189. I love you
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So I swallowed the words back to my mouth, thinking that since he said yes, it shouldn't affect me, anyway, I'll try to act as if I don't exist for a while.
I tiptoed into the reception room behind Lu Xudong, carefully closed the door, and sat down on the sofa next to the door.
The somewhat familiar man glanced at me, smiled politely at me and nodded.
I had no choice but to smile at him before I was about to turn my eyes to Lu Xudong, when suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in my head, and I blurted out a "It's you?" with complete consternation.
Lu Xudong and the man were stunned for a moment at the same time, one of them smiled and said quickly after being stunned, "It's me!" The other glanced at us suspiciously, and asked, "Do you know each other?"
I quickly explained, "I don't know, but I've met once, in the elevator of the hospital!" He was the one who stared at me in the elevator that day, and I was yelled at at the end.
The man also chimed in: "On the day my sister was transferred, I met her in the elevator, because I had seen photos from my sister before, and when I saw the real person, I looked at it a few more times, and the result was ......."
Lu Xudong glanced at me with a faint expression, looked at the man and asked, "What is the result?"
Without waiting for the person to speak, I rushed to say, "As a result, I was in a bad mood and made me murdered." "After saying that, I'm still quite nervous, for fear that I won't disturb Lu Xudong or something, after all, now Qisheng is in danger, and anyone's help or falling into the well may have a huge impact on your Qisheng.
As a result, before I finished speaking, the man was embarrassed to say, "Actually, I deserve it, I shouldn't have stared at a lady so rudely, I'm sorry!"
His apology was a little sudden, I panicked, and then looked at Lu Xudong, who didn't seem to react, and then gritted my teeth and said: "Then I have also murdered you, so I should settle it!" After thinking about it, he asked him a little wrong: "Who is your sister?"
Only then did Lu Xudong speak: "He is Yu Qing's half-brother, Guo Cong'an. He paused, then turned to Guo Cong'an and asked, "Is your sister sick?"
I listened to Lu Xudong's introduction, almost jumped up from the sofa, and looked at Guo Cong'an's eyes and suddenly became full of vigilance, what is Guo Yuqing's younger brother doing in Qisheng? Don't help the sick Guo Yuqing come to show off his might, right?!
Guo Cong'an didn't seem to mind my sudden change of eyes at all, he smiled at me, and then said to Lu Xudong: "It was a car accident." She refused to believe it after hearing that Uncle Lu had passed away, so she deliberately ran to the funeral home to confirm that she collided with a trailer on the way back...... She had a serious brain injury, although she was picked up after being rescued, but the doctor said that the chance of her waking up was very small, so after her condition stabilized, the family helped her to transfer to the hospital, and my father sent her abroad, saying that he wanted to see if foreign medical technology could make her wake up more likely. ”
So is this the current world newspaper? I thought a little viciously in my heart, and looked at Guo Cong'an directly, speculating that he wouldn't be here to be angry for his sister, right?
Lu Xudong was a little surprised by his words: "Then why ......?"
"It's my grandfather's meaning!" Guo Cong'an interrupted Lu Xudong's words, and his originally smiling face turned solemn: "My grandfather said that although my sister was hurt, the Lu family still had the grace to raise her, and that incident itself was an accident......
He paused, and then continued: "If my dad hadn't been hiding it, in fact, things wouldn't have been in such a situation today, but it's too late to say these things now, my grandfather meant that everything was over, so he sent my dad out of the country, let me come over on his behalf, apologize to you at the same time, but also convey his kindness, he sincerely wants to help Qisheng, and I hope you can consider the cooperation I just said." ”
Lu Xudong asked him: "What if Qisheng is unwilling to accept the fraudulent injection of capital into the shares......?
