When there were only two people left in the conference room, Yi Jin and I, he walked over and slowly squatted in front of me, he stroked my hair hanging down my cheeks with his hand, and said with a hint of distress in his tone: "I'm sorry, my brother didn't protect you." ”

I didn't speak, I know Yi Jin's difficulties, at such a time, no one is free, he can't offend the entire Yi family's shareholders for me, he will choose this way, I have long expected it.

If it were me, I would be like this, and part of the reason why I got to this point is that I deserve it.

Jiaqi couldn't come back to her senses after shaking it, and she didn't even give up and asked, "Is this what Mr. Yi is?"

Yi Jin said: "It has become a foregone conclusion, and the main thing is that this matter has too much impact on Yi's. He looked at me, sighed and said, "Okay, you'll be freer this way, I know you've never really liked the position." ”

The matter of Zhaozhou directly pushed me off this position, I didn't hesitate, just like Yi Jin said, this position is not very suitable for me, and I have never really liked it, leaving me does not make people feel painful, but I feel a little relieved, I just feel a little sorry for my grandfather's good intentions, but unfortunately, I have always been a dou who can't be helped, it has always been like this, it has never changed.

I was probably the shortest chairman in the history of Yi's, and on the day of this incident, I was forced to step down by all the directors.

At that time, the company was full of rumors, but I think they should have expected this day a long time ago, it was just a matter of time.

After I came out of the conference room. I didn't even go to the office, everything was brought downstairs by Jiaqi, and when she sent me to the car, she kept crying, as if life and death were parting.

I don't understand why she is crying, I have never attached much importance to this position, and now I am expected to leave this position.

But the stupid girl hugged me and said: "Miss Yi, you are still young, you are the person with the most shares here, and there is an opportunity, one day the position of Yi's will definitely belong to you, even if you are not the chairman, you are also the largest shareholder." ”

Hearing her words, I just smiled, then patted her on the shoulder, and didn't speak.

In the end, it was Jiaqi who cried a mess, as if she had lost her position, but I comforted her for a while.

After I left Yi's, on the way back, I received a phone call from Zhaozhou, in which he said in great panic: "Xiaofan, why did you suddenly leave Yi's, don't you care about this matter? ”

He cried and said, "Xiaofan, you must save me!"

I'm a little tired, I'm really tired now, I don't even have the strength to blame Zhao Zhou, I just raised my hand and rubbed my brows and said: "I don't know how to help you, I didn't leave suddenly, but because of this matter, I have been removed from the board of directors, Zhao Zhou, now I can't protect myself, I can't help you." ”

Zhao Zhou said on the phone: "How can this be? Xiaofan, aren't you the largest shareholder of Yi's?" Your brother is Yi Jin, Yi's is your family, how can you be resigned by the director, I know that this incident is my fault, I shouldn't have made things like this, but this is an accident, an accident that no one expected, Xiaofan, I am so unlucky, in my life, I thought that with this project, my newly opened company will be able to gain a firm foothold, as long as I stand firm, I will definitely have the day to get ahead, but God is too unkind to me, at this time, I can't even help me!"

I was so tired that I said, "Zhao Zhou, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I can't help you this time, that's all." ”

I had already hung up the phone before Zhao Zhou could say something, and then I leaned back in the back seat of the car and watched the scenery slide backwards outside the window.

When Zhaozhou called the phone again, I directly turned off my mobile phone and fell asleep in a daze.

I don't know how it was handled in the end, I didn't dare to read the news at that time, I didn't dare to read the newspaper, maybe it was a kind of self-escape.

Even if I don't have any nostalgia for this position in my heart, people are like this, and I can't listen to failure.

Every time I close my eyes, I can think about the day of the boardroom, with all the eyes and words of disappointment that everyone besieged me.

Everyone said I was too young, that I was not good, that I was too childish, and I suddenly realized that I was such a failed person and so useless in the eyes of others.

Oh, yes. I've always been a failure, so my life is still doing nothing, still struggling, how can I have the ability to fulfill what my grandfather told me.

