172. You still have me
Amnesia, how could I believe in such a mysterious and romantic thing, if it weren't for Yi Jin here, I would have to wonder if I was living in a dream, because the past around me was full of strangers. 74b83
After I was pushed out of the bathroom by them, I pretended to be calm and watched Yi Jin talking to the doctor, I didn't understand what he said, the ward was in a mess, and finally Yi Jin and the doctor decided to take me downstairs for a brain examination.
When Yi Jin took me downstairs to check, I was a little irritable during the whole process, and kept asking Yi Jin what about my mother, my father, why I was hospitalized, and they weren't there.
What disease do I have and why should I get checked.
But Yi Jin ignored me, just pushed me and kept walking, there were a lot of people in the hospital, people came and went, it was very noisy, Yi Jin's tense face, indescribable numbness and no expression in the crowd, even his steps revealed heaviness, I saw that he was absent-minded now, and he was in no mood to pay attention to me at all, and I didn't bother to ask him, so I could only lean on the wheelchair and let him push and walk.
Until we stopped at the door of an examination room, it was for brain MRI, Yi Jin was not allowed to enter, he handed me over to the nurses there, and told the nurses twice: "The process is light." ”
Naturally, the nurses said yes in a row. After I was pushed in by the nurse, I glanced back at Yi Jin, his face did not relax for half a minute, and he said to me, "Cooperate with the doctor." ”
I didn't bother to pay attention to his words, so I immediately turned my head, and then the door of the MRI was closed, and I checked it for about seven hundred minutes, and after seven or eight minutes, the nurses who helped me into the chair were discussing something with the doctor who was watching the film, and no one noticed me, and the door opened at this time, but it was the back door, not the front door.
I took advantage of the fact that the nurses didn't notice me, so I gently pushed the wheelchair out of the examination room, and when I crossed the corridor and was about to turn to the right, I saw Yi Jin leaning against the wall not far away and smoking a cigarette, as if he was still talking to someone on the phone.
Fortunately, he didn't find me, so I immediately moved the wheelchair back, and when the nurse didn't find me, I left the corridor door of the rapid examination room, bypassing Yi Jin and going straight out of the hospital.
As soon as I got out of the hospital, I found that the city in my impression was completely different from what I remembered, but I couldn't tell what was different, and the buildings on the side of the road vaguely carried the shadow of the past.
I was like a monster that had broken into this world that was alien to me, and I was walking around the street in my wheelchair, staring blankly at everything that was full of strangeness, and I didn't know where I was now.
But fortunately, there are a few small shops that are still similar to the ones in my memory, and I can vaguely distinguish the shadow of the year, so I grabbed this shadow and kept looking for my way back.
But halfway through, I got a little lost, the weather outside is not too hot, but I was sweating profusely, I couldn't find my way home, there happened to be a car passing in front of me, I stopped, the driver saw that I was disabled and didn't want to stop, but I don't know why, after driving for a while, he slowly retreated, retreated to my side, stuck out a head from the window and asked, "Girl, where are you going?"
I said, "Go home, I want to go home, uncle, can you give me a ride." ”
The driver glanced at me, saw that I was a little inconvenient to move, and thought about it for a long time before saying, "Okay, I'll send you." ”
He got out of the car and immediately helped me into the car, and after getting into the car, he put away my wheelchair again, and then returned to the car and took me out of here, and after driving for a while, the driver asked, "Girl, where are you going?"
I said, "Yi's mansion." ”
The driver told me about Yi's mansion, and he asked, "Where are you going, what are you doing, and where is there anything to go?" ”
I said, "That's my home, I'll go home." ”
I don't know why the driver looked back at me in shock, but when I looked at me, I saw that he had a strange expression, so I tilted my head and asked, "What's wrong?"
The driver laughed awkwardly twice and said a few words to me.
I didn't know what he meant by this smile, and I didn't think much of it until our car stopped in front of the Yi family's mansion, and I suddenly understood the embarrassment in his laughter just now.
The Yi family mansion in my memory has always been full of security guards, which can basically be said to be strictly controlled, but now the Yi family in front of me is full of desolation and decadence.
There was not a single security guard at the door, inside the trees and artificially cultivated flowers that were carefully cared for. Died a lot in the courtyard.