"These are two different things, helping to solve the loan problem is what my grandfather said that everything is going to end, and as for the decision to inject capital into Qisheng, of course, it is the goodwill he wants me to convey. Guo Cong'an smiled slightly and looked at Lu Xudong: "I think Brother Lu should have no reason to refuse such kindness, at the moment Qisheng is in a difficult situation, although there is no bank debt collection, but if there is no capital turnover, I am afraid it will be difficult to maintain." ”
Lu Xudong raised his lips quietly: "Then tell Old Man Su about the trouble, I will consider it seriously!"
"That's good. Guo Cong'an stood up, still with a calm smile on his face: "Then I won't bother you, I guess you have been very busy in the past two days, I hope you will accept my grandfather's help, then it may be easier!"
Lu Xudong then stood up, noncommittal to his words, but said with a faint expression: "Then I won't send you, go slowly!"
Before Guo Cong'an left, he smiled at me very kindly. It's a friendly smile, but it's just that the smile makes me feel awkward.
As soon as he left, I couldn't wait to ask Lu Xudong: "Does his grandfather really want to help Qisheng?"
Lu Xudong frowned and said: "It's true that I want to take the opportunity to swallow Qisheng, saying that it is capital injection, but in fact, I want to buy shares, and I also want to take the lion's share!"
"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously thought of Zhang Ruiran's shareholding agreement, he wouldn't have the same idea as Guo Cong'an's grandfather, right?
Seeing that I was a little nervous, Lu Xudong smiled at me, and said with a soothing expression: "It's okay, it doesn't necessarily have to be someone to inject capital into Qisheng to be rescued, without the pressure of bank loans, it's much better to think of other ways than just now." ”
"What Guo Cong'an just said about helping to solve the bank loan means that the 200 million don't have to be repaid?" I looked at Lu Xudong in disbelief.
He shook his head and said with a wry smile: "How is it possible? Just deduct the funds that were frozen and recovered by the bank before, and the remaining part is not required to be returned immediately, it is regarded as a normal loan, and when the repayment period is reached, it still has to be repaid, and in addition, the loan interest must be paid as scheduled every month." But it's good to be able to do that!"
That is to say, the bank will not be in a hurry to collect debts for the time being, but it is impossible to spit out the money if it is withdrawn before, but without the urgent need to collect debts, it can indeed be regarded as crossing a difficult hurdle.
The feelings in my heart are quite complicated, although Guo Cong'an's grandfather came to make peace with the attitude of calming things down, and also helped Qisheng solve a big problem "by the way", but in the final analysis, he was simply trying to swallow Qisheng's interests, and he said a bunch of high-sounding words, but in fact, he and Guo Yuqing had no blood relationship at all...... Guo Yuqing was able to rely on her father's power to mess around before, and even let the situation develop to the point where it is now, who can guarantee that this is not what he, the so-called "grandfather", is waiting for?
"Don't frown, didn't you tell you that you're fine now?" Lu Xudong interrupted my contemplation, reached out and patted me on the shoulder: "Go back, I have to go to a meeting later......"
He looked like he had completely forgotten that I had said that there was an "important matter" to him, and he didn't even seem to be going to express his opinion on my "non-divorce" just now, so I suddenly became a little anxious: "But I haven't said anything yet!"
Lu Xudong looked at me deeply, pursed his lips and smiled for a while, and said extremely gently: "Okay, no divorce!"
I was stunned for a moment, my ears turned red, and I quickly defended: "It's not this ......"
"This is the most important!" Lu Xudong looked at me seriously, slowly put away the smile on the corner of his mouth, and his tone became serious: "If it weren't for Guo Cong'an's arrival and the temporary end of the loan door, I might have insisted on divorce." Cersei, I want you to live as easily and happily as possible, but these days, I have brought you all heavy grievances, I really feel very sorry for you, so I want to return your freedom, you must think clearly, I will only give you this one chance, if you really choose to stay by my side, no matter what happens in the future, I will not allow you to have the idea of escaping!"
This sudden confession made my eyes red, and while scolding him for being stupid in my heart, I was moved by his sincerity to me.
