Wuji (Volume 4) Chapter 9 Persecution (Xi Mengqi)
How long have you not seen a sky full of stars, the false light of the city at night, covering your eyes......
Many people come and go, get together and part, and some get drunk and cry in a city alone. Maybe I'm frustrated and growing old. Can you make me a moment of memory. Many people come and go, get together and part. There are also people who fled in a hurry to this one's city. Maybe one day, we'll leave here together. Left here in sunny weather. Let me hug you, in clear weather......
Fate is a wonderful thing, like all people's expectations and requests. Zhao Bo's derailment caught Xi Mengqi off guard, although the woman's sixth sense is very strong and strong, Xi Mengqi had a premonition, a few days after Zhao Bo's disappearance.
But after really confirming the fact of Zhao Bo's cheating, although Xi Mengqi was very angry in the first time, she still chose to forgive Zhao Bo for all her behavior. The day that Xi Mengqi was really stimulated was when Zhao Bo's cheating object held the flowers sent by Zhao Bo in his hand, yelling at Zhao Bo hysterically, and when a crowd of people around him watched, Xi Mengqi at that moment didn't know what was going on, and his heart died.
As a girl, she can tolerate Zhao Bo making mistakes when she is in a bad mood, but she will never allow her to make mistakes one after another after her man realizes her mistakes, which is a fact that Xi Mengqi cannot accept.
On the day of her hand with Zhao Bofen, Xi Mengqi's heart was really mixed, and she knew very well in her heart that for so many years, a man who could tolerate all her bad temper, really care about her, love her, and support her was rare and unfounded. Maybe this breakup, she may really not love anymore.
The time for graduation came very suddenly, and Xi Mengqi unknowingly found that she had been a tutor for a year and a half. The urging to marry at home is still very urgent, and she is given a partner everywhere, but Xi Mengqi's biggest wish in her heart is to stay in this city and not go back to the countryside, she fantasizes about going to graduate school, studying abroad, and working hard to build her own nest in this city.
But the biggest real problem in front of her is the problem of money, without money, all her ideals can only become illusions.
Xi Mengqi also found that the middle-aged man of the family she taught seemed to have feelings for her, and the director of the project planning department of the Municipal Urban Construction Bureau, surnamed Li, would always enter the house with a full fruit bowl while Xi Mengqi was teaching her son, just to see Xi Mengqi a few more times.
Xi Mengqi's impression of Director Li is not bad, this middle-aged man is very calm, polite, soft-spoken and self-contained, and can always give her some insights and views on life, and all of this is always when Xi Mengqi needs help the most.
By chance, Xi Mengqi cried to Director Li after falling out of love, and all the pressure from the family caught her off guard, unable to do what she wanted to do, Director Li thought of an idea for her, and through her own relationship, Xi Mengqi was introduced to the training school, and the salary was very good in all aspects, which also gave Xi Mengqi a place to stay. On the other hand, Director Li often went to pick her up and buy her some beautiful clothes and supplies.
At the beginning, Xi Mengqi absolutely did not accept these things, but Director Li stuffed these things to Xi Mengqi again and again, and over time, Xi Mengqi became accustomed to Director Li's kindness to her, after all, survival is the most important thing for girls in this society!
Finally, after Xi Mengqi asked Director Li to watch the movie, it was getting late, and they opened a hotel nearby, that is, on this night, Xi Mengqi and Director Li had a relationship, and justifiably became the "girlfriend" of a middle-aged man who was almost fifty years old and was a father of a child.
There are many times when there is no way to explain the pain to others, because many times she can't explain it clearly...... Director Li is really good to Xi Mengqi, and rented a duplex apartment in a community very close to the school for her, the house is very small, only more than 40 square meters, but Xi Mengqi is very satisfied, she feels that this is her home, the only safe haven in this city.
Zhao Bo's derailment and breakup were too exciting for Xi Mengqi, so big that she couldn't love someone anymore, just thinking that she could take care of herself and be able to live together, so she was very satisfied. Xi Mengqi is not afraid of being scolded by others as a junior, in her opinion, no one who has experienced her life has the right to evaluate whether she is good or bad in doing this.
The girl in the flower season accepts the middle-aged greasy uncle, which is the greatest luck in helplessness, after all, Xi Mengqi no longer has to open her mouth to ask for money from her family, and there is a more legitimate reason for forced marriage. It's just that the kind of love she receives is quiet, can't be made public, and is often fearful.
Xi Mengqi often has nightmares at night, dreaming that Director Li's wife came over, grabbed her hair fiercely, and scolded her as a bewitching slut, a junior and a fourth. She often thought about cutting off everything she had now, but since she had a relationship with Director Li that night, Xi Mengqi found that she was getting deeper and deeper, and she could no longer escape from this ridiculous love affair innocently, and could only enjoy all this in front of her with peace of mind: I will give you my young body, and you will give me a rich material life, equivalent exchange!
Xi Mengqi's personality has also undergone tremendous changes in this year. From the calm and lively girl who loved to joke and wear sportswear, she began to become a professional woman who likes to dress up, like beautiful clothes, lipsticks, envelopes, and high heels. Xi Mengqi was even surprised by the maturity of her current communication with people and the ruthlessness of her work, she learned to be coquettish, learned to put on heavy makeup, learned to please Director Li to get her beloved, and even learned to deceive herself.
As for whether she was happy or not, Xi Mengqi couldn't say at all, all the shadows that Zhao Bo brought to her could never be erased in her heart, and what she supported was full of memories of her high school years, and she didn't want to be abandoned again.
Xi Mengqi began to save money frantically, and tried every means to get more benefits from Director Li, and plan for her future, Xi Mengqi's plan is to save enough money to go abroad, go to a strange and stable place, and spend the rest of her life, because to some extent, Zhao Bo was sentenced to her, but she also betrayed Zhao Bo at the same time, betraying Zhao Bo without any warning.
Xi Mengqi betrayed her own originally pure heart......