009. Worry

It's been five years, it's really been five years, we haven't seen each other for so long, what kind of person has he become in the past five years? Do you hate me? Are you married? Is he happier than before without me?

He...... Have you ever thought about me in the past five years, even for a moment, a second of involuntariness?

I wanted to ask a lot, this emotion was like boiling water, constantly jumping up and down, and it just so happened that I was so fragile at this time that I almost threw away my self-esteem and vows, and honestly told him, yes, I can't forget you, what about you.

But after these words reached my mouth, I was finally interrupted by a loud sentence from Dr. Lin behind me, and I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.

Lin Rongshen turned around in response, and trotting towards us was a petite nurse, and when she arrived at Lin Rongshen's side, she smiled sweetly and handed him the pink umbrella in her hand and said, "You forgot again, it's raining so heavily outside." ”

Lin Rongshen glanced at the nurse and asked, "Tonight's shift?"

The nurse looked helpless and pitiful and said, "Yes, I can't leave work with you." ”

Lin Rongshen chuckled and said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." ”

The nurse hurriedly shook her hand and said, "No need, you have had so many surgeries recently, and they are all major surgeries, you should go home and rest quickly." ”

Lin Rongshen didn't answer anything immediately, but stared at the nurse's face for a while, and the little nurse was a little unnatural under Lin Rongshen's gaze and blushed, so she covered her face and asked a little shyly, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

Lin Rongshen still smiled, didn't speak, his eyes were full of smiles, and that smile could really drown people.

The nurse became more and more afraid to look at him, Lin Rongshen didn't seem to want to tease him, and laughed and said, "Okay, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning, the hospital has been so busy recently, go to work." ”

When the little nurse's eyes were evasive, when she heard Lin Rongsheng's words, she suddenly raised a glimmer of light, and asked with hope, "Is it true?"

Lin Rongshen nodded and confirmed, "Well, it's true." ”

The little nurse cheered happily, completely forgetting that she was duplicitous just now and said that she didn't need him to pick it up, the two stood there and talked for a while, and the nurse who was all devoted to Lin Rongshen finally discovered my existence on the side, she felt a little embarrassed and looked at me cautiously and asked Lin Rongshen to say, "This is ......"

Lin Rongshen casually glanced at me, who was still turning his back to him, and explained briefly to the little nurse: "A patient." As if afraid that she would think too much, he reached out and stroked her hairy head and said, "Okay, let's go to work." The little nurse peeked at me, and then at Lin Rongshen, then relieved herself and nodded reluctantly, and left here step by step.

The corridor that was already not crowded was quiet again, and Lin Rongshen saw that I was standing there and hadn't moved, so he looked up at the drizzling rain outside, and said, "I'll send you." ”

I said, "No, I'm going to stay in the hospital." ”

Lin Rongshen asked, "Are you sure?"

I said, "I'm sure." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "It seems that your husband attaches more importance to his adopted son than you. ”

I said, "He's just more fond of kids." ”

Lin Rongshen said, "Are you sure?"

I frowned: "Is there still a fake?"

Lin Rongshen did not answer.

He just waved his hand at me and said, "It's late, it's time for me to go home." ”

After saying that, he didn't stay here too long, and after saying goodbye to me, he walked towards the elevator door at the other end of the corridor, and after a few steps, he stopped again, and said to me: "I forgot to tell you, the one just now is my new wife, her name is Millie, although she is young, she has a very likable personality and is very well-behaved. He paused and asked, "What do you think?" ”

There was silence in the corridor for a minute, my clenched fist released and clenched, clenched and loosened, and repeated for a long time, I took a deep breath and said with a relieved face: "I am relieved to hear you say this, I thought you were still worried about the previous things, for so many years I have been afraid that you will delay yourself because of me, fortunately, fortunately, you are finally married, not delayed by me and my mother, and finally let me put my heart at ease." ”

Lin Rongshen laughed and said meaninglessly: "It's good that you don't worry, I'm afraid that you won't be at ease and worry about it." ”

The elevator opened at that moment, and he paced steadily into the elevator, the elevator doors closed, and his face disappeared.

It took me a lot of force to escape from the huge suffocation, and I told myself over and over again in my heart that it was a good thing that he had a wife, that he was so warm to her, and that it was a good thing that he was so cruel and cruel to me.

But why does my heart hurt so much, it hurts so much that it seems to have been peeled off layer by layer, and then it is tormented with boiling oil, and it is so uncomfortable that it seems that it will die in the next second.

But Charlais, what qualifications do you have to be distressed now? You don't even have the qualifications to be distressed.

I walked to the ward alone, he had come out of the operating room and was out of danger, and my mother-in-law and Zhan Dong were all in the ward, and my small body was lying there without making a sound.

I originally wanted to go in, but when I thought of Zhan Dong's eyes looking at me today, I flinched again, this time it was indeed my fault, no matter whether it was my own or not, I did not take care of the child, it was indeed my fault, if there was a mistake, how should I explain to the welfare institute, and Zhan Dong's mother-in-law.

Frightened and a little glad, I didn't go in to disturb them, but went home overnight, and early the next morning, I packed all the changes of clothes I had gotten and rushed to the hospital with some snacks and toys that the children liked to eat.

When I arrived at the ward, Zhan Dong and her mother-in-law were not in the room, only one woman claimed to be the caretaker of Dede, I put down the things in my hand, casually asked her how old she was, and whether she had given birth, I wanted to ask her about how to take care of children, but who knew that after she stammered and answered me, she left in a hurry with sweat.

I looked at her back, and I didn't have too many doubts at the time, but I just felt that the nurse was a little frizzy, so I went to see that she was sleeping soundly on the hospital bed, and when I was fascinated, who knew that there was another person coming in outside the door, not Zhan Dong or mother-in-law, but an unexpected person, the nurse who gave Lin Rongshen an umbrella last night.

I was a little surprised and got up from my chair, looked at her and asked, "Excuse me......"

The nurse smiled softly and said, "Hello Miss Xia." ”