I guess I'm probably too disappointed with him right now.

I don't feel any reluctance to lose this position, but it can be regarded as a small blow to me.

After leaving the company, I have been bored, and I don't like to talk much, Yi Jin has been dealing with things on the long bridge side of the company, and he has no time to accompany me, leaving Yu Manting by my side.

Yu Manting didn't comfort me, but kept trying to make me do something that made me happy and interesting.

But I've never been sure about my goals in life, let alone what I'm interested in.

I don't have any hobbies, I don't have anything I want to do, I just want to sit still.

It's better to sit all day.

After Yi Jin was dismissed from the company, Jiang Hua gave me a phone call to contact me on the fourth day of my resignation from Yi. He asked me on the phone, is that what you want?

I don't know what he was asking.

Jiang Hua said, "Did you just give up?"

Hearing Jiang Hua's words, I wanted to laugh inexplicably, and I said, "Do I have any other choice?"

Jiang Hua said: "You just gave up on Yi's like this?"

I was silent for a few seconds and said to Jiang Hua: " Jiang Hua, I'm too tired, I don't want the so-called Yi's, I'm not the material of this piece at all, for so long, you have also seen that sometimes, in a certain aspect, people have to be talented, if there is no talent, it will always be an elm head, to be honest, the days after joining Yi's are my happiest days, because this job is not suitable for me, I will never learn to socialize, nor can I learn to be exquisite, let alone learn business methods, and Yi's can't want a person who can't learn anything. ”

Jiang Hua asked again: "Then do you want to live the rest of your life?"

I said, "I can get by, I've given up struggling." ”

Jiang Hua said: "Your self-confidence seems to have been completely shattered in just a few days. ”

I said, "Yes, now I find that I don't have the strength to go on." ”

He asked me again, "Have you really figured it out?"

I didn't hesitate any longer, I said, "I've thought about it." I thought about it for a moment and said to him, "I'm sorry for bothering you." ”

Jiang Hua was also silent on the other end of the phone for a while, he said: "I don't have any relationship, the most important thing is how you want to live, if the way you live is not even happy with yourself, then life has no meaning, and you don't have to trap yourself in it for that little agreement." ”

I said: "Jiang Hua, do you also think that I am useless, I obviously have everything in my hands, but in the end, I still came to this point." ”

Jiang Hua said: "I know that you have not paid attention to all this from the beginning, this is not the reason why you are useless, but you have never treated it with your heart, in this world, as long as you have a heart, it is something that no one can't do, so this has nothing to do with uselessness, only whether you want to or not, whether you want to or not." ”

I said, "So what are you going to do in the future?"

Jiang Hua said: "After working for so many years, I may have to take a break for a while. ”

I said, "Then your mother, how to solve the relationship between the two of us." ”

He pondered for a while and said: "I may not say this matter for the time being, you don't have to worry here, I will solve it, let's stabilize ourselves for a while." ”

Hearing him do this, I said, "Okay, just do as you say." ”

After Jiang Hua and I hung up, Yi Jin came back from the company, I heard his car parked downstairs, and then his voice came from the living room, asking how I was doing today.

The servant seemed to follow him, and replied cautiously, "Mademoiselle has not come down from the stairs much this day. ”

Yi Jin asked, "What about the diet?" ”

The servant said, "There is not much to eat." ”

After that, he didn't hear Yi Jin speak again, and soon he went upstairs.

I heard his footsteps approaching my room, and when he pushed the door open, I was sitting on the couch in a daze.

Yi Jin was afraid of scaring me, so he didn't speak for a long time, but stood there looking at me, and after a while, he let go of his hand on the door, walked towards me, sat down next to me, and looked out the window with me: "What are you looking at?" ”

My eyes fell on a magnolia tree outside the window, and there were already white flowers blooming on it, but there was nothing to look at, but I suddenly rested, but it seemed that I had nothing to do.

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Seeing me like this, Yi Jin asked with a smile: "I heard that there will be a lantern festival soon, do you want to go and see it?"

