I looked at my phone in disbelief, not sure what it was like.

At first, I was a little panicked, I always felt that I had done such an outrageous thing, and Lu Xudong could still talk to me in such a gentle tone just now, which was simply incredible.

But to be honest, I was not only apprehensive, but also a kind of joyful joy.

I lay on the sofa and thought about it for a while, I really wish there was a time machine to turn back time, so that I could go back and listen to what I scolded Lu Xudong last night, and by the way, I could see that self who was not cowardly.

scolded Lu Xudong and refused to answer his call, this has to be put when I am sober, how much courage do I have to save to do it?

After pondering for a while, I wonderfully felt a lot better, Lu Xudong's sexual orientation, Lu Xi's ridicule, Lian Jincheng's hypocrisy, and the bride price that my mother concealed from me, all seemed to have become irrelevant, and even my head didn't seem to hurt so much, but my stomach was really hungry.

When Ye Shengyin called me, I was half-lying on the sand eating snacks, and she gave me a sarcastic call: "Okay, you, you have the guts, you go to the bar by yourself and get drunk, and you know how to hook up with men, you are really good!"

I was very weak by her, and I couldn't remember if I said anything unpleasant to her on the phone last night, so I honestly taught her a lesson.

"Haven't I been a little busy these days and haven't been able to take care of you, you are so bold that I am breathtaking, call and ask where you are, you can I pinch the phone twice, last night I tossed until almost two o'clock in the morning before I went to sleep, and I went to the company early in the morning to have a meeting until now, I am so tired that I really want to strangle you to death!"

Ye Shengyin scolded me, and finally returned to the topic: "Say, what's wrong with you and Lu Xudong?"

She had a voice of "although I will be very tired, but I am willing to be a tree hole for you", I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart, "It's not a big deal, it's just that......"

I thought about it, but I decided to hide the fact that Lu Xudong was gay/sexual/love.

I'm afraid that Ye Shengyin will persuade me to divorce, I don't want to divorce, don't say whether Lu Xudong will agree, my mother will definitely jump out to oppose it, she has received so many dowries from others, if she doesn't agree, I don't have so much money to pay back to Lu Xudong.

And as far as Lu Xi's words that night were concerned, even though she despised me very much, the meaning was clearly to tell me to stay in this marriage relationship and not to think about divorce.

So I sighed and said to Ye Shengyin a little frustratedly: "Haven't you been wondering why Lu Xudong married me on a blind date before, he admitted the night before yesterday that he did have other purposes for marrying me." ”

"And then, don't tell me, you're going to get drunk for this!" Ye Shengyin raised his voice slightly, very displeased: "Even an idiot knows that he married you for a purpose, didn't he tell you last time? Oh, if he has a purpose, you let him go? Don't you know how to take him down and make this marriage a good one?"

After she finished speaking, she cleared her throat and asked, "Then what is his purpose?"

"I'm just angry with his father!" I didn't think I was lying, so I paused, and added: "He really doesn't have any thoughts about me, he usually takes care of me, he thinks that since he married me, he can't let me be too wronged!"

"That's good, this proves that he is full of responsibility!" Ye Shengyin was very optimistic: "And didn't you guess early on that he married you because he was angry with his father, how long have you been mentally prepared for nothing? Besides, if there is a mind between men and women, it all depends on cultivation, he doesn't have a mind, you have a mind is enough, the mountains don't turn around, don't they all say that they will love each other for a long time? He can be afraid that you will be wronged because of responsibility now, and he may be reluctant to let you be wronged because of his feelings in the future!"

I really doubt her blind optimism, if she can really fall in love for a long time, she has not moved the other party after so many years of unrequited love?

But I didn't dare to reply to her like this, this is Ye Shengyin's death hole, the bottom line that can't be easily touched.

"I wanted to make the marriage a solid one, but ......" I wanted to stop talking, and I really didn't want to mention the troubles of that night.

Ye Shengyin understood my hint very tacitly, and she analyzed seriously: "You should actually be glad that he is not good at that." But when it comes to being able to control yourself at that time, your Lu Xudong is also a wonder of the new era, it's like Liu Xia Hui is reincarnated......"

She dragged out her voice and sighed for a moment, then stopped, and muttered for a moment before continuing: "I think he's like that kind of ascetic man, maybe he doesn't bother to touch you because he thinks you're not his thing!

