Chapter 4 Wife and Sister
Although I don't know why Jiang Qing got the marriage certificate with me, who only had a one-sided relationship, I can be sure that it will not be because of feelings.
The mocking face of my haughty wife came to mind, and my eyes showed a hint of distortion.
Xu is the expression on my face is too hideous, not to mention that my own complexion is not very good, but in her eyes, I understand that I am nothing in Jiang Qing's eyes.
However, she didn't know, I understood from the beginning, maybe in Jiang Qing's eyes, I was just a puppy that came and went at will, and could trample on it at will.
"What, feel uncomfortable?" Jiang Wenli let out an extremely short sneer, she lifted her long hair, and her beautiful body was outlined by the thin nightdress, with a graceful curvature, all exposed to my field of vision.
"No ......," I was breathing a little short.
And Jiang Wenli obviously noticed my reaction, her red lips hooked, revealing a bright smile, and giggled, "Do you like me?"
It's the same as that day, but in a different place.
I was stunned for a moment, but the next second I reacted, and I knew the answer.
Like, of course I like it, but do I have the right to admit it?
No.
Finally, I moved my mouth, but after all, I didn't say a word, but looked up at the woman in front of me, the woman I fell in love with at first sight, she was very close, and I was only a step away, as long as I took a step forward, I could hold her in my arms and smell her body fragrance.
For a moment, I remembered the day she had melted into soft water in the crook of my arm, and the blood-boiling gasp.
My throat was a little dry, and I subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
She's someone I like, but she's also my wife's sister.
"I'm sorry. ”
I'm sorry, I like you, but I can't admit it, I need the rest of the money that Jiang Qing promised me, and now that I've reached this point, I can't fall short. Holding back the stinging pain in my chest, I took a step back and distanced myself from Jiang Wenli, even if it would annoy the delicate and feminine rose in front of me.
Sure enough, after seeing my reaction, the curvature of her flaming red lips collapsed in an instant, and the smart eyes that I had praised from the bottom of my heart were now frosty.
But in a moment, there was a gap between us that seemed to never be crossed, and this gap was opened by my own hands.
Eventually, she snapped the picture on my chest and turned away without hesitation.
I didn't reach for it, so the picture just fell straight at my feet.
We parted ways.
Maybe I won't have the chance to get close to it again.
My chest suddenly emptied, as if she had taken my heart away as soon as she left, and it was so uncomfortable. I stood there for a long time, until my legs began to go numb, and then I blinked my dry eyes and picked up the picture on the ground.
I put the picture in front of me, looked at it a few times, and it was boring.
So I lit a cigarette, and the heavy, choking smell of tobacco numbed my nerves, making me feel like I had forgotten everything for a moment, and the smell around me faded completely, and at last I could no longer smell it.
But my sanity has not been completely eaten away.
It was already dark, and I, as Jiang Qing's husband, should have shared a room with Jiang Qing in Jiang Qing's house.
I don't know if I'm more disappointed or more glad in my heart right now, but in short, it's a little bit of a bad feeling.
The photo that I held tightly in my hand obviously could not be discovered by Jiang Qing.
I watched the bright flame of the lighter burn through the corner of the photo, and after a while, most of it was gone, I let go, watched the flame fall to the ground, and didn't bother anymore, turned around and walked directly towards Jiang Qing's room.
"Smoking again?" said my haughty wife, smiling contemptuously.
Apparently, she didn't sleep.
When I pushed the door in, Jiang Qing had already regained his usual calm, sitting on the bed and watching me come in.
Obviously I was standing, she was sitting.
But under Jiang Qing's disgusted and disdainful eyes, I felt like she was looking down at me.
"Hmm. I replied vaguely, with an inexplicable uncertainty.
After all, I was with her sister just now.
"I don't like the taste. Jiang Qing didn't seem to notice my abnormality, but put on a disgusted expression, raised his hand to cover her mouth and nose, "Give me a bath, if you don't wash off the smell, get out of here." ”
Naturally, I listened to her request, picked up the clothes that she had obviously prepared for me on the bed, and went into the bathroom.
If Jiang Wenli is a delicate woman holding an oil-paper umbrella in the haze of smoke and rain, then Jiang Qing is a proud queen who sits on the throne and holds power.
Although they are two sisters, they do give me completely different feelings, but they have one thing in common.
That's to be extremely beautiful.
Jiang Wenli's beauty is the smart beauty that falls through the hazy smoke clouds, and Jiang Qing's beauty is the dazzling brought to her by her cold arrogance and self-confidence, but it is extremely dazzling, and the slightest carelessness will make people fatal.
I admit that I had a momentary heartbeat in my relationship with Jiang Qing, but this emotion was quickly crushed by Jiang Qing with contemptuous gaze and disdainful and disgusting words, and with my dignity, I stepped on the soles of my feet fiercely.
Jiang Wenli is different.
The cold water rushed against my body, and the cold breath penetrated my skin and penetrated into my bone marrow in an instant, swallowing up all the heat in my body.
After a simple wash, I washed off the smell of smoke and went back to my room.
Jiang Qing had already fallen asleep.
I could see the woman on the bed clearly through the moonlight outside the window.
Calm and indifferent, but unloaded the arrogance of the past.
It was at this time that I felt that she was just like other women, and that she was very ordinary.
But this thought would be completely extinguished by me when she was sober and looked at me with disgust.
No matter how beautiful a woman is, if she is covered in thorns and cannot be approached, then this kind of beauty is only suitable for appreciation.
The same goes for Jiang Qing.
Beauty was beautiful, but she was clearly in front of her eyes, and the explicit contempt was like a sharp dagger, which slashed at my heart, and a pain that I could not describe in words spread across my chest, causing my breathing to pause for a moment.
In the face of such a stunner, it is difficult for me to raise half of my mind, even if she is my nominal wife.
The so-called wife is just a false husband and wife established by trading as a bridge.
In the end, it was Jiang Wenli who came.
The thought of the woman with a puddle of spring water in her eyes made my heart beat uncontrollably, but it was followed by a suffocating sensation that made people panic.
Inevitably, I don't feel good.
Finally, I moved my dry eyes and exhaled a cloudy breath silently.
Maybe I should be glad that Jiang Qing is not completely unkind, after all, she hasn't kicked me out of the room yet.
Pulling at the corners of my mouth stiffly, I laughed self-deprecatingly, and then carried the other quilt stacked on the edge of the bed to the couch next to it.
Even if I maintain the relationship between husband and wife, Jiang Qing doesn't like me to sleep in the same bed with her, even if it is a few intimacy, in the end, it only ends under her anger.
In her eyes, I was just a puppy living under her handouts, and I didn't deserve to sleep in the same bed with her.
Although she didn't say it directly, the disdain in her eyes perfectly illustrated her inner thoughts.
The sofa is indeed a little small for an adult.
So I had to curl up so that my legs didn't fall short.
It's still spring, and even if you can smell the summer heat, you can still feel a little cool in the evening.
But for me, who was already at the bottom, this cold was nothing.
This is the first time I have spent the night at Jiang Qing's house, and I never thought that my parents would meet her for the first time in such a situation, and I also bumped into her, Jiang Qing's sister, Jiang Wenli.
I thought that because of what happened tonight, I would keep my eyes open until dawn, but I didn't expect that it would not be long after I got on the sofa, and I fell asleep deeply.