When Anne heard me say this, she comforted me and said, "Don't say anything like that, there is nothing that cannot be done, and your husband is so good to you, you must live tenaciously, after all, the world is still very beautiful." ”

Yes, it's beautiful, it's really wonderful, but I really can't see that these beautiful things have anything to do with me.

But now that he is alive again, it seems that he is really going to die, and he can't do this, he can only wait for himself to get closer to that step step by step, and when he gets closer and closer, he begins to struggle in vain, wanting to stay in this boring world, it is really extremely contradictory and pitiful.

Anne saw that I was just looking at a corner of the ground in a daze, and said something to comfort me, and I didn't know if I was listening, I was a little tired, so I lay down on the pillow, closed my eyes, and fell asleep. When Anne saw that I didn't move, she didn't dare to make any sound, and carefully pulled the quilt on my body for me. After getting up from my bedside, he left my room with a very light movement.

In the end, I don't know if I fell asleep or not, my consciousness is very blurry, and I clearly know all the subtle sounds in the room, and it is probably not too heavy.

After that, I was in the hospital and basically couldn't move, and it was really painful for me to not be able to move, because the doctor asked you to always stay in one position on the bed, after all, I was alive, not a corpse, and I couldn't do this kind of thing.

When I was in extreme physical pain, I thought, let's go to be crippled, so I turned around on the bed, I was happy, but nothing, and scared Anne and them half to death, begging my grandmother to tell my grandfather not to move.

This matter also attracted Yi Jin, since the last time the doctor changed my wound he came once, he has never come to the ward to see me again, probably because of my non-cooperation, let the doctor call to complain, and when he arrived again, I was making a fuss to get out of bed.

And Anne was obviously younger than me, but like the old mother, she almost didn't kneel on the ground and begged me not to get out of bed.

But I ignored her, insisted on doing so, and after moving from the bed little by little, I finally fell to the ground with the pain.

Before I could take a step or two, the door was pushed open, and Anne's cry came to an abrupt end at this time, and we looked back at the same time, only to find that Yi Jin was standing at the door, and my whole body collapsed on the bed.

Seeing this, Anne just wanted to come and help me, but Yi Jin stood there with a cold face and said, "Let her move, let her move enough at one time, and no one will help her." ”

Anne's hand froze there when she came to help me, and after I fell on the bed by Yi Jin's fright, it hurt so much that I gasped.

Before the pain could completely remove from me, Yi Jin walked in through the door, and after he stood in front of me, he looked at me with his eyes that were cold enough to freeze to death.

He asked, "Why, you feel completely fine now." ”

I knew I had provoked him again, and I didn't dare to speak even when I lay there.

Anne hurriedly came out to speak for me and said, "Sir, don't get me wrong, Miss Yu has been lying in bed for too long, she is uncomfortable, and she can't breathe, so she wants to get out of bed and take a walk." ”

Annie's words successfully made Yi Jin look at her, she seemed to realize that she had said too much, her body shook twice, covered her lips and immediately retreated to the door, and quietly left the ward.

After a long time when there were only the two of us in it, I said in a hoarse voice, "I'm not feeling well." ”

If it was in normal times, Yi Jin would definitely ask me what was uncomfortable, but at this time, he just said lightly: "Isn't this what you asked for?"

I dare not contradict him. I can only lie there, specially: "I'm sorry. ”

But my excuse for being sorry didn't soften Yi Jin's face, and he whispered, "You didn't feel sorry for anyone, so you don't have to say this to me." ”

Speaking of this, he paused and said: "You are an adult, I believe that every decision you make is well thought out, if you think you are already well, I will not stop you if you want to move, anyway, the body is yours, you can move how you want, if you feel that you can take care of your own life, I will dismiss half of the nurses in this room to give you better space to move." ”

After he said this, he paced out of the place, leaving me alone on the bed, unable to get up or down.

After a long time, I struggled on the bed a few times, and then used a lot of strength to lie down in the standard posture again, and the moment I lay down, I took the initiative to pull the quilt well, and I didn't dare to move again.

When Anne came back, she was slightly surprised to see that I was miraculously lying there, but she didn't dare to say anything, so she went to the bathroom and took a wet towel to wipe my face for me, trying to make me as comfortable as possible.