I said, "Okay." ”

He heard me say yes. The smile in his eyes deepened, this is the first thing I said to him in the past few days, he helped me up from the sofa and said, "Go downstairs first, Auntie prepared your favorite dish today, try her craftsmanship." ”

After I went downstairs with Yi Jin, my aunt had already prepared the meal on the table, Yu Manting was also waiting at the table, Yi Jin pulled out the chair, helped me into the seat, and picked a few happy things to tell me.

Although I didn't respond to anything, I still listened carefully, and in the end, Yi Jin mentioned the matter of the Long Bridge, which was the first time in a long time that he had mentioned the matter of the Long Bridge to me.

However, he did not mention the problem of dealing with the long bridge, but the problem of Zhaozhou.

Zhaozhou went to Yi Jin and didn't have to ask what it was for now the Long Bridge project was a mess and several lives were still pressed there when the accident happened. The people at the scene still ran away, and it is still a question of whether they should be subject to the criminal law.

The only way for him now is naturally to ask Yi Jin to help him, in fact, I have long expected him to make such a move, but I don't know what Yi Jin thinks.

Yi Jin said: "The lawyer's team has already communicated with me, and the punishment should be waived, and there will not be much of a problem for people, but as for the family of the deceased, it will be a little difficult." ”

I absentmindedly ate the contents of the bowl and said, "You don't have to help him because of my relationship, I have done my best to him, and I don't care what will happen to him in the end, and we don't have any relationship." ”

Yi Jin served me a bowl of soup and said, "Although the words are so, I know that what you said just now is angry words. ”

He said, "The reason why you said those angry words just now is just because you don't want to beg me. ”

I said, "I can't help it if you think so." ”

I put down the chopsticks in my hand, got up and wanted to leave, Yu Manting wanted to stop me, Yi Jin said, "It's okay." Let her go, and I'll prepare some of her favorite food to send upstairs later. ”

Yu Manting listened to Yi Jin's words and didn't dare to stop it anymore, I glanced at her coldly, she took a step back, and after I passed in front of her, I went straight upstairs.

In the evening, Yi Jin walked up again, with dinner in his hand, I was sitting on the sofa flipping through the magazine, he looked at me for a while, sat down with me, looked at the entertainment magazine in my hand and asked: "I heard that when you used to be in college, you liked a band very much, and the band has been out of the circle for a long time, but it has come back in January this year, and there is a tour the day after tomorrow, how about I accompany you?"

Yi Jin used a consultative tone.

I said, "Don't you have to work?"

He smiled and said, "For me, you are more important." ”

I didn't speak, just looked down at the cover of the magazine. There are pictures of bands that I like, and after many years, each of them looks much older, and they are no longer the young people who loved music as much as they used to be.

I thought that after they quit the circle, I would never be able to see them on the covers of these magazines again, but I didn't expect to see them again after such a long time.

Time seems to be yesterday, and Zhao Xiaowen used to like them very much.

In order to go to their concert, the two of us took the train from N city to P city with everyone on our backs, and because we didn't get their tickets, we sat underground in the concert hall and waited for them until midnight with all the fans who didn't buy tickets, so that they could see them when they went home after the concert.

It was particularly crazy, we disappeared from school for two days and overnight, both of them went crazy, and after I was arrested by Yi Jin, he severely reprimanded me at home, and grounded me for three days.

However, I never regretted that madness, because Zhao Xiaowen and I met them as we wished.

It's just that after that time, they disappeared from the entertainment news, and this comeback is said to be forced by life.

Yi Jin also seemed to remember the time when Zhao Xiaowen and I skipped class to watch this band's concert, he hugged me and said: " When I found you that time, you were like two homeless orphans, all over your body were covered with stickers from their concert, and your faces were green, at that time I was angry and wanted to laugh, I originally planned to teach you a good lesson after finding you, but when I saw your pitiful appearance, I was angry at all, I just wanted to take you home quickly, and wash away all the mess on your body, thinking in my heart, why are today's students so crazy. ”

At that time, Yi Jin had been working for many years, of course he didn't understand us, in addition to playing or playing when he was a student, after he arrested me back, I always said that I had a generation gap with him, and I couldn't communicate with him, we quarreled several times, and then I ignored him for a few days.

