I was eating, thinking, in the previous life, my father was probably prosperous, rich and happy all his life, and he didn't encounter any accidents, so he didn't need to think about me at all, he had been living a chic and comfortable life over there, of course, he might have come back, but I was suffering in the countryside at the time, and it was worthless, so he felt that there was no need to contact me at all.

It's not that I think people too coldly, it's just that when he was enjoying happiness, he never took care of me and my grandfather.

When he was bullied in the village and suffered a lot, he didn't pay attention to it.

If he didn't know, he would have to keep in touch with the factory here, and it would be difficult to find out how we were doing? My grandfather was not a well-known person, and the town was quite famous.

My father, oh, that is, Yang Donghuai, made it clear that he didn't want to pay attention to us. I didn't think he cared about the life or death of my daughter, whom I hadn't seen in years.

Now you see me coming to work in the factory in the city, and you probably think I have some use value, so you want to see me?

I frowned, that's not going to work, I don't expect him to do me any good, but don't hold me back.

People, it's really sad that the father and daughter have become like this?

"What are you thinking, eating a meal and gritting your teeth, as if you have a grudge against these skewers?" he looked at me curiously, and then smiled and put the bamboo skewer in my hand: "Be careful not to eat the bamboo skewer into your mouth." ”

"I think of that father of mine. ”

"Worried that he is doing bad things to you?" he looked at me and said, "You are really different from ordinary people, other people's words, now you think of power, but you are worried about this." Sure enough, the woman I fancy is very forward-looking. But you're so smart, there's absolutely no problem. ”

I looked at him and said, "You're always so optimistic, it's enviable." ”

"You're smart. And it's really a joy that you're back with someone as good as me. He carefully gave me the dishes in the pot: "There are some things that we can't do anything about." You can only strive to live well on your own, and other people are not in your consideration. Open your mouth, ah!" he put a meatball in my mouth.

I kept inhaling: "I don't really have any thoughts about me as a father. I feel pitiful for the local people who sacrificed in vain. Will Yang Donghuai feel sorry for the death of so many people?"

Zhao Yunhai frowned: "Probably not." He seems to care only about himself. Those ordinary people who have worked hard to earn some subsistence money, their grievances have not been spoken, and the boss has run away, and there are not one or two such things. The lives of those people were nothing in the eyes of the locals. I can't catch it anyway. ”

"Well, the common people are nothing. I repeated, and the more I felt that this father was chilling me.

Zhao Yunhai sneered: "Actually, it's not just ordinary people." All human beings are the same, and they can be crushed into dirt at any moment. It's not even qualified to shout. Including you and me. ”

I looked at Zhao Yunhai in surprise, but if I thought about it carefully, his words actually made a lot of sense.

He didn't act very pessimistic like Fang Ming, but smiled and gave me vegetables to eat, talking nonchalantly.

"My solution is, if we can't afford to provoke us, we will stay out of the way and not open our eyes to many things. Otherwise, it's bad. Helpless mercy is sometimes more cruel. ”

I ate slowly: "It's very reasonable, it's so profound, could it be that when you were with that Zeng Qiuxia, you talked like this?"

He reached out and pinched my face hard, and I pushed him away with a painful scream.

He said helplessly: "Don't tease me, I said it was serious!"

"Yes, I know, but there are things you can dodge. Some things don't work, for example, if that person is my real father, what do you think?"

He looked at me, frowned slightly, and said, "If you can't hide, play stupid and be sluggish." Let him feel that you are useless, do not expect to get benefits, at least let him not harm you. ”

"Good idea, I'll listen to you. "I can't imagine it, my father, who I didn't have in my previous life, came to the door in this life, and what I want is not to make up for the relationship between father and daughter, but how to prevent it.

After dinner with Zhao Yunhai, he sent me back to the factory, and he kept trying to hold my hand along the way, but I avoided it. The last time he was even pushed by me, and he almost hit the big tree in front of him, causing us both to laugh together.

"Are you so reacting to this? We're just holding hands, and no one is going to arrest us. ”

I said, "I still don't want to, I'm worried that it will be embarrassing to be seen." ”

"We're boyfriend and girlfriend. What's so embarrassing about that?"

I didn't speak, I just laughed, and he said to me with a smile, "It's because I don't think we're going to get married yet, so I don't dare to be too close, right?"

If the connection between the two of us, which had always been so close, suddenly turned yellow, even if I didn't care, I would have drowned in the spitting stars of the people around me. I don't know how many people are waiting to see our jokes.

He said: "Don't worry, when our days are a little more stable, I will make a marriage report, and let's get married." Before the end of the year, you will be twenty years old, so let's get married at that time. ”

I was startled, and quickly waved my hand and said, "You don't have to do this, I'm not urging you." ”

"I know, I know everything you want. ”

"Now this world is not suitable for marriage at all, you calm down, Zhao Yunhai. "I was really panicked. There are still four or five years before this world can be stable, and he will get married now?

"It's because the world is not good, we have to get married, comfort each other, protect each other and live, if you have a problem, I will help you, I will be unlucky, you will pull me, so that we can live. Okay, okay?"

When I heard his words, I suddenly thought of what Fang Ming said in the village, he said that his future was uncertain now, and he didn't dare to find a partner. I thought it was very reasonable at the time, but now I think Zhao Yunhai's words are also very reasonable, and I don't know how to agree.

I was just about to speak, but he said again: "Xiu'er, we seem to be pretty good in the eyes of outsiders, we have left the village, our jobs are good, and we all have money." But in fact, we are not doing well, and we always have stones hanging over our heads to fall down. Very depressing, always in a very dangerous situation. I'm a little panicked by myself and want to go with you. With your words, I feel very down-to-earth, and there is nothing to be afraid of. ”

I laughed, "But I'm nothing, I don't have a strong background. ”

"Sometimes a strong background is the most dangerous. As he spoke, he raised his hands behind his head and stretched: "This is also one of the reasons why I can't choose Zeng Qiuxia." Her father now has a high status, but his reputation is very bad, he is an opportunistic wall-to-wall grass, he will please everyone, but in the end, no one may look down on him. Who knows if it will be taken down tomorrow. If I were with Zeng Qiuxia, I would take this risk. On the other hand, I was unlucky, and with his character, he would immediately trample me to death, putting on a noble appearance of righteous annihilation, so I resolutely would not look for her. ”

"You think very clearly. I nodded, good realistic analysis.

"Of course, that's just one of the reasons, but the most important reason is because I like you. He looked at me with a smile: "You like me too, let's get married." Okay, okay?"

I smiled and shook my head, "Why is it here again?" With that, he continued to walk forward quickly.

"Don't go!" he quickly caught up: "You just promise me, we are a match made in heaven, how happy we are." ”

He grabbed me hard and wanted to kiss me, but I smiled and dodged away: "That's not going to work." I think you're a slimy person right now. ”

"I like you to be slimy to you. ”

I looked at him and said with a smile: "Thank you, Zhao Yunhai." I know you're trying to let me know that you know and really care about me, but you don't have to be so deliberate, you really get goosebumps all over your body. I said and held out my arm to show him my arm.