Chapter 17: A Perfect Life with a Discount
Ye Beibei thought that she must be crazy, she should refuse Jiang Yuezhou at this time, she should leave here and no longer have any entanglement with him, but she was like a puppet who couldn't control herself, and sat in front of him according to Jiang Yuezhou's wishes, knowing that her state was not normal, but she still thought that she could stay with him for a while.
Jiang Yuezhou looked at Ye Beibei beside him, her face looked very bad, he wanted to reach out and hug her, give her some warmth and strength, his hand had already touched Ye Beibei's clothes, but he took it back, she was really thin now, he could circle her with just one hand, "Beibei!" He felt Ye Beibei tremble unconsciously, and finally couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand, and whispered softly in her ear: " I apologize for investigating you privately, I'm sorry for hurting you, but I was really forced to do such a thing, I just want to know more about your life, and I think we can be together again. β
Ye Beibei listened to his words, lowered her eyes, she didn't have much courage to look directly at Jiang Yuezhou, "I, I...... I don't blame you for doing that, really, it doesn't matter, I shouldn't have talked to you like that day, just ...... It's just that I can't ...... you," she muttered, but she couldn't even say a word, because she didn't know what she wanted to say.
"Why did you suddenly reject me, is it because the child is dawning?" Jiang Yuezhou put away his smile and looked at her with deep eyes, as if he wanted to see her heart and understand her every thought.
This kind of Jiang Yuezhou regained his usual solemnity and majesty, and the air around him was immediately a little depressed, Ye Beibei always knew that Jiang Yuezhou had such an oppressive momentum on his body, and she felt that she was about to lose it.
At this time, Jiang Yuezhou smiled at her and said softly: "Don't you think that our original marriage divorce was very inexplicable? At that time, I obviously didn't expect the kind of result later, and I didn't want to divorce you, if it wasn't for Huixin and Liminglang......
Ye Beibei listened to Jiang Yuezhou's words, and felt that she had to say something, otherwise Jiang Yuezhou's words would remind her of those heart-rending pasts, those things were things she never wanted to mention, thinking about it, she finally came up with a sentence, so she smiled reluctantly: "My marriage, our divorce, in fact, has nothing to do with others, now we have started a new life, and this is the end of my life, I want to create a happy and worry-free life for my son." β
Jiang Yuezhou frowned slightly, he looked at Ye Beibei, who was so lonely and lifeless, his heart hurt, Ye Beibei's gestures in the past would reveal the softness and shyness of a young woman, Ye Beibei in front of him, he could no longer see that kind of vitality on his body, she had a kind of decadence and depression that did not match her actual age, his guilt came up again, he held her hand tighter in his palm, looked at her eyes, and said slowly: " In our past married life, I was really sorry for you, and later, we divorced like that, I really regret it, I regret it, so I hope you can give me a chance to make up for you. Beibei, you also know my personality, I will be good to the two children, I promise, I will be better to them than to my own children, I will give the children and you a complete, healthy and happy family. Babe, don't you want to live the life of your dreams, and as soon as we get back together, that life will come true in no time. β
"Dreams are dreams, reality is reality, I've grown up and won't be stupid enough to mix it all up anymore. Ye Beibei turned his head to look to the side, ignoring the eagerness in Jiang Yuezhou's eyes, "Get together again, aren't you afraid that we will repeat the same mistakes again?" You have the courage to enter into marriage again, but I doubt that I still have that enthusiasm and heart, I feel that I don't have the strength to toss anymore, Jiang Yuezhou, why don't we just do it!"
Jiang Yuezhou looked at Ye Beibei, was silent for a while, and said word by word: "Beibei, I knew that I didn't cherish you enough in the past, and I divorced you by mistake, and later missed a lot of reunions with you. The timing of the reversal of the deadlock, every time I am alone and quiet, whenever I think of this, I can't excuse myself, I can't let go, I can't forget how busy you are in the kitchen with an apron, I can't find a meal that tastes as good as the one you cooked, some things seem to be natural, it's almost impossible to forget you. Although the past time has passed in a flash, the pictures of those memories are still in front of his eyes.
"There is nothing that no one can forget, to put it in a clichΓ©, the power of time is great, we all know that those are just memories, all the past has gone away, can not be traced, in reality, everything has long been wrong. Ye Beibei looked out the window, looked at the empty sky in front of him, and said lightly, "Actually, you treat me like this, it's just that you are unwilling, you are a person who has a habit of going smoothly, your life has been perfect, I am an accident in your life, and it is the biggest setback you have ever encountered in this life, and this failure is very your self-confidence, making you feel that there are shortcomings in your perfect life." In fact, it's not how beautiful and good I am, it's not that you will never love anyone except me, your obsession with me is entirely because I make your splendid life incomplete, I make your smooth sailing discounted, if I return to you now, once you find the person you once couldn't let go, I will be no different from other people.
Jiang Yuezhou stared at Ye Beibei, she turned her head sideways to face him, he could clearly see her stubborn face and white neck, his eyes were deep, and he said to her forbearantly: "Do you have to understand my motives like this?"
Ye Beibei opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything after all, and there was silence in the room, they looked at each other like this, some seemed to be staring, some seemed to be confronting, and the atmosphere was very delicate.
The gloomy and introverted Jiang Yuezhou looked at Ye Beibei for a while, and suddenly smiled unexpectedly, smiling brightly and gently, he had never tried to endure one thing, that was not his life creed, but now, for Ye Beibei, he had to try hard, "Ye Beibei, I understand what you mean, but let me tell you, don't apply some truths to me when you see them in books, I am a student of finance, a science and engineering graduate, I don't have those poetic feelings in my bones, and I completely sneer at these words." β