I bit my lip, quickly reached out to wrap my hand around Lu Xudong's waist, buried my head in his shoulder socket, and said for a long time: "No, never...... No matter how hard it is, how tired and difficult it is, I will be by your side!"
Lu Xudong stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around my back, rubbed his chin on my hair affectionately a few times, let out a long breath, and said in a very light voice: "Do you know how hard I tried to convince myself to let go? I have even been comforting myself, divorce is good, at least I don't have to drag you down......"
I felt a pain in my heart, and the arm holding him tightened a little harder, Lu Xudong smiled lowly, reached out and stroked my hair, and said with emotion: "I only realized today that I would rather bear all the heaviness and grief than let the other party suffer from it." ”
I couldn't help but roll my eyes in his arms, and suddenly thought of another purpose of my trip, and immediately let go and pushed him away: "By the way, I have something to tell you......
In Lu Xudong's puzzled eyes, I took out the document bag that I had just stuffed back into my bag and handed it to him: "Oh, let's take a look first, is it the same as the purpose of Guo Cong'an's grandfather just now?"
If Zhang Ruiran really has the idea of swallowing Qisheng, then I will not recognize him as a friend even if I am killed in the future!
Lu Xudong took out the contract from the bag suspiciously, glanced at it briefly, and slowly tightened his brows, he looked at something silently, and then asked me in a very indifferent voice: "Zhang Ruiran gave it to you?"
I was a little unsure of what he meant, so I said "um" a little apprehensively, thought about it and added: "He specially sent me downstairs in the community early in the morning, and his attitude was still very sincere, and he said that the specific details could be discussed again...... I saw that he was sincere, and I thought that he might be able to help Qisheng, so I ...... If he doesn't mean well, then you should not have seen it!"
Maybe it was because I was very nervous, Lu Xudong reached out and touched my head, and said quite gently: "He didn't have bad intentions, he wanted to do the opposite, he really wanted to help me." ”
But in that gentle tone, it clearly made me hear a little loneliness.
I looked at him a little inexplicably, hesitated for a moment before asking, "Then don't you want to accept his help?" It seems a little unbearable to accept the help of a former rival.
Lu Xudong pondered for a moment before answering the question: "Didn't you always want to know what was going on between me and him?" He once robbed my girlfriend, although I knew afterwards that the reason for the breakup was due to my father, but Xiao Jing did get together with him. ”
I didn't dare to say that Zhang Ruiran had already told me about this, but I just cooperated to make a "so it is" expression, but what I thought in my heart was that Lu Xudong's ex-girlfriend was called Xiaojing.
Lu Xudong looked at me with a slightly dull gaze, as if he was looking at somewhere behind me, and continued: "For a long time, I vented all my anger that I couldn't vent to my dad, and it wasn't until I started to learn to play stocks and started to earn the first pot of gold in my life that I shifted my attention and slowly let go of those obsessions...... Before graduation, he came to me and said that Xiao Jing was very sick, and told me that Xiao Jing broke up with me not because of empathy, let alone for money, but because she was sick, and he knew that my family did not accept her, and he didn't want to drag me down...... He begged me to go see her......"
I finally understood why Zhang Ruiran was so astringent when he mentioned these old things, I thought he couldn't catch up with the beautiful woman, so I was melancholy......
"Is it a serious illness?" I looked at Lu Xudong and asked cautiously: "Then you...... Didn't you go to see her?"
According to Lu Xudong's misunderstanding that I was interested in his money, I'm afraid he won't believe any sick words at all, right?!
"Yes, not only did I not go, I also sarcastically mocked him, and said that Hu Yijing deserved it, took my father's money and turned around and threw himself into the arms of a person who seemed to have a better family background than me, and now that he is sick, he has to use the excuse of not wanting to drag me down to trick me into forgiveness, how can I forgive?!" Lu Xudong smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said: "Until we quarreled for the first time and you threw me a piece of agreement, I hid in Po Jun's place, and then reunited with my old classmates, only to know that she was really sick, ovarian cancer...... When the cancer was diagnosed, the cancer had already spread, and although Zhang Ruiran helped her find the best hospital and doctor, he only kept her for two more years......"
