I hid in the bathroom of the master bedroom and wanted to cry without tears, not understanding which tendon I had done the wrong thing to do such an unobtrusive thing!

But everything is done, and there is no way to turn back time and start over.

I comforted myself while taking a shower, and did a long day of mental construction, and then slowly dried my body and put on my pajamas.

Before leaving the bathroom, I stood in front of the mirror and gave myself half a day, but I never expected that when I mustered up the courage to return to the second bedroom, Lu Xudong was not there at all.

I can't tell if I feel a little more relieved or stunned, but I just looked at the place where there were two pillows next to each other and only the one that belonged to me, and then thought about Mu Jie's guests, I suddenly had the urge to pack up my things and hurry home.

But I can't.

If my mom had known that I had just gotten married and separated, she would have skinned me!

I stood still and took a few deep breaths, then slowly paced to the door, closed the door, and sat down on the edge of the bed, looking at the almost completely unfamiliar room, and inexplicably felt my nose sour.

I just came from the master bedroom, Lu Xudong was not there, and there was no one in the living room, so I didn't have to think that he must have gone to the small study with a pillow. He married me, who was different from him, but he didn't even bother to share a bed with me, why?

When I agreed to date Lu Xudong, I was also puzzled, but at the beginning, I really wanted to get married, I wanted to have a home of my own soon, I didn't think about why he could take a fancy to me, what place could I attract him, and now I think about it seriously, I am really full of doubts.

Mu Jie held his arm, and the photo of almost the whole person climbing on him jumped out of my mind again, and I added some irritability in my heart, Lu Xudong and Mu Jie are so talented and beautiful, if they really have something, why didn't they marry her and chose me instead?

I thought about it all night, and it was almost dawn before I fell asleep. As a result, I was woken up by my mother's phone call early in the morning: "Are you still sleeping?"

"Well, I slept late last night......"

Before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by my mother's anxious yelling: "If I have time to let Xudong go home with you for dinner on the weekend, I will take turns off this weekend." You said that why do you have such no conscience, how long has it been since you came back that day, and you don't say that you came back to see your mother!"

I replied in a whisper, "But I'm going to their house for dinner on the weekend......"

My mother's voice immediately raised an octave: "I said you kid, you don't know how to turn your head, right? If you don't go for a week, can your parents-in-law still eat you? Anyway, this matter is settled, I have to hurry up to eat and go to work, don't sleep lazy, get up and cook quickly......"

"Got it, Mom!" I hurriedly interrupted my mother's thoughts, otherwise she would definitely be able to say something about being a daughter-in-law like this, how she used to be a daughter-in-law, and so on.

Fortunately, my mother was also in a hurry to go to work, so she didn't have time to continue to talk to me. After hanging up the phone, I continued to lie on the bed and look at the ceiling, and it took a long time to think of a question, Lu Xudong married me home, wouldn't it be to anger his father?

When I went out from the second bedroom with two dark circles under my eyes, I happened to meet Lu Xudong who came out of the small study, and I was both conflicted and entangled in my heart, whether I wanted to have a cold war with him arrogantly about the attempted sexual intercourse last night or to get together with him to "improve" the relationship?