The text message was sent by Lu Feng, and the content of the message was: Xiaoyan, do you remember what I said? I said that no matter what becomes between us, I hope you can be happy, but now I can't see the happiness of the past on your face, if you feel unhappy, don't bear it, as long as you choose, as long as you open your mouth, I will be by your side, I can raise Yueyue with you, I can also give you what he gives you, I only hope that you can be yourself again, don't wronged yourself.

I looked at the content of the text message fixedly, and there was a trace of emotion in my heart, and I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart, what if...... If Lu Feng hadn't left me at the beginning, would the ending be different now?

Maybe it's different.

It's just that there are no ifs in the world.

Lin Jingshen left after seeing the text message, I wouldn't think he left because he was jealous, after all, such a good thing is not my turn.

I guess, he's just because of the dignity of a man, right?

I didn't think much of it, deleted the text messages and went back to my bedroom.

In the next two days, Lin Jingshen didn't come over again, but he still arranged for someone to come over every day to take care of Yueyue, but he suddenly didn't come, and I was a little unaccustomed to it.

Because once you get used to some things, you can't quit them.

......

This Friday is the old man's birthday, and Lin Chen held a huge birthday party for the old man, inviting many enterprises in Yucheng to participate.

Lin Jingshen, as the person in charge of the Lin family and the son of the old man, naturally wants to participate, and I am his legal wife, and I will be invited again.

However, Lin Jingshen hadn't contacted me until the afternoon of the birthday party.

This made me think in my heart, if he didn't take the initiative to contact, then I would take Yueyue with me, and I couldn't be talked about.

Before I left, Ms. He called, and Ms. He said to me on the phone: "Xiao Yan, I'm afraid you can only take Yueyue to tonight's banquet." ”

"Mom, aren't Jing Shen going?" Ms. He's words made me ask curiously.

After I finished asking, Ms. He was silent for a while, and she said, "Jingshen is not in Yucheng, so you can only take Yueyue to go." ”

"Good. "I didn't ask any more, but I was a little displeased, and since he wasn't going, why didn't he call me himself?

This is how our relationship went on?

I took a deep breath, endured the sadness in my heart and set off to the Lin family's old house.

The old house was very lively, I first took Yueyue to the old man's birthday, the old man was a little excited, he took out a red envelope from his pocket and handed it to Yueyue, he said: "This is a meeting gift." ”

"Thank you, Dad! Then I'll take it instead of Yueyue. I said politely, this is the first time the old man and Yueyue have met, and the old man's body is not as good as before, it can be seen that he still likes Yueyue, and the look in his eyes will not be fake.

After sitting with the old man for a while, the housekeeper helped him back to his room.

Coming out of the old man's place, I met Lin Chen in the corridor, Lin Chen was dressed very formally, he looked at me with a smug face, he smiled and said, "Tang Yan, how is today's birthday banquet?"

I understood what he meant, and I just smiled: "Good." ”

"Truth?"

"You can also take it as a lie. ”

"Hahahaha. Lin Chen laughed loudly, and he said: "I thought that you would not come today, but I didn't expect that he was hospitalized, and you and your children will also come to participate, which really touches me as a big brother!"

"What did you say?" I frowned.

He said that Lin Jingshen was hospitalized?

Did I hear me right?

Hearing my questioning, Lin Chen frowned and said, "What's the matter?

"What should I know?" I asked.

Lin Chen said: "Tang Yan, you and Jing Shen won't be divorced, right?" Lin Chen looked at me with a serious expression, I raised my eyes to look at him, but I quickly looked away, I didn't speak, Lin Chen continued: "He has been hospitalized for several days, I, the eldest brother, have heard about it, and you, the wife, don't know?"

"Tang Yan, should I say that you are not responsible? or should I say that you are indeed leaving?"

"Of course I do. I subconsciously clenched my hands tightly, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, Lin Chen said so much, I don't know his intentions, but I can't let him hold Lin Jingshen's handle, I said: "He can't come when he is hospitalized, then I naturally want to come, anyway, the old mansion also has half of him." ”

"Tang Yan, there is no need to pretend in front of me, I also know the problem between you, I have known him for longer than you!

"Lin Chen, this is a matter between us, it has nothing to do with you! you still have to take care of your own affairs!" I interrupted Lin Chen's words and turned to leave.

Before I left, Lin Chen also said a word, he said: "Tang Yan, if I were you, I would take advantage of the current situation to get the Lin family, with the Lin family in his hands, Lin Jingshen naturally didn't dare to do anything." ”

Lin Chen's words flashed in my mind, and I left them behind.

