Chapter 166: I can't love, I can't hate

This sentence is very businesslike, probably anyone with normal emotional intelligence can feel it, for the spring garden, Gu Nanqiao already has his own plans, and he is not willing to let others interfere too much in this matter.

But if Xiao Fangran could respect others so much, she wouldn't be stiff with Gu Nanqiao to this extent.

For her daughter's words, Ms. Xiao did not hide her scorn, she snorted softly and laughed, her voice was light when she spoke, and the tail note was a little long, revealing a bit of careless arrogance.

"You know what to do...... Oh, it's a big breath. Qiaoqiao, although the Spring Garden is managed quite well by you, but you have only a few years of experience, not to mention that it is comparable to the Mei family, even if you put it in the Peking Opera circle in the province, you are still tender. There is only one chance for the "Old Dream Project", which is a big event that can't afford to be missed, you say you don't need me to worry about it, but I can't let go of you at all - if it spoils my big thing this time, how many more chances do you think we have?"

Gu Nanqiao's lips touched up and down, and the words of rebuttal came to his mouth, but he swallowed them back raw.

She said in her heart, this so-called rest assured, where is the concern, Ms. Xiao Fangran's words did not reveal a little distress and worry, it was clearly just a doubt about Gu Nanqiao's ability.

The dissatisfaction expressed in the words is very clear, and the naked disgust and distrust are revealed from the bones, which has little to do with the hope of the son Jackie Chan and the daughter of Jackie Chan, nor is it because Xiao Fangran has high hopes for Gu Nanqiao and hopes that she will make achievements in the field of Peking Opera, what Ms. Xiao cares about most in her heart is obviously the entanglement with the Mei family.

The reality is very cruel, Gu Nanqiao is too lazy to comfort himself, and he sees everything quite clearly.

In the end, Xiao Fangran suddenly thought that she still had this cheap girl, but she wanted to take advantage of the momentum of the spring garden to detonate the resentment that she had endured for many years through the "Old Dream Project". In her heart, she calculated how to take out the things that the Mei family owed her, let her daughter stand at the peak of glory instead of her, and regain the glory that should have fallen on her.

As for whether the original intention is more caring or selfish, it becomes difficult to distinguish, presumably even Xiao Fangran himself may not be able to really figure it out.

For these, Gu Nanqiao is almost accustomed to it.

Since she was a child, Ms. Xiao has been extremely strict with her daughter, so that Gu Nanqiao has experienced a harsh childhood that other children can't imagine, and all the time has been deprived of the basic skills of Peking Opera and the four skills and five methods, without any chance to choose. If everyone else is an ordinary difficulty that easily fights monsters and upgrades, then Gu Nanqiao has always been struggling in the hell dungeon, obviously the upgrade task of the novice village has not been completely completed, and he has been escorted by Ms. Xiao to challenge the dungeon monster, and being abused is almost a matter of course.

But what should I do if I am abused? Of course, Ms. Xiao does not think that this is a problem with her own education method. In her mind, the reason why there will be unsatisfactory things is either that Gu Nanqiao is not working hard enough, or she is not smart enough.

In a word, the left and right are the daughter's problems.

Probably a genius never thinks how talented he is, but he often thinks that the people around him are like stupid people, and Ms. Xiao Fangran is obviously such a person.

Because her own conditions are too good, she will inevitably be above the top, and she can't look down on anyone, even if the object is her own daughter, the standard will not be the slightest tolerance, and even Xiao Fangran will have, "Since this is my Xiao Fangran's daughter, it is natural to be excellent, and high standards should also be deserved", which invisibly put more pressure on Gu Nanqiao.

And on the issue of deciding the direction of her daughter's life, Xiao Fangran, who has always been arbitrary, doesn't know what it means to discuss. It is difficult for her to compare her heart with her heart, and the few few questions for warmth have a very clear purpose, and the sporadic little care has to dig deep from the details to find subtle clues, how can she pull down her son and talk to the young Gu Nanqiao about the so-called choice.

Xiao Fangran only cares about how far she wants her child to be, as for what Gu Nanqiao likes, in front of the road she has arranged, it is the most irrelevant thing.

Most people in the world do not explode in silence, but perish in silence. And Gu Nanqiao will not perish, he will only exercise super resistance to pressure, show amazing talent, and then break through those things called barriers, and get better and better. Under Xiao Fangran's high-intensity training, instead of self-doubt or going to the other extreme, she has practiced a Peking Opera skill that others can't reach, so that step by step to the present day is the best proof.

Where there is bad, there is good.

Xiao Fangran left a knot in Gu Nanqiao's heart, so that she still can't face her past calmly, and she has to bear the grievances of her mother and the Mei family, which invisibly adds a lot of burden.

But from another point of view, Xiao Fangran's help is also quite large.

Gu Nanqiao can achieve today's achievements, and half of his unique talent is blessed, and Xiao Fangran's supervision from childhood to adulthood is also essential. Although the methods and methods need to be studied, there is one thing that is not questioned, if there were no strict requirements when he was a child, Gu Nanqiao would not be where he is today.

