It is said that I should be happy to know that Lu Xudong has thought about divorce. Because if he is the one who insists on divorcing, and tells my mom that he is gay/sexual/sexual, my mom probably won't say anything more.

But I was still angry at his serious look.

I felt that I was very conflicted, I wanted him to be free, and at the same time coveted his good to me, I was afraid that I would not be able to straighten him, but would be used as a tool for inheritance, and I desperately longed that I could eliminate his rejection of the opposite sex.

In this contradiction, I unconsciously turned on the "silence is golden" mode, and was silent to Lu Xudong, who asked me if I wanted to sleep more after dawn.

Lu Xudong obviously had a lot of experience this time, and he didn't get a response after saying a few words to me, he just looked at me with a faint expression, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled implicitly and profoundly, and then threw me to my aunt who came over early in the morning and was preparing breakfast.

He left him alone, and I became even more irritable. What about being responsible for me?

Thinking that he was so serious about divorce last night, my heart was sour, it was really a hundred times and a thousand times.

After breakfast, my aunt accompanied me to the hospital to change the dressing, and the doctor helped me check the healing degree of the wound, and suggested that I could try not to bandage it anymore, and just apply the medicine again at home every day.

Thinking that I finally didn't have to run to the hospital every day, my depressed mood finally improved a little, and I took the initiative to send a message to Lu Xudong to inform him of the doctor's words.

He quickly replied to the message, so simple that he couldn't see the emotion: "Roger!"

I finally soothed a little bit of my liver, and suddenly it was blocked again!

When I went home, my aunt went to make porridge for me, and I sulked on the sofa at the TV.

The more I thought about Lu Xudong's attitude, the more angry I became, and I was angry for a while, and the mobile phone next to me rang. I thought it was Lu Xudong calling, and for a while, I took the phone and found that the screen was showing a local unfamiliar number.

I shrugged my head listlessly and pressed the answer, fed twice, and there was no response from there.

I inexplicably remembered the call from my father-in-law that day, and my heart trembled, but then I thought that I had saved my father-in-law's number later, so it was definitely not my father-in-law.

Just as I was thinking about it, a slightly hesitant voice rang on the phone: "Cersei?"

"How about you!" I was startled by the familiar voice and bounced off the couch, and my foot that had been removed from the gauze fell to the floor, and the pain immediately came over my face.

I gasped in pain, sat back on the sofa, where was I still in the mood to listen to what Lian Jincheng said, waved my hand at the aunt who rushed out of the kitchen to ask me "what's wrong", and gritted my teeth and pinched the phone.

The phone soon rings with a text message tone.

You don't have to think about it to know that it must be Lian Jincheng.

When I fell in love with him, as long as I didn't answer his calls, he would send me text messages non-stop, and if the messages still didn't reply, he would bombard me with phone calls and texts until I surrendered.

At that time, I was really hypocritical, every time he had something unpleasant to my heart, I had to toss him like this, and then look at his countless text messages and phone calls, imagining his anxiety and nervousness, and convince myself that he really loved me.

It is said that a woman in love has zero IQ, and only a fool will prove love in this way!

After the breakup, I didn't change my number, but just dragged Lian Jincheng into the blacklist, and since then he seems to have disappeared from my world.

I didn't expect him to think of a way to change the number to call me after so long.

I looked down at the wound on my foot, but my mind drifted far away, and I didn't know if Guo Yuqing came to the house.

She stood in front of me half-bent, blinking her big eyes, pointing to the phone in my hand and asking me with a smile, "What are you looking at so distracted?"

Only then did I realize that I had taken my mobile phone and clicked on Lian Jincheng's message.

"Nothing!" I smiled at her casually, tossed my phone aside, and asked her, "Why are you here?"

"Just now I passed by the place where Brother Xudong took us to eat yesterday, and I thought that you like to eat that ham, so I packed a copy for you, and you can eat it with porridge later. She smiled and pointed in the direction of the restaurant, then looked at my feet and asked with concern, "Why don't you bandage it?"

"Thank you!" I thanked her and explained, "The doctor said that the wounds are growing up, and bandaging them is not good for healing, and I think it should be healed soon." ”

Guo Yuqing looked relieved, "That's good, seeing that you shed so much blood that day, you must have died of pain, hurry up and get better, Brother Xudong can feel less guilty......"

I smiled, thinking to myself how Lu Xudong could feel guilty about me, it was me who was nosy and pounced on it and was smashed and injured, and he didn't know how to suffocate my love and cause trouble.

Maybe I was too upset, so I opened my mouth and asked Guo Yuqing almost without thinking: "Do you know that Lu Xudong avoids most women?"