So she died?
I can't digest the news a little, and then think about Zhang Ruiran's hanging, thinking of the tenderness on his face when he talked about Hu Yijing, and the astringency in his tone when I asked her why she wanted to talk to Lu Xudong, I really had a feeling of sudden enlightenment.
I don't know what to say, although I feel a little emotionally about what happened to Hu Yijing, but I still feel a little awkward when I think of whether Lu Xudong will still think about her. Anyway, for any woman, there is no room for sand in love, right?
At least I certainly can't accept the man I love with all my heart, and there is his old "qingren" in a corner of his heart!
I tried to divert my attention from what I was doing, and asked again, "Then why is Zhang Ruiran willing to help you?"
"Xiao Jing once saved him, which is why I believed that Xiao Jing was indeed empathetic, because she was Zhang Ruiran's life-saving benefactor, so Zhang Ruiran's family was very willing to accept her. Lu Xudong's Adam's apple moved, took a deep breath, and said: "It is also because of this that their family will help find a doctor to treat Xiao Jing, I think he is willing to help me this time, also for Xiao Jing's sake." ”
No wonder Zhang Ruiran suddenly said so emotionally in the morning, "I help myself......
I didn't want to talk anymore, a particularly powerless feeling swept over me, I felt very frustrated, why even Lu Xudong's ex-girlfriend could help him, but I, the so-called wife, not only failed to help him, but also seemed to be always distracting him.
"Don't be cranky. Lu Xudong seemed to see through my thoughts: "The matter between me and Xiaojing has long passed, if there is anything left, it is only guilt, guilt that I didn't go to see her for the last time, and there is nothing else!"
I can't help but want to beat myself, why is he so unconfident in himself? Obviously, he just confessed, if Lu Xudong, who is so good to me, is not wholeheartedly enough, then there will be no second wholehearted man in this world, right?
I took a sip and quibbled very seriously: "I didn't think nonsense! I just suddenly thought, since Guo Yuqing had such a serious car accident, how could she find someone to go to Haodi convenience store to make trouble?"
Lu Xudong probably didn't expect me to jump so fast, so he was stunned for a moment before saying, "Trouble?"
"yes. I told him what my sister-in-law and my mother told me, and at the end I didn't forget to tell him: "But I told me, let her have a time to get close to the troublemakers next time, and see if she can find out who is behind the scenes, maybe it really has nothing to do with Guo Yuqing!"
Lu Xudong looked at me with burning eyes: "So you want to divorce, in addition to being stimulated by the matter of Shengyin, you are also afraid that Yu Qing will hurt the people around us again?"
I was a little embarrassed by what he said, bit my lip and said: "You hurry up and go to the meeting, by the way, think about whether to cooperate with Zhang Ruiran, I have to go back, so I am in a hurry to find another nurse, I don't know if I have no money now, do I have to save some flowers? I have to go back and ......quit the person quickly."
As I was talking, I wanted to slip out, but I was stopped and hugged by Lu Xudong from behind, and his warm snort brushed between my hair, and also blew the hair on my neck, bringing a slight itch.
"Cussir......" Lu Xudong called out to me in a low voice, and the end of the note was long and long, like a coquettish child, and it took a long time to say very firmly: "I love you!"
All the gloom seemed to be swept away in an instant, and I silently raised my lips and smiled, and was about to answer him: "Me too!" A mobile phone rang suddenly.
I tried to struggle, but Lu Xudong didn't let go of his hand, so I had to answer the phone with him holding him.