After a few days, I was much more honest, not only took the initiative to eat, but also often asked Anne to give me a massage, I don't know how I came over this half a month, counting the days in bed day by day, almost half a month, one morning to the ward rounds, for me to check the injuries on the body, I think they are all almost better, he is full of relief and said: "It seems that the rules you have followed for half a month have not been in vain, from today onwards, you can try to get out of bed and walk around." ”

When I heard the doctor say this, I thought I had auditory hallucinations, and the doctor saw that I couldn't come back to my senses, so he smiled and instructed Anne: "When helping your young lady to get out of bed and walk around, try not to move too much, and it is appropriate, not excessive, starting from the first day, and gradually increasing the amount of activity from the beginning." If it's okay, the bones behind it shouldn't be fine. ”

As soon as the doctor's words fell, I reacted, and when I said loudly to Anne, "Quick, come and help me out of bed." ”

When the doctor saw that I was so anxious, he laughed several times, said that he did not disturb me in the ecstasy at this time, and asked Anne to take good care of me, and left my room with the nurse.

The moment Anne helped me out of bed, I realized how beautiful the world was, and I wanted to rush into the hallway and jump twice. to celebrate your rebirth.

As soon as I walked and made progress, I stopped again, and Anne thought something was wrong with me, so she nervously asked, "What is wrong with you?"

I said, "Do you have a cell phone?"

As soon as Anne heard the phone, she looked at me nervously, thinking who I was going to call.

I couldn't hide my happiness and shook her hand and said, "You go and call Yi Jin, and say that I can get out of bed and walk around now." ”

Anne was relieved to hear my words, of course she was willing, so she helped her chair and sat down, then took out her mobile phone, and she dialed Yi Jin's phone in my expectation. The phone rang three times, and the phone was connected, it was Yi Jin's voice, and before Anne could speak, I immediately snatched the phone from her hand, and happily said to Yi Jin on the phone: "The doctor said I can get out of bed and walk around." ”

I didn't have Gu Yijin angry with me at all, such a happy thing, the first person I wanted to tell was him.

When he heard me say this, his voice was still faint, but his tone was much better than the last time, and he whispered, "Yes." ”

I said, "Of course, the doctor also said I was recovering well." ”

It was very quiet over there. It was supposed to be a place inside the office, and he said, "Since the doctor said the recovery is good, then keep it up." ”

I said, "When are you going to come to see me?"

After I blurted out this sentence, the hand holding the phone subconsciously tightened, and I waited a little nervously.

After almost a dozen seconds, in my expectation, Yi Jin said: "I have something to do today, let's do it another day." ”

Hearing his words, I let out a little lost oh.

He heard my unhappiness, and after a while, he added again: "There should be time on Saturday, and I have a business trip tomorrow." ”

I said, "Then I see." Don't bother you anymore. ”

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone in advance.

Anne looked unhappy when she saw me calling, so she tried to ask, "What's wrong?"

I handed her my phone, said it was okay, got up from my chair, and walked to the other end of the bed.

Anne didn't know what was going on, so she looked at her phone, then at me, and when she saw me crawling into bed again, she asked me, "Are you not leaving?"

After lying on the bed, I wrapped myself in the quilt and said, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep." He paid no more attention to Anne.

After the afternoon, I was a little depressed, and when Anne came in with dinner, I also ate a few bites and planned to put it down, Anne looked at me, like something, at this time the door opened, I thought it was a nurse, and I was not interested in looking, and lay on the bed without moving.

Anne looked in the direction of the door and called out in surprise: "Mr. Yi?"

When I heard Annie's words, I immediately flicked off the bed, and even forgot the pain and discomfort in my body, and immediately went to see the person at the door.

Standing there was indeed Yi Jin, who had told me during the day that he would not come and that he was going on a business trip.

It was a little colder, he was wearing a long black coat, and his figure stood there slenderly, I thought it was a hallucination in my eyes, and I mixed it twice, and after two times, I found that it was him, so I put away the joy on my face, and lay back on the bed.

Anne got up from the side of the bed and wanted to say something, Yi Jin made a shushing gesture to her, and after telling Anne to leave the ward, he closed the ward door with his backhand and walked towards me.

He looked at me, who was lying motionless on the bed, and it took a long time for him to sit down on the edge of the bed, and looked up at the dinner above the bed, which I had barely touched.

