Di Sese, why are you still so stupid, you can hide for a while and can't hide for a lifetime, aren't you making yourself miserable?!

I took a long breath and answered with some blankness. ∈ 8 ∈ 8 ∈ read ∈ book, .2∞3.↓o

"Cersei?" Lu Xudong's voice was a little cautious: "You...... Are you alright? Where have you been?"

Holding back the tears in my eyes, I tried my best to make my voice seem casual: "I'm sorry, I just went out shopping, and my phone accidentally pressed to turn off, and I'll go back immediately!"

Probably because my tone was good, Lu Xudong breathed a sigh of relief, "Where are you now?"

It's still a mild-hearted tone. He's been a painstaking!

I couldn't help it, and I was silent for a long time before I forced back the sourness that surged to my throat, and then I said lightly: "No, I'll take the car by myself!"

Lu Xudong was silent for a while, and then promised me: "Okay, then you be careful!"

I hung up the phone, lowered my head and searched for the bus route on the web, and it took me a long time to find that I had missed the last bus from here.

It was really a house leak that happened to rain overnight, and it was only past ten o'clock, and there was still a bus that stopped running at half past nine! I was angry for a while, so I had to choose to take a taxi in pain.

As a result, it was difficult to wait for a taxi, and finally stopped one for a long time, and I was a little afraid when I got into the car, so late, a person wandering near the outskirts of the city, I was really ......

On the way, I called Ye Shengyin back, and of course I scolded her, and after she scolded me, I suppressed my anger and asked, "Hurry up and tell me honestly, what happened to your husband?"

"It's okay!" I glanced at the driver in front of me, and really felt that this disgraceful thing should be buried in my heart and rotten, "It's just a quarrel!"

"There's always a reason, right? If it's okay, just quarrel? What are you going to do with the child?" Ye Shengyin muttered dissatisfiedly, with a posture of "breaking the casserole and asking the bottom, where is the casserole".

I thought about it, and knew that I would definitely have to reveal a little truth to her, so I simply avoided the important and trivialized: "I accidentally found out...... He...... He's outside...... Someone seems to ......"

As soon as the words fell, I heard Ye Shengyin shouting on the other side of the phone: "Is it really fake? When did it happen? Could it be just a misunderstanding?"

She asked like a cannon and didn't wait for me to answer, and muttered to herself: "It doesn't make sense, last time you were drunk, his anxious look didn't look like he was pretending at all, and tonight, he drove all over the street to find you, and he called me a few times, and kept asking me where you are most likely to go......"

Ye Shengyin paused, and asked me with some hesitation: "Cersei, will you misunderstand him?"

"No, what I witnessed with my own eyes, it can't be a misunderstanding!" I leaned against the car window tiredly, and unconsciously remembered the back that was very similar to Zhang Ruiran, and suddenly wondered what kind of man I had lost to a man I had become!

"Witness it with your own eyes?" Ye Shengyin on the other side of the phone was a little shocked, "When did it happen? Why haven't you mentioned it to me!"

I smiled a little bitterly: "I can't say ......"

"You ......" Ye Shengyin's tone was a little more violent, and he seemed to be ready to scold me again, but he still endured it in the end, and hesitated for a while before asking me tentatively: "Have you had a showdown with him?"

I was stunned for a moment before I understood what she meant, I am afraid that what she wanted to ask was whether I rushed up to question at that time, right? I was a little embarrassed for a while, and I didn't know how to explain to her, Lu Xudong's situation is actually not the so-called cheating, and if you count it seriously, I am the third party in his real sense.

Ye Shengyin understood my silence as denial, she sighed faintly, and unexpectedly did not hate me and scolded me, but asked me a little hesitantly: "What if...... I mean, if you know that Lu Xudong and the girl who got involved in your marriage are true love, will you be willing to fulfill them?"

I was a little stunned, this is really not like Ye Shengyin's style, shouldn't she scold me and say, "You should rush up and slap that pair of dogs and men and women hard"?

But after being stunned, I immediately thought of my embarrassing situation, where does Lu Xudong need my fulfillment, he just needs me to be a shield for him, and give him a son by the way!

The more I thought about it, the more pathetic I felt, and I couldn't help but choke up and answer: "I...... I don't know!"

"Cersei......" Ye Shengyin's tone was very helpless, she rarely had this kind of tone, she must have felt that my situation really made her feel powerless, and she muttered for a while before she said tentatively: "If you really don't want to go back, why don't you come to my house?"

I subconsciously shook my head, and after shaking it to think that she couldn't see at all, I sniffed again and said, "It's okay, I have to face it, don't worry!"