The lacquer on the carved iron door has been corrupted by time, and it has fallen off piece by piece.
This is not the Yi family I remember at all.
The driver saw me sitting there, looking out the window and couldn't come back to his senses, so he said: "The current Yi family is no longer the Yi family of the past, the current Yi family fell five years ago, the dead died, the missing disappeared, the recognized ancestors returned to their ancestors, and even the current Yi family still has the name of the Yi family, but in fact it is not the Yi family in power, girl, you said that you want to go back to the Yi family, the Yi family is your home, excuse me, who are you of the Yi family?"
I sat there a little unconsciously and kept asking myself how this was the case, how my home had become like this.
The driver, seeing that I had not spoken, looked at me like a madman, and asked, "Then do you want to go now or stay here?" ”
I didn't answer him.
The driver thought I was cheating money, and immediately stopped the car, he got out of the car, and took my wheelchair off the back of the car, and then the next second he pulled the car door, and pulled me out of his car rudely, and directly dragged me into the wheelchair, he said: "Girl, it's the first time I've seen a person like you who pretends to be crazy and stupid to sit in a bully car, and I don't want to talk nonsense, I think you don't have much money to pay me today, and I see that you are a disabled person, then I don't care much about you, you can do it yourself." ”
After he finished speaking, he pulled the car door and got into the car, then started the car and drove the car away.
After watching the car leave, I realized that I was wearing a hospital gown and didn't have a penny on me, no wonder the driver's attitude changed so much.
I pushed the wheelchair in disbelief and slowly approached the gate of the Yi family, and after I entered, there was no one inside, the furniture was empty, and a layer of dust fell in the hall.
I looked at the emptiness and shouted helplessly, "Mom, where are you, come out!"
The only thing that answered me was the echo of an infinite loop, and the cold wind blowing in from outside the gate, and the big tree that grew in a haphazard manner outside, rustling in the cloudy wind.
At this moment, there was a sound of cars outside the silent house, and as soon as I turned around, a car happened to be parked at the door, Yi Jin hurriedly stepped out of the car, and the moment I saw him, my whole person completely collapsed from the chair.
He came over and picked me up from the chair, and at that moment I was like a tree that had lost its roots, and I couldn't speak for a long time in his arms, and he took a coat from the hand of the attendant next to me, wrapped me tightly in his arms, and then covered my cold face. Say, "Let's go home." ”
But where do we still have a home, this home is long gone, empty everything.
I cried and said, "All this is not true, Yi Jin, why is this happening, why is there nothing left in a short period of time, the Yi family is gone, the parents are gone, the Yi family is gone, do you think I am dreaming." ”
He pressed his head in his arms, his eyes were level, his face was solemn, and he said, "You still have me." ”
I grabbed him, grabbed him and hit him as if venting, "I don't want you, I want my mother." You go, I hate you, it's all you who will become like this. ”
I pulled his hair like crazy, and my eyes were red and said, "None of this is true! I don't believe it, you tell me it's all fake, it's fake!"
Yi Jin didn't speak, let me scratch a bloody mark on the skin of his neck, he just hugged me, hugged me steadily, to prevent me from being too emotional and fell from his arms, the person who followed him wanted to take me from his hand, he said two words with an expressionless face: "Go away." ”
He bent down and carried me into the car, and I was still mad with him and arguing with him. He also let it, I don't know if I was too emotional, when I cried to the loudest, I didn't catch my breath, and I cried and fainted directly in Yi Jin's arms.
When I woke up again, I had already arrived at the hospital, Yi Jin was sitting on the edge of my bed, his hand kept falling on my wrist hanging from the water, I opened my eyes and looked at him, did not speak, just turned over and silently shed tears.
Yi Jin didn't move, he kept the same movement of looking at me, and said to me in a calm voice: "I know you can't accept all this, but Xiaofan, no matter how difficult it is." You have to accept that all things have become facts, no one can change them, and now you are no longer like when you were a child, you want to be willful, and you want to be unreasonable, we are all adults, and this is what everyone adults have to experience. ”
I didn't speak, Yi Jin slowly grabbed my hand from behind and said, "No matter what, I am responsible for all this, and I have always been with you." ”
His words are always so cruel and sober, and they are so good that I can accept them, but how can I accept them. When I woke up, my family was ruined.