My mom and my dad were very anxious and always came to mediate for me, saying that I shouldn't be angry with my brother, he was just worried about me.

At that time, I was very willful, and my mother said that the reason why I was so willful was partly because of Yi Jin, because he was too accommodating to me and followed me in everything, so he developed my character.

I didn't expect Yi Jin to remember it, but many things can't go back to the beginning, even if I go to see their concert again, everything has changed with time.

I said, "I'm a little tired." ”

Yi Jin said: "Eat the things first." ”

I said, "No appetite." ”

Yi Jin put the prepared dinner in front of me, picked up my hand, handed a pair of chopsticks in the palm of my hand and said, "Eat as much as you want." ”

I didn't say anything more, just took a few bites with my chopsticks.

After that, I finished eating and went to bed. Yi Jin went to the bathroom, the day passed like this, Yi Jin came out of the bathroom, hugged me in his arms, I didn't open my eyes, I felt that the tip of my nose was the smell of his body after bathing.

Then he turned off the light and kissed me on the forehead, and the room was filled with the sound of our two breathing steadily, intertwined with each other.

For some reason, at this time, I miss my mom so much, for no reason.

After Yi Jin went to the company the next day, I sat alone in the garden feeding the goldfish in the pond, and Yu Manting stood behind me and asked me with a smile if I wanted to go shopping.

I don't have any friends, so it's not much fun to go shopping alone, so I shook my head.

Yu Manting thought for a while and asked, "Then go out for a walk?"

I said, "It's good at home." ”

When Yu Manting saw me say this, it was not good to continue.

I fed the fish in the garden for half an hour, went back to the room, turned on his TV and looked at it a few times boredly, and found that I didn't have a very good TV, so I lay on the sofa and fell asleep.

This one passed like this, and on the third day, Yi Jin finished his work early in the morning and took me to see the band's concert.

Because it was completely in time in the city, and the concert had not yet started, I had already bought a lot of their light signs outside.

I didn't expect that after so many years, there are still many people who like them, and the scene can be described as a crowd of people, after I bought a lot of light signs.

gave one to Yi Jin, Yu Manting was a little embarrassed, because Yi Jin had just come out of the company, and he was wearing a suit and leather shoes, which was too inconsistent with the environment here or his age, so she asked cautiously on the side: "Or, I'll take it." ”

I said, "You'll have one too." ”

Yu Manting was even more embarrassed, she had already passed this age.

Yi Jin smiled, but it didn't matter, after taking it from my hand, he said: "As a fan, what else do you need me to do after that." ”

I said, "Scream!

After I shouted happily, I turned around and ran in the direction of the concert, there were too many people, crazy fans rushed in, and I was excited to squeeze inside.

Yi Jin chased after me, grabbed me in his arms, frowned and said, "Be careful." ”

I didn't pay any attention to him, I just dragged him and pushed him in, and when we got in, when the band came out, everyone went crazy and got up from their chairs and screamed.

At that moment, I felt like I was back in the past, and it was the same scene, and it was also the screams of tens of thousands of people.

As soon as the music started, I screamed like crazy.

Yi Jin had never been so happy when he saw me, and stared at me with a smile amid everyone's screams.

Even Secretary Yu was frightened by this scream and kept covering his ears.

I was so happy, the people standing next to us were even crazier than us, I felt that the two people around me were too weak, I could only drag Yu Manting around, and while jumping on the child, I grabbed her hand covering her ears and said, "Scream!

Where is Yu Manting willing, this scream almost scared her heart attack, and she kept shaking her head to signal to me that she couldn't do it.

I don't care about her, in order not to lose my momentum, I pulled her to the stage and shouted regardless of it.

