who?

"It's not. ”

"Who's that?"

"My ex-husband ......" she said with her eyes closed, knowing that this was the only one who could shoot him...... Even she didn't want to hurt him so thoroughly.

He couldn't speak for a long time, his hands clenched the steering wheel, and his fingers turned white, yes, ex-husband...... Between him and her, there was a decade that he would never be able to cross......

"If you really love him so much, how can you get divorced? I don't believe it! If you really love him so much, how can you climb into the bed between me and Xiaojing——"

"Lu Xiuwen, why did you never understand what I was saying? Why did you always impose your will on me so domineeringly? Why did you never ask me what I really wanted in my heart? I shared a bed with him for ten years and didn't love him, why would I marry him? I slept with you just to take revenge! Don't you understand? What's wrong with me sleeping with you once? I've admired you for so many years, what's wrong with me sleeping with you once? Are you so entangled? Do you have anything to lose? Isn't that a fulfillment for you?"

He stared at her, his face so pale that he couldn't speak for a long time, and the sadness and anger he tried to restrain made his eyes glisten with tears, and he finally understood. He took a deep breath, a smile on his lips that made her look so sad. He choked up and said, "Lin Yinuo, I'm Lu Xiuwen...... Thank you for your fulfillment!"

He stopped talking, stopped looking at her, started the car, and his car was speeding down the highway in a way that ended up together......

She closed her eyes, tears falling, and turned her face sideways, afraid that he would see it......

If she ends her life like this, it will be a kind of happiness for her......

Lu Xiuwen, I'm sorry, hating someone is easier to forget than loving someone......

Bai Jiu'er found that since Lin Yinuo came back from Shanghai, she has changed, she is silent, suicidal and can smoke all the cigarettes in one breath, and "Brisenon", which she liked so much before, now burst into tears when she heard it. She often sat alone in a small room for the whole day. She is also madly obsessed with rainy days, and when it rains, she will walk alone in the rain......

For the first time in the drizzle, she walked with him in the deep alley of the Broken Bridge Corridor, and in the drizzle, when he carried her down the hill for the first time, she remembered her and his words:

"Lu Xiuwen, I like you!"

"What?"

"Lu Xiuwen, I like you!"

"Lin Yinuo, did you lie?"

"Nope. ”

"Then why is it raining all of a sudden?"

"I cried ......"

Lu Xiuwen, I miss you so much, how can I forget you? Who else in this world can replace you? In my life......

I miss you, in the rain, you can cry openly, no one can tell the difference, is it rain or teardrops on your face......

Thinking of you, in the rain, you can drench the urge to find you and sober yourself......

She saw that in the heavy rain, there was a boy hiding in the corner with a cat in his arms, and he held the cat tightly in his arms and used his body to shelter it from the wind and rain......

She remembered that Lu Xiuwen had also used her body like this to shield her from the wind and rain......

She put the umbrella in the boy's hand......

At night, the boy appeared in front of the door of the billowing red dust, with the umbrella in his hand.

"Hey——!" he said, "I ate a bowl of noodles in Shaxian, you go and help me pay!"

Yinuo remembered that many years ago, a girl with short hair shouted at a boy with a popsicle: "Lu Xiuwen, Lu Xiuwen, I bought four red bean popsicles, you go and help me pay!"

Yinuo's tears fell and he went to help him pay.

So, this boy, holding the cat every day, came to her to beg for money......

It was raining again, and he walked with her in the rain.

"Are you walking in the rain late at night, are you looking for your soul, or are you looking for yourself?"

"Neither. She said, "There is no soul, and there is no self." ”

"Where did you lose it?"

Where? yes, where was it gone?She asked herself, from the moment he left, she had no ......

"You're dressed like this and walking in the rain...... I don't care about you if there are any more hooligans!" he took off his clothes and draped them over Yinuo's shoulders, and Yinuo returned them to him, and continued to walk alone in the rain. He said in the back, "Hey, do you have a sense of danger? Why are you so stupid as a woman!? If you do this, I really don't care about your ........"

Bai Jiu'er finally knew the truth, it was she who opened Lin Yinuo's diary, and she knew that there was a person named Lu Xiuwen who appeared in her life......

She felt that Lin Yinuo might not be able to live like this. It's already too thin to look good, and it has to rain every day. She kindly made sweet and sour pork ribs for her and stewed black chicken, hoping to replenish the poor old lady's body, but after Lin Yinuo saw the black chicken, he vomited all the rice he had just eaten......

This made Bai Jiu'er speechless, she thought that the dishes she made were not much worse than the chef in terms of hue and taste, but not everyone was blessed to enjoy her cooking skills. Hey, it turns out that if you miss someone, you can miss this situation......

Bai Jiu'er Baidu 'Lu Xiuwen', and then secretly sent him the diary......

The diary was returned to Yinuo the next day, and it was returned untouched. The recipient is written "Miss Lin" instead of the previous "Yinuo......

Ms. Lin...... He called her Miss Lin? This is his font, Lin Yinuo was holding the diary in his hand, and suddenly fainted......

She woke up again in the hospital. Wearing a hospital gown and dripping in her hands, she knew that she had always been anemic, and fainting was just raining, and it was not a big problem, so she pulled out a drip, changed her clothes, and wanted to go out.

Bai Jiu'er came in with a lot of medicine: "Where are you going?"

She put down the medicine and said to her very seriously: "There is something I have to tell you, the doctor said that you are too weak and must be hospitalized to recuperate, and you are ...... now It's not just you...... There is still a two-month-old baby in the belly, you see, do you come back to continue hanging drips, or go out?!"

Lin Yinuo raised his hand and touched his flat lower abdomen, and stayed there for a long, long time......