170: I won't touch you
Jian Ran's words made my eyebrows frown, I met her gaze, hooked the corners of my mouth to show a smile, and I said, "Since he has done so much, it just makes you regret it!" So, do you regret it?"
My words made her stunned, and the next second she smiled: "Why should I regret it? I have a gentleman I like, and my husband is better than him, so no matter what he does, I will not regret it, everything he has done is just a joke for me!"
"Since you don't regret it, then why did you let him show his heart again and again? Mo Nan, what kind of heart do you have?" I asked after her words.
Hearing my words, she fell silent all of a sudden.
I smiled again and said, "Your goal has been achieved, he has admitted it, you must be happy to hear what you want to hear!"
"Why should I be happy? I just think he's ridiculous. ”
"Now this is the real you, right? It's tiring to act all the time, isn't it? It's not a big deal, there's no need to hide it, what's more, your acting skills are not good!"
"You're right, acting is tiring. Jian Ran smiled faintly, she said, "So Manager Tang don't act, you obviously don't like me, why do you pretend to like me?"
"I don't really like you, but I'm just living in peace with you now just for work, not pretending to like it. I pointed out the matter in one sentence, I said: "On the contrary, you obviously know him, but you have to pretend to be unfamiliar, now, everything is the truth, Mr. Jiang must also see Director Jian's personality clearly!"
I said with a smile.
After hearing this, she was silent for a while before she arrived: "My husband trusts me very much, so naturally he won't misunderstand me, but Manager Tang, you must have misunderstood Mr. Lin! Why don't I give you a suggestion and talk to Mr. Lin, maybe you can let him be happy, let go of those things before, and stop struggling without returns." ”
I have to say that Jian Ran's words made my heart tremble a little bottomless.
I took a deep breath, pursed my lips and said, "Thank you Director Jian for your concern, but this is my matter with him, and our husband and wife will take care of it." I laughed self-deprecatingly and continued, "You can't continue with only one person in a game. ”
I had a smile on my face all the time, and when I finished speaking, Jian Ran looked at me intently, but she didn't speak again.
When the dinner was over, it was already half past ten in the evening.
Because of Jian Ran's words, I drank a lot of wine after that, and Xiao Yang drove me home.
In the car, Xiao Yang was driving, I leaned on the back seat, and I couldn't help asking: "Xiao Yang, where does Mr. Lin live recently?"
"Mrs., Mr. Lin has been living in the villa and returns on time every night. Xiao Yang glanced at me through the rearview mirror, and after she finished speaking, she asked hesitantly: "Madam, do you need me to report to you every day?"
"No, I don't. I hurriedly responded, for fear that I would regret it in the next second, and finally I couldn't help but add: "Don't tell me anything about him." ”
"Madam......" Xiao Yang shouted, "You and sir, what's wrong with you?"
"It's not much, it's just that some small problems have happened, Xiao Yang, what I said to you tonight, you are not allowed to say it to anyone, including Secretary Zhao!"
Sure enough, Xiao Yang nodded and said okay, and promised me that he wouldn't say it.
When I got to the apartment, I asked her to go back early and go upstairs by herself.
When I got home, I rang the doorbell, and the door was opened in the next second, and I lowered my head and took off my shoes while asking, "Did Yueyue sleep?"
"Already asleep. As soon as I said this, a familiar man's voice sounded.
Hearing the voice, I quickly raised my head, and that familiar face appeared in front of me, I stared at him fixedly for two seconds, and I said, "Why are you here?"
"You have a party tonight, so come over to spend time with your daughter. He explained simply.
I hummed and didn't say anything more, lowered my head and continued to slip on, then changed into slippers and walked around him.
The breath from his body hit my nose, and it was a smell with the effect of poppy corn, and I couldn't help but be addicted to it when I smelled it.
I put down the bag in my hand, walked quickly towards the master bedroom, and after taking a look at the sleeping Yueyue, I walked to the living room, Lin Jingshen sat on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed, he looked down at his phone, I don't know what he was looking at?
I looked at him like this, and just as I was about to withdraw my gaze, he suddenly raised his head, and we looked at each other, and he said softly, "Come and sit!"
His tone gave me the feeling that he was anti-customer-oriented.
His aura is the same no matter where he goes.
It's not the first time I've seen it, either.
I was stunned, but I walked over, and as soon as I sat down, I said, "It's not early, I'm going to rest." ”
"Yes. He replied softly, but I meant to let him go, didn't he understand?
I turned my head to look at him, and I repeated, "I'm going to sleep." ”
"Good. He replied again.
I said, "Then you go!"
"Let's take a look first!" Lin Jingshen didn't ask me if I wanted to, and directly handed over the mobile phone in his hand, I didn't want to look at it, but I heard Yueyue's voice from the phone, and her voice was like calling her mother again, and it was like calling her father, although it was not a shout, but the voice was very similar to her parents.
With Yueyue's voice, Lin Jingshen's voice also sounded inside, and Lin Jingshen was saying, "Yueyue, Dad is with you and waiting for Mom to come back!"
Hearing such words, I don't know if Lin Jingshen did it deliberately or intentionally?
So for a while, I felt that the air in the living room was solidifying, I couldn't sit still, I raised my hand and shook off his hand, I said, "I don't want to see it, you go quickly, I'm going to sleep." ”
"I'll leave after that. He insisted.
Again, I insisted, and I said, "I said no, you go now, I'm going to rest." ”
"I'll leave after that. ”
"Lin Jingshen, I don't watch. I said slightly angrily.
"If you don't look, I'm not leaving. He said in a somewhat lazy tone.
I stared at him in distraction, and I was a little speechless.
I took a deep breath and his hand reached out again, and he said, "Look at it!"