Yu Manting was probably infected by my atmosphere, and she was still a little unable to let go, and she always did things with a clear eye, so she completely shouted after me.

Only Yi Jin sat there, looking at us with a smile, reminding me from time to time that I should not be too crazy and step on the air.

I didn't care what he said, I just vented to my heart's content.

In the middle of the half, a concert crew member came to our side. After he walked over to us, he asked Yi Jin if he wanted to change positions.

It is estimated that Yi Jin has cooperated with the owner of the entertainment company here.

He simply accompanied me to see this time, so the location he bought was not the recent, and he didn't tell anyone, but he didn't expect to come and see it secretly this time, but it was still discovered, Yi Jin didn't want to ruin my interest, so he said no need to the staff who came over, and sent him away.

The concert didn't end until 12 o'clock in the evening, and all the roars finally stopped with the end of the song, and after the people on the stage left the stage one after another, the fans below also left one by one, I don't know why I didn't want to leave.

I just sat there as if I had just woken up from a dream, until Yi Jin reminded me: "Let's go." ”

I realized that he led me out of the arena, and when I left, Yu Manting put a hat on my head.

We had just walked out of the hall when the previous staff member came over again, and he seemed to have been waiting for us all along.

After he arrived in front of us, he said to Yi Jin: "Mr. Yi, our boss said that I want to invite you to have a meal together." ”

Yi Jin glanced at me, as if asking for my opinion, anyway, I don't feel sleepy, so he nodded.

Yi Jin clasped my hand and said to the staff, "Let's go." ”

The staff immediately made a gesture of please, and we left with the staff, and when we arrived at a restaurant near the river, the owner of the entertainment company immediately greeted me, and I realized that everyone in the band was here.

I understand what is going on, I guess the owner of this entertainment company wants to talk to Yi Jin about business problems and use this band to please me.

The boss of the entertainment company greeted me warmly, and arranged for me to sit next to the lead singer, Yi Jin sat opposite me and looked at me with a smile, and said to the boss of the entertainment company: "Mr. Cheng, thank you for your intentions." ”

The boss of the entertainment company said with a smile: "Where is this needed, Mr. Yi said thank you, it was you who gave me face, I just didn't expect it." It's an honor for you to take time out of your busy schedule to come here to listen to the concert. ”

Yi Jin smiled and said, "My sister likes it, so I came with her." ”

The owner of the entertainment company immediately called the name of the lead singer and asked him to pour me wine.

Actually, I just like this band, not because I like their people, so when the lead singer of the band poured me a drink according to the boss's instructions, I was not a little happy, but a little disgusted.

Because this is far from my impression of this band, it is like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, and is instantly pulled into the mortal dust and becomes an ordinary man.

But this is people, real existence, and some actions are just packaged by entertainment companies.

The lead singer of the band poured me a glass of wine with some flattery, and then he did it first, and then he stayed by my side and talked to me all the time.

The boss of the entertainment company has been talking to Yi Jin about Yi's next advertising spokesperson, about the fact that this band has just come back and wants to cooperate with Yi's to gain popularity.

The boss was talking to me more because he knew I liked them.

to the back. Yi Jin smiled and asked me what I thought, I thought about it, after all, I used to really like them, and I was very happy to see them today, if there was no entertainment company boss to arrange this time, I would be happier, although I was disgusted with his approach, I still said to Yi Jin: "I like them a lot." ”

Yi Jin knew what I meant by this, or he already knew the answer in my heart, and he smiled at the boss of the entertainment company and said, "Since that's the case, it's decided." ”

Boss Cheng probably didn't expect things to go so smoothly, so he was overjoyed immediately, and asked the band to toast me.

Yi Jin saw that I was not very interested, so he took me and left the table early.

When I arrived at home, it was already one o'clock, Yi Jin came out of the bathroom, and I lay on the bed without moving.

He lay on my side, he took me in his arms, and his kiss came down the back of my neck little by little, all the way to my back, my body trembled slightly with his gentle kiss, and he kissed me all over my body, and then took my lips.