It was my mother who called, and as soon as I answered, she said excitedly: "Cersei, the troublemaker found out, it was the former shop owner, who had just returned from his hometown after the Lantern Festival, and saw that the business in our store was better than she used to be, so she used this kind of indiscriminate means!"
"Figuring it out so quickly?" I was a little surprised, I only gave her a tip yesterday, and she said in the morning that she found out, and the speed was too fast, right?
"Or your idea is good, last night there was a little sister who said that she wanted to return the goods, saying that the towel we bought in the store was allergic to wash her face, I said what you said, at the beginning to appease her, promised to take full responsibility, and she set up close, and gave her a lot of gifts, she relented to me and said that someone spent money to hire them to make trouble, the money to buy things was paid by that person, and the money to make trouble was given another hundred, and the money lost by our store also belonged to them, and told me about the person's appearance, saying that if we know that person and want to sue her, she is willing to testify to us, as long as we don't hold her responsible。 ”
My mother's tone was very brisk, presumably solving a big problem, and she was very happy: "Okay, I won't tell you more, I just came out of the police station, and I have to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, is your mother-in-law better?"
I had a daily greeting with my mother for a while, and I was relieved when I hung up the phone, and I was about to report the good news to Lu Xudong, but he had already spoken first: "I know that it's not Yu Qing who is making trouble, the whole person is relaxed, right?"
I just thought that he was attached to my ear, and I must have listened to the conversation between me and my mother just now, so I changed my words and said, "It's because I thought that she would never have a chance to make trouble again, so it was easy!"
But I actually felt a little emotional, I sighed and said to Lu Xudong: "Actually, she is quite pitiful." It's just that she's been mired in paranoia to get to the point where she is today, and the so-called poor people must have something to hate, right?!
Since Qisheng left, my state of mind has been very different from when I came here just now, maybe because I knew that Guo Yuqing's threat would no longer work, maybe because I knew that Qisheng's current situation was not particularly bad, or because I had made an agreement with Lu Xudong not to divorce......
In short, I was so peaceful in my heart that I could even call Chen Dingfeng again calmly and ask him how to deal with Grandma Ye's funeral, but he told me that Grandma Ye's funeral and the police's search for Ye Shengyin were all handed over to Jiang Junxiu to deal with.
"Xiaoyin sent me a letter beforehand, saying that she couldn't let go of Jiang Junxiu in her heart, she didn't want to marry me with her child, and she was reluctant to take away his child...... I think she might prefer to let Jiang Junxiu do her filial piety on her behalf!" Chen Dingfeng's tone was extremely low, and even I felt the heaviness in his heart.
Finally, he asked me, "Xiao Di, if I had broken free from the past earlier, wouldn't I have missed her?"
Who knows if?
After hanging up the phone, I immediately went home to look through the mailbox, and sure enough, I found a handwritten letter with "Di Se Se Receiving" from a pile of messy letters, with a beautiful font on it, isn't it Ye Shengyin's?
Before opening the envelope, I carefully identified the date of postmark mailing, which was the day Chen Dingfeng told me that Ye Shengyin was missing, and she was thinking of dying at that time?
The content of the letter left by Ye Shengyin to me is extremely brief, starting with a glaring and piercing "I'm sorry", followed by the following: The intersection with Junxiu is just an accident, I never thought that this accident would change the trajectory of my life, and even affect our friendship, but Cirse, if it weren't for this child, I really thought about having no contact with him at all. Grandma is gone, and I don't want my child to be born with the same infamy as me, so I have to go with him (her). Cersir, I'm sorry, forgive me!
I took the letter and endured a lot of hard work to keep myself from crying, but when the first tears fell, I quickly reached out and wiped it away, and then while folding the letter back into the envelope, I gritted my teeth and said to myself: "Why forgive you? I won't forgive you! I always scold me for being a coward and scolding me for being cowardly, but in the end, it is you who is really cowardly! Coward!"
In the end, I went to Grandma Ye's funeral, Lu Xudong accompanied me, and he also chatted with Jiang Junxiu, and Jiang Junxiu took the initiative to find him, saying that he had something to discuss.
