No..... no, it's not that I want to laugh, it's just that the photo you gave me is so handsome, I can't help but want to laugh when I see it, I can't control it at all, how can you be so handsome, it really makes me bow and worship, and a kind of envy rises in my heart, really, I don't lie to you at all, I lie..... Li Yuan held up his mobile phone and said to me with big teeth.

"Hey, hey... Yes, do you really think so, I know I'm very good, but I didn't expect it to be so good, just by showing you a picture of me, you can laugh like this, just like this attitude towards me, it really flatters me....I'm still embarrassed......." I straightened my hairstyle.

Well, you're right, you're such a handsome guy, excellent and perfect, I'm envious, if I could be like you, how good it would be, but I can't do it, it's really a big failure in my life, Li Yuan looked sad, as if he had left some regrets in his life.

I looked at Li Yuan's appearance here, and I was a little unhappy in my heart, I knew that Li Yuan's appearance was not at all a grade at all, this was an insult to Li Yuan's nakedness, I really shouldn't do this, how could I be like this to my brother, hey, I should review it.

But I really want to be low-key, I want to be simple, but my strength doesn't allow me to be low-key, this is really a great distress, I can't be low-key if I want to be low-key, it really makes my brain buzz, and I can't stand the headache.

Many people will be troubled because they are not good enough, they are ugly, and their temperament is not very good, but who can understand the trauma in the hearts of such excellent people? Because of my handsome appearance and excellent character, I have unknowingly hurt many people? How many people's hearts have been wounded? I am really a sinner.

Whenever I see that the people around me are not as good as me, they all look at me with such admiring eyes, my heart is very comfortable, I feel that I should stay away from them, I can't always give them trauma, so that their hearts will not be able to stand it for a long time, and it will have a shadow on me.

I sometimes ask myself why? Why did my parents make me so good? So handsome, why can't I be born ordinary, like ordinary people, now I don't like myself very much, I feel that I am out of place with ordinary people.

I really want to be ordinary, just like Li Yuan and Xiao Meng, who live carefree all day long, how good it must be, and I won't be distressed by my appearance, however, these are things I can't do, in fact, I also want to change myself, but it's really difficult, I can't control my own appearance.

I am getting more and more handsome, and the temperament on my body is becoming more and more prominent, this kind of temperament that fascinates women and makes men jealous is too strong, and my academic performance is so good, teachers praise me, and there are so many beauties around me, which makes others red, like Yang Tianshu... Duan Xinyao ..... Qi Dan....These are all beautiful girls, I hate myself so much.

When I think of this, I feel that I have failed too much in life, why can't I be like an ordinary person? I want to live normally, not so well, it really annoys me, I can't help but laugh when I think of this........

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"Damn, what is this big Sabi laughing at, why is he smiling so brightly, it seems to be a sunflower blooming in summer, it's so obscene, it's really disgusting, it's the same as the special Erha, stupid, it's really amazing, I have to stay away from him, otherwise it will easily affect my IQ...."Li Yuan muttered a step back, and then looked at me with a wary face.

Li Yuan glanced down at the phone again, looked at the photos on the phone, and couldn't help laughing again, it was really interesting, how could this selfie be taken like this?

After a few minutes, Li Yuan looked at me still smiling stupidly, and it was still a posture, that is, biting the thumb of his left hand, and then very chic cocked the little thumb of his right hand, that action was called a handsome, almost six on the left hand, seven on the right hand, the left leg was circled, and the right foot was kicked.....

At this moment, my heart is also very happy, this feeling is so wonderful, I like this feeling, I fell in love with the brilliance of my own body, killed the temperament of others in seconds, and hurt them at the same time, I am excited, and special guilt, this feeling is like eating spicy hot, obviously it is numb and spicy, but I can't let it go, I really want to try, to eat a little...

I feel like this now, I can't control myself at all, I'm very uncomfortable, now I'm completely understanding the hearts of those who gamble, I know that I gamble wrong, but I can't control myself, I want to touch two.....

"Hahaha....."

….