He picked my teeth and kissed me deeply, my breath was a little messy, and so was Yi Jin's.

He kissed me for a long time, and tonight he was so passionate, I couldn't bear it.

Both of us were throbbing, stopped moving, and whispered in my ear, "Fan Fan, tell me, do you want it?"

I buried my face in his neck and shoulders, and he lifted my face again and asked, "Tell me." ”

I gasped and said, "I'm uncomfortable. ”

I struggled away to get away from him, and he pressed me down on the bed again and kissed me.

I felt his very low breathing, and his hot body temperature, my brain went blank, and I felt my throat hoarse even now, and the tip of my nose was a little deprived of oxygen.

In the back, I could only cling to him, clinging to him tightly, like a drowning man, like growing on him.

All I could hear was my own excited breathing, and my uncontrollable cries for help, and I grabbed him indiscriminately.

Yi Jin clasped my hand when I completely lost my mind, and when he took possession of me, his voice burned in my ears like a flame, and he said, "Fan Fan, you want me." ”

He forced me to cry, and he was still kissing me, swallowing all my cries.

I hate him, I hate him to death, but I can't resist him, I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm walking in this strange circle at this time, no matter how hard I try, I can't get out of the strange circle he weaves for me, I have been trapped by him for most of my life.

He's a liar. He lied to me since I was a kid.

I was so trapped by him that I gave up struggling, I threw in the towel, I didn't have any strength to struggle anymore.

In the back, I cried so much that I completely broke down, and I said, "Yi Jin, I hate you!"

He kissed my tears and said, "It's okay, I like you." ”

I said, "I don't want your liking, you go, you go!"

When he heard me, he smiled, and he said, "Tell me where I'm going." ”

I said, "It's fine anywhere, just don't come to me." ”

He said, "Really?"

I said, "Yes!"

His voice grew smiling, and he said, "In my life, there is no way out." ”

My body shook and I stopped pushing his hand.

His fingertips wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and he warmed them in my ear, and he said, "I like to hear you say that you hate me." ”

I pushed him in the face, turned his face away and said, "Pervert!"

He let out a deep laugh in my ear, and the laughter was trembling slightly as if it were about to be implanted in the two of us on the pillow.

I was so tired that I didn't even have the strength to talk to him, so I fell asleep in a daze.

After the night passed, I woke up in the morning and found that I had screamed so madly yesterday that my throat was hoarse, and I had problems even speaking, and obviously Yu Manting was too, and she handed me a packet of cool candy to relieve my sore throat.

I threw one and put it in my mouth and then went downstairs, Yi Jin didn't go to the company, but sat at the downstairs dining table flipping through the newspaper.

He knew that my throat would hurt when I woke up, so he handed me a glass of warm water, and after I drank it in one go, I felt that my throat was a little better, and then I felt more comfortable.

Yi Jin put down the newspaper in his hand, then reached out and pinched my chin and said, "Open your mouth, I'll look at my throat." ”

I followed his words and opened it, and Yi Jin saw it. Laughing, he said, "Look you were crazy yesterday." ”

I thought he was laughing at it, so I pushed his hand away and said, "Don't worry about it." ”

As soon as this voice came out, it was so rough and hoarse, I was frightened.

Yi Jin's laughter became louder and louder, and I was a little annoyed and angry and smashed him with a newspaper.

He caught it, and his smiling eyes curved into an arc and said, "Okay, I won't tease you." ”

He said, "You can't be crazy like this in the future, your throat is red." He instructed his aunt on the side, "I'll ask Dr. Kim to come over and see if he hurts his vocal cords." ”

When the aunt heard this, she brought a cup of soup and replied with a smile: "Okay." ”

The atmosphere in the restaurant today was surprisingly harmonious and pleasant, and even the aunt was a lot more active on the side, and asked Yi Jin if it was fun to go to the concert yesterday.

