Chapter 1261 - First Step 661
It's really nice to go downstream, as if you don't have to bother yourself, you don't need to go downstream, and after you stop the distortion in your head, all that's left is to go downstream.
I don't know how things will work, but there's nothing to worry about when you're in the middle of the flow.
First of all, the feeling of going down the river makes people feel comfortable and don't want to worry about anything.
Second, even if you try to worry, there doesn't seem to be anything to worry about.
People who are in the middle of the stream will not think about what to do in the future, or think of what to do in the future, and what is easy to endure in the future.
The urge to worry will be directly covered by the current, as if you can't make yourself worry about anything.
The most important thing is that reality has not changed, but it has changed.
I originally identified this moment as a failure, and this moment as the malice of life, but suddenly I went downstream, as if everything was good, and I didn't feel the idea of "reality slapping me in the face".
It's not the ecstasy of wanting to dance, it's just going with the flow.
If you think about it, if someone is really watching these contents, and they are also killing them, then these contents will inevitably cause a certain amount of trouble.
For example, the other person will wonder whether their state is ecstatic or flowing.
Under this kind of thinking, it is nothing, just a distortion in the mind.
This is the teacher's obstacle, and they will eventually kill the teacher, because no matter what the teacher does, after all, it is only what he is aware of.
All of them will die, and I'm ready for the black reality.
Losing everything, seeing that the character of Yuan Changwen is unreal, and can no longer experience anything from the inside of the character, the whole world will clearly become a bubble.
Why can't the slaughter be done at this moment?
Why hope for an uncertain future?
There is no reason to think that the future exists, that is only speculation based on the past.
Dead, all dead, what are you hesitating about here.
I know that I am afraid of reality, and I should have been afraid, because I have always regarded the character of Yuan Changwen as myself, and there is no role in reality.
Not only are there no characters, but there is no time and space in reality, nothing.
That essence is too far from what I've always understood to be the nature of the universe, and the fear of "no role" has always been the root cause.
Once the time is removed, the character's range of motion is almost gone.
What the hell is all this, constantly pulling, but letting the real stand aside.
Of course, I know that this is the result of careful planning, after all, there is nothing in reality, and in order to conjure up countless beings from nothing, it is natural that you need to forget a lot of things.
None of this is a reason to stop killing, and even if I sincerely admire the prosperity and splendor of the false palace, it cannot change that it is false.
Even if this falsehood is deliberately created, even if this dream is deliberately asleep, it will not stop me from killing.
It looks like it's because I can't stand the fake, but in reality, it's just the elements of the picture that are presented this way.
I don't know anything, and I don't want to know, it's death, let myself die completely.
This world is not real, the character of Yuan Changwen is not real, what else needs to be understood, what else needs to be cared about, it is all nonsense.
The pull of fear has forced me to care about a lot of things, but it's all unreal, care about a fart.
I don't care if my life is better, I don't care how I'm going to live, and I don't even know if I'm still alive.
There is no time at all, and the so-called acquisition of knowledge, the amount of suffering experienced, and the enjoyment of pleasure are only visual elements that are perceived at the moment.
It's just a direct representation of the elements of the picture, and it doesn't matter what you want to present.
The point is that there is not a me being experienced, but a me.
In other words, there is no such thing as a true self, deceived and then asleep or anything like that.
This thinking is still just a presentation of picture elements, which can present slashing, non-slashing, or directly presenting some other states.
I can't be sure at all, it looks like there is continuity in my thinking, yesterday I thought that, last year I thought like this, but in fact it's a whole.
It presents my thoughts at the moment, presents my previous memories, and then matches the two.
So, no matter how much I try to look for evidence from memory, it can only show the correctness of the memory and the continuity of thought.
Just like a movie character, you will remember a lot of things when you were a child, but not at all when you were a child.
Die, it's all unreal, it's just what you realize.
Countless pulls, countless entanglements, although these experiences are great, especially when you know that there is nothing in reality, the presence of a character becomes a gift.
It's a pity, I want to kill, I won't go back to the past, the role of Yuan Changwen is not qualified to survive.
The twist in my head is always worried about a lot of things, and even if it happens, it will happen to you.
The world is not real, there is no me at all, this fear does not make sense at all.
Maybe it's a habitual worry, maybe it's because everyone is like this, so it seems that this worry is not a big deal, but there are some nice words to cover it up.
For example, being cautious, thinking twice, being thoughtful, etc., are all shit stuff.
Die, all the twists in your mind will be destroyed, and you don't need to control the ship of life, just go with the flow.
None of this is real, what can fear me?
The tension in my heart is still there, as if I am saying that I am very important and never let go or something.
Afraid of the bewitching woman, she began to perform her cross-dressing again.
Like, how can I allow everything to happen, what if those horrible things happen, what if I suffer a loss or even get hurt.
It's all nonsense, this world is not real, and the existence of dreams is the same, even if you are divided by five horses.
The character of Yuan Changwen must die, and the distortion in his mind is nonsense.
The kind of want to catch, the kind that can't happen, all of them only show one state, that is, the character is not dead.
The dead don't talk much, the dead don't care what happens, even if the whipping of the corpse doesn't matter to the dead.
I don't need to get better, these things have nothing to do with thinking, they are just the presentation of picture elements.
Perhaps, Shunliu will still have a lot of ideas, and then find that the world magically follows its own ideas.
And to slash is to destroy all, the whole world is not real, there is nothing to discuss at all.
I could see the fear, and it was there, secretly driving the characters to work hard for their lives.
Like, how can you throw away life, it's better to make life better or something.
Although these thoughts flashed through my mind, I had no reason to pretend I didn't see them.
I have to admit that this time, it is still fear that wins.
Thankfully, all of this is just a representation of the elements of the picture, and it doesn't affect that awareness at all.