We struggle to live in this society, full of longing and fantasy for the future, and retain hope and fantasy for love, but for ourselves, we are always hesitating, everyone has been impulsive when they were young, but they have lost their previous enthusiasm in middle age.

We all live cautiously, for fear that if we are not careful, we will be abandoned by everyone.

Su Tao finally called Zheng Yiyi before everyone came, he dialed the phone almost tremblingly, I don't know what was going on, Chen Yang was also nervous on the side.

"Hey, hello!" a crisp female voice came from the microphone.

"Zheng, Teacher Zheng, it's me, can't you hear my voice?" Su Tao's voice was almost trembling.

"You are?"

"Teacher Zheng, I, Su Tao, can't you hear my voice?"

"Oh, oh, oh, it's my class president, why did you remember to call the teacher!, is there something wrong?"

"That, Mr. Zheng, I'm at NX today, I thought, I'll ask you to come out and have a meal together. ”

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the line. After a long time, "Su Tao, do you have something to do? The teacher is busy today, and he has to hold a trial class recently, and there are still a lot of lesson plans that have not been written." Zheng Yiyi said softly.

"Teacher, you have to pay attention to rest, combine work and rest, don't be too tired, I've already booked a place on my side. Su Tao said slowly.

"You're still in college, you have to save money, why are you so lavish, alas, you send the position. Zheng Yiyi's voice sounded a little tired.

"Teacher, I'll send you on WeChat!" Su Tao hung up the phone.

"Fourth, you send a message to the third boss and ask them all to come over. Su Tao turned his head and said to Chen Yang with a smile.

Chen Yang glanced at Su Tao lightly and sent WeChat messages to Zhao Bo and Xu Shaohua.

When Xu Shaohua heard that Su Tao had successfully made an appointment with Mr. Zheng, he was very excited, so he took Yang Tianxin to the flower shop, bought a large bouquet of pink roses, and then hurriedly took a taxi to rush back.

Zhao Bo also pulled Xi Mengqi, who was still shouting for snacks on the side of the street, and hurried back.

Everyone sat on the table nervously, quietly waiting for the arrival of "Teacher Zheng".

Su Tao was even more nervous and smoked three cigarettes in a row, grabbed his mobile phone to check the time for a while, and picked up the menu to look at it over and over again.

Finally, the door creaked open, and everyone's eyes immediately looked there, and what attracted attention was a small, thin little girl, with neat short hair, big eyes, with a yellow-rimmed glasses, small but very godly eyes, wearing a black suspender dress, black low heels, and a white watch on her wrist.

Su Tao immediately stood up from his seat and kept rubbing his hands, "Zheng, Teacher Zheng, you're here." ”

Xu Shaohua tacitly stuffed the pink rose in his hand into Su Tao's hand on the side, and kept squeezing his eyes at Su Tao.

Teacher Zheng didn't have much expression, she glanced at the people on the table with a little surprise, and said with a smile, "Ha, Su Tao, is the team so strong now? Why are they all handsome guys and beauties! Hey, you are not the Zhao of the third class, Zhao, why can't I remember it all of a sudden, but I know the one next to you, Xi Mengqi, why are you a talented girl in high school, wow, at that time, our teachers guessed that you two were looking for a partner, but I didn't expect it to be true, you have done a good job of secrecy." ”

Zhao Bo laughed, "Teacher Zheng, my name is Zhao Bo, it turns out that you still remember me, hurry up, give Teacher Zheng a place." Everyone hurriedly beckoned Mr. Zheng to sit down, and Xu Shaohua stepped on Su Tao's shoes fiercely, desperately making his eyes look at him.

Su Tao hurriedly handed the flower in his hand to Zheng Yiyi, Zheng Yiyi took the flower and widened her eyes, "Wow, what a beautiful flower, it's really fragrant, but is this rose for me?"

Everyone laughed collectively, Su Tao was a little embarrassed, but he still nodded affirmatively at Zheng Yiyi.

"Su Tao, Su Tao, I don't dare to ask for this kind of flower, you have to leave it to your girlfriend, are these friends of yours your classmates, introduce it to the teacher." ”

Before Su Tao could speak, Xu Shaohua next to him hurriedly said: "Teacher Zheng, this flower was bought for you by Su Tao after running a long distance, where did he get his girlfriend, I haven't seen him find a girlfriend in college." ”

Zhao Bo also said on the side: "Yes, Mr. Zheng, don't be in a hurry to meet us, you can order food first, Su Tao has been waiting for you to come before serving, we are all starving to death." ”

"Yes, okay, let's serve the food, but okay, I'll invite you to this meal, you are all poor students now, where do you get the spare money. Zheng Yiyi said with a smile.