On the way back, I asked Lu Xudong what they talked about, but he didn't tell me, just said lightly: "He and his sister." By the way, there is still no news from the police about Shengyin?"
I shook my head, the initial bone-eating pain had eased a little: "Actually, it's okay, I can still deceive myself, when she just hides and heals, and lives well in some corner of this world." ”
Lu Xudong held my hand, smiled at me comfortingly, and then turned his head silently to drive intently.
I turned my head to look at the side of his face, and after a long while, I asked in a low voice, "Don't you blame her and Jiang Junxiu?"
"It's hard to say whether it's right or wrong in emotional matters, although my sister has been hurt, she is also responsible. Lu Xudong's voice was as calm as if she was discussing the weather with me: "If she could sober up and withdraw in time when Jiang Junxiu cheated for the first time, she wouldn't let herself lose so completely, and at the beginning, this marriage was forced by her." ”
"Force?" I was intrigued by him, "Didn't you say they were once in love?"
"They did fall in love for a few years, but then the two of them broke up for some reason, until Jiang Junxiu's family encountered difficulties, my sister begged my father to inject money to help, but my father didn't agree, so she made a fuss about marrying him, and even went on a hunger strike......" Lu Xudong smiled bitterly:" At that time, I still thought that even if Jiang Junxiu didn't love my sister anymore, I would thank her for her help and treat her well in the future, but I forgot my sister's personality and the inferior nature of men, how could I accept the betrayal of the other party with my sister's temper, and I have lost confidence in marriage even more when I see them making such a fuss in the past few years......"
He squeezed my palm and glanced at me again: "Cersei, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known what I would be like now!"
My heart softened, although I was very impressed by Lu Xudong's routine of being speechless anytime and anywhere, and turning any topic into a confession, I also had to admire his ability to switch emotions at will.
I didn't switch as freely as he did, so I had to bite my lip and talk to him left and right: "By the way, how is the cooperation between you and Zhang Ruiran?" A few days ago, he called me and kept praising you for your handling of the cancer-causing incident...... I heard that because of this, the company also received a big order?"
"It's not a big order, but it signed a three-year contract with Yuanhang Travel Agency, and in the future, their travel agency's luggage products will be designed and produced by our company. Lu Xudong bent his lips and slowly stopped at the intersection with a red light: "As for the cooperation with Zhang Ruiran, the contract has been signed this morning, and he insists that he will only inject capital, and after two years, he will return the money to him with Ben Lianli, and he will not have shares." ”
"So he really helped us a lot, I have to invite him to dinner, don't I?" Zhang Ruiran clamored for me to invite him to dinner all day long.
Lu Xudong smiled and said, "When the new product developed by the company is launched, let's invite him together!"
When Lu Xudong and I had our first wedding anniversary, the new products developed by Qisheng were finally on the market. With Zhang Ruiran's help, coupled with Lu Xudong's closure of several stores, Qisheng can be regarded as having overcome the biggest difficulty with difficulty.
That night, Lu Xudong rarely got off work on time and picked me up to eat out.
I thought he was really going to invite Zhang Ruiran to dinner, and I thought about the place he chose, it must be of a good grade, so I deliberately dressed up before going out. Later, when I saw Lu Xudong driving the car to the parking lot of the Emgrand Hotel, I was secretly glad to myself.
As a result, when I got to the location, I realized that there were only two people, Lu Xudong and me.
"What a waste, you!" I glared at him disapprovingly as soon as I sat down.
In order to save money these days, let alone eating outside, Lu Xudong's meals in the company every day are prepared and sent by me, Lu Yanxi's state has also improved a lot, and the nurses who take care of her mother-in-law have been dismissed by me, and now I and Wu's mother are taking turns to take care of them, and Lu Yanxi will occasionally help.