I pouted, I couldn't hold back the sentence, and then replied to her a little shyly: "Okay, okay, I'll try." ”

Of course I have to work hard, Lu Xudong married me home to use his gay/sexual/love identity as a shield, but I married him completely to cultivate a relationship with him and build a family well, since marriage is not easy to divorce, of course I have to cheer up and run this marriage.

I think it must have been last night's drunkenness that turned on a certain switch on my body, so I didn't cowardly think about what to do after knowing that I had scolded Lu Xudong, but was still thinking about how to keep going.

Take me as a shield?hehe, if the tiger doesn't send a cat, I am a sick bully, I am called Se Se, but I am really not the one who is trembling, the dog is in a hurry and jumps off the wall, I don't believe it, I can't let Lu Xudong know what a cheap card is!

Holding back such a mouthful of anger to fight back, I began to study various ways to straighten Lu Xudong after I was completely drunk.

I first used various keywords such as "my husband is gay, what should I do", "I only know that he is gay when I get married", "I suddenly find out that my husband has a boyfriend after marriage", and so on.

There are various theories on the Internet, but there is no way to implement them that I am looking for.

So after browsing a bunch of similar content, I stayed on this reply: "If you love him, then as a wife, you should do your best to make him a straight man with love, live a happy life again, believe in the power of love, and try if he can't change it, and still have that kind of mind, then for your own sake, you should be decisive and strong in divorce!"

Compared with those innocuous words such as saying that the same wife cup and the shape of the marriage are pitiful, this reply is obviously much more meaningful.

I think my feelings for Lu Xudong are barely enough to be called love, but I don't know if it's enough to straighten him up.

Maybe when I'm done my best, he'll still think that his good friend will be able to give him happiness...... Of course, even if I can't straighten him in the end, then I can't really be a thousand-year-old bun, as he wishes, to be a shield for him and him.

I gritted my teeth at the web page and made a secret decision: I have to think of a way to break them up!

The day Lu Xudong came back happened to be Sunday, and the tutoring class I signed up for was a half-day class every Saturday morning, so I didn't have any programs on Sunday.

I got up early in the morning to tidy up the house, ran out to buy some groceries, and when I came back I watched a soap opera for a while before I heard the sound of keys coming from outside the door.

I stood up and rubbed my hands together subconsciously. To be honest, I'm a little nervous, although I've been thinking a lot about it these days, but it's all on paper, and it's going to be real, and I can't think about it.

When Lu Xudong entered the door, his expression was faint, and he smiled calmly at the corners of his mouth.

I really can't help but admire his psychological quality, I have been doing psychological construction for a few days, and when I see him, I will immediately think of that night, and I endured it for a long time before finally squeezing out a smile: "Have you eaten?"

As soon as the words fell, I regretted it, and the suspicion of rushing to curry favor with him was too obvious.

Sure enough, Lu Xudong, who had changed his shoes, frowned slightly, but he quickly stretched out again, and his tone was as gentle as a spring breeze: "Cersei, you don't have to have psychological pressure, I said, you don't have to swallow your grievances and ask for satisfaction." ”

The smile on my face froze, and I sneered, "You can tell this kind of nonsense," but I smiled timidly and tried to justify: "I don't have ......"

Lu Xudong looked at me calmly, didn't say anything, put the bag in his hand on the sofa, and then turned around and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

When he came out, I stared thoughtfully at his bag, which was a black men's handbag, slightly larger than a normal briefcase, and a little bulging at the moment, presumably containing his change of clothes on a business trip.

I touched my chin and wondered for a moment, and then I seemed to understand something, and the little fire on the tip of my heart burst out.

After Lu Xudong came out, he was ready to come and get the bag again, probably preparing to put the contents in place.

I stopped him and said with a serious face, "Otherwise, let's make it clear!"

He was surprised, "Huh?"

"That's it...... That thing. I blushed, my palms clenched tightly, and I didn't dare to look at him, and I lowered my head and told him what I had been brewing in the past two days: "Your sister told me that night, although I was very angry at first, but I thought about it carefully in the past two days, and I think that what your sister said is also very reasonable, I have been married for so long, and you really take care of me, I just, I don't care about these things about you." ”

I stopped and glanced at Lu Xudong secretly, he was waiting for me to continue with a smile, and the expression on his face seemed to be quite gentle.