I'm only seventeen, why should I take all the cruelty, and now sitting on the edge of the bed is still a person I hate.
I pulled my hand back from his hand, covered my head with the quilt and whispered, "You go, I don't want to see you, I hate you." ”
After that, the strange woman came in the room again, she had food in her hand, and when she arrived at Yi Jin's side, she asked in a low voice: "Do you want to feed Miss now?"
Yi Jin sat on the edge of the bed, gloomy between his eyebrows, and said for a long time: "Let her rest first, and let her eat later." ”
The strange woman replied, "I see." ”
Yi Jin finally left the ward with the woman.
When I was left alone, I got my head out of the quilt, looked at everything in the room, covered my face and cried again.
Everything has changed, I have nothing left, now it's just me and this nasty person, what should I do, why is all this so cruel.
I cried all night, crying until three o'clock in the morning, I got out of bed, but my legs couldn't move, and there were handrails next to the bed, I struggled to get on the wheelchair next to the bed, after arriving at the wheelchair, I originally wanted to go out to breathe, but who knows, just opened the door, and saw Yi Jin outside the door at a glance.
In the middle of the night, he was leaning against the wall and smoking, the smoke swirled around his face, making it difficult to see his expression, but when he noticed that I peeked at him with a head out of the door, he snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, stood up straight from the wall, and asked me with a smile from a distance, "Awake?"
I didn't want to pay attention to him, but after thinking about it, I still couldn't get through the discomfort in my stomach, and I said, "I'm hungry." ”
He walked over, shook my hand, and looked at my face carefully, it was a little pale, and he reached out and stroked it twice before saying, "It's hot in the microwave, I'll get it for you?"
I glanced at him and said, "What kind of dishes are they, I don't want them to eat what I like." ”
With a faint smile on his lips, he pinched my fleshless cheek and said, "That's a lot." ”
I immediately slapped his hand off my face and said, "What does a big man do all the time to pinch other people's faces?" I looked at him with disgust and said, "Don't pinch it." ”
He laughed and said nothing, got up from front of me, pushed me into the ward, and after he pushed me into the kitchen, I sat in a wheelchair and instructed him, saying that he wanted to drink hot milk, and that he wanted juice and watermelon juice, and that he should not eat vegetables, but meat. Medium-rare meat, preferably with a Black Forest cake.
Just as I was babbling a lot, Yi Jin poured me a bowl of soup from a soup pot, and then handed it to me and said, "Don't drink too much." ”
I glanced at the chicken soup in the bowl with little water, then at Yi Jin, and said angrily, "I don't eat it!
He said, "Isn't chicken meat?"
I said, "No! I'm going to eat pork!"
I have emphasized the last two words.
Yi Jin shook me off with a short sentence: "No." ”
I became more and more angry, and just wanted to throw the bowl in my hand on the table, not eating this thing, Yi Jin pointed at me and said, "Yi Xiaofan, if you dare to throw the bowl, then you don't want me to give you food tomorrow and the day after tomorrow." ”
I didn't expect him to do this to me, and I got more and more angry, and I said, "You think my parents are gone, and I'm afraid of you? I can go and sue you, don't you want to abuse me, I said I don't eat or don't eat. ”
I threw the bowl on the table, pushed the wheelchair and turned around and ran, not caring about Yi Jin behind me.
Then I climbed into bed on my own and pretended to be sleeping.
Yi Jin came out of the kitchen with a tray, there seemed to be porridge, soup, and vegetables in it, but there was no one I just wanted, and he asked me, "You really don't want it?"
I didn't speak, I just covered my ears tightly for three points, Yi Jin laughed twice and said, "You don't eat, I'll eat." ”
He put his things on the bedside table beside him, and brought a bowl of porridge made of lean meat and greens, and stirred it for a while. I don't know if I'm hungry, I'm particularly sensitive to the taste of food, I clenched my stomach,
Yi Jin said behind me, "You really don't want to eat?"
Still a little useless, I did not resist the temptation of the taste, sat up from the bed, looked at him and said, "I want to eat." ”
When he saw me like this, he smiled, but he didn't laugh at me, because he knew what kind of character I was, and if he laughed at me, I would be stubborn, and I really wouldn't eat a bite.