Because my mind was full of Lin Jingshen's hospitalization, before Lin Chen said it, I didn't know at all, I didn't even hear the rumors, I don't know if he deliberately hid it or because of other reasons?

After the birthday party, it was already about ten o'clock in the evening, and the driver drove me back to the apartment, and on the way, I called Lin Jingshen.

The phone rang several times before it was connected, and before I could speak, Lin Jingshen's voice came from the other end, and he asked, "The banquet is over?"

"Yes. ”

"You and Yueyue haven't been wronged, have you?" he asked softly, his voice sounding a little weak.

But it didn't seem like he was going to tell me, and I pretended not to know.

I whispered, "No." With that, I continued, "You're on a business trip?"

"Yes. ”

"Where to travel?"

"In the field. ”

"That city?" I continued to ask, but Lin Jingshen smiled: "Chagang?"

"You can think so. I said, "I want to know which city you are in, bring me some souvenirs." ”

"I'm in Jiangcheng. When he said this, I just pursed my lips and fell silent, not hearing me, and then he said, "What do you want?" I'll buy it back for you. ”

"No need. I was a little angry about his concealment, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, tell me when you come back from Jiangcheng, I want to talk to you about the matter between us, and it's not a way to blindly drag it out like this, what do you say?"

So that we are tired of each other.

After I finished speaking, Lin Jingshen's head suddenly fell silent, and after a while, he spoke: "Then what do you want to do?"

"If it's always like this, it's better to separate, what do you say?"

"Tang Yan, I've said it countless times, don't even think about divorce. Lin Jingshen's voice became hard, and he said, "I don't care what you're thinking, but divorce is absolutely impossible." ”

"Lin Jingshen, you are still so domineering. In the face of his attitude, I was also a little angry, I said: "If you appeal after two years of separation, the court will decide that the marriage will be automatically dissolved." ”

"You can't wait now?" he asked.

I was angry, "yes, I just can't wait, so don't drag it any longer." ”

"Tang Yan, you don't have a heart. ”

"Lin Jingshen, it's not your turn to say this, you don't have a heart, who can compare with you?" I said quietly.

Lin Jingshen was silent.

After a while, he said slowly: "For the promise given by Lu Feng, you would rather let your daughter lose her father?"

"Tang Yan, didn't you say that you won't let Yueyue have no father?"

Lin Jingshen's voice was very soft, I don't know if I was thinking too much or it was real, I actually heard a trace of distress.

I pursed my lips and didn't know what to say?

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Jingshen said: "Tang Yan, I won't agree to divorce, even if the marriage is automatically dissolved after two years of separation, then let's wait two years later!"

"Lin Jingshen, why do you bother? Isn't it very good for us to be divorced? Maybe we are separated, and she is free, and the two of you will eventually become a family if you have a lover, and the ending is what you have in mind, so why do you continue to entangle with me?"

"No matter what you say, I won't let you go. His words were extremely firm, but what did he mean by that?

At the beginning, he personally admitted that what he did was just to take revenge on Jian Ran, and to make Jane regret it.

Now, if he doesn't let me go, will he keep such a lukewarm relationship until he gets old?

If yes, I certainly can't stand it, I won't agree.

Even if it is to prevent Yueyue from losing her father, I can't wronged myself for Yueyue!

A lifetime is still so long, maybe it will be better for Yueyue to change to an environment that makes you happy and happy!

Hearing Lin Jingshen's words, my whole body was at a loss, my heart couldn't stop trembling, I pursed my lips and asked softly, "What do you mean?"

"The meaning is very simple!" His heavy voice said firmly again: "It means that Lin Jingshen's wife will always be you, whether it was before, now or in the future, you are the only one!"

My heart was racing and I got goosebumps.

It's just that if such a promise is really fulfilled on the day it comes, will he really be able to do it?

For me, it's a complete unknown.

I pursed my lips and frowned, "Lin Jingshen, what about Jian Ran, what about her, and what status does she have in your heart?"

Maybe Jane Ran wasn't the main problem between us, but everything now was because of her.

So I don't want to run away from it, and I can only get the best result if I face it head-on.

It's just that after I finished asking, Lin Jingshen was silent.

His silence passed for a second, but it fell into my heart as if it had been a quarter.

I don't know what he's going to do?

Or did he not even think about forgetting about this person?