"Then you promise me, come to me if you have something, don't run around by yourself!" Ye Shengyin was very uneasy, and told me angrily: "Also, don't turn off the phone at every turn so that people can't find it, the sky hasn't fallen yet, isn't it just a man, it's a big deal, let's change it again!"

Although I know that Ye Shengyin is pretending to be relaxed to cheer me up, I really feel a little warmer in my heart, yes, isn't he just a man, he is still a man who likes men, why should I be so sad for him!

After talking to Ye Shengyin on the phone, I felt that my depression was relieved a lot, and the taxi also drove into the street that I was somewhat familiar with, thinking that I didn't know what kind of Lu Xudong I would face for a while, although I was still a little uneasy, but I was also a lot calmer.

When I was about to get home, Lu Xudong called me again, still in a cautious tone, and asked me where I was, and when he learned that I was almost there, he was very relieved and said, "That's good!"

As Ye Shengyin said, he did seem to be nervous about me, but when I thought that the reason why he was nervous was not because he cared about me, but because he cared about a tool that suited him, I was full of sadness.

I got to the gate of the community all the way, paid and got out of the car, and then I stepped forward, and unexpectedly found that the familiar figure was approaching me.

Probably after Lu Xudong knew that I was coming back, he waited for me at the gate of the community, and almost as soon as I got out of the car, he greeted me.

I bit my lip and said, "I'm sorry!" and stood stunned waiting for his lesson.

Lu Xudong shrugged, with a disapproving look on his face, but the concern in his eyes was very real, he looked at me from head to toe to make sure that I really had nothing to do, and then breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's good to come back!"

I didn't receive the blame I imagined, I pulled my lips a little self-deprecatingly, deliberately ignored his earnest eyes, and thought that according to Lu Xudong's routine, he would probably have to play a low and small posture until I unloaded my guard again.

Lu Xudong really didn't disappoint me, he quickly reached out to hold me, and his voice was so gentle that he seemed to be able to pinch out water, "Go home!"

I was taken away by him, and my heart turned a thousand times, thinking about the sentence that Ye Shengyin asked on the phone just now, "Did you have a showdown with him?"

If I had a showdown with him and told him that I knew his intentions, I would never have allowed myself to do what he wanted, and would he be able to maintain this gentle face?

Even if I don't want to admit it, but the truth is that I really covet the tenderness he gave, even if I know that he has other intentions, but I'm so uncompetitive!

I lowered my head and smiled helplessly, and was led home by Lu Xudong.

When I opened the door and entered the house, I changed my shoes and saw the wedding photos on the wall of the living room, and I looked at them a few times.

There was a heat source behind me, Lu Xudong wrapped around me from behind, and his voice was soft: "Next time you go out, will you let me know?"

I'm still not used to his low-voiced flattering tone, my heart is sad and contemptuous, and I endured it for a long time before slowly spit out a sentence: "If we sign an agreement, you tell me what you want me to do, I will try to cooperate, I have no other requirements, as long as you can really return my freedom after three years!"

Lu Xudong behind him froze, and only after a while did he shout a little forbearingly: "Di Sese!"

It's really hurtful, I probably think he has lowered his eyebrows to this point, but I haven't been fascinated by him, it hurts his self-esteem too much.

I broke away from his hand around my waist and turned to face him, "I've thought about it seriously, it's really cost-effective to exchange 200,000 yuan for you in three years, and I want to thank you for looking up to me so much, so make an agreement, it's good for you and me......"

"Can you not do this!" Lu Xudong interrupted me, a little angry, "I said it all, those are all angry words, you will be a bastard when I am angry...... Cersei, you said yesterday that you wouldn't be mad at me......"

He changed to a pleading tone again: "Forgive me once, okay?"

"I'm not angry!" I took two steps back, avoiding his attempts to hold my hand again, trying to look at him with a smile...... Mr. ......"

It's been a long time since I've called him like this, and I'm a little uncomfortable.

I still remember that a few months ago, Lu Xudong and I had just come out of the Civil Affairs Bureau after getting a marriage certificate, and I was cramped with a small notebook, but he was very calm and calm, and said that he would take me to dinner and then send me home.

I was very unfamiliar with him at that time, and I was so nervous that I stammered a little when I spoke, and I opened my mouth to say: "No need Mr. Lu, my mother said that the family cooked......"

He looked at me with a smile at the time, and said in a warm voice, "Do you still call me Mr. Lu?"

After that, I never called him Mr. Lu again, and occasionally called him Xudong in front of my family, and more often it was a "hey".

But when I secretly promised, even if it was just a "hey", it was full of my expectations and watchfulness.

It's a pity that I'm watching the wrong person!

Memories came flooding up, and my heart was inevitably sour.

I really hate the way I want to cry at every turn, no matter how cowardly Di Se was before, at least he is not a crybaby!