Chapter 92: A dilemma
"What the hell are you trying to do?!"
"Since there are new clauses on this agreement, why didn't you take it out sooner?!"
Raising my head, I focused my eyes on Jiang Qing's body again, although she was still indifferent at the moment as just now, but somehow, the blandness on her delicate face was a kind of sharp mockery that was quite effective for me now.
I was full of joy and thought that I was so rude to Jiang Qing that I had completed my revenge on Jiang Qing, but who would have thought that everything that happened last night was all under the control of the woman in front of me.
And my deliberate calculations suddenly became so childish at this moment, and it could even be said that it was ridiculous.
Although Jiang Qing didn't say a word when she stood not far in front of me, and even the disdainful sneer that was her signature in the past disappeared without a trace, the plain gaze in her deep eyes was a very rich teasing.
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Maybe it was the tone of my speech at this moment, with a hint of hysteria, that Jiang Qing, who was sitting indifferently on the edge of the bed, finally transferred her lofty gaze to me again.
After a moment of silence, Jiang Qing finally spoke again when my breath was a little rough: "What do I want to do?!"
"Didn't I already tell you the answer to this question just now?!"
Jiang Qing replied with an indifferent face, and at this time, I was sitting on the bed, my brows furrowed slightly.
"If you don't want to disobey the old man, pack up your things now and go home with me. ”
"Without my permission, you are not allowed to stay outside without permission. ”
"Also, until this agreement is completed, play your role obediently......"
Before I could reply, Jiang Qing greeted me again, and after I heard his words, my brows suddenly wrinkled into the word 'Sichuan'.
I don't want to go back to Jiang Qing's villa, no matter whether the identity of my Jiang heir is revealed or not, I don't want to go back.
And the reason why my heart resists so much, in fact, in the final analysis, is not because of the various tortures and bad words spoken to me by Jiang Qing, who is high above.
Before the identity of my Jiang heir was revealed, she Jiang Qing was my benefactor in a way, and I took the money she gave me to treat my sister, so for her various requests, as a servant, I really didn't have any reason to pay attention to resist.
So my servant status, though depriving me of any reason to be happy, was not entirely unacceptable to me.
And the most fundamental reason why I have been resisting staying in Jiang Qing's luxurious villa is because there is still the woman who haunts me in that villa.
Since I recognized the true relationship between the two sisters, Jiang Li and Jiang Qing, I have warned myself countless times in my heart that I must not go beyond Lei Chi by half a step.
Not to mention that at this moment, I am already Jiang Qing's legal husband, even if I don't have that meaningless marriage with Jiang Qing, I am born lowly, and I don't dare to have any covetous snooping on Jiang Li, who is like a princess.
Although I don't want to admit it, I also know better than anyone that deep down in my heart, I desperately want to get Jiang Li, who is enough to make people dream-fairy-death.
But whenever I have any ideas, the clarity in my heart will infinitely magnify the gap between me and Jiang Li, although as long as I want to, I can rub Jiang Li, who often passes in front of me, into my arms, but whenever I do such a thing, I will sincerely have a disgust for myself.
In my heart, every touch to Jiang Li will make me feel that it is a stain on Jiang Li's holiness!
Later, although I was accidentally revealed the identity of the heir of the Jiang family, to a certain extent, I can be regarded as coming to the same starting line as Jiang Li, and it can even be said that it is even better.
But what Jiang Li said to me that night, it made me fall into a deep confusion for a while.
She said that she was pregnant, and I was full of joy that she had the meaning of my existence, and then just as I was about to remove all the obstacles on my body, secretly divorce Jiang Qing, and then justifiably rub her Jiang Li into my arms, she told me with a smile that the child was not mine.
I subconsciously felt that she was joking with me, although Murong Fu who appeared before was the real boyfriend she admitted, but in my consciousness, that Murong Fu was just going through the motions with him, because in my heart, from the beginning, I felt that this Jiang Li was just playing with that Murong Fu, otherwise, she would not often appear in the night, and moreover, she also gave herself to me.
But the countless repetitions after that, as well as the positive color on Jiang Li's delicate face, completely broke the mask in my heart that I didn't want to believe!
I had to face the fact that I didn't want to admit that either!
But for Jiang Li, who is pregnant with Murong Fu's child, I really don't know what to do in my heart.
I love her, even now, and she has told me countless times that she is pregnant with another man's child.
However, for such a Jiang Li, if I abandon everything and pull her to my side, will I really let her get the relief she wants?
Although I am sure that my love for her will continue beyond measure, I cannot be selfish to think that my giving up all love for her will really bring her happiness.
Not to mention, after I divorced Jiang Qing, Jiang Qing and even how the Jiang family would spread this anger, even the child in her belly, is also a thorny question.
If Jiang Li asked me if I would like to keep this child, I would definitely tell her that it was okay to give birth to this child, and in the future, I would treat him as if he were my own, although deep down in my heart, I couldn't completely accept that this child was not mine.
However, even if I told Jiang Li such a lie, and then Jiang Li gave birth to this child naturally, then in the future, will there really be no mustard between me and Jiang Li?
I can smile and say I don't mind, but I know in my heart that I can't guarantee it at all.
So when I combine all of the above, my heart is full of worries.
So after the identity of my Jiang heir was revealed, I immediately left Jiang Qing's villa, I didn't want to bump into Jiang Li again, although I knew that this kind of escape would not work at all, I could only watch Jiang Li, who should have belonged to me, gradually fall into the arms of other men, but I really don't know how to say it.
Because in front of Jiang Li, I really can't say anything to let her beat the child, and I don't have the position to say this sentence at all, after all, in a strict sense, I have nothing to do with her Jiang Li, it seems that from beginning to end, if I have to find out something, it is almost my sister and brother-in-law, passion and p-friendship......
But now, Jiang Qing put this birth agreement with the old man's clause in front of me, and forcibly asked me to return to her house, and for a while, I was in a dilemma.