Lu Xudong looked at me dotingly when he heard this, and said, "How can such a special day be wasted?"
"Isn't it just a wedding anniversary? I muttered, but I still picked up the chopsticks very happily when the waiter served the food: "If you come, you will be safe, I must eat enough today!"
But if I had known that there was a cake at the end, I swore I wouldn't have eaten that much.
When the waiter came over with a cake and helped light the candles, and when Lu Xudong said "Happy Birthday" to me with flowers in his hand, at that moment, I really felt that I was the happiest person in the world.
I haven't had a birthday seriously since I was a child, and I even thought that Lu Xudong didn't know that May 1st was my birthday, and I was even ready to have no chance to celebrate my birthday in this life, and May 1st can only be used as a wedding anniversary!
But he suddenly surprised me so much.
That night, I rarely took the initiative to cater to Lu Xudong's eagerness, as he floated and fell in the ocean of lust/desire, trembling with his every force, we repeatedly made/had sex in the dark night, and the love was deep, only to feel that every pore seemed to be trembling with pleasure......
Qisheng Company is gradually on the track, although it has not fully recovered, but it can be regarded as surviving the crisis.
Lu Yanxi finally went through the divorce procedures with Jiang Junxiu before he appealed again, because she was afraid that she would be stimulated again, so Lu Xudong and I specially accompanied her that day.
As a result, she was unexpectedly calm, and even shook hands with him indifferently to say goodbye after completing the formalities.
In the evening, I went to the hospital to take care of my mother-in-law, and by the way, I told her the news, and my mother-in-law seemed very relieved, and said several times in succession: "That's good." At the end, she sighed again: "It would be better if you and Xiaodong could give me a grandson earlier...... Mom is really afraid that she won't be able to wait for that day ......"
After the mother-in-law accepted the fact that she was paralyzed, she finally stopped crying all day long as she did at the beginning, or scolded everyone she caught. She regained her former graceful and calm attitude, and it had been a long time since she had such a sudden emotion as today.
I was poked in the sore spot by her words, and I was a little stunned for a while, but I still tried my best to smile at her, and casually excused myself to go to the bathroom to fetch water to help her wipe her face, and hide in it to calm down.
It's been more than half a year since the previous operation, and before I went for a follow-up, the doctor said that it was okay and I could start preparing for pregnancy, and in the past two months, Lu Xudong and I have not used contraception anymore, and even because everything is slowly getting better recently, the number of intimate contacts between us is more frequent than before. ,
But even so, the eldest aunt still came to report every month.
My mom told me just two days ago that my sister-in-law was pregnant, and since the beginning of the year, she and my brother have privately decided to do IVF, and after tossing for more than half a year, they finally got pregnant as they wished, and now, they have spent the first three months safely.
My mother meant to let me also go for IVF, after all, I now have one fallopian tube, and the chance of pregnancy is lower than that of normal people, and said that if I had known that there was this kind of technology, she would have persuaded my sister-in-law to go a long time ago, and what she said She listened to my sister-in-law, this kind of surgery, the younger the mother, the higher the success rate.
I didn't pay much attention to it, because I heard that doing IVF was particularly sinful, and even when I called to congratulate my sister-in-law, she was telling me: "It's really hard, especially when the egg retrieval, it hurts so much that my tears fall, but for the sake of the child, no matter how hard it is, it's worth it." ”
Yes, what about suffering a little sin for the sake of the child? Thinking of this, my originally depressed heart seemed to move slightly.
I finally persuaded Lu Xudong to agree to do the test tube, and at the recommendation of my sister-in-law, I hung up the number of the doctor she saw at the beginning, and after waiting in various queues, it was finally our turn to have a consultation.
After asking us about our basic situation, the doctor looked at the summary of the previous hospitalization and the various reports of the previous re-examination that I brought over, and then frowned and said, "According to the results of your previous re-examination, your other fallopian tube is in good condition, do you really want to try to conceive naturally?"
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