He didn't say anything, and after reaching out and picking up the bowl of bone broth that I had only touched once, he said, "Get up yourself or I'll help you up." ”

Hearing his words, I lay there and still didn't move, Yi Jin stirred a few times in the bowl with a spoon and said, "It seems that this doesn't want me to come." ”

I still didn't move, Yi Jin put down the bowl of soup in his hand, and bent down to slowly pick me up from the bed and sit down. I wanted to lie down again, but he pointed at me and said, "Don't move, sit down for me." ”

I stopped and looked at him expressionlessly.

He didn't bother with me, and after picking up the bowl of soup again, he said to me, "Drink it." ”

I didn't move, and he said again, "Drink." ”

I said, "My hand hurts." ”

When he heard this, he suddenly laughed and said, "You are quite good at torturing me." After speaking, he scooped a spoonful of soup and fed it to my mouth and said, "Eat." ”

I thought it was about the same, and gave him a face and opened his mouth, and he asked while feeding: "Have you reflected on it these days?" ”

When he saw that I didn't answer, he said, "Huh?"

I deliberately pretended to be stupid and said, "I didn't do anything wrong." I want to reflect on something, but there are some people who don't come here for a few days and don't pay attention, and he should reflect on himself better, whether his conscience will hurt. ”

Yi Jin saw that I was insinuating, he laughed twice and said, "Yo, the teeth are sharp." ”

"It's resentment," I emphasized. ”

He pulled out a tissue, and after wiping the corner of my mouth twice with great concentration, he said, "You still complain, what about me, sooner or later you will scare me to death." Now you dare to quibble with me in such righteous words here, you tell me, who gave you the guts, huh?"

Although he said so, there was no anger in his words at all, and I knew that his anger was gone, so he said more and more boldly: "Anyway, I can see through you, you quarrel with me at this time, ignore me, you just don't want to take care of me, you are just looking for an excuse to evade responsibility, fortunately I am in good health." It's all like this, and it's only half a month before I can ask you. ”

I took his hand away from my mouth and glared at him with a feigned anger.

After Yi Jin threw the tissue in his hand aside, he looked at it with a smile in his eyes and said, "Is this a rake?"

I said, "It's you who beat me up, and what I just said is the truth." ”

Seeing that I was so quibbling, Yi Jin didn't get angry with me, but continued to feed me a spoonful of soup with a spoon and asked, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

I held out my hand to him and said, "Gift." ”

He raised his eyebrows slightly and said, "You still dare to ask for a gift?"

I asked, "Why don't you dare?"

Yi Jin said: "You are older, not a child, why do you still need gifts." ”

I said, "That is, I'm older now." You don't give me a gift as you deserve?" I sneered and said, "I'll go to my mother in a few days to complain that you bullied me." ”

When he saw me like this, he chuckled, then picked up the bag he had brought with him at some point, handed it to me, and said, "Here." "I looked at the box, it was huge, but what was inside, I wasn't sure, he had given me everything, and I didn't think he would send it again.

I took it from him and couldn't wait to open the box, but inside it was a tiny one. It looked like it was in the jewelry box, and I glanced at him and said, "Aren't you too uninspired? It's a necklace again? In the jewelry box in the Yi family's house now, there is still a box of jewelry you gave me that I haven't brought with me." ”

He smiled and didn't say a word, peeling shrimp for me.

Although I didn't think there was anything new, but after saying that, I quickly opened the box, and as I expected, it was a necklace, but this necklace was different from the past, and there was a small and delicate ring hanging from the necklace.

I grabbed the ring and glanced at him, but he didn't speak, just a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

I also speak. The ring seemed to be one with the necklace, but I took it off and put it on my ring finger to the perfect size, and I smiled and said, "It looks pretty good." ”

Yi Jin said on the side: "Didn't you say you didn't like it." ”

I said, "I just said it looks good, I didn't say I like it." ”

When I had finished speaking, I handed him the necklace again and said, "You put it on me." ”

After he peeled a few shrimp for me, he wiped his hands with wet tissues, then took them from my hands, leaned over gently, and slowly put the delicate and small necklace on his hand around my neck.

After I put it on. I asked him, "Does it look good?"

Yi Jin looked at it carefully a few times and did not speak.

I nudged him and asked, "Does it look good?"