He brought the spoonful to my lips and said in a good tone, "Slow down, it's a little hot." ”
I'm so hungry. I couldn't care so much for a long time, and after taking one bite of it, it was so delicious that I jumped up, so I happily ordered the bowl and said, "I want green vegetables, green vegetables." ”
Yi Jin gave me a small piece of green vegetables, and after I took it in my mouth, I chewed it twice.
He smiled and asked, "How does it taste?"
I was content and said, "It's delicious." ”
I couldn't wait to take his hand and scoop the second scoop, and he whispered, "It's hot, don't worry." ”
He blew a little cold before he brought it to my lips.
It didn't take long for a bowl of porridge to fall into my stomach, and I still wanted to eat it, but Yi Jin didn't let it go, because eating too much at night was not very good for the stomach. And my stomach has always been an old problem, I can't eat too much, I can't eat less, I want to eat just right, he saw that I was still hungry, so he asked me to drink the soup and prepare to rest.
I don't know why, after people are full, even the extremely annoying Yi Jin looks much more pleasing to the eye, and after I was full and lying on the bed, I was in a little better mood, and I began to fall into sadness again.
After Yi Jin came out of the kitchen, he arrived at my bedside, and when he saw my eyes that were starting to turn red again, I immediately turned my back to him. I didn't want him to see such a weak self, so I pretended to be normal and said, "Help me turn off the light, I'm sleepy." ”
Yi Jin didn't demolish me, but after a minute, he stretched out his hand to turn off the light, and then, his hand fell on my forehead, and he whispered, "Sleep." ”
I didn't speak again, I just felt the temperature in his palm, extremely magical, two or three times, my sleepiness attacked.
After a few days, I calmed down a lot and gradually accepted the change, but I couldn't stand being in the hospital every day. I don't know what kind of illness I have, but I always quarrel with Yi Jin to go out.
After arguing for two or three days, Yi Jin didn't pay attention, just as I was talking nonsense, the doctor said that my current body was not suitable for discharge, and after the fourth day of the quarrel, Yi Jin was entangled by me and had no choice, so he said to take me out for a walk, he said to go out for a walk, I was naturally happy, but who knows, he actually took me to a business party.
I've never liked this kind of scene very much, and the fact that I'm still in a wheelchair and being in the center of the hall is even more annoying. And people kept coming up, talking with Yi Jin, and pulling relations.
However, Yi Jin was willing to take me out, and I was already quite satisfied, so when Yi Jin was talking to others, I pushed my wheelchair to another place, and Chen Su, the assistant who followed Yi Jin, saw that I had sneaked away, so he immediately followed me and called: "Miss Yi." ”
I glanced back at him, grimaced at him, ignored him, and continued walking.
And Yi Jin, who was talking to someone, didn't say anything after seeing me leave, but instructed Chen Su: "Follow well." ”
Chen Su said, "Yes." ”
Yi Jin turned around and continued to talk to the person in front of him.
Chen Su followed me inch by inch, and I ran around the hall with a plate, sandwiching a lot of my favorite pastries.
Just when I was eating very deliciously, I turned my head to look at Yi Jin, and just saw an old man leading a woman to stand in front of Yi Jin, and the woman next to the old man was full of shyness, which was not a good thing at first glance.
I threw the plate full of pastries in my hand into Chen Su's hand and said, "I'll take a look." ”
After arriving at Yi Jin's side, the old man was introducing the woman next to him to Yi Jin, the woman seemed to be his daughter, he smiled and said: "Mr. Yi, we Huiqin have always said that we have admired you for a long time, and we really want to join you Baolian, learn to do business with you, and take over the family business in the future, and I don't know if Mr. Yi can give this face." ”
Yi Jin looked at the woman beside the old man, the woman named Huiqin, and felt his gaze fall on him, his face was as red as a monkey's butt, and his eyes were bright and secret.
I sneered and said, "What are you doing, Yi Jin is not a teacher who teaches people to do business, if you want to learn to do business and make money, you go to school, isn't it a financial school full of streets? If you can't trust the domestic ones, and what about foreign countries, don't they all like to study abroad and be returnees? ”
What I said was quite unpleasant, and the old man's face was visibly dark, and so was her daughter.