"Huh?" she was stunned by my question, the smile on the corner of her mouth froze slightly, her inquiring eyes turned on my face, and then she smiled clearly, and asked me gently: "Sister-in-law, did you quarrel with Brother Xudong? Isn't it good that Brother Xudong avoids other women? This proves that he is wholeheartedly devoted to you and will never mess with flowers outside!"

It seems that she really doesn't know that there is something wrong with Lu Xudong's sexual orientation.

I sighed and glanced at her, I really wanted to tell her that seeing is not necessarily believing, so I endured it, and finally just said, "It's nothing, it's just that sometimes I think he doesn't understand women's minds at all!"

Guo Yuqing laughed out loud, "It is said that men are from Mars and women are from Venus, it is not normal for him to understand women's minds!"

She reached out and picked up the hair that slipped to her cheeks and hooked it behind her ears, and helped Lu Xudong very seriously: "Actually, you don't know, Brother Xudong used to be very unapologetic to many girls who chased him, except for you, for so many years, it was the first time I saw him so good to women other than Aunt Lu and his sister......"

I interrupted her, "Isn't he nice to you too?"

A touch of shame flashed on Guo Yuqing's face, she lowered her head, bent the corners of her mouth, and quickly looked up at me: "Sister-in-law, don't think too much, Brother Xudong actually just pities me, he hasn't talked about a girlfriend for so many years, but he chose to marry you, he must love you very much!"

Facing Guo Yuqing, who was honest, I almost blurted out that Lu Xudong doesn't love me, he loves a man. Fortunately, I still had my senses, so I just smiled and nodded.

Guo Yuqing was very anxious when she saw me like this, she bit her lip, and her tone was a little eager: "Sister-in-law, what I said is true, Brother Xudong's conditions are so good, looking at the entire H City, there is not a platoon of people who want to marry him, but he married you alone, and he even did not hesitate to fall out with Uncle Lu......"

She stopped abruptly when she said this, and looked at me apologetically: "I'm sorry, sister-in-law, I didn't mean to mention Uncle Lu's ......."

"It's fine. "I know that she has good intentions, even if she doesn't know the situation at all, she doesn't know that those comforts are useless at all, Lu Xudong is not in love, but he is in love, it is difficult to see the light of day, he married me because he is angry with him, and he is good to me because he is ashamed......

He even said that if I divorced one day, he would help me plan for the future!

I looked at Guo Yuqing, struggled to hold back the surging emotions, and asked her tentatively for a long time: "You have been abroad for so long, how much do you know about homosexuality/sexuality?"

Guo Yuqing was a little stunned: "Why did you suddenly ask this?"

I smiled and casually made up: "It's a friend of mine who has had a crush on someone for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to confess, but the other party clearly told her that he only likes the same sex." ”

"I don't know much either. Guo Yuqing frowned slightly, and looked at me helplessly, "I'm sorry, I can't help you......"

"What are you sorry for......," I laughed a little, "I'm just asking, and you know, I'm idle at home now, and I like to think about everything." ”

Guo Yuqing didn't doubt my words, she smiled with relief, and said: "It'll be fine when your foot injury is healed, and then you can ask me to go shopping and eat when you're bored!"

I nodded and happily agreed, and the two of them chatted for a while, and when my aunt came over to say that we could eat, Guo Yuqing patted her head as if she remembered it, "Oh no, I made an appointment with my dad to eat together, and I forgot about it after chatting, sister-in-law, I will leave first, and I will come to see you another day!"

She got up and ran in a hurry, but even with all the haste and eagerness, she still exuded her usual grace. I looked at her back lonely, thinking that a girl like her couldn't make Lu Xudong tempted, how could I dare to straighten him?

I was so frustrated, so frustrated that I had to find something to stir things up in my heart. So when I was drinking porridge, I couldn't help but click on the messages sent by Lian Jincheng and slowly browse them one by one.

He tossed and turned over and over to ask me what was wrong, saying that he waited next to our company every day and never saw me, and only after asking my colleagues did he know that I was persuaded to quit.

He asked me what was going on, and asked me not to hide from him, after so many years of relationship, even if I can't be a lover, I'm still a friend......

The more I look at it, the more angry I get.

The last time I slapped him, and then I felt that I couldn't go, and now I suddenly feel that he really deserves it, does he think he is a savior? I can't be a lover or a friend, how much pity do I have to make him so loved? What about his fiancée? Just let him leave him alone?

I blacklisted Lian Jincheng's number again, and then went to take a nap, and when I woke up, there was still no news of Lu Xudong.

Probably because I was idle at home and had nothing to do, my attention was all on Lu Xudong, so that I started the cold war myself, but I couldn't hold on calmly at all.