In the end, I compromised, I lowered my head and stared at the phone, a picture of Yueyue appeared on the phone, her laughter echoed in my ears, Yueyue's facial features and expression were very similar to Lin Jingshen, seeing her was equivalent to seeing Lin Jingshen.
At the end of the video, Lin Jingshen's face also appeared in the video, and a gentle smile rarely appeared on his face, which was from the heart, and he said the sentence in his mouth to wait for his mother to come back!
I have to say, my heart was touched.
No matter how much atmosphere I have for him, in front of Yueyue, I have to gradually disappear this anger.
It's just that I'm not reconciled, when I think of those things, I'm not reconciled, I can't be wronged anymore.
I was watching the video quietly, but suddenly threw my phone to Lin Jingshen, and I said, "I won't watch it, you go quickly!"
I stood up, but my wrist was pulled in the next second, he held my hand hard, I subconsciously struggled, and my whole body stood on guard, such a reaction fell in Lin Jingshen's eyes, which made him a little more surprised, maybe it was because he saw that my defense was too strong, and he let me go in the next moment.
He muttered, "I won't touch you....." and he finally whispered, but I didn't hear clearly.
I'm still in a state of silence, and I don't know why I'm so resistant.
But I deeply understand that this is a knee-jerk reaction in my own heart.
I glanced at him, he was still in the same position, and when he saw that I didn't speak, he repeated, "I won't touch you." ”
I didn't speak, I just looked at him.
Lin Jingshen stayed until the early hours of the morning before leaving, we didn't say a word, and he just whispered before leaving: "I'll come to see my daughter tomorrow." ”
With that, he stood up and left.
When he left, the already quiet apartment became even quieter, I sat motionless on the sofa, Zhou's mother came out of the bedroom, saw me sitting still, she walked to the side and sat down, and whispered: "Madam, did you quarrel with your husband?"
"Nope. "It would be nice if there was a real quarrel, but this time we were more serious than a quarrel.
Mother Zhou looked at me: "Madam, there will always be quarrels between husband and wife, people have a long life, and we can't know in advance what we want to encounter, but, as a person who has come over, I know that since I choose to get married and have children together, as long as I don't get to the point where I can't go down, then I have to go on for the rest of my life." ”
"Mother Zhou, some things are not as simple as you say, such as people know when they drink water, and only those who wear shoes know whether they are suitable or not. ”
If he still has love for her in his heart, then whether he loves me or not, I can't accept it, because marriage and love can't be improvised!
......
Lin took over the new project, which is an important development project in the hands of the Yucheng Urban Planning Bureau, and this project is not only in addition to Lin's, but also Lu and Jiang's companies.
Lin is in charge of the capital, Jiang is in charge of the market, and Lu is in charge of the design.
Because of the joining of the Jiang family, I don't plan to participate in this project, I plan to take a break for a while, take Yueyue to go for a walk in the field, and think about what Lin Jingshen and I should do next?
When I was about to apply for leave from Lin Jingshen, Lu Feng's call came.
Lu Feng asked me to meet and said that he had a job to talk to me, and he was very anxious to hear what he said on the phone, so I didn't dare to delay and immediately drove to meet him.
After meeting, Lu Feng said to me: "Xiao Yan, I came to you today, I want to ask you for a favor." ”
"You say, what's the hurry?" Lu Feng rarely spoke to me, and now that he spoke, then there must be something.
"I took a risk to win this cooperation. Lu Feng took a deep breath and said, "At present, the Lu family does not have a designer who can start except for me, so I want to ask you to help me." ”
"I'm going to help you?" I asked in shock, "Lu Feng, I'm not a designer, and I haven't studied either, so I ....."
"Xiaoyan, you know in your heart that you are very talented in design, you have not learned, but you can give me advice and suggestions, with your joining, I have the bottom in my heart, I can solve this cooperation easily. ”
"Join the Lu clan to help me!"
Lu Feng's words were very sincere, and I knew that he must be desperate to open his mouth to me, so for a while, I didn't know how to respond.
I was silent, and Lu Feng said: "You said, no matter what happens to me, as long as I open my mouth, you will definitely help me, Xiaoyan, come to the Lu family to help me!"
"Lu Feng, it's not that I don't want to help you, it's just that I still need to think about it. ”
In the face of Lu Feng's words, I said that it was when I was young, although it was not a promise, but since Lu Feng mentioned it now, then I can't refuse, it's just that I can't agree directly, I need to think about it.
Lu Feng said: "Okay, you think about it, no matter what, I respect your choice." ”
"Yes. ”
I made an appointment with Lu Feng, and I replied to him two days later.
But now, I need to take a leave of absence first.
After meeting Lu Feng, I walked out of the café and happened to meet Jian Ran, who was accompanied by someone, and we just looked at each other and smiled, which was a polite greeting.
Leaving the café, I went back to the company, I wrote a leave report, and took it to Lin Jingshen before leaving work.
When I arrived at Lin Jingshen's office, he seemed to have expected me to come, he sat in front of the office chair, looking at me expressionlessly, he didn't speak, I could only speak first, I said: "This is my leave report!"
"Excuse me?" he said coldly.
I said, "Yes." ”
"What are you going to do on leave?" he asked.
I pursed my lips and didn't want to say, but replied: "This is my private matter, and I refuse to answer." ”
"Tang Yan, I am still your husband, and I have the right to ask about my wife's private affairs. He said angrily.
I also roared angrily: "It's true that you are my husband, but if you hide your private affairs from me, then I can naturally hide them from you." ”
"So, do you admit that you want to ask for leave to help Lu Feng?" Lin Jingshen suddenly said this, I frowned and looked at him, surprised in my heart, how did he know?
Let's start abusing Mr. Lin, don't be soft-hearted, when the time comes, call my subordinates to be merciful, I will despise you [snickering]