Yi Jin snorted twice, looked at me and said, "Anyway, some people are crazy, and their voices are hoarse, I am old, and I don't have the physical strength to go crazy with them." ”

Yu Manting also smiled on the side and said: "The current youth is too powerful, and the scene is full of screams." If you go, you won't be able to bear it. ”

When the aunt saw Yu Manting say this, she waved her hand and said, "Oh, forget it, even Mr. Yi said that he is old, and my old man can't go to that kind of place." ”

Yu Manting saw that her aunt was afraid of being like this, so she laughed again and again, and then the topic shifted to something else.

This breakfast is a kind of easy use.

After breakfast, the doctor came over and prescribed me some throat relief medicine, Yi Jin saw that my throat was not much of a problem, and accompanied me until the morning, so he went to the company again.

After he left, I went to the bathroom to take a shower and came out, it was too late yesterday for me to go to sleep and I didn't have the strength to deal with myself.

I took a bath and came out, Yu Manting just took the clothes in for me, and I had a bath towel around me, and when Yu Manting saw the red dots on my skin, she seemed to understand something, and immediately lowered her head.

I walked over, took the dress from her hand and said, "What's not pretty." ”

Yu Manting didn't speak, I put my clothes on the dresser, and then took the skin cream on the table and applied it to my body, my skin was full of marks left last night, and I didn't plan to hide anything.

Just looked at Yu Manting, who was standing behind me in the mirror with her head down, and asked, "Secretary Yu, do you think it's strange?"

Yu Manting raised her face to look at me, and when she saw the kiss marks on my back, her face changed, but she still said with her expression as usual: "What's strange?"

I said, "Sleeping with Yi Jin." ”

Yu Manting lowered her head again, and said in a cautious tone: "My job is not to listen, not to watch, and not to speak." ”

I laughed, and I said, "Even if you don't listen, don't you look at it, don't you think it's strange, even if you think it's strange for everyone, but this society is like this, where do you feel strange if you take people's money to do things for others?" ”

I casually wiped the skin on my arm and said, "I had a relationship with him when I was very young. No, to be precise, I was forced by him, for so long, I feel that this kind of thing is taken for granted. ”

Yu Manting said, "How small?"

I looked at her in the mirror and smiled and said, "Guess." ”

Yu Manting said, "Didn't you tell the adults?"

I said, "My parents?"

Yu Manting said: "Yes. ”

I smiled and said, "How can they take care of this kind of thing, how can you take care of it?"

Yu Manting didn't speak.

I said, "I had two miscarriages for him, once when I was 18 years old and once this year. ”

When Yu Manting heard my words, she pursed her lips, I glanced at her expression and asked with a smile that I thought was a little funny: "How do you look at your expression, it sounds more painful than me." ”

Yu Manting said: "Why do you suddenly want to say these things to me. ”

I said, "It's nothing but trying to talk to someone, you know I don't have any friends." ”

Yu Manting said: "Don't you like the days like now?"

I said to her in the mirror, "Would you like it if it were you?"

Yu Manting wanted to say something, but she finally wanted to say something.

After I rubbed the medicine, I put my clothes on my body, and I said: "But what can I do, you can't change yourself, you can only accept this kind of life, in fact, it's very good, he won't let me leave him, and he should have nothing to say about my kindness, but unfortunately, there is always a bad relationship between us, and one day both of us will go to hell." ”

Yu Manting said excitedly: "Don't talk about yourself like that, maybe things are not what you think!"

I heard her say this, and I looked at her sideways, and I said, "What do you mean?"

Yu Manting said: "Maybe there is not so much between you and him?"

I laughed and I said, "I don't understand what you're saying at all." ”

After I got dressed, I walked to the cabinet again, and wanted to dig out another piece of clothing from the cabinet, Yu Manting walked up, she said, "If you don't want to live like this, you can choose to leave!"

I looked at her, and she probably felt that she was too emotional, and that this was the second time she had persuaded me to leave.

I looked at her for a long time, and she realized something. Immediately apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too careful." ”

I said, "Where can I go? Abroad? Yi Jin can find me wherever I go, it's easy to say." ”

(Tianjin)