What the old man wanted to say, Yi Jin was already one step ahead of him, and scolded me: "What are you saying, it's rude." ”
But it was also a symbolic sentence, and then he smiled gracefully at the old man and said, "I'm sorry, she's not very sensible, I hope you don't care." ”
Yi Jin glanced at his daughter again and said, "As for your daughter, if you want to study in our company, I will naturally give this face, and I will arrange a good position, as for teaching." Yi Jin raised the red wine glass in his hand, smiled at the old man and said modestly: "I don't dare to do this, but I can send a good teacher to give you a thousand gold, what do you think?"
The old man heard Yi Jin's words. Naturally, he understands what is going on with him, after all, they are all treacherous and cunning people, and they all give the right side of their words.
The old man smiled and said: "Mr. Yi's arrangement is naturally good, and Baolian is one of the largest enterprises, and it is really an honor for a little girl to be able to work in that kind of company." ”
Yi Jin smiled.
The old man took his daughter away, but she didn't seem to want to go, and looked at us with a blank eye.
Yi Jin didn't look at her again, but handed the wine glass to Chen Su on the side, slowly squatted in front of me, pulled the scarf that slipped off my shoulders for me and said, "Don't do this in the future." ”
I cut through and said, "Although I wish you got married sooner, I don't want you to give me a sister-in-law on the road casually." ”
After I finished speaking, I took the food from the plate from Chen Su's hand. Continuing to eat, Yi Jin glanced at me with a smile and said nothing, then wiped the crumbs from the corners of his mouth for me, and said in his tone with a hint of doting that he didn't even notice: "Little glutton." ”
This time Yi Jin seemed to be an important guest, so he couldn't look at me all the time, and I didn't want to follow him to socialize, so I turned my wheelchair around the hall and ran around the hall, and when I unconsciously walked to the door of a bathroom, I happened to see two women walking in.
One of the women was the woman who was going to worship Yi Jin as a master just now.
I laughed twice, thought it was very interesting, so I pushed my wheelchair and followed them, and they didn't notice that I was sitting in the doorway. There was a wall blocking me, and the two women were facing the mirror in the bathroom, concentrating on their makeup.
The woman I didn't know asked that Huiqin and said, "By the way, your father just recommended you to the boss of Baolian, did you succeed?"
When it came to this matter, the woman who was applying lipstick flashed a trace of displeasure on her face, and even the strength of applying lipstick was unconsciously a little heavier, she said: "It didn't work, but it sent me to Baolian." ”
The woman said, "Pauline is good, French companies, big companies, how many people dream of entering." You're not happy that you just got in so easily?"
The woman sneered and said: "Happy, of course happy, but I didn't expect him to be so uninteresting, he is at best just an upside-down door for Baolian, the Yi family was like that at the beginning, and now it is what kind of city is it to turn over with a woman." ”
Her companion immediately corrected and said: "Hey, you can't say that, even if people rely on women, but Baolian is not something that can be controlled by just one person, and I heard that after the former boss of Baolian died of illness, but the crisis is lurking, and now the boss of Baolian accepts such a big stall, do you think it is very simple?"
The woman glanced at her companion. sneered and said, "Come on, if you really have the ability, the Yi family will not fail like this." ”
She seemed to remember something, and said, "But the woman in the wheelchair just now is his sister, right?"
Her companion listened, thought for a while and said, "I don't know, but the proprietress of Pauline is not in a wheelchair and is in good health, but it is his sister, and there has been no news for a long time." ”
Her companion said, "Whatever she is, let's go, the feast is about to begin." ”
The two of them were approaching me blocking the door, the woman named Huiqin, her face immediately turned black when she saw me, and I looked at them with a smile.
The woman was a little panicked, and her companion saw the wheelchair I was in and knew who I was bringing in, and they had just finished chewing on the base of their tongue.
But that Huiqin was clever, and immediately said that nothing had happened, and she smiled awkwardly at me twice and said, "Miss Yi, why did you come here?
I glanced at her and smiled and said, "Yes, I want to go to the bathroom, but it's not convenient, can you please do me a favor?"
When the woman saw me asking, she immediately said yes, and after she helped me to the door of the bathroom, I pushed her in with my backhand.
Before she could understand it, she screamed in horror and fell into the bathroom.
(Tianjin)