Yi Jin suddenly stretched out his hand and pinched my chin, I subconsciously looked at him, at this time the faint smile in his eyes receded, and the rest was all serious, he warned me in a low voice: "In the future, you are not allowed to do such things for me again." ”

I subconsciously wanted to run away, I wanted to lower my head.

He raised his voice and said, "Look at me!"

I was startled by his sudden loud voice, and my body shook for a moment, and I looked at him with a slight evasion.

Yi Jin raised my face again, without giving me any room to dodge, after his eyes with cold light caught my eyes, he said again: "For me, there is nothing in this world that can compare to your life, so without my permission, your life cannot be exchanged for anything, and you are not allowed to do such stupid things again, Yi Xiaofan, do you understand?"

I subconsciously stepped back, this subtle movement angered Yi Jin at once, he held my face rudely with both hands, his eyes came towards me, his voice suppressed anger and said, "I'll let you look at me!"

My body shook again, I don't know why my tears flowed down at that moment, not because I was murdered by Yi Jin, but crying out inexplicably, as if everything was twisted into a hemp rope, there are grievances, there are fears, I resent, there is hatred, there is reluctance.

But I still didn't say a word, just red eyes and tears, and then looked at him aggrievedly.

Yi Jin thought that he was too fierce to me just now, and he scared me, his tone softened suddenly, and he wiped the big tears on my face with his thumb and said: "You are still reasonable, cry, cry to me again, what else can you do except cry, now you can't even say a word?"

As soon as his words came out, my tears flowed even more fiercely.

When he saw this, he could only whisper and coax, "Okay, okay, just because I didn't say those words just now, okay? I apologize to you, huh?"

As soon as he said this, I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly, like hugging a piece of driftwood that could give me safety, and I cried out loud.

At this moment, I felt that I was alive, happy to live, and after so many years, I could finally cry and laugh when I wanted to cry in this embrace.

I was pretending to be too tired, but it was too late. Everything I've done has come to an end, and I'm still going to go on the road alone, and this embrace has never been a place for me to stay for a long time.

But at this moment, I just want to stay in his arms, and I don't have to fear anything, because he can block all the wind and rain for me.

He's my home, and he's always been.

After Yi Jin was hugged by me, his body shook, and after about a minute, he also hugged me, gently stroking me with his hand behind my back, and said with a smile: "Fool." It's not a shame to cry so fiercely. ”

I cried breathlessly, but I didn't forget to retort to him: "I don't have to be ashamed, the person who is ashamed is you, you are a paper tiger." ”

When he heard my words, the smile on the corner of his mouth was helpless and said with a hint of bitterness: "To you, haven't I always been a paper tiger, your tears are everywhere, and the person who disarms and surrenders will always be me." ”

He smiled and said, "You are really my nemesis, and I am willing to admit defeat in front of you." ”

I wrapped my hands around his neck and buried his face deeper and deeper into his arms, and I cried and said, "Yi Jin, I'm so scared." What to do. ”

He whispered, "Am I not there?"

I shook my head and didn't speak.

He finally hugged me, stroked my head with his hand, and whispered in my ear in a very serious voice, "Brother will always be by your side, Xiao Fan." ”

I cried so much that I shook my head, I didn't want him to be by my side, I didn't want him to follow me the back road.

I was scared, but I didn't want to be a burden to him.

But I didn't say these words, but used all my strength to hold him to death.

Later, the doctor came, pushed open the door and came in, and saw me crying like a child in Yi Jin's arms. I didn't know if I should come in or not, and asked Yi Jin with a smile in a low voice, "Am I coming at the wrong time?"

Yi Jin hugged me and said helplessly: "Crying like this makes you laugh." ”

The doctor laughed twice and said, "It's harmless, it's harmless, cry, it's more comfortable to cry." ”

Yi Jin saw that I was crying endlessly, so he patted me twice on the back and said with a smile: "Okay, don't cry, you see so many people watching, don't you know how to be ashamed?"

I buried myself in his arms and didn't want to look up even more.

The doctor didn't pay attention to me anymore, smiled and handed some examination reports about my body to Yi Jin and said: "This is a scan done by Miss Yu the day before yesterday, the bones are growing well, and the wounds are recovering well. ”

Yi Jin took it and looked at it twice, then said to the doctor: "It's hard work." ”

(Tianjin)