Li Yuan heard my laughter, looked at me with a confused face, and didn't know what to do for a while, this sudden laughter was a little out of place in this dark night, it sounded particularly terrifying, particularly infiltrating, as if it was haunted, rattling and exciting.

"What are you laughing at there, and posing, it's really embarrassing, now there is no one on the road, if there is someone, that face is really lost to grandma's house, if that's the case, I will designate the girl to run, and then pretend not to recognize him, after all, listen to the special stumbling, well, yes, that's what it looks like..."Li Yuan looked at the phone and muttered.

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"Hey....sister, look at what Zhang Feng is laughing at silly, it seems that he has put something on his body, and he is still in such a strange posture, it is really a little confusing, you have been with him for a long time, you take a look, you analyze and analyze ......" Zhu Xiaoying pointed, and then greeted Yang Tianshu.

Yang Tianshu, who was squatting on the ground, stood up, patted his legs, stomped his feet vigorously, looked in the direction pointed by Zhu Xiaoying, frowned, and said very calmly: I don't know, I don't know what he is going to do, maybe there is feces in his stomach, he wants to poop.....

"My Cao, sister, can you not say it so disgusting, you have to remember, we are little girls, we must be civilized when we speak, how can you do it, open your mouth and shit, shut up and poop, this is so unqualified, you have to be obedient, Ao, do you know?" Zhu Xiaoying flicked at Yang Tianshu's small head.

"Oh, it hurts me to death, sister, what are you doing, didn't you ask me, I don't know, it's just my guess, you're embarrassed to say that I don't have quality, I'm not embarrassed to say you, can't you have some quality in your own heart?" Yang Tianshu covered his little brain and muttered dissatisfied.

"I don't have the quality, what's wrong with me, I didn't say and poop," Zhu Xiaoying rolled her eyes.

"Hmph....you didn't say that, but some of the things you did were even more disgusting than what you said......" Yang Tianshu glanced at his mouth.

"Hey... You little girl, tell me, what's the matter, I don't have any quality..."

"Did I really say that?"

"Say, I'm not afraid of shadows, you can say ..... casually" Zhu Xiaoying said very righteously.

Then you're welcome, this is what you said, let me say it casually, don't clean me up later...

"Don't worry, I won't ....." Zhu Xiaoying waved her hand and gestured to say casually.

Sister, do you remember, when we take the bus, you always fart in the car, and when the two of us go to the hot springs, you secretly fart into the water, many people think that the water is boiling, and they all run out, but in fact, it is your fart, let the water bubble and pull... Haha..... Yang Tianshu said with his mouth covered.

"Okay, you little girl, you even know this, I really underestimate you, this matter is like this, you are not allowed to mention it in the future, you will rot into your stomach, this thing is really embarrassing, you can't let others know..."Zhu Xiaoying gave Yang Tianshu a look after speaking.

"Hehe, I know, don't worry, sister, I will never tell others, I will definitely keep my mouth shut, don't you understand, my mouth is notoriously strict...."Yang Tianshu playfully stuck out his tongue.

.....I really can't believe it, it's so scary, it's so loose, it's like the waist of the cotton pants..... Zhu Xiaoying pouted.

"Oh, your mouth is the same as the waistband of your cotton pants........" Yang Tianshu stomped his feet in a huff, and his two cheeks bulged like little frogs, looking very cute....

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Hey, hey, big brother, what are you laughing at here, it's been a few minutes, you're not tired, you're not afraid of your mouth being deformed, Li Yuan punched me in the shoulder.

I was fantasizing about it when I felt a pain in my shoulder, as if I had been hit by a hammer, and I immediately woke up from my fantasy.

"I'm Cao, big brother, what are you doing, what are you doing with me, how much does it hurt," I asked, rubbing my shoulder.

What are you still saying, what are you thinking about stupidly, and you are still laughing, I heard it is a straight hair, I thought you were rushing at something, Li Yuan replied.

"Get out of the calf, what are you rushing to, I've seen the photos, hurry up and give me the ........... on my phone" I stretched out my hand at Li Yuan.