Xi Mengqi smiled and said, "Teacher Zheng, you don't know, Su Tao spent a long time working in order to invite you to a meal, and saved money to come to see you." ”

Zheng Yiyi just smiled and didn't answer.

However, the power of the masses is always endless, everyone wants to bring Su Tao to Zheng Yiyi's side, with great effort and effort, but this meal is still very depressing, Zheng Yiyi intentionally or unintentionally made Su Tao a child, until this meal was almost eaten, Zheng Yiyi suddenly spoke: "Su Tao, you go with the teacher, the teacher has something to say to you, I'm sorry everyone, I still have to write a lesson plan, I'll go back first." ”

Xu Shaohua, Zhao Bo, and Chen Yang were very happy, they felt that there was a drama in this matter, and they all jumped vigorously, and Su Tao felt that he would follow Zheng Yiyi.

But Su Tao suddenly had an ominous premonition in his heart.

After Su Tao followed Zheng Yiyi, Chen Yang called the driver at home to pick up the group of them back. After arriving at the hotel, everyone did not go back to the room directly, but found a quiet place in the hotel lobby, and they were all curious about the results of Zheng Yiyi and Su Tao.

After about an hour, Su Tao came back slowly, and seemed to be very tired, Chen Yang called Su Tao, who went back to the room directly, and asked Su Tao to sit next to him.

Everyone's eyes looked at Su Tao in unison, desperately trying to see the story from his eyes, and the time was silent for a while before Su Tao spoke: "I know what you all want to ask, unfortunately, there is no result." ”

Before everyone could speak, Su Tao continued: "I'll tell you a story! The story may be a bit long, if anyone is sleepy, they can go back to the room and sleep first." ”

Not a single person got up and left...

After a while, Su Tao slowly spoke: There is a girl who likes to be naughty and mischievous since she was a child, has a lively and cheerful personality, and has been the child king in their hometown since she was a child.

As the best high school in the city, there is a lot of competitive pressure, surrounded by smart and studious classmates with excellent grades, and the girl's grades are not conspicuous in it, so she began to learn to give up on herself, eat snacks in class, read comics, and sometimes skip class and secretly run back to the dormitory to sleep, and after a while, she was targeted by the class president.

That's a good-looking boy, with excellent academic performance, and is deeply trusted and liked by teachers and classmates.

The girl is very frightened and very uneasy, the boy will urge her to study, get close to her everything, prohibit her from associating with those problem girls, and will nag her to go home on time after school, just like that, the girl was admitted to high school in a high-pressure environment.

High school, boys are also very good, it seems that some people are born destined to be clothed with a halo, he is a student cadre, and a provincial three-good student, smooth sailing in study and life, to anyone, he is like a warm brother, only to girls, as usual strict, girls under his supervision, admitted to the university, the national famous 985 normal school, also under his supervision, unconsciously became his girlfriend.

The boy's university is in the same city as the girl's, the prestigious BJ University, where they study mechanical engineering. The two of them work very hard and live happily together. But in their sophomore year, the boy made a decision to sign up for the army.

The boy successfully passed the physical examination and entered the army, in the army, the boy is still like a new star, excellent quality, strong enough skills, at the end of the recruits, it attracted the attention of their regiment commander, just like that, the boy in the senior soldier period was selected to go abroad for peacekeeping and entered the peacekeeping force.

Then, something happened, God was jealous of the talent, when the boy's unit was peacekeeping in a certain country in the Middle East, it was suddenly attacked by terrorists, the boy was concentrated in the abdomen by a stray bullet, and it was pierced at that time, according to his comrades-in-arms, the lower half of the whole body became a bloody person, and before he was sent to the hospital, the person was already out of breath.

The girl who learned the news was crazy at the time, close to a nervous breakdown, took a year off from school, but never came out of the shadows, her hometown, where her school was located, there was his shadow everywhere, she had never been so panicked, she stubbornly finished college, escaped everything and came to the great northwest of the motherland, and became a political teacher.

On that day, Zheng Yiyi, a political science teacher, met the tall boy in the classroom, who looked like "him", so everything that happened later happened.

Su Tao's voice was almost choked, trembling and took out a photo from his arms, slowly put it on the table, everyone's eyes slowly shifted from Su Tao to the photo on the table, the man in the photo, dressed in camouflage, stepping on military boots, wearing a blue beret, was grinning happily, and he was a blackened Su Tao......

"She, all the time, has never liked me, she just treats me as the "he" of the year. ”

Everyone was silent, and they didn't say a word, only Chen Yang, who patted Su Tao gently......