For Peking Opera, a profession that has been inherited from the extreme, the skills learned are orthodox or not, and the impact on Peking Opera actors is extraordinary, and it is precisely because of a mother like Xiao Fangran that Gu Nanqiao can be pushed to a height that others cannot reach. After all, Ms. Xiao is the best Peking Opera actor, she has a very deep understanding of Peking Opera, and her strength and attainments are not even comparable to Mei Hanqiu, and she is the pearl of the sea that really stands at the top of the pyramid of the Peking Opera circle.

And what Xiao Fangran gave Gu Nanqiao is the core of Peking Opera techniques.

Whether it is Gu Nanqiao's course at the Peking Opera Academy, or the step-by-step guidance given to her by Fan Lingchu and other old artists, or even the stage experience accumulated over the years, it cannot match the foundation laid by Boss Xiao. In the simplest words, when her peers were comparing with the small wooden sword, Gu Nanqiao had already worshiped under the door of the martial arts alliance master, learning the most orthodox martial arts method, or the martial arts alliance leader personally gave one-on-one guidance, and poured those cheats into her ears with the root of her ear, and even the practice was personally supervised, and she couldn't do it without learning.

It would be strange if that didn't make it happen.

What's more, in addition to the identity of the enlightenment mentor, Xiao Fangran is Gu Nanqiao's biological mother. The blood relationship is the strongest relationship in the world, transcending many distractions and selfish desires, and has priority no matter what the circumstances. It is precisely because of this relationship that there are no concerns between ordinary masters and apprentices between Xiao Fangran and Gu Nanqiao, and there is no need to hide their secrets or stay in the house, on the contrary, they will do everything to inspire their daughter and pave the way for her future.

If you want to see what kind of achievements a Peking Opera actor can achieve in the future, it depends largely on how well the foundation is laid, after all, the Peking Opera industry is all supported by the foundation of Tongzigong, which is irreversible with age. If you don't practice hard when you are a child, you will be completely unable to make up for the gap you have fallen behind, and you are doomed to not be able to hit the highest peak.

Gu Nanqiao thought about these things clearly, and he also knew why Xiao Fangran was strict, but this did not conflict with the discomfort caused by excessive desire for control, even if he thought about it clearly, it couldn't change the fact that Guan Youqiao had a complicated attitude towards his mother. Especially after Gu Nanqiao knew why Ms. Xiao left home and suddenly came back after not hearing from her for many years, this emotion was pushed to the peak.

Reason told Gu Nanqiao that he should choose to forgive, but his emotions were completely uncontrollable, and only tangled back and forth.

- Gu Nanqiao thanked Ms. Xiao, but couldn't help but resent her.

After all, behind Xiao Fangran's strictness, of course, part of the reason is that she has a little bit of a strict teacher and apprentice for the good of her daughter, but when she delves into it, it is more that she has to cultivate Gu Nanqiao to force her only daughter like this

Gu Nanqiao thought about these things clearly, and Xiao Fangran saw them even more clearly.

Gu Nanqiao is her last chance.

The so-called strictness and teaching, when studied deeply, is just another projection of Ms. Xiao's unwillingness, and it is her helpless choice after retreating. Because of her special identity, Xiao Fangran has always wanted to be recognized by the Mei family, and she has put in a lot of effort and energy for this, giving up a lot of things, and even abandoning her family and children to get married.......

But in the end, the bamboo basket was empty.

When Xiao Fangran clearly realized that there was no way to get the recognition of the Mei family, she could only choose to spare no effort to cultivate Gu Nanqiao, which was the only thing Xiao Fangran could do.

She was not reconciled.

And Gu Nanqiao became an unwilling victim, pushed by these emotions from beginning to end, and couldn't sit idly by at all, reason and feelings were always fighting, and there was no way out back and forth.

She was like a marionette bound hand and foot, deprived of all her freedom.

.......

Just when Gu Nanqiao's heart was turning back and forth and couldn't help but sigh a lot of past events, Xiao Fangran's cold and beautiful voice was still coming from the other end of the phone, and it naturally pulled back her thoughts.

Ms. Xiao's words were unhurried, with the arrogance she should have, and she continued to speak to herself.

"Brother Fan is too conformist, the two members of the Yue family have some skills, but they are too radical, listen to their opinions, what can you hear...... And to put it bluntly, you have different purposes and different starting points, and there are some things they don't know, don't you know the most in your heart?"

"I know I'll weigh these things. ”

"Qiaoqiao, how well the spring garden develops is not the most important, the selection of this "Old Dream Project" is not to advertise your little broken drama team. What to do and what not to do, don't always let me remind you. And also...... Everything has a priority, set yourself up when necessary, this is the most important thing at the moment, otherwise how to go next?—— the children of the Feng family have already stolen the limelight from you, this time the "old dream plan" If you don't take the initiative back, how can you let Old Man Mei see you?"

As Xiao Fangran's tail fell, the sharpest question finally came out.

Mei family.

In the end, it was the Mei family again.