Chapter 150: The Dust Settles
Zhong Ziyi listened to Li Xuanci's words, many emotions turned back and forth, and only the meaning was unknown, and the slightly drooping eyelashes half covered the emotions under his eyes, but they made the revealed amazement more distinct.
This has always been cynical, and his gestures are all romantic, laughing and scolding, often with a little carelessness, he never cares about saying a few nice words to coax people, and when he talks about beautiful girls, he is even more sassy and sassy. Su Yiyang made fun of Zhong Ziyi because of this, co-authoring Zhong Dashao left the Zhong family for a few years, he didn't learn much good habits, and the foundation on the business field was not solid, but he learned the messy habits in the social field, and he almost couldn't see the reliable appearance of the big courtyard disciples when he was young.
But once the silence fell, the impetuousness of those superficial camouflages faded away, and Zhong Ziyi's temperament when he was young became clearer, he was never a selfless person, let alone a fool who couldn't figure it out, many concessions and compromises were just a sentence of sincerity, and letting go was only a matter of moments, but it was a pity that Li Xuanci didn't dare to leave him.
Li Xuanci's voice was still coming intermittently, with a bit of sweet and greasy.
"Moreover, you don't really mind the relationship between Shen You and me, right? I had so much lace news before, don't you still like me very much, before determining the final partner, who hasn't had a chance to choose in both directions, you said that you won't provoke someone who has a boyfriend, then I will also give you a clear attitude, as long as you promise me, I will deal with these and explain it to you, do you say okay, Brother Ziyi?"
Zhong Ziyi was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about something, and then he curled the corners of his lips and chuckled, and opened his mouth unhurriedly.
"Haven't I always been too good to you and spoiled you, Xuanci. ”
When he said this, Zhong Ziyi's voice was very soft, and there was a little indulgent helplessness in his words, just like when facing his little sister who had no way and couldn't say cruel words, he sighed lightly with half ridicule, but the more flat his tone, the colder his heart became.
"For so many years, I really haven't turned you down anything, but that's just because what you ask me for is some inconsequential little things, because it's really not that important, and I'm all up to your temperament. I admit that I have a preference for you, but what does this mean, that I have to be you? Can I give up my principles for you? You are obviously thinking too much. ”
"Is it that I am thinking too much, or do you dare not admit it, Brother Ziyi-just have a preference for me, you won't get into trouble with the Zhong family to that extent because of a casual joke I made at the time, your love history over the years is not simpler than mine, otherwise you wouldn't let the elders of the two families put our baby relatives on hold." But the circle is so big, I can more or less hear the wind, do you like to mess with flowers and grass, or because you can't let go of me, you can't really see it?"
"Let's put it bluntly, Zhong Ziyi, have you taken my words as the most important thing, and you like me so much that you haven't completely given up for so many years? ”
At present, Li Xuanci said every word of the words, and he didn't even leave a chance to refute it, so straightforward that it hurt people.
She expressed her attitude very clearly, and told Zhong Ziyi very simply that she has seen everything clearly over the years, and the consumption from beginning to end is nothing more than fearlessness, she can understand everything, but she still delivers the sharpest words with her own hands.
She bites Zhong Ziyi will be soft-hearted, and her liking is a gift from above.
The so-called "plus a bargaining chip" is that she gave her feelings in exchange, and that sentence was understated with a full use of like, as if Zhong Ziyi's feelings attached to her over the years were treated as goods, and the weakness offered by her own hands was stabbed back into his heart as a sharp sword, and Zhong Ziyi was forced to promise something.
So much so that Zhong Ziyi lost his mind for a moment, and the wry smile completely froze at the corner of his lips, and finally only self-deprecation remained.
In how many days and nights, he has imagined countless times whether he can move Li Xuanci, if one day Miss Li feels tired of playing, and no longer covets those short-lived happiness and fragmented echoes, can he find that in fact, there has always been a silent guardian by his side, willing to find someone to rely on.
Zhong Ziyi sincerely hoped that one day Li Xuanci could turn back, but in this situation, when he really heard these words, he only felt sarcasm.
"Xuanci, I really like you very much, so what?"
I don't know how long it took, Zhong Ziyi finally opened his mouth lightly, and this sentence began, followed by a long pause, and then those intermittent words were flat and straightforward, like what he said to Li Xuanci, more like what he said to himself, and they were all mixed with sighs and passed over.
"I don't have the addiction of borrowing people to copy homework, and I don't like to give lectures to others, and I'm not your tutor, so why should I work for six years? Later, I put those little gangsters and rotten peach blossoms for you, in order to find the big brother in the society to act as a platoon, I handed cigarettes to the gang of gangsters one by one, my father's identity was there, that is, I didn't hand cigarettes to a few uncles and uncles in the compound back then, you say that I have achieved this level, what is the picture?"
"In my junior year of high school, the school recommended me to go to the best university in other provinces, and the guaranteed quota was already given to me. You also know this, it seemed to be quite uncomfortable at the time, saying that I was reluctant to do it, but then I was sick on the day of independent enrollment and didn't make it, and this matter passed. I'm actually not sick, I didn't go on purpose, and I can't bear you. ”
"In college, you have constant lace news, and every time you provoke constant emotional debts, I am your shield, and I am hated by your ambiguous objects...... It's not why, it's just that I was too stupid back then, I'll take the blame for you, just be happy, and I'm not less than you in the lace news, and I can bear how I love in the circle. To put it mildly, no matter how much they chew their tongues, they don't dare to offend me, who in the whole Xinguang City dares to say a word about me in front of me? After all, you are a girl, there are many people, and you know that you are the person I like, and you can always feel better. ”
"When you are about to graduate, it may be that your conscience has found that you finally think that there is a childhood sweetheart around you, or it may be that you are tired of the wanton and arrogant days, and you finally relent. You want to be with me, I said okay, I always felt that you couldn't settle down for so many years, it's just that you haven't met the right person, and it's just that the time hasn't come before. But we've only been together for a few days, and it's only been half a month since we confirmed that we were related to your birthday, and we didn't even wait for the opportunity to make an official announcement at the birthday party...... I'm ashamed. ”
"What did you say when you broke up, do you remember? You said, this is completely wrong, I don't meet your ideal type, we have to be together for a long time, we have to think about the future, and even because of the relationship in the family, we have to talk about marriage, it is better to play our own games. But what the problem was at that time, don't you really think I can't see it, I know what you want in the process, I just don't bother to say it. Later, I never resented you, to put it bluntly, we are not the right people, and no one can blame anyone...... It's just that, Li Xuanci, you are not willing to be bland, why do you want to provoke me, you are not the ideal type, what the hell are you doing earlier?"
"Brother Ziyi...... No, I ....... back then."
"I don't want to hear any explanation from you, you listen to me finish my words. Zhong Ziyi interrupted Li Xuanci's words with a sneer, and continued, looking at the tears in the girl's eyes, he didn't feel distressed, he only felt a little ironic, these words that were originally unspeakable were not unpleasant at the moment.
"After the breakup, I always wanted to break off with you, but I was pulled by reluctance and nostalgia, and it dragged on for another three years. Yes, I like you, you said that you don't like the life of a single board, you don't like and don't fit into the system, you want to live with passion, I will take it all and work hard towards your ideal type, why am I? There is no shortage of girls around me, and I never thought that I would like to be willing to be a spare tire for two years, and you are now talking to me and saying that I can't live up to you - I want to ask you back, Li Xuanci, how sincere have you given me? In addition to liking you, what else am I sorry for you, why should you be practiced like this?"
Zhong Ziyi's words were heart-wrenching, Li Xuanci's lips touched up and down, and he couldn't say anything.
Until this moment, her confidence and determination were finally shattered, she knew what Zhong Ziyi was admitting, and she also knew the weight of these words. Zhong Ziyi is a proud and dashing person, even if he has grievances, he doesn't bother to say it, probably because he thinks that those entangled emotions are too defiled his innocence.
And when he said it thoroughly, he expressed many emotions that he was unwilling to show on weekdays, such as ridicule, questioning, regret, and unwillingness, that is, the final goodbye.
So much so that at this moment, Li Xuanci sat across the dining table, didn't dare to say anything, and held back for a long time before finally muttering a sentence.
"Brother Ziyi, I know it's wrong...... You give me another chance, this time we are together, I will definitely be good to you, I will solve Shen You's matter, you can't leave the matter of Canran Group alone, even if it's not because you love me, you have to miss the old love, no, I mean..... Brother Ziyi, you can't help but love me. ”
Zhong Ziyi looked at Li Xuanci with a smile, he didn't dwell on the question of love or not, the conversation had progressed to this extent, it was obviously doomed to break up unhappily, and there was no room for maneuver.
After being silent for a few seconds, Zhong Ziyi picked up the transparent water glass on the table and handed it over.
"You throw the cup on the ground. ”
Li Xuanci didn't know what to do, but he still let go of his hand, and the crisp sound of glass breaking echoed in the restaurant, and the ground was full of fragments, which was an extremely tragic wreckage.
The person at the next table gave a surprised look, as if he wanted to see what was going on at this table, and the waiter quickly responded, but before he could say the sentence "Hello, sir, can I help you?" before he could say it, Zhong Ziyi's sneer came first.
"Is the cup broken? You say sorry to it, can it spell it back for you?" Zhong Ziyi lowered his voice, and the end of his words seemed to be very casual, "Li Xuanci, it's too late, you overestimate my feelings for you, and I also overestimate my tolerance for you, if the feelings are gone, they are gone, and they can't go back, don't talk about the old feelings, so be it." ”
"Brother Ziyi..... You ......"
Li Xuanci bit her lower lip tightly, there was a hint of incomprehension in those beautiful eyes, she didn't understand why she and Zhong Ziyi suddenly deteriorated like this, why Zhong Ziyi suddenly didn't love her.
The girl's tears couldn't be held back at all, the pear blossoms fell with rain, Zhong Ziyi sighed almost inaudibly, and the reluctance flashed in his eyes, almost like Li Xuanci's illusion.
Until Zhong Ziyi looked at her straight, no different from looking at a stranger, his tone was extremely light, and he gave an ultimatum like the dust had settled.
"Today, we haven't seen it, Li